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[interviewer]
<i>All right, let's do this.</i>

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<i>- All right, guys, we rollin'?</i>
- [cameraman] <i>Rolling.</i>

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- All right, we're ready to start.
- Okay.

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Tell me your name and tell me what you do
in the music industry.

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<i>I'm Amy Grant.</i>

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And I have been making music and telling
stories since I was a teenager.

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[pensive music playing]

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[interviewer] There's no really rules
about it.

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You can be expressive with your hands
and that type of stuff.

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You don't have to be contained to a box.

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- Yeah.
- So just be you.

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Well, I was
"Mike Smith" growing up. [laughs]

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- Good.
- But Michael W. Smith.

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[interviewer] <i>You talk, uh,</i>

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<i>but you don't have to worry
about where we're going.</i>

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I just want... Can you look at the shot
and see if it's okay?

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- I trust you guys completely.
- [indistinct chatter]

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[interviewer] <i>I know it's a trust fall.</i>

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<i>It's an honor
to get to hang with you, man.</i>

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Oh, you're more than welcome.
Man, I'm easy-breezy.

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<i>Can somebody throw me
a room temp water,</i>

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<i>just to have on the side
with paper torn off?</i>

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[Lauren Daigle]
<i>Hunter, did you get my memo?</i>

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- No, I didn't...
- Dang it!

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[Daigle] <i>I think we're good now.</i>

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[interviewer] <i>We good?</i>
<i>We rollin'? You good, Chris...</i>

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Can I ask y'all a question?

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[man] <i>Oh-ho. Okay. Okay. Okay.</i>

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[interviewer] That'll look cool.

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- [crewman] Oh, this is Silas.
- Silas.

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[interviewer] How's your fam?

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[Joel Smallbone]
Quite a chair you have here.

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[interviewer] <i>What were your early</i>
<i>influences, musically?</i>

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[Tobymac] <i>I mean, I love music.</i>
<i>I don't think...</i>

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People ask me all the time,
"How long you gonna do this?"

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I'm like, "Till the day I die." I mean...

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<i>You know, I don't think music is something
that can be put in a box.</i>

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You know, I think
it's something you just do.

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[inaudible]

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[Michael W. Smith] <i>I think</i>
<i>music is the most powerful,</i>

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<i>universal language in the world.</i>

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And somehow it comes out of the radio,

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<i>or the satellite radio,
or on a CD, or on your computer</i>

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and you go,
"Oh, my gosh, that's amazing.

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<i>Great song. That song changed my life."</i>

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And you can do all of that
in three and a half minutes.

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<i>It was a vehicle, for me,</i>

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to see the richness of hope
land upon someone's spirit,

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<i>and embrace the embrace of God.
The truth is that God</i>

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has some wild way of allowing
His presence to be known

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via rhythm, rhyme and melody. Sound.
I don't understand it.

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[newscaster] <i>The Jesus Movement</i>
<i>is no longer a California fad.</i>

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[newscaster 2]
<i>Contemporary Christian music</i>

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<i>has become a billion-dollar-a-year
business.</i>

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<i>Small Christian record companies...</i>

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[Michael Sweet] <i>I don't wanna make</i>
<i>this thing negative at all,</i>

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<i>but, at the same time,
I wanna be honest.</i>

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It was so much drama
in the church, man.

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I drove myself into a clinical depression

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thinking about how I'm not enough.

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You're never gonna please everybody.

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I wish I could learn that more.

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I have been delivered the message.
Thank you, world.

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Some of relentlessness
is bound up in insecurity.

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<i>You work harder because you think
you're less gifted.</i>

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You know, I've thought that my whole life.

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[Grant] <i>I wrote, "I think I have forfeited</i>

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<i>every right that I ever had
to be on a stage."</i>

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[interviewer] Would you change
anything about your journey,

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and was it ultimately worth it in the end?

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I can't believe I'm getting emotional.

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[woman] <i>I don't know how to say this,</i>
<i>so I'm just gonna go for it.</i>

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How do I wanna say this?

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[pensive music continues]

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[shop door bell tinkles]

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- Hey, Doyle. How are you?
- Good.

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[Smith] <i>I'll never forget getting</i>
<i>my first 45 at Davidson's Record Shop</i>

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<i>in Huntington, West Virginia.</i>

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And it was "I Saw Her Standing There."

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And then it was, uh,
"Let It Be" and "Hey Jude,"

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Beatles, Elton John, Billy Joel.
The list goes on.

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I probably wouldn't be here doing
this interview

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if it hadn't been for this girl.

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[Grant] <i>Really, my introduction</i>
<i>to Christian music</i>

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<i>was this bookstore and coffee shop.</i>

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<i>And every Saturday night,
there was live music.</i>

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<i>And really, it was just the most beautiful
kind of community.</i>

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And I was 14.

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And I just heard this very acoustic music

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and they had Jesus lyrics.
And I loved it.

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<i>'Cause it was unlike anything
this southern religious town had seen.</i>

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I don't remember the coffee ever being
that great, by the way. [laughs]

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<i>It was people that followed Jesus</i>

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<i>and they were processing
their faith through songs.</i>

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<i>But a lot of hymns</i>

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<i>are close-your-eyes singing to God.</i>

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I wanted to sing songs with my eyes
wide open, singing to each other.

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<i>I love this record.</i>

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<i>Been a long time
since I've listened to it.</i>

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[Smith] <i>When I first heard</i>
<i>that Maranatha record,</i>

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<i>I just couldn't get enough of it.</i>

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<i>This thing called Jesus Music,
which exploded in Southern California,</i>

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<i>somehow found its way
in my hometown.</i>

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<i>And it changed my life.</i>

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["Righteous Rocker"
by Larry Norman begins]

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<i>I don't know what will happen now.</i>

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<i>We've got some difficult days ahead.</i>

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[Kaiser] <i>My generation had seen</i>
<i>all of the civil unrest and the craziness.</i>

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<i>Most of us were a bunch of hippies</i>

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<i>trying to escape the pain
and the misery...</i>

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Anything other than the status quo
American dream

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that was not an American dream,
it was an American nightmare.

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["Righteous Rocker" continues]

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[John Styll] <i>You had the war in Vietnam...</i>

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Systematic racism.

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<i>Segregation now, segregation tomorrow,
and segregation forever.</i>

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[Styll] <i>Assassinations...</i>

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[reporter] <i>President Kennedy</i>
<i>died some 38 minutes ago.</i>

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[reporter 2] <i>Martin Luther King was shot</i>
<i>and was killed tonight...</i>

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[Styll] <i>Massive student protests...</i>

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[crowd chanting] <i>Power to the people!</i>

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[student] <i>Let's go!</i>

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This was partly why
a lot of us ended up saying,

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"Eat, drink and be merry.
Tomorrow we die."

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♪♪

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<i>What's happening is, uh, a basic change
in the evolutionary process of mankind.</i>

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[man] <i>The people don't realize that before</i>
<i>you can spread love around</i>

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<i>to anybody else, you've first
gotta find it in yourself.</i>

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<i>♪ Without love ♪</i>

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<i>♪ You ain't nothing without love ♪</i>

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[Tommy Coomes]
<i>The experiment of drugs, sex,</i>

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<i>rock 'n' roll and the hippie lifestyle</i>

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<i>pretty much started about '66, '67
up in Haight-Ashbury</i>

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and made its way down
to Southern California pretty quickly,

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and really all around the world.

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[Chuck Girard] <i>My philosophy was</i>
<i>that God had given us LSD,</i>

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<i>and that if you weren't brave enough
to experiment with drugs,</i>

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<i>you'd miss God.</i>

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'Cause I thought
that was the secret key.

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<i>They're soaked in LSD.</i>

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<i>You roll 'em up and smoke 'em
and they'll get you high.</i>

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I literally took a spice rack
off a wall one night,

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and rolled a joint
out of everything on the rack.

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I can guarantee you,

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you can't even begin to get a buzz
off of any of that stuff. I tried.

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We took drugs to discover.

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We were trying to find answers.

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<i>And our heroes,</i>

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<i>like The Beatles, Jim Morrison,
Jimi Hendrix, Janis Joplin,</i>

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they were kind of leading us.

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[Coomes] <i>We had two great loves</i>
<i>that kind of bound us together.</i>

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<i>It was the love of making music</i>

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and this really driving urge
to find out who God was,

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and to find something better
than what we'd seen.

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[Styll] <i>The peace and love thing</i>
<i>had probably its greatest expression</i>

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at the Woodstock Festival.

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[Walter Cronkite] <i>A rock music festival</i>

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<i>that drew hundreds of thousands
of young people</i>

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<i>to a dairy farm in White Lake, New York,
over the weekend</i>

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<i>came to an end today.</i>

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And that was kinda the end of that,
because the next big thing was Altamont,

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and that was death and horrible stuff

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that happened at that festival
in California.

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[Laurie] <i>The Rolling Stones</i>
<i>are performing,</i>

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<i>and they have the Hells Angels
doing security</i>

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<i>and a couple of people are killed.</i>

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[reporter] <i>The Rolling Stones</i>
<i>concert at Altamont in California.</i>

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<i>Four deaths,
including a stabbing.</i>

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<i>The flower children had lost
some of their bloom.</i>

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[Laurie] <i>And then when we saw</i>

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our rock stars die before our eyes...

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<i>Jimi Hendrix and Janis Joplin
and Jim Morrison,</i>

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all dead of incidents related to drugs...

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[Dick Cavett] <i>And everybody knows</i>
<i>that the Beatles</i>

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<i>went through a drug phase.</i>

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<i>Did you ever stop
and think of it this way?</i>

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<i>That the fact that this was known,
and the fact that you were The Beatles</i>

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<i>might've caused thousands of kids
to go into drug problems</i>

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<i>that might not have otherwise.</i>

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[Coomes] <i>The drugs didn't work.</i>

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All the free thinking
and LSD and all that stuff

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just left people rather hopeless.

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We began to hit the bottom.

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The war inside didn't go away,

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even though we "exercised" our freedom

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<i>to be, do, and experience whatever
we wanted to experience.</i>

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[Girard] <i>I'm still empty,</i>
<i>I'm still clueless.</i>

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We're sitting there kind of bewildered,

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thinking,
like, "Where do we go from here?"

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And that's when we started
to hear about Calvary.

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In Southern California, there was a church
called Calvary Chapel

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<i>that let disillusioned
young people come in.</i>

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And it seems silly now, but back then,

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to go to church in jeans or barefoot

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<i>was kind of revolutionary
that they would not only let you in,</i>

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<i>but encourage you
and not look funny at you.</i>

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Hippies started accepting Jesus.

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In the beginning, we didn't know
there was a movement of any kind.

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We just heard,
"There's this place in Costa Mesa

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with a bunch of people like us there.

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They love God,
and there's this 'hippie preacher' there."

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[Duane Pederson]
<i>One of the young men, Kathryn,</i>

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<i>who has been so used of God,</i>

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<i>is Lonnie Frisbee.</i>

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<i>I wonder if Lonnie could just share
with us some, now.</i>

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<i>Well, the people tell me
that I'm trying to look like Jesus.</i>

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<i>I can't think of anybody else
I'd rather look like.</i>

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[laughter]

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[Coomes] <i>So that was one</i>
<i>of the attractions of all these kids,</i>

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it's like, "Well, here's somebody like us,
who looks like us,

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who's lived through this lifestyle,
who loves Christ."

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<i>Jesus Christ willingly went to the cross.</i>

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<i>And he died. He gave his life.</i>

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I came to see Lonnie Frisbee,
the hippie preacher,

218
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and I got Chuck instead, Chuck Smith,

219
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<i>you know, the 42-year-old balding guy.</i>

220
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<i>He did exude love,</i>

221
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and it was so different
from what I thought it would be.

222
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And it was so powerful,
the atmosphere in there.

223
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There was a great power of God
in that building

224
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and I was overwhelmed by it.

225
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<i>It was so pure.</i>

226
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[Coomes] <i>Within a couple weeks</i>
<i>we had all went to Calvary Chapel.</i>

227
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<i>We all got radically saved.</i>

228
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<i>And that spun the whole thing around.</i>

229
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<i>So for me after that, man,
there was no turning back.</i>

230
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This wasn't just a good idea.

231
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This was darkness to light,
and loneliness to joy.

232
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[spiritual music playing]

233
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<i>And the church, for so long,
has been expecting</i>

234
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<i>a certain mold of what
a Christian should look like</i>

235
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<i>or what a Christian should be,</i>

236
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<i>or what a Christian should say.</i>

237
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<i>And God is blowing everybody's mind,</i>

238
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<i>because he's saving the hippies,</i>

239
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<i>and nobody thought
a hippie could be saved.</i>

240
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[spiritual music continues]

241
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[Styll] <i>As the movement began,</i>
<i>a lot of these folks were musicians,</i>

242
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<i>they didn't wanna stop doing music,</i>

243
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but they started trying to express
their faith through music,

244
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an expression of faith
that they could relate to.

245
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[upbeat rock music playing]

246
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[reporter] <i>More and more these days,</i>

247
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<i>young people are turning away
from dangerous drugs</i>

248
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<i>and turning onto Christ instead.</i>

249
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[Thompson] <i>So as millions of these kids</i>
<i>are becoming Christians,</i>

250
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this soundtrack emerges.

251
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And Calvary Chapel was the place
on the West Coast

252
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where that really took root.

253
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But the group that really stood out to me
was Love Song.

254
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[Coomes] <i>For us, we just kinda continued</i>

255
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the same kind of music that we loved

256
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<i>with a whole different heart,
a whole different attitude.</i>

257
00:14:04,762 --> 00:14:07,598
So we went in to see Chuck
and see if he'd let us play.

258
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They say, "The Lord gave us a song."

259
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Now, usually when a musician says
the Lord gave them a song,

260
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and you listen to it, you wonder,

261
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was that because He didn't want it?

262
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He said, "Nah, you guys are hippies,

263
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rock 'n' roll, drums, not in my church."

264
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Because you gotta remember,
up till that point, what was church music?

265
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<i>The hymn book, choir, organ.</i>

266
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But at the end of the little "interview,"

267
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he said, "Well, let me at least
hear a song."

268
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So we played a song called "Welcome Back."

269
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- [vocalizing]
<i>- ? Welcome?</i>

270
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<i>♪ Back ♪</i>

271
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When they began to play
for Chuck, it was like, "Wow!"

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[vocalizing]

273
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[Girard] <i>Chuck Smith</i>
<i>hardly ever shed a tear.</i>

274
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<i>But he was moved.</i>

275
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So the next thing we hear is,
"Can you guys play tonight?

276
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It's youth night, and Lonnie's preaching."

277
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And I can't think of many pastors

278
00:15:00,985 --> 00:15:04,113
that would've allowed something like that
to happen on their stage.

279
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[song ends]

280
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[Laurie] <i>Every night</i>
<i>it was something new,</i>

281
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a new band would form with new songs.

282
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Within six months, there was 12 bands.

283
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I saw contemporary Christian music born
right before my very eyes.

284
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[rock music playing]

285
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[Smith] <i>I remember when</i>
<i>I walked into a thrift store</i>

286
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<i>and there was a record bin there.</i>

287
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<i>There was this one record in that bin,</i>

288
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and there was this big red
"Maranatha" sign on a white cover,

289
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<i>and it was called</i> The Everlastin' Living
Jesus Music Concert.

290
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<i>I picked it up and I turned it around,</i>

291
00:15:42,192 --> 00:15:44,653
<i>it was all these people with long hair.</i>

292
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<i>And I could tell all these songs
were about Jesus.</i>

293
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And I'm thinking,
"That's what I wanna do."

294
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[Girard] <i>We made the album for about</i>
<i>$4,00</i> 0 <i>with mastering and everything.</i>

295
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And it went on to sell 200,000 units,
you know, which is unbelievable.

296
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There was no contemporary
Christian music industry at all.

297
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<i>That was just Chuck Smith saying,</i>

298
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<i>"These kids need a record
so that when they go somewhere</i>

299
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and nobody gives 'em money,
they can at least sell the record

300
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and can have enough gas money
to get home."

301
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That's how Maranatha started in 1971.

302
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[upbeat music playing]

303
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[reporter] <i>The Jesus Movement</i>
<i>is no longer a California fad.</i>

304
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<i>It's a song-singing, hand-clapping,
full-fledged, old-fashioned revival</i>

305
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<i>that's sweeping the country.</i>

306
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[Styll] <i>It was quite a thing.</i>

307
00:16:24,735 --> 00:16:27,055
<i>I mean, the Jesus Movement made</i>
<i>the cover of</i> Time <i>magazine.</i>

308
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[Coomes] <i>That just started happening</i>
<i>in other places, too, like Seattle,</i>

309
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<i>El Paso, Kansas City.</i>

310
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[Girard] <i>Northern California,</i>

311
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back east there were little pockets
of people that were discovering Jesus.

312
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[Styll] <i>Another great artist got his start</i>
<i>in Ohio. It was Phil Keaggy.</i>

313
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[playing blues guitar lick]

314
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[laughs]

315
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There were different expressions
of contemporary Christian music

316
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from other parts of the country,
and even abroad,

317
00:16:55,015 --> 00:16:56,850
like the Resurrection Band...

318
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[upbeat rock music playing]

319
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[Thompson] <i>They come out playing</i>
<i>Zeppelin-y, hardcore, Chicago rock blues.</i>

320
00:17:05,526 --> 00:17:07,861
[Kaiser] <i>When you play</i>
<i>at about 14</i> 0 <i>dB,</i>

321
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they either listen or they leave.

322
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[Thompson] <i>But then you find out that</i>
<i>all of the profits go into this ministry.</i>

323
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That's the most punk rock
thing I ever heard.

324
00:17:15,577 --> 00:17:18,580
["For Him Who Has Ears to Hear"
by Keith Green playing]

325
00:17:20,499 --> 00:17:22,167
Keith was a musical whiz.

326
00:17:26,338 --> 00:17:28,924
A Keith Green album is an essential album.

327
00:17:29,007 --> 00:17:32,678
Keith Green was an extraordinarily
talented rebel.

328
00:17:32,761 --> 00:17:35,514
<i>He was not a very popular person
in the industry.</i>

329
00:17:35,597 --> 00:17:37,867
<i>He recorded a record where he could've
made a lot of money off of it,</i>

330
00:17:37,891 --> 00:17:40,018
and he was giving it away for free.

331
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<i>♪ You put this love in my heart ♪</i>

332
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[Laurie] <i>And then bands like</i>
<i>The 2nd Chapter of Acts from Los Angeles.</i>

333
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[Smith] <i>Just the harmonies.</i>

334
00:17:48,152 --> 00:17:51,029
I'd never heard anything like it.
It was set apart.

335
00:17:51,113 --> 00:17:53,174
[Matthew Ward] <i>People would say,</i>
<i>"You guys were pioneers."</i>

336
00:17:53,198 --> 00:17:55,993
Oh, you don't know you're a pioneer
of something when you're doing it.

337
00:17:57,327 --> 00:17:58,996
[Styll] <i>Andrae Crouch is another one.</i>

338
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<i>Can't even begin
to estimate his importance.</i>

339
00:18:00,914 --> 00:18:05,753
Andrae was probably
one of the very best bridges.

340
00:18:05,836 --> 00:18:09,131
[Kirk Franklin] <i>We do not acknowledge</i>
<i>the type of architect,</i>

341
00:18:09,214 --> 00:18:13,802
<i>and type of pioneer
of bringing worlds together</i>

342
00:18:13,886 --> 00:18:15,846
that Andrae Crouch was.

343
00:18:15,929 --> 00:18:17,890
[Gaither] <i>Many of his concerts</i>

344
00:18:17,973 --> 00:18:20,726
was what Heaven should be
like, you know. [laughs]

345
00:18:20,809 --> 00:18:24,772
[Andrae and backup singers]
<i>? Hallelujah?</i>

346
00:18:24,855 --> 00:18:26,648
[vocalizing]

347
00:18:26,732 --> 00:18:28,734
[audience cheering]

348
00:18:30,152 --> 00:18:33,822
[Laurie] <i>It was so many musical styles</i>
<i>happening at the same time.</i>

349
00:18:33,906 --> 00:18:36,617
<i>There was such diversity of music.</i>

350
00:18:36,700 --> 00:18:38,869
[Grant] <i>I mean,</i>
<i>it was just all word of mouth.</i>

351
00:18:38,952 --> 00:18:40,221
<i>"Have you heard this?
Have you heard this?"</i>

352
00:18:40,245 --> 00:18:43,499
<i>It just felt like it was all so...</i>

353
00:18:44,500 --> 00:18:46,293
<i>underground.</i>

354
00:18:46,376 --> 00:18:49,963
- [instrumental music playing]
- [applause]

355
00:18:50,047 --> 00:18:52,567
[announcer] <i>From California, ladies</i>
<i>and gentlemen, Larry Norman.</i>

356
00:18:52,591 --> 00:18:53,884
[crowd cheering]

357
00:18:53,967 --> 00:18:56,553
[Girard] <i>Well, Larry is the single</i>
<i>most important figure</i>

358
00:18:56,637 --> 00:18:58,764
in contemporary Christian music.

359
00:18:58,847 --> 00:19:02,893
[Thompson] <i>Larry Norman, who most people</i>
<i>call the Father of Christian Rock,</i>

360
00:19:02,976 --> 00:19:06,480
<i>was definitely not
the first person to ever play</i>

361
00:19:06,563 --> 00:19:08,041
rock 'n' roll with a Christian message.

362
00:19:08,065 --> 00:19:12,152
<i>But, certainly, was the first rock star</i>

363
00:19:12,236 --> 00:19:14,571
<i>in Christian rock, undeniably.</i>

364
00:19:14,655 --> 00:19:18,075
My dad has always believed
that "the secular world"

365
00:19:18,158 --> 00:19:20,994
stole church music,
turned it into rock 'n' roll.

366
00:19:21,078 --> 00:19:22,704
And my dad actually felt

367
00:19:22,788 --> 00:19:25,040
part of his mission was to bring it back
into the church.

368
00:19:25,123 --> 00:19:27,668
[Larry Norman]? <i>Why don't you</i>
<i>look into Jesus??</i>

369
00:19:27,751 --> 00:19:29,795
<i>♪ He got the answer ♪</i>

370
00:19:29,878 --> 00:19:31,964
[Styll] <i>The early stuff he put out,</i>

371
00:19:32,047 --> 00:19:34,550
Christian radio today,
no way would they play it.

372
00:19:34,633 --> 00:19:37,594
Go back and read some of the lyrics.
I mean, it's crazy stuff.

373
00:19:37,678 --> 00:19:39,513
"Sippin' whisky from a paper cup."

374
00:19:39,596 --> 00:19:42,558
"You drown your sorrows
till you can't stand up."

375
00:19:42,641 --> 00:19:45,601
"Shootin' junk till you're half insane,
broken needle in your purple vein."

376
00:19:45,644 --> 00:19:47,437
"Gonorrhea on Valentine's Day."

377
00:19:47,521 --> 00:19:50,107
"You're still lookin'
for the perfect lay."

378
00:19:50,190 --> 00:19:52,860
That may not even make it
into this documentary.

379
00:19:52,943 --> 00:19:55,696
<i>♪ Why don't you look into Jesus? ♪</i>

380
00:19:55,779 --> 00:19:59,283
<i>♪ He got the answer ♪</i>

381
00:19:59,366 --> 00:20:01,535
He was sort of rebellious,

382
00:20:01,618 --> 00:20:04,496
<i>rebellious to the culture
that wanted everyone</i>

383
00:20:04,580 --> 00:20:07,207
<i>to go down the road of drugs, sex,
and rock 'n' roll.</i>

384
00:20:07,291 --> 00:20:08,917
<i>And he's a guy saying "It's Jesus."</i>

385
00:20:09,001 --> 00:20:11,628
<i>But he was also rebellious
in church culture,</i>

386
00:20:11,712 --> 00:20:14,590
'cause he was criticized
for this devil music.

387
00:20:14,673 --> 00:20:16,425
He wrote a song about it called...

388
00:20:16,508 --> 00:20:19,469
<i>♪ Why should the devil
have all the good music? ♪</i>

389
00:20:19,553 --> 00:20:21,430
- [laughter]
- [Larry] <i>Whoo!</i>

390
00:20:21,513 --> 00:20:23,223
[Laurie] <i>And that appealed to us,</i>

391
00:20:23,307 --> 00:20:26,560
<i>because my generation was sort
of a revolutionary generation.</i>

392
00:20:26,643 --> 00:20:31,565
<i>♪ Jesus is the rock
and He rolled my blues away ♪</i>

393
00:20:31,648 --> 00:20:34,276
But that was just Larry.
He was rough around the edges.

394
00:20:34,359 --> 00:20:37,988
Is he a complicated character?
That's putting it mildly.

395
00:20:38,071 --> 00:20:39,948
Some people felt he wasn't truthful.

396
00:20:40,032 --> 00:20:42,242
Some people felt like all the liner notes,

397
00:20:42,326 --> 00:20:44,494
even the ones that sort of praised him,

398
00:20:44,578 --> 00:20:45,996
were written by him.

399
00:20:46,079 --> 00:20:49,708
One time we were putting him
on the cover of the magazine.

400
00:20:49,791 --> 00:20:51,293
Larry was a photographer

401
00:20:51,376 --> 00:20:54,046
and very particular about the photographs
that were used.

402
00:20:54,129 --> 00:20:56,632
And I don't think he was happy
about the selection.

403
00:20:56,715 --> 00:21:00,594
<i>He drove down to my house,
which was in Orange County,</i>

404
00:21:00,677 --> 00:21:02,512
<i>from L.A. where he lived,</i>

405
00:21:02,596 --> 00:21:06,475
showed up at my door
at, like, 1:30 in the morning,

406
00:21:06,558 --> 00:21:09,353
<i>with strips of two-by-two pictures
in a loop</i>

407
00:21:09,436 --> 00:21:12,230
so we could pick out a different cover.

408
00:21:12,314 --> 00:21:14,232
1:30 in the morning, at my house.

409
00:21:14,316 --> 00:21:16,443
He didn't like <i>CCM Magazine.</i>

410
00:21:16,526 --> 00:21:18,278
Sure wanted to be on the cover, though.

411
00:21:19,738 --> 00:21:21,782
<i>But that's just kinda how he rolled.</i>

412
00:21:21,865 --> 00:21:24,326
<i>He was a bit of a difficult person.</i>

413
00:21:24,409 --> 00:21:28,288
I knew Larry better than Larry probably
wished I'd known Larry.

414
00:21:28,372 --> 00:21:31,708
I almost never confronted him
because I knew other people that had.

415
00:21:31,792 --> 00:21:33,710
He made some pretty lousy choices.

416
00:21:34,711 --> 00:21:37,214
So have I. So have you.
So has everybody.

417
00:21:39,216 --> 00:21:41,736
[Styll] <i>He always said he was too secular</i>
<i>for the Christian crowd,</i>

418
00:21:41,760 --> 00:21:43,360
<i>and too Christian for the secular crowd.</i>

419
00:21:43,387 --> 00:21:45,555
<i>And he made great music.</i>

420
00:21:45,639 --> 00:21:47,557
<i>I mean,</i> Only Visiting This Planet

421
00:21:47,641 --> 00:21:51,395
has to be one of the greatest albums
to come out of Christian music, ever.

422
00:21:51,478 --> 00:21:56,858
<i>He was, undeniably, hugely influential
on a whole generation of artists.</i>

423
00:21:56,942 --> 00:22:00,404
<i>♪ He's got the answer ♪</i>

424
00:22:00,487 --> 00:22:02,990
- [holds note]
- [song ends]

425
00:22:06,159 --> 00:22:08,870
Well, here comes the Jesus Movement,

426
00:22:08,954 --> 00:22:13,458
and a whole lot of us had encounters
with the living, risen Jesus Christ.

427
00:22:13,542 --> 00:22:16,420
And then, we showed up
in traditional churches.

428
00:22:16,503 --> 00:22:19,256
<i>I would have to say the majority
of whom were going,</i>

429
00:22:19,339 --> 00:22:21,341
"Whoa, persona non grata," you know.

430
00:22:21,425 --> 00:22:23,552
"You look weird. Your music is weird."

431
00:22:23,635 --> 00:22:24,636
<i>Three songs in,</i>

432
00:22:24,720 --> 00:22:29,850
<i>gray-haired deacons in suits and ties
with their necks red and veins popping,</i>

433
00:22:29,933 --> 00:22:32,811
were coming down the aisle
to shut us down, man.

434
00:22:32,894 --> 00:22:34,938
They wouldn't let us
in church doors, man.

435
00:22:35,022 --> 00:22:38,608
We were like, "Play that electronic music
of the devil.

436
00:22:38,692 --> 00:22:40,277
It had a beat."

437
00:22:40,360 --> 00:22:43,238
Their pastors would tell their flock,

438
00:22:43,321 --> 00:22:45,198
"This group's gonna be in town tonight.

439
00:22:45,282 --> 00:22:47,242
By God," you know, "mm-mm."

440
00:22:47,325 --> 00:22:48,925
And that was a lot of people's attitude.

441
00:22:48,952 --> 00:22:50,847
You know, like, If these guys
are really Christians,

442
00:22:50,871 --> 00:22:53,099
why don't they shave their beards,
why don't they cut their hair?

443
00:22:53,123 --> 00:22:55,834
[Coomes] <i>We didn't get</i>
<i>invited in the church, we just went.</i>

444
00:22:55,917 --> 00:22:57,586
<i>And a lot of times people would go, like,</i>

445
00:22:57,669 --> 00:22:59,129
"Who let these people in here?"

446
00:22:59,212 --> 00:23:00,797
<i>Time after time,</i>

447
00:23:00,881 --> 00:23:02,758
<i>we'd be shakin' our boots, goin', like,</i>

448
00:23:02,841 --> 00:23:04,777
"Lord, we have nothin' in
common with these people.

449
00:23:04,801 --> 00:23:06,511
And they're obviously judging us."

450
00:23:06,595 --> 00:23:10,265
[Laurie] <i>But not every church was open</i>
<i>to what God was doing.</i>

451
00:23:10,348 --> 00:23:14,978
So what was needed was someone
that we trusted, who would speak up

452
00:23:15,062 --> 00:23:17,814
<i>and give a stamp of endorsement</i>

453
00:23:17,898 --> 00:23:20,567
<i>for what was happening
in the Jesus Movement.</i>

454
00:23:20,650 --> 00:23:23,320
And it turned out to be Billy Graham.

455
00:23:23,403 --> 00:23:26,698
[upbeat rock music playing]

456
00:23:26,782 --> 00:23:31,244
[reporter] <i>Nearly 100,000 youths</i>
<i>have descended on Dallas for Explo '72,</i>

457
00:23:31,328 --> 00:23:34,539
<i>ranging from the very clean-cut
to the Jesus freaks.</i>

458
00:23:34,623 --> 00:23:38,251
<i>More than 25,0</i> 0 <i>0 had to find</i>
<i>their own housing when they arrived.</i>

459
00:23:38,335 --> 00:23:41,546
<i>A large group wound up
in what is being called Tent City.</i>

460
00:23:41,630 --> 00:23:45,217
<i>The honorary chairman of Explo '72
is the Reverend Billy Graham.</i>

461
00:23:46,218 --> 00:23:47,594
<i>After arriving in Dallas,</i>

462
00:23:47,677 --> 00:23:50,972
<i>he immediately went into the streets
to carry the message of Jesus.</i>

463
00:23:51,056 --> 00:23:54,518
<i>He said he wanted to become part
of the new worldwide youth movement.</i>

464
00:23:54,601 --> 00:23:58,897
<i>I wanted to come and identify with 'em.</i>

465
00:23:58,980 --> 00:24:02,567
<i>Because I believe that this is a great
and historic gathering.</i>

466
00:24:02,651 --> 00:24:05,487
<i>And this is going to be a moment
in the history of Dallas,</i>

467
00:24:05,570 --> 00:24:07,489
<i>and a moment in the history of the world.</i>

468
00:24:07,572 --> 00:24:10,992
[reporter] <i>Final construction is still</i>
<i>underway for the grand finale...</i>

469
00:24:11,076 --> 00:24:13,245
<i>A seven-hour Jesus Music festival.</i>

470
00:24:13,328 --> 00:24:14,888
<i>More than a quarter of a million people</i>

471
00:24:14,955 --> 00:24:18,208
<i>are expected
near the downtown area of Dallas.</i>

472
00:24:18,291 --> 00:24:19,459
<i>The music will be mod.</i>

473
00:24:19,543 --> 00:24:22,546
<i>The Reverend Billy Graham calls it
"A Christian Woodstock."</i>

474
00:24:24,131 --> 00:24:25,650
[reporter 2]
<i>This week you made a reference</i>

475
00:24:25,674 --> 00:24:29,427
<i>that this would be a religious Woodstock,
and the city officials in Dallas</i>

476
00:24:29,511 --> 00:24:32,848
<i>were hoping to stay away from that kind
of reference to Woodstock,</i>

477
00:24:32,931 --> 00:24:35,576
<i>and that has worried them just a bit.
Could you comment on that, please?</i>

478
00:24:35,600 --> 00:24:38,520
<i>Uh, I didn't mean to worry
the city officials of Dallas.</i>

479
00:24:38,603 --> 00:24:39,980
<i>What I meant was</i>

480
00:24:40,063 --> 00:24:45,360
<i>that the crowd is going to be
a huge crowd of young people,</i>

481
00:24:45,443 --> 00:24:47,863
<i>but gathered
for a totally different purpose.</i>

482
00:24:47,946 --> 00:24:50,949
[funk rock music playing]

483
00:24:52,576 --> 00:24:55,704
Campus Crusade had been
doing this for a while,

484
00:24:55,787 --> 00:24:57,664
but when they had their event in 1972,

485
00:24:57,747 --> 00:25:01,960
they invited not only
known Christian artists like Larry Norman,

486
00:25:02,043 --> 00:25:03,479
<i>but they also invited Andrae Crouch,</i>

487
00:25:03,503 --> 00:25:06,089
<i>and they invited Johnny Cash
and Kris Kristofferson.</i>

488
00:25:06,173 --> 00:25:09,467
[Laurie] <i>You had Love Song,</i>
<i>and Rita Coolidge, and others.</i>

489
00:25:09,551 --> 00:25:13,013
So it's like, "Wow.
What an eclectic lineup of people."

490
00:25:13,096 --> 00:25:14,681
That thing blew up.

491
00:25:15,682 --> 00:25:16,933
<i>I've heard different numbers,</i>

492
00:25:17,017 --> 00:25:21,104
<i>but maybe 200,0</i> 0 <i>0 people end up</i>
<i>converging on Dallas.</i>

493
00:25:21,188 --> 00:25:22,415
[Larry]? <i>I'm not talking religion?</i>

494
00:25:22,439 --> 00:25:24,107
<i>♪ I'm talking 'bout Jesus ♪</i>

495
00:25:24,191 --> 00:25:25,483
[crowd member]? <i>Oh, Lordy?</i>

496
00:25:25,567 --> 00:25:28,361
[Larry]? <i>Let the people know</i>
<i>that Jesus cares?</i>

497
00:25:28,445 --> 00:25:32,908
<i>♪ You let the people know
that Jesus cares ♪</i>

498
00:25:32,991 --> 00:25:38,622
[vocalizing]

499
00:25:38,705 --> 00:25:40,582
<i>Just to let you know it's rock 'n' roll.</i>

500
00:25:40,665 --> 00:25:43,084
[vocalizing electric guitar lick]

501
00:25:51,760 --> 00:25:53,929
[woman] <i>We'll always remember about Explo,</i>

502
00:25:54,012 --> 00:25:57,807
<i>is the wonderful loving kindness that God
has shown through all the people here.</i>

503
00:25:59,935 --> 00:26:03,480
[Johnny Cash] <i>Think of all the places I've</i>
<i>ever had the privilege of performing,</i>

504
00:26:03,563 --> 00:26:06,733
<i>this is probably
the most important to me,</i>

505
00:26:06,816 --> 00:26:08,735
<i>and one of the biggest thrills in my life</i>

506
00:26:08,818 --> 00:26:10,379
<i>- to be able to be here.</i>
- [cheers and applause]

507
00:26:10,403 --> 00:26:12,864
[Graham] <i>Explo '72</i>

508
00:26:12,948 --> 00:26:16,952
<i>has been one of the greatest
experiences of my life.</i>

509
00:26:17,035 --> 00:26:19,621
<i>I've been so excited,
I almost started dancing.</i>

510
00:26:21,248 --> 00:26:25,252
<i>And I saw something here in Dallas
yesterday that I'll never forget.</i>

511
00:26:25,335 --> 00:26:29,464
<i>I saw three energetic
young witnesses downtown</i>

512
00:26:29,547 --> 00:26:32,550
<i>and had a policeman
down on his knees, praying.</i>

513
00:26:32,634 --> 00:26:34,636
[cheering]

514
00:26:39,808 --> 00:26:42,185
<i>True faith must be applied</i>

515
00:26:42,269 --> 00:26:45,188
<i>to the social problems of our world.</i>

516
00:26:45,272 --> 00:26:48,233
<i>Today, Christian young people
ought to be involved</i>

517
00:26:48,316 --> 00:26:52,028
<i>in the problems of poverty, ecology, war,</i>

518
00:26:52,112 --> 00:26:55,573
<i>racial tension, and all
the other problems of our generation.</i>

519
00:26:56,616 --> 00:26:58,827
<i>This is a Christian happening.</i>

520
00:26:58,910 --> 00:27:01,204
<i>It's a demonstration of the love of God</i>

521
00:27:01,288 --> 00:27:04,916
<i>by tens of thousands
of young people to the world,</i>

522
00:27:05,000 --> 00:27:08,086
<i>that are saying to the world,
"God loves you."</i>

523
00:27:08,169 --> 00:27:12,090
<i>It's the Jesus Revolution
that is going on in this country.</i>

524
00:27:12,173 --> 00:27:14,175
[cheers and applause]

525
00:27:18,930 --> 00:27:20,557
Rock 'n' roll is the music of rebellion.

526
00:27:20,640 --> 00:27:23,268
So parents were like, "Oh, this is bad."

527
00:27:25,562 --> 00:27:27,272
<i>Billy Graham gets up and speaks,</i>

528
00:27:27,355 --> 00:27:30,108
<i>and all of a sudden they open
their minds to this idea that,</i>

529
00:27:30,191 --> 00:27:32,736
<i>this music that was born out of rebellion,</i>

530
00:27:32,819 --> 00:27:37,324
<i>maybe this could be incorporated
into something the Holy Spirit could use.</i>

531
00:27:38,950 --> 00:27:42,037
And it was sort of an affirmation.
It was a seal of approval.

532
00:27:42,120 --> 00:27:45,623
<i>If Billy will get up and speak
after hippies sing,</i>

533
00:27:45,707 --> 00:27:49,085
maybe it's okay to have drums.
Maybe it's okay to have guitars.

534
00:27:51,129 --> 00:27:54,549
[Thompson] <i>Movements need</i>
<i>catalyst moments like that.</i>

535
00:27:54,632 --> 00:27:59,596
Explo '72 definitely seems to have been
one of those catalyst moments.

536
00:27:59,679 --> 00:28:04,684
[Laurie] <i>It probably was the culmination</i>
<i>of phase one of Jesus Music</i>

537
00:28:04,768 --> 00:28:06,770
<i>and the Jesus Movement.</i>

538
00:28:06,853 --> 00:28:09,647
Maybe it was the end of a phase,

539
00:28:09,731 --> 00:28:13,026
<i>the end of a certain explosion of music</i>

540
00:28:13,109 --> 00:28:15,403
<i>and change in art and culture,</i>

541
00:28:15,487 --> 00:28:19,366
<i>and the introduction to a new phase
of what it would become later,</i>

542
00:28:19,449 --> 00:28:21,534
for better and for worse.

543
00:28:21,618 --> 00:28:25,830
[all]? <i>And they'll know</i>
<i>we are Christians by our love?</i>

544
00:28:25,914 --> 00:28:27,207
<i>♪ By our love ♪</i>

545
00:28:27,290 --> 00:28:33,046
<i>♪ Yes, they'll know we are
Christians by our love. ♪</i>

546
00:28:34,714 --> 00:28:36,883
[tape fast-forwarding]

547
00:28:38,927 --> 00:28:41,930
[upbeat synth-pop music playing]

548
00:28:47,435 --> 00:28:48,954
[reporter] <i>Thanks in part</i>
<i>to the young people</i>

549
00:28:48,978 --> 00:28:51,898
<i>who've made contemporary Christian music
a force to be reckoned with,</i>

550
00:28:51,981 --> 00:28:53,942
<i>gospel music is finally coming of age</i>

551
00:28:54,025 --> 00:28:57,195
<i>as the fastest growing segment
of the music industry in the nation.</i>

552
00:28:57,278 --> 00:29:00,198
Last vestiges of what we think of
as Jesus Music

553
00:29:00,281 --> 00:29:02,700
<i>are kind of fading into the ether,</i>

554
00:29:02,784 --> 00:29:06,162
and CCM as a brand is coming into its own.

555
00:29:12,001 --> 00:29:14,063
[reporter] <i>Who'd ever thought</i>
<i>that in a day when Americans</i>

556
00:29:14,087 --> 00:29:18,425
<i>seemed to worship the materialism
of Madonna or the sexuality of Prince,</i>

557
00:29:18,508 --> 00:29:21,678
<i>so many of them would be buying records
about how to get to Heaven?</i>

558
00:29:21,761 --> 00:29:22,637
<i>But they are.</i>

559
00:29:22,720 --> 00:29:26,599
<i>Last year Americans spent
$75 million buying Christian music.</i>

560
00:29:26,683 --> 00:29:28,810
<i>This year, they'll spend even more.</i>

561
00:29:28,893 --> 00:29:32,355
[Styll] <i>The '80s was go-go time</i>
<i>for Christian music.</i>

562
00:29:32,439 --> 00:29:35,984
It had gotten over the growing pains
of its birth.

563
00:29:36,067 --> 00:29:38,069
[Roger Mudd] <i>On stages across the country,</i>

564
00:29:38,153 --> 00:29:40,780
<i>out of radios and tape recorders
and record players,</i>

565
00:29:40,864 --> 00:29:43,366
<i>missionaries in tights
are banging the drums</i>

566
00:29:43,450 --> 00:29:45,326
<i>and slashing at their guitars for God.</i>

567
00:29:45,410 --> 00:29:48,580
[Bill Reeves] <i>The industry was lovin' it,</i>
<i>'cause the industry was growing.</i>

568
00:29:48,663 --> 00:29:51,332
<i>Where I was feeling the pushback
in the old guard</i>

569
00:29:51,416 --> 00:29:53,585
<i>were the pastors who didn't get it.</i>

570
00:29:53,668 --> 00:29:55,837
<i>The deacon body would say,
"That's devil music."</i>

571
00:29:55,920 --> 00:29:57,881
That's where I felt the pushback.

572
00:29:59,632 --> 00:30:01,759
[applause]

573
00:30:01,843 --> 00:30:04,762
<i>Satan always goes too far in his...</i>

574
00:30:04,846 --> 00:30:08,266
<i>in his greed to steal
and to kill and to destroy.</i>

575
00:30:08,349 --> 00:30:12,770
<i>He gets too perverted,
too damnable, too dastardly.</i>

576
00:30:12,854 --> 00:30:14,522
<i>So he changes course</i>

577
00:30:14,606 --> 00:30:17,609
<i>and then millions fall for it
all over again.</i>

578
00:30:17,692 --> 00:30:20,403
<i>And today it's called...
listen carefully...</i>

579
00:30:20,487 --> 00:30:22,989
<i>Christian rock music.</i>

580
00:30:23,072 --> 00:30:26,075
[glam metal music playing]

581
00:30:31,706 --> 00:30:35,126
The metal scene
in the '80s, man, was decadent.

582
00:30:35,210 --> 00:30:37,587
It was brand-new,
I think would be fair to say.

583
00:30:37,670 --> 00:30:40,340
<i>The discussion wasn't,
"Was this music good or not?"</i>

584
00:30:40,423 --> 00:30:42,967
The discussion was, "How can
this be Christian music?"

585
00:30:45,136 --> 00:30:48,723
Christian metal wasn't just,
like, part of the pie.

586
00:30:48,806 --> 00:30:50,433
<i>There was a pie of CCM music,</i>

587
00:30:50,517 --> 00:30:52,185
<i>and then under that pie
was a plate.</i>

588
00:30:52,268 --> 00:30:54,479
<i>And under that plate,
there was a floor.</i>

589
00:30:54,562 --> 00:30:56,356
<i>Under the floor,
there was a basement.</i>

590
00:30:56,439 --> 00:30:58,525
<i>And then under the basement,
there was a crypt.</i>

591
00:30:58,608 --> 00:31:02,487
And in that crypt, there were
Christian metal bands.

592
00:31:02,570 --> 00:31:04,572
["S.O.S" by Bloodgood playing]

593
00:31:06,032 --> 00:31:10,411
[Thompson] <i>Christian metal was still so</i>
<i>offensive to most church people.</i>

594
00:31:10,495 --> 00:31:12,014
[John Cooper] <i>If you've ever heard</i>
<i>of the people</i>

595
00:31:12,038 --> 00:31:15,542
<i>who say that Christian rock music
was straight from the pit of Hell,</i>

596
00:31:15,625 --> 00:31:17,126
that's the family I grew up in.

597
00:31:17,210 --> 00:31:20,171
My parents would rather me
have gone to jail for murder

598
00:31:20,255 --> 00:31:22,006
than be a Christian rock singer.

599
00:31:22,090 --> 00:31:26,219
♪ S.O.S. ♪

600
00:31:26,302 --> 00:31:28,429
[holding note]

601
00:31:28,513 --> 00:31:29,514
[song ends]

602
00:31:30,974 --> 00:31:34,310
I grew up around church music,
classical music.

603
00:31:34,394 --> 00:31:37,814
And when I first heard rock music,
it changed everything.

604
00:31:37,897 --> 00:31:39,148
[playing upbeat rock music]

605
00:31:39,232 --> 00:31:41,001
[reporter] <i>DeGarmo and Key,</i>
<i>as you might know them,</i>

606
00:31:41,025 --> 00:31:42,944
<i>or as I sometimes often call them,</i>

607
00:31:43,027 --> 00:31:44,862
<i>"The Boys."</i> [laughs]

608
00:31:44,946 --> 00:31:47,490
[Cooper] <i>Eddie's one</i>
<i>of the coolest people in the world.</i>

609
00:31:47,574 --> 00:31:49,951
He had the hair. Sideburns were
as long as my beard.

610
00:31:50,034 --> 00:31:52,328
[in raspy voice] You know,
and he talks like this, right?

611
00:31:52,412 --> 00:31:54,640
[laughs, in normal voice] Everything
sounds cooler when you talk like that.

612
00:31:54,664 --> 00:31:57,226
- All right to hold the coffee cup, right?
- [interviewer] Absolutely.

613
00:31:57,250 --> 00:31:58,251
Whatever you want.

614
00:31:58,334 --> 00:31:59,853
My parents were like, "This guy is evil.

615
00:31:59,877 --> 00:32:02,088
You cannot speak with him."
So I liked his music.

616
00:32:03,172 --> 00:32:05,300
[Degarmo] <i>The church</i>
<i>didn't really accept us.</i>

617
00:32:05,383 --> 00:32:07,802
It took us, in the early days
of Christian music,

618
00:32:07,885 --> 00:32:09,804
a lot of thick skin
to make it through that.

619
00:32:09,887 --> 00:32:12,640
I mean, I had tomatoes
thrown at me, man.

620
00:32:12,724 --> 00:32:14,517
Thankful it wasn't rocks. [laughs]

621
00:32:14,601 --> 00:32:18,146
<i>Rock 'n' roll, believe it or not,
started in the church.</i>

622
00:32:18,229 --> 00:32:19,480
[audience cheers]

623
00:32:22,483 --> 00:32:24,819
<i>And the problem was,
is that the church didn't want it.</i>

624
00:32:24,902 --> 00:32:26,542
[techno voice]
<i>? Je... Je... Je... Je...?</i>

625
00:32:26,571 --> 00:32:28,740
<i>♪ Jesus, Jesus, Jesus,
Jesus, Jesus, Jesus ♪</i>

626
00:32:28,823 --> 00:32:31,618
<i>♪ Jesus, Jesus loves you ♪</i>

627
00:32:32,619 --> 00:32:35,955
<i>♪ God gave rock 'n' roll to you ♪</i>

628
00:32:36,039 --> 00:32:38,499
<i>♪ Gave rock 'n' roll to you ♪</i>

629
00:32:38,583 --> 00:32:40,084
<i>♪ Put it in the soul of everyone ♪</i>

630
00:32:40,168 --> 00:32:42,646
[Chris Tomlin] <i>Petra. That was</i>
<i>the first band I heard, and I thought,</i>

631
00:32:42,670 --> 00:32:44,631
"Oh, my gosh. What is this?"

632
00:32:44,714 --> 00:32:48,051
<i>♪ God gave rock 'n' roll to you ♪</i>

633
00:32:48,134 --> 00:32:51,888
- [Stryper member] <i>Hello, Tokyo!</i>
- [audience cheering]

634
00:32:51,971 --> 00:32:57,810
<i>Stryper rocks for Jesus Christ.</i>

635
00:32:57,894 --> 00:33:00,897
[metal music playing]

636
00:33:02,857 --> 00:33:04,025
<i>♪ Oh! ♪</i>

637
00:33:04,108 --> 00:33:06,861
Stryper had such a theatrical mindset.

638
00:33:06,944 --> 00:33:08,404
[Thompson] <i>Their skills were great.</i>

639
00:33:08,488 --> 00:33:10,823
<i>Their stage presence,
their swagger...</i>

640
00:33:10,907 --> 00:33:13,368
They figured out this look
with the yellow and black.

641
00:33:14,702 --> 00:33:18,039
[Cooper] <i>Stryper comes on</i>
<i>and honestly, you would've thought</i>

642
00:33:18,122 --> 00:33:21,292
it was a Satanistic
killing ritual or something.

643
00:33:21,376 --> 00:33:24,087
<i>My mom was like,
"Oh, in the name of Jesus!"</i>

644
00:33:24,170 --> 00:33:25,171
Like, "Get to your room!"

645
00:33:25,254 --> 00:33:31,260
<i>♪ Jesus ♪</i>

646
00:33:31,344 --> 00:33:34,097
[Thompson] <i>I see them at a show</i>
<i>and they're chucking Bibles</i>

647
00:33:34,180 --> 00:33:35,866
<i>and one of 'em hits me
in the face, and I was like,</i>

648
00:33:35,890 --> 00:33:39,185
"I literally just got chucked
in the face by a Bible."

649
00:33:39,268 --> 00:33:41,938
[metal music continues playing]

650
00:33:42,021 --> 00:33:43,940
[Smallbone] <i>Every second</i>
<i>of that performance</i>

651
00:33:44,023 --> 00:33:46,317
<i>was so thought out,
and so intentional.</i>

652
00:33:46,401 --> 00:33:48,001
And you were always
seeing something new.

653
00:33:48,069 --> 00:33:50,005
<i>They were over here,
and then they were over there.</i>

654
00:33:50,029 --> 00:33:51,864
<i>So if you look at
for KING & COUNTRY now,</i>

655
00:33:51,948 --> 00:33:53,282
<i>it's basically Stryper.</i>

656
00:33:53,366 --> 00:33:55,785
[vocalizing in high pitch]

657
00:34:04,752 --> 00:34:06,146
[Sweet] <i>My brother started watching</i>

658
00:34:06,170 --> 00:34:08,965
Jimmy Swaggart on the television.

659
00:34:09,048 --> 00:34:10,328
<i>He was really drawn in to Jimmy.</i>

660
00:34:10,383 --> 00:34:12,069
<i>There was something
about Jimmy he really liked,</i>

661
00:34:12,093 --> 00:34:14,154
<i>and he started asking us,
"Hey, guys, check this out.</i>

662
00:34:14,178 --> 00:34:15,179
Watch this with me."

663
00:34:16,305 --> 00:34:18,641
<i>Jimmy said the Sinner's Prayer,
and literally we all, like,</i>

664
00:34:18,725 --> 00:34:20,160
looked at each other
and said, "Let's bow our heads."

665
00:34:20,184 --> 00:34:21,602
[Swaggart] <i>Now let us pray.</i>

666
00:34:21,686 --> 00:34:24,355
[Sweet] <i>We repeated</i>
<i>these words after Jimmy.</i>

667
00:34:24,439 --> 00:34:26,919
And we said the Sinner's Prayer.
That was it. The whole family.

668
00:34:26,983 --> 00:34:29,360
<i>We accepted Christ.</i>

669
00:34:29,444 --> 00:34:32,196
<i>In front of the television. Literally.</i>

670
00:34:32,280 --> 00:34:34,574
Jimmy pretty much became our pastor.

671
00:34:34,657 --> 00:34:37,785
[Swaggart] <i>Jesus' blood</i>
<i>can make you free...</i>

672
00:34:39,036 --> 00:34:42,790
<i>for He saved the worst among you,</i>

673
00:34:42,874 --> 00:34:45,585
<i>when He saved a wretch like me.</i>

674
00:34:45,668 --> 00:34:47,044
[glam metal music playing]

675
00:34:47,128 --> 00:34:49,797
[Sweet] <i>We were a rock band</i>
<i>who became Christians.</i>

676
00:34:49,881 --> 00:34:52,884
So what we did, instead of change
everything that we were...

677
00:34:52,967 --> 00:34:56,763
<i>the look, the hair,
go burn all our albums in the backyard,</i>

678
00:34:56,846 --> 00:34:58,055
we changed the lyrics.

679
00:35:00,099 --> 00:35:01,934
[reporter] <i>If God rules</i>
<i>over rock concerts,</i>

680
00:35:02,018 --> 00:35:05,313
<i>these must be his missionaries,
dressed up like killer bees.</i>

681
00:35:05,396 --> 00:35:06,731
<i>They call themselves Stryper.</i>

682
00:35:08,107 --> 00:35:11,068
Stryper was like, "No, no, no.
We're talkin' about Jesus."

683
00:35:11,152 --> 00:35:12,392
<i>I don't think there's ever been</i>

684
00:35:12,445 --> 00:35:15,198
a more evangelistic crossover band

685
00:35:15,281 --> 00:35:17,700
in any of Christian music history
than Stryper.

686
00:35:17,784 --> 00:35:21,078
[Laurie] <i>They're like evangelists</i>
<i>with lots of hair.</i>

687
00:35:21,162 --> 00:35:23,414
<i>So some preachers were blasting them,</i>

688
00:35:23,498 --> 00:35:25,792
<i>but other preachers I knew
embraced them</i>

689
00:35:25,875 --> 00:35:27,644
and thought what they
were doing was a great thing.

690
00:35:27,668 --> 00:35:31,506
They had this cover with these flowing
manes of hair,

691
00:35:31,589 --> 00:35:33,591
<i>and, like, yellow and black spandex.</i>

692
00:35:33,674 --> 00:35:36,511
<i>It's pretty violent, but they were all
holding weapons.</i>

693
00:35:36,594 --> 00:35:39,597
But the funny thing is, is they're
little pellet guns from Japan.

694
00:35:39,680 --> 00:35:41,224
[laughs]

695
00:35:41,307 --> 00:35:43,309
["Calling On You" by Stryper playing]

696
00:35:43,392 --> 00:35:47,230
<i>Our first video got airplay on MTV in '85.</i>

697
00:35:47,313 --> 00:35:49,774
<i>MTV used to always come back and say,</i>

698
00:35:49,857 --> 00:35:52,568
"We can't play your video
because there's too much Jesus in it,"

699
00:35:52,652 --> 00:35:55,071
<i>or "too patriotic"
or too this or too that.</i>

700
00:35:55,154 --> 00:35:57,448
<i>They started Dial MTV.</i>

701
00:35:57,532 --> 00:36:00,243
<i>Then it wasn't up
to the program directors,</i>

702
00:36:00,326 --> 00:36:02,203
it was up to the people, the fans.

703
00:36:02,286 --> 00:36:03,472
[Adam Curry]
<i>Hi, you're on Dial MTV.</i>

704
00:36:03,496 --> 00:36:06,374
<i>Have you ever heard
of this band called Stryper</i>

705
00:36:06,457 --> 00:36:08,709
<i>who have sold over a million albums
of their new one?</i>

706
00:36:08,793 --> 00:36:11,462
[caller] <i>Oh, yeah, man.</i>
<i>Man, it's just the best.</i>

707
00:36:11,546 --> 00:36:13,386
We killed all the other bands
on the countdown.

708
00:36:13,464 --> 00:36:17,176
Motley Crue, Poison, Bon Jovi,
killed 'em all.

709
00:36:17,260 --> 00:36:20,721
Went to number one like that
and stayed at number one.

710
00:36:20,805 --> 00:36:23,200
Things were happening that was
really humbling and miraculous

711
00:36:23,224 --> 00:36:26,185
that didn't happen to other bands.

712
00:36:26,269 --> 00:36:29,105
There was something going on with Stryper
that I can't explain,

713
00:36:29,188 --> 00:36:33,192
<i>other than God
was just really blessing the band.</i>

714
00:36:34,819 --> 00:36:36,404
[applause]

715
00:36:36,487 --> 00:36:39,490
<i>God said, "I want you
to cry out and cry out loud,"</i>

716
00:36:39,574 --> 00:36:41,009
<i>and this is just a little tiny part,</i>

717
00:36:41,033 --> 00:36:44,620
<i>against this so-called
contemporary rock 'n' roll,</i>

718
00:36:44,704 --> 00:36:46,998
<i>so-called Christian music
in our churches.</i>

719
00:36:47,081 --> 00:36:49,292
[TV audience cheering]

720
00:36:49,375 --> 00:36:51,043
[Sweet] <i>Once the band made it,</i>

721
00:36:51,127 --> 00:36:55,339
that's when we started watching Jimmy
hold up our album saying,

722
00:36:55,423 --> 00:36:57,967
<i>"This band right here, Stryper,
they are of the devil.</i>

723
00:36:58,050 --> 00:36:59,969
<i>They're wolves in sheep's clothing."</i>

724
00:37:00,052 --> 00:37:02,597
And we would watch that
and think, "Oh, my God."

725
00:37:02,680 --> 00:37:03,973
It hurt.

726
00:37:04,056 --> 00:37:06,767
<i>Because to me he was like family.</i>

727
00:37:06,851 --> 00:37:10,605
He was instrumental in saving me,
saving my family.

728
00:37:10,688 --> 00:37:11,939
I was in tears, man.

729
00:37:12,940 --> 00:37:14,780
[Mylon Lefevre] <i>I'm watching TV</i>
<i>and Jimmy's on.</i>

730
00:37:14,859 --> 00:37:15,902
He holds up this magazine.

731
00:37:15,985 --> 00:37:18,029
It was <i>Contemporary</i>
<i>Christian Magazine. CCM.</i>

732
00:37:18,112 --> 00:37:21,657
<i>And he basically said,
"There's no anointing in that music."</i>

733
00:37:21,741 --> 00:37:23,743
I got my glasses,
was sitting on the table,

734
00:37:23,826 --> 00:37:25,578
to see who it was, and it was me.

735
00:37:25,661 --> 00:37:28,789
<i>Rejections from the world
is no big deal.</i>

736
00:37:28,873 --> 00:37:32,251
Rejection from the church?
This is your family.

737
00:37:32,335 --> 00:37:37,506
<i>The rock music scene in America today
is not just a fad.</i>

738
00:37:39,175 --> 00:37:42,053
<i>It is a diabolical scheme of Satan</i>

739
00:37:42,136 --> 00:37:44,388
<i>that has mutilated, decimated,</i>

740
00:37:44,472 --> 00:37:48,684
<i>damned, denigrated,
degraded, and destroyed.</i>

741
00:37:52,897 --> 00:37:56,943
[Sweet] <i>We started all rebelling</i>
<i>a little bit more towards the church,</i>

742
00:37:57,026 --> 00:37:58,277
and even towards God.

743
00:37:58,361 --> 00:38:00,529
<i>Instead of having an open heart,
it was more like,</i>

744
00:38:00,613 --> 00:38:03,175
<i>"Okay, we're just kinda done with hearing
this stuff. We don't wanna hear it."</i>

745
00:38:03,199 --> 00:38:05,409
<i>We started drinking more heavily.</i>

746
00:38:05,493 --> 00:38:09,330
<i>I saw it start to affect
negatively my family.</i>

747
00:38:09,413 --> 00:38:11,999
<i>That's when I started wanting
to do something about it.</i>

748
00:38:12,083 --> 00:38:14,085
And I felt like, "Okay. You know what?

749
00:38:14,168 --> 00:38:18,130
If my family's gonna suffer from this
and it's gonna separate me from my family,

750
00:38:18,214 --> 00:38:20,174
then it's time for me to leave."

751
00:38:20,257 --> 00:38:21,175
And I did.

752
00:38:21,258 --> 00:38:23,344
[somber music playing]

753
00:38:23,427 --> 00:38:25,554
<i>I remember it was
a really difficult time.</i>

754
00:38:25,638 --> 00:38:27,473
<i>It affected my brother the most,</i>

755
00:38:27,556 --> 00:38:30,351
<i>'cause I think Robert
always thought, and as did I,</i>

756
00:38:30,434 --> 00:38:32,019
<i>that we would be together forever.</i>

757
00:38:32,103 --> 00:38:34,146
<i>And that day came when we weren't.</i>

758
00:38:37,024 --> 00:38:39,819
[Styll] <i>So these two factions</i>
<i>were kind of at war with each other,</i>

759
00:38:39,902 --> 00:38:42,947
<i>part of the church
and the Christian rock groups.</i>

760
00:38:43,030 --> 00:38:46,993
<i>There needed to be something that could
bring people together.</i>

761
00:38:47,076 --> 00:38:50,121
<i>In Nashville, a new artist was emerging.</i>

762
00:38:50,204 --> 00:38:53,374
<i>And really, an unlikely star
was being born.</i>

763
00:38:55,918 --> 00:38:57,336
[Jim Bakker] <i>How're you doing?</i>

764
00:38:57,420 --> 00:38:58,460
[Grant] <i>I'm kinda nervous,</i>

765
00:38:58,504 --> 00:39:00,006
<i>to be really honest about this.</i>

766
00:39:00,089 --> 00:39:01,507
[Bakker] <i>Oh, don't be nervous.</i>

767
00:39:01,590 --> 00:39:05,594
[Styll] <i>Amy Grant put out her first album,</i>
<i>and it took off huge.</i>

768
00:39:05,678 --> 00:39:07,430
Unexpectedly huge.

769
00:39:07,513 --> 00:39:09,348
It had kind of a bad cover.

770
00:39:09,432 --> 00:39:11,559
<i>She didn't sing great.</i>

771
00:39:11,642 --> 00:39:15,688
But people loved her
and they loved those songs.

772
00:39:15,771 --> 00:39:18,524
[Grant] <i>I started writing songs</i>
<i>when I was about 15.</i>

773
00:39:18,607 --> 00:39:22,403
<i>Unbeknownst to me,
someone took a tape of my little songs</i>

774
00:39:22,486 --> 00:39:24,196
<i>and showed 'em to a record producer.</i>

775
00:39:24,280 --> 00:39:27,450
<i>And they came to me with a contract
and said, "Please sing for us."</i>

776
00:39:27,533 --> 00:39:29,326
<i>And I thought they were making a joke.</i>

777
00:39:29,410 --> 00:39:32,413
<i>Me? And, it just started from there.</i>

778
00:39:32,496 --> 00:39:34,665
["I Have Decided" by Amy Grant playing]

779
00:39:34,749 --> 00:39:37,251
<i>"Hey, somebody called
from Denver, Colorado,</i>

780
00:39:37,334 --> 00:39:40,546
and they want you to come
and do a show, and it's $300."

781
00:39:40,629 --> 00:39:43,174
<i>And I went, "God, $30</i> 0<i>?</i>

782
00:39:43,257 --> 00:39:45,885
It sounds great,
but if I blow $300 on one gig,

783
00:39:45,968 --> 00:39:47,803
I've got nothing for college."

784
00:39:47,887 --> 00:39:50,014
[laughs] And he went, "No..."

785
00:39:50,097 --> 00:39:52,933
That tells you what I felt about my skill.

786
00:39:53,017 --> 00:39:55,811
I thought I had to pay them
$300 to come sing.

787
00:39:55,895 --> 00:39:58,439
And he said, "No,
I think they're gonna pay you."

788
00:39:59,815 --> 00:40:01,358
<i>I was a sophomore in college</i>

789
00:40:01,442 --> 00:40:03,819
and I had gotten a call from Bill Gaither

790
00:40:03,903 --> 00:40:07,031
<i>and he wanted me to come
do some shows with him.</i>

791
00:40:07,114 --> 00:40:09,241
They would do these huge arena things.

792
00:40:09,325 --> 00:40:11,494
They came and picked me up
in a private plane.

793
00:40:11,577 --> 00:40:13,162
I was a sophomore in college.

794
00:40:13,245 --> 00:40:17,625
<i>He was talking about Sandi Patty
had been their guest many times</i>

795
00:40:17,708 --> 00:40:19,061
<i>and "She just brought
the house down.</i>

796
00:40:19,085 --> 00:40:21,146
It was a standing ovation.
She would finish a song..."

797
00:40:21,170 --> 00:40:24,173
[holding note in high pitch]

798
00:40:25,966 --> 00:40:27,426
[cheering and whistling]

799
00:40:27,510 --> 00:40:29,488
<i>And I said, "Well, if you're looking
for a standing ovation,</i>

800
00:40:29,512 --> 00:40:32,389
you've got the wrong girl." [laughing]

801
00:40:32,473 --> 00:40:37,436
I said, "My music is more like
a good, comfortable pair of house shoes.

802
00:40:37,520 --> 00:40:40,940
And if that's what you're looking for,
we got it." [chuckles]

803
00:40:45,236 --> 00:40:47,071
[soft piano music playing]

804
00:40:47,154 --> 00:40:50,032
Every time a door would open, I would go,

805
00:40:50,116 --> 00:40:52,618
"This is just really bizarre." [laughs]

806
00:40:53,619 --> 00:40:56,372
<i>But I worked hard,
I worked on my craft,</i>

807
00:40:56,455 --> 00:40:58,457
<i>I worked on my songwriting.</i>

808
00:40:58,541 --> 00:41:01,043
I didn't worry about record covers

809
00:41:01,127 --> 00:41:03,462
or what I looked like
or what people thought.

810
00:41:03,546 --> 00:41:10,010
<i>Early on, I quickly took the focus off
of my ability to wow the crowd.</i>

811
00:41:10,094 --> 00:41:12,847
<i>I've just always been somewhere
in the middle of the pack.</i>

812
00:41:12,930 --> 00:41:16,976
But I have a chance
to create a music world

813
00:41:17,059 --> 00:41:20,354
<i>with the kind of music
that has moved me.</i>

814
00:41:20,437 --> 00:41:24,358
Music was a lifeline to me.

815
00:41:24,441 --> 00:41:26,569
I think that the reason
Amy was so poised

816
00:41:26,652 --> 00:41:29,947
to be the perfect breakout artist
for Christian music

817
00:41:30,030 --> 00:41:34,243
<i>is that she sings in
a very demure kind of style,</i>

818
00:41:34,326 --> 00:41:37,329
which is the way that the church,
I think, liked women.

819
00:41:38,330 --> 00:41:40,749
<i>If you need to be on stage,
just appreciate your place</i>

820
00:41:40,833 --> 00:41:41,876
<i>and be humble about it.</i>

821
00:41:41,959 --> 00:41:44,670
Little did they know who she really was,

822
00:41:44,753 --> 00:41:49,133
and the talent that was
really forming in her all that time.

823
00:41:49,216 --> 00:41:51,594
She was like a Trojan horse,
like, she snuck in.

824
00:41:51,677 --> 00:41:54,930
["Wise Up" by Amy Grant playing]

825
00:41:55,014 --> 00:41:56,694
[reporter] <i>She's probably the first artist</i>

826
00:41:56,724 --> 00:41:58,809
<i>to dance on stage in leather pants,</i>

827
00:41:58,893 --> 00:42:02,354
<i>no shoes, and a leopard skin jacket
while singing about Jesus.</i>

828
00:42:02,438 --> 00:42:05,524
[Thompson] <i>She's played nice long enough.</i>

829
00:42:05,608 --> 00:42:07,026
<i>Then</i> Unguarded <i>comes out.</i>

830
00:42:07,109 --> 00:42:10,738
That leopard jacket
and hair flying around,

831
00:42:10,821 --> 00:42:13,824
and she's playing for the big
leagues, at that point.

832
00:42:13,908 --> 00:42:16,076
["Wise Up" continues]

833
00:42:17,536 --> 00:42:20,432
[Steven Curtis Chapman] <i>People responded</i>
<i>to it because there was an authenticity.</i>

834
00:42:20,456 --> 00:42:23,834
<i>This isn't somebody telling me
how I oughta be and live.</i>

835
00:42:23,918 --> 00:42:26,038
This is somebody saying,
"I'll just tell ya my story."

836
00:42:26,086 --> 00:42:29,632
[Daigle] <i>She has</i>
<i>this incredibly eloquent way</i>

837
00:42:29,715 --> 00:42:34,136
of expressing human desire
in pretty universal ways.

838
00:42:37,681 --> 00:42:39,016
<i>Here we go!</i>

839
00:42:39,099 --> 00:42:42,102
[upbeat synth music playing]

840
00:42:44,480 --> 00:42:48,025
[Smith] <i>Well, I met Amy</i>
<i>in probably early 1981.</i>

841
00:42:48,108 --> 00:42:49,860
<i>I don't know how it really happened.</i>

842
00:42:49,944 --> 00:42:53,280
I found myself in a room
with her and Gary,

843
00:42:53,364 --> 00:42:55,282
writing songs for the <i>Age to Age record.</i>

844
00:42:55,366 --> 00:42:57,701
[Grant] <i>And he had an idea,</i>
<i>and he was playing something,</i>

845
00:42:57,785 --> 00:42:59,554
<i>and I thought, "God,
you're such a great musician.</i>

846
00:42:59,578 --> 00:43:00,704
That's a great idea."

847
00:43:00,788 --> 00:43:03,958
And then he had another idea.
And then he got up and run around,

848
00:43:04,041 --> 00:43:06,669
and he had another idea. [laughs]

849
00:43:06,752 --> 00:43:08,337
<i>He just jumped around a lot.</i>

850
00:43:08,420 --> 00:43:11,340
He talked fast, and he was so energetic.
And just... you know?

851
00:43:11,423 --> 00:43:12,817
"What about this? What about this?"

852
00:43:12,841 --> 00:43:14,969
- He was really hyper.
- I was crazy.

853
00:43:15,052 --> 00:43:16,637
And I remember just thinking, "Whoa."

854
00:43:16,720 --> 00:43:20,349
<i>He was this fire hose of creativity.</i>

855
00:43:20,432 --> 00:43:22,518
<i>I mean, no wonder he had zero body fat.</i>

856
00:43:22,601 --> 00:43:25,062
He just was like,
[mimics machine gun] you know?

857
00:43:25,145 --> 00:43:28,232
There was something
in the craft of those songs

858
00:43:28,315 --> 00:43:30,609
that I think was moving
Christian music forward.

859
00:43:30,693 --> 00:43:32,486
Come on, let's face it, you know?

860
00:43:32,569 --> 00:43:34,071
If I was gonna have a man crush,

861
00:43:34,154 --> 00:43:36,407
I mean, the dude's, you know,
he's a good-lookin' fella.

862
00:43:41,078 --> 00:43:42,997
[Smith] <i>That writing moment with Amy</i>

863
00:43:43,080 --> 00:43:46,625
<i>began a friendship that has lasted
all these years.</i>

864
00:43:46,709 --> 00:43:48,061
I wouldn't be sitting in this chair

865
00:43:48,085 --> 00:43:51,297
if it hadn't been for Amy taking a chance
on this kid from West Virginia.

866
00:43:51,380 --> 00:43:53,382
[Grant] <i>For the better part</i>
<i>of this last year,</i>

867
00:43:53,465 --> 00:43:56,927
<i>I was on the road with a young man
that's been a friend for about 10 years.</i>

868
00:43:57,011 --> 00:43:58,691
<i>I found out that he was
in Atlanta tonight,</i>

869
00:43:58,721 --> 00:44:00,481
<i>and there's no way we can be
in the same town</i>

870
00:44:00,556 --> 00:44:01,849
<i>and not be on the same stage.</i>

871
00:44:01,932 --> 00:44:04,977
<i>So would you please welcome
Michael W. Smith.</i>

872
00:44:05,060 --> 00:44:06,413
[Smith] <i>And Amy and I would end the show</i>

873
00:44:06,437 --> 00:44:07,688
with "Friends" every night.

874
00:44:09,815 --> 00:44:12,901
[Smith]? <i>And friends</i>
<i>are friends forever?</i>

875
00:44:12,985 --> 00:44:15,029
<i>♪ If the Lord's the Lord of them ♪</i>

876
00:44:16,030 --> 00:44:18,824
<i>♪ And a friend will not say never ♪</i>

877
00:44:18,907 --> 00:44:21,744
<i>♪ 'Cause the welcome will not end ♪</i>

878
00:44:22,745 --> 00:44:26,123
<i>♪ Though it's hard to let you go ♪</i>

879
00:44:26,206 --> 00:44:29,418
<i>♪ In the Father's hands we know ♪</i>

880
00:44:29,501 --> 00:44:32,004
<i>♪ That a lifetime's not too long ♪</i>

881
00:44:33,672 --> 00:44:35,758
<i>♪ To live as friends ♪</i>

882
00:44:37,843 --> 00:44:40,637
<i>♪ No, a lifetime's not too long ♪</i>

883
00:44:43,098 --> 00:44:45,684
<i>♪ To live as friends. ♪</i>

884
00:44:45,768 --> 00:44:47,770
[audience cheering]

885
00:44:53,901 --> 00:44:55,819
[Thompson] <i>Amy Grant</i>
<i>and Michael W. Smith,</i>

886
00:44:55,903 --> 00:45:00,366
<i>they're kind of the king and queen
of the prom of '80s CCM music.</i>

887
00:45:00,449 --> 00:45:03,494
If it wasn't for them, I'm not sure
where the bar would be.

888
00:45:03,577 --> 00:45:08,165
[Styll] <i>For a lot of the people</i>
<i>who got involved, the goal was,</i>

889
00:45:08,248 --> 00:45:11,418
"Let's make music
that's good enough to get on pop radio."

890
00:45:11,502 --> 00:45:13,212
We want our message to be out there

891
00:45:13,295 --> 00:45:15,381
where people who need
the message can hear it.

892
00:45:15,464 --> 00:45:18,717
<i>But it didn't happen until Amy Grant
made it happen.</i>

893
00:45:18,801 --> 00:45:21,136
<i>And she's sold now
over 10 million records.</i>

894
00:45:21,220 --> 00:45:23,222
<i>She burst onto
the mainstream pop charts</i>

895
00:45:23,305 --> 00:45:25,682
<i>with an incredibly catchy tune
called "Baby Baby."</i>

896
00:45:25,766 --> 00:45:28,811
- "Baby Baby."
<i>- This is Amy Grant!</i>

897
00:45:28,894 --> 00:45:30,312
<i>♪ Baby, baby ♪</i>

898
00:45:30,396 --> 00:45:33,649
<i>♪ I'm taken with the notion ♪</i>

899
00:45:33,732 --> 00:45:36,693
[Grant] <i>Something shifted</i>
<i>in the mid-'80s.</i>

900
00:45:36,777 --> 00:45:40,489
All I remember,
it was just so much fun.

901
00:45:40,572 --> 00:45:43,450
Whatever that energy feeling
of running with headphones on,

902
00:45:43,534 --> 00:45:45,035
I feel like I could run forever,

903
00:45:45,119 --> 00:45:49,706
just add that with the massive wind
that was carrying you.

904
00:45:49,790 --> 00:45:51,291
[Jennifer Cooke]
<i>TV performances,</i>

905
00:45:51,375 --> 00:45:53,794
<i>radio interviews,
international... We were like,</i>

906
00:45:53,877 --> 00:45:56,255
"This thing's blowin' up
in Japan and Singapore."

907
00:45:56,338 --> 00:46:00,843
[Thompson] <i>Then the fact that the video</i>
<i>blows up on MTV, and radio,</i>

908
00:46:00,926 --> 00:46:02,302
VH1, all that stuff.

909
00:46:02,386 --> 00:46:04,805
<i>Well, my first hit was on VH1.</i>

910
00:46:04,888 --> 00:46:07,099
[Degarmo] <i>Mike Blanton</i>
<i>actually called me</i>

911
00:46:07,182 --> 00:46:10,060
<i>and played me "Baby Baby"
over the telephone.</i>

912
00:46:10,144 --> 00:46:12,062
<i>And he goes, "What do you think?"</i>

913
00:46:12,146 --> 00:46:15,441
And I said, "You know, it's
a really good song. It's really catchy."

914
00:46:15,524 --> 00:46:17,734
And I said, "You're gonna
catch a lot of hell."

915
00:46:20,028 --> 00:46:21,780
<i>"Some people
are gonna understand it,</i>

916
00:46:21,864 --> 00:46:25,117
and probably more people
are gonna go with you,

917
00:46:25,200 --> 00:46:28,162
but there will be a minority of people,

918
00:46:28,245 --> 00:46:30,497
<i>usually with very loud voices,</i>

919
00:46:30,581 --> 00:46:31,832
that will oppose you."

920
00:46:31,915 --> 00:46:34,978
[Thompson] <i>I remember there being a lot</i>
<i>of people inside the Christian music world</i>

921
00:46:35,002 --> 00:46:37,796
that were, like, trying to make
that record fail.

922
00:46:37,880 --> 00:46:39,631
I mean, the arrows were flying.

923
00:46:39,715 --> 00:46:43,594
Amy Grant was always
a little bit controversial,

924
00:46:43,677 --> 00:46:45,387
as strange as that seems to say.

925
00:46:45,471 --> 00:46:49,475
<i>She always attracted controversy
because she's a huge target, you know.</i>

926
00:46:49,558 --> 00:46:50,601
<i>She's massively popular</i>

927
00:46:50,684 --> 00:46:53,395
<i>and the most popular ones
get the most criticism.</i>

928
00:46:53,479 --> 00:46:57,524
God forbid they have a song
that the world loves.

929
00:46:57,608 --> 00:46:59,318
<i>Did we actually miss the part</i>

930
00:46:59,401 --> 00:47:02,404
<i>that we're supposed to go into all</i>
<i>the world and make disciples?</i> [chuckles]

931
00:47:02,488 --> 00:47:03,739
<i>"But, oh, my gosh,</i>

932
00:47:03,822 --> 00:47:05,216
you didn't say 'Jesus' enough times."

933
00:47:05,240 --> 00:47:08,160
[Smith] <i>If you scream loud enough,</i>
<i>they're gonna hear ya, you know.</i>

934
00:47:08,243 --> 00:47:11,497
I mean, I had people say
things about Amy and myself

935
00:47:11,580 --> 00:47:13,582
that are completely not true, you know.

936
00:47:13,665 --> 00:47:16,126
They don't even know who we are.

937
00:47:16,210 --> 00:47:18,795
I sorta wanted to go duke it out
with the critics. [laughs]

938
00:47:21,173 --> 00:47:24,843
<i>I could tell that it was
sort of weighing on her,</i>

939
00:47:24,927 --> 00:47:26,696
and sometimes I'd just go
in her dressing room and just sit.

940
00:47:26,720 --> 00:47:28,448
I didn't... Sometimes
I wouldn't say anything.

941
00:47:28,472 --> 00:47:32,476
Just say, "I'm praying for ya.
It's gonna be okay," you know.

942
00:47:32,559 --> 00:47:34,478
"Doesn't matter
what those people think."

943
00:47:43,695 --> 00:47:46,698
["The Great Adventure"
by Steven Curtis Chapman playing]

944
00:47:47,699 --> 00:47:52,329
[Thompson] <i>If the '80s was</i>
<i>when Christian music came into its own,</i>

945
00:47:52,412 --> 00:47:57,459
<i>then the '90s is when the machine
is just perfected.</i>

946
00:47:57,543 --> 00:48:00,671
It was just this wide, open canvas.

947
00:48:00,754 --> 00:48:03,840
<i>You had grunge
and you had the pop thing,</i>

948
00:48:03,924 --> 00:48:06,176
<i>and you had rock,
and you had hip-hop.</i>

949
00:48:06,260 --> 00:48:09,513
Just this hodgepodge of creativity
going on in the world.

950
00:48:09,596 --> 00:48:11,014
<i>Music was at an all-time high.</i>

951
00:48:11,098 --> 00:48:12,325
[Bill Reeves] <i>It was everything</i>

952
00:48:12,349 --> 00:48:15,811
<i>from the spiritual competitiveness
to the business competitiveness</i>

953
00:48:15,894 --> 00:48:19,398
<i>to these bigger-than-life egos
and personalities.</i>

954
00:48:19,481 --> 00:48:22,943
Definitely the competition
was very fierce.

955
00:48:23,026 --> 00:48:25,279
[Degarmo] <i>There was a huge</i>
<i>changing of the guard</i>

956
00:48:25,362 --> 00:48:26,947
that happened in the early '90s.

957
00:48:27,030 --> 00:48:29,950
[Reeves] <i>Amy and Michael and Steven</i>

958
00:48:30,033 --> 00:48:32,786
really opened the door for other bands.

959
00:48:32,869 --> 00:48:37,499
It was as aggressive
as Christian music had gotten.

960
00:48:37,583 --> 00:48:40,085
That's why it's continued
to blaze a trail.

961
00:48:40,168 --> 00:48:43,171
["The Great Adventure" continues]

962
00:48:50,387 --> 00:48:52,448
[Bart Millard] <i>It was kind of this sense</i>
<i>of, "We're here."</i>

963
00:48:52,472 --> 00:48:54,057
This genre is being defined.

964
00:48:54,141 --> 00:48:56,143
["The Great Adventure" continues]

965
00:49:01,940 --> 00:49:05,319
Obviously, the band that really had
the biggest impact there was dc Talk.

966
00:49:08,655 --> 00:49:11,074
[instrumental music playing]

967
00:49:11,158 --> 00:49:14,077
[Tobymac] <i>I don't know any other way</i>
<i>but to be relentless.</i>

968
00:49:14,161 --> 00:49:17,789
<i>I mean, I realize that I will push it
on the relentless level</i>

969
00:49:17,873 --> 00:49:20,375
further than anyone I've met.

970
00:49:20,459 --> 00:49:22,020
- So I drive 'em crazy.
- [interviewer] Yeah.

971
00:49:22,044 --> 00:49:24,338
I drive them utterly crazy.

972
00:49:24,421 --> 00:49:27,549
It could be more roundy.
[vocalizes guitar lick]

973
00:49:27,633 --> 00:49:30,427
I mean, if you wanna jack with it
as a guitarist, it's fine,

974
00:49:30,510 --> 00:49:32,346
but it just needs to fill that space.

975
00:49:32,429 --> 00:49:34,973
Now that you're playing other notes,
I think I do like my notes.

976
00:49:35,057 --> 00:49:36,576
[interviewer]
<i>Who is the driving force?</i>

977
00:49:36,600 --> 00:49:38,685
Who is the one that cracked
the whip, keep it going?

978
00:49:38,769 --> 00:49:40,812
Oh, Toby, hands down.

979
00:49:40,896 --> 00:49:42,814
[interviewer] With... With Toby being

980
00:49:42,898 --> 00:49:44,524
very driven, perfectionistic,

981
00:49:44,608 --> 00:49:47,694
- sometimes controlling.
- Yeah.

982
00:49:47,778 --> 00:49:49,863
How did that work in the early days?

983
00:49:49,946 --> 00:49:52,824
It obviously didn't work. [laughs]

984
00:49:52,908 --> 00:49:56,203
<i>♪ Jesus is still all right with me ♪</i>

985
00:49:56,286 --> 00:49:59,831
<i>♪ Jesus is still all right, oh, yeah ♪</i>

986
00:49:59,915 --> 00:50:04,294
<i>♪ Jesus is still all right,
you know that He's all right ♪</i>

987
00:50:04,378 --> 00:50:06,755
They became icons by the '90s.

988
00:50:06,838 --> 00:50:09,466
<i>- dc Talk!
- dc Talk.</i>

989
00:50:09,549 --> 00:50:10,550
<i>This is dc Talk.</i>

990
00:50:10,634 --> 00:50:13,196
[Thompson] <i>They ended up finding</i>
<i>themselves in a very big platform,</i>

991
00:50:13,220 --> 00:50:14,262
<i>relatively quickly.</i>

992
00:50:14,346 --> 00:50:16,264
And I'm not sure that all of them

993
00:50:16,348 --> 00:50:18,266
wanted to be
where they found themselves.

994
00:50:18,350 --> 00:50:20,686
Yeah, there was tension on dc Talk.

995
00:50:20,769 --> 00:50:24,022
They were held together
with duct tape and prayer.

996
00:50:24,106 --> 00:50:27,109
<i>♪ Oh, he's so, he's so,
he's so, he is so... ♪</i>

997
00:50:27,192 --> 00:50:28,544
[Tait] <i>Stop, stop, stop, stop, stop.</i>

998
00:50:28,568 --> 00:50:29,736
Here's the deal.

999
00:50:29,820 --> 00:50:32,030
This thing on paper
shouldn't have worked.

1000
00:50:39,996 --> 00:50:41,164
[hip-hop music playing]

1001
00:50:41,248 --> 00:50:43,834
[Tobymac] <i>I didn't know contemporary</i>
<i>Christian music existed.</i>

1002
00:50:43,917 --> 00:50:46,044
So when I wrote my first Christian lyric,

1003
00:50:46,128 --> 00:50:48,130
I thought I made this whole thing up.

1004
00:50:48,213 --> 00:50:49,732
[Tait] <i>Toby and I went</i>
<i>to rival high schools.</i>

1005
00:50:49,756 --> 00:50:52,342
<i>I sang in chapel one day,
and Toby walked up to me</i>

1006
00:50:52,426 --> 00:50:55,595
in these black penny loafers
and these white socks.

1007
00:50:55,679 --> 00:50:58,098
I was like, "What do we have here?"

1008
00:50:58,181 --> 00:50:59,575
<i>Said, "Hey, man, you got a great voice.</i>

1009
00:50:59,599 --> 00:51:02,102
<i>Can I buy you
a sweet tea from Hardee's?"</i>

1010
00:51:02,185 --> 00:51:03,865
We started talking
and talking and talking.

1011
00:51:03,895 --> 00:51:04,956
And we never stopped talking.

1012
00:51:04,980 --> 00:51:08,692
He was truly my first vanilla best friend
in the whole world.

1013
00:51:08,775 --> 00:51:10,670
[Tobymac] <i>I was like, "What are</i>
<i>you doing this summer?"</i>

1014
00:51:10,694 --> 00:51:12,904
He's like, "I'm gonna do
concerts at all these churches.

1015
00:51:12,988 --> 00:51:14,448
I'm gonna book a whole tour."

1016
00:51:14,531 --> 00:51:17,617
<i>And I said, "Well, I need a job
this summer. Can I go with you?"</i>

1017
00:51:17,701 --> 00:51:19,804
He's like, "If you'll run sound,
you can come with me."

1018
00:51:19,828 --> 00:51:22,038
Imagine that.
Toby's running sound for me.

1019
00:51:22,122 --> 00:51:25,000
And doing a kind of okay job.
Wasn't the best. It just wasn't.

1020
00:51:25,083 --> 00:51:26,352
He was still learning,
but I forgive him.

1021
00:51:26,376 --> 00:51:28,044
<i>We went on the road for months.</i>

1022
00:51:28,128 --> 00:51:31,381
<i>We've had the best time. We had no clue.
But we were young boys, you know,</i>

1023
00:51:31,465 --> 00:51:32,900
living out our lives
and playing in churches.

1024
00:51:32,924 --> 00:51:37,012
The next year we heard about
this freshman that could sing.

1025
00:51:37,095 --> 00:51:40,015
<i>And I said, "Well, let's check out
this kid, Kevin Max."</i>

1026
00:51:40,098 --> 00:51:42,410
Really, I was kinda critiquing,
making sure he wasn't better than me,

1027
00:51:42,434 --> 00:51:44,895
[laughs] 'cause couldn't have
a new singing boss on campus,

1028
00:51:44,978 --> 00:51:47,123
I kinda had campus locked down
on the singing side of things.

1029
00:51:47,147 --> 00:51:49,858
We went and saw him sing
and, man, he could sing.

1030
00:51:49,941 --> 00:51:51,568
Undoubtedly, one of the best singers,

1031
00:51:51,651 --> 00:51:53,737
to this day,
that I've ever heard in my life.

1032
00:51:53,820 --> 00:51:56,156
I remember them coming up
to me and saying,

1033
00:51:56,239 --> 00:51:58,909
<i>"We want you to be in the group."
Immediately I was like,</i>

1034
00:51:58,992 --> 00:52:00,911
"This is not gonna work at all."

1035
00:52:02,496 --> 00:52:05,582
I think 1988, maybe early 1989,

1036
00:52:05,665 --> 00:52:08,084
our fourth partner brought us a tape,

1037
00:52:08,168 --> 00:52:10,337
<i>a group called
dc Talk and the One Way Crew.</i>

1038
00:52:10,420 --> 00:52:13,423
["Nu Thang" by dc Talk playing]

1039
00:52:13,507 --> 00:52:16,718
[Smith] <i>All three of these guys</i>
<i>were completely different.</i>

1040
00:52:16,802 --> 00:52:19,387
If you think about it, you're going,
"How's this gonna work?"

1041
00:52:19,471 --> 00:52:21,681
["Nu Thang" continues]

1042
00:52:24,309 --> 00:52:25,953
[Tobymac] <i>We were just doing</i>
<i>what we loved.</i>

1043
00:52:25,977 --> 00:52:28,730
<i>We weren't trying to market it to anybody.</i>

1044
00:52:28,814 --> 00:52:31,691
Like, we just loved this kind of music.

1045
00:52:31,775 --> 00:52:34,694
[Degarmo] <i>A lot of people said,</i>
<i>"How did you get to sign dc Talk?"</i>

1046
00:52:34,778 --> 00:52:37,781
Well, nobody else would. [laughs]

1047
00:52:39,908 --> 00:52:43,078
<i>And the king bowed down before them.</i>

1048
00:52:43,161 --> 00:52:46,706
<i>Because three young men
dared stand alone.</i>

1049
00:52:46,790 --> 00:52:49,793
[upbeat rock music playing]

1050
00:52:52,796 --> 00:52:54,005
[Smith] <i>Billy says,</i>

1051
00:52:54,089 --> 00:52:57,592
<i>"If we're gonna reach the next generation,
we gotta change the programming up.</i>

1052
00:52:57,676 --> 00:52:59,678
And we're gonna have a rock concert."

1053
00:52:59,761 --> 00:53:01,137
[laughs] Basically.

1054
00:53:01,221 --> 00:53:02,573
[Tait] <i>I was always thinking to myself,</i>

1055
00:53:02,597 --> 00:53:05,016
<i>"Okay, we're gonna come in
as young cats,</i>

1056
00:53:05,100 --> 00:53:06,601
<i>bouncing all over the stage,</i>

1057
00:53:06,685 --> 00:53:09,229
<i>sweatpants on
and hats turned sideways."</i>

1058
00:53:09,312 --> 00:53:10,998
Okay, they do know
what we do, right? [chuckles]

1059
00:53:11,022 --> 00:53:12,983
[Smith] <i>It was met</i>
<i>with lots of opposition.</i>

1060
00:53:13,066 --> 00:53:14,818
<i>It did not sit well.</i>

1061
00:53:14,901 --> 00:53:17,880
<i>There were a lot of people that thought
he was not making the right decision.</i>

1062
00:53:17,904 --> 00:53:19,614
But Billy was adamant,
said we gotta do it.

1063
00:53:24,995 --> 00:53:30,083
<i>October 1994, Cleveland Stadium.</i>

1064
00:53:30,166 --> 00:53:32,335
<i>There were 85,</i>0 <i>00 kids</i>
<i>in the stadium.</i>

1065
00:53:32,419 --> 00:53:34,504
<i>I remember showing up
and it was like,</i>

1066
00:53:34,588 --> 00:53:36,673
"Wow, we are making history."

1067
00:53:36,756 --> 00:53:40,010
<i>Me and dc Talk
at a Billy Graham crusade.</i>

1068
00:53:40,093 --> 00:53:43,138
<i>And then all of a sudden,
Billy walks up to the podium</i>

1069
00:53:43,221 --> 00:53:45,557
and the place just explodes.

1070
00:53:46,558 --> 00:53:47,559
[audience cheering]

1071
00:53:47,642 --> 00:53:52,856
<i>Billy gave one of the most compelling
sermons I've ever heard him preach.</i>

1072
00:53:52,939 --> 00:53:56,443
[Tait] <i>He read the lyrics to "The Hardway"</i>
a <i>s part of his message.</i>

1073
00:53:56,526 --> 00:53:58,570
<i>Toby had just finished that song</i>

1074
00:53:58,653 --> 00:54:01,489
<i>and it just absolutely tore him apart.</i>

1075
00:54:01,573 --> 00:54:03,450
Toby cried, man.
I cry thinking about it.

1076
00:54:03,533 --> 00:54:07,287
<i>I thought, "Man, I'm walking on stage
right now with Billy Graham,</i>

1077
00:54:07,370 --> 00:54:08,747
<i>who I saw as a kid."</i>

1078
00:54:08,830 --> 00:54:10,916
It was overwhelming.

1079
00:54:10,999 --> 00:54:13,001
I start crying. Toby's crying.

1080
00:54:13,084 --> 00:54:16,296
<i>It was like a dream. It was surreal.</i>

1081
00:54:16,379 --> 00:54:19,090
And then I thought,
"This is the first of many.

1082
00:54:20,091 --> 00:54:21,259
So here we go."

1083
00:54:21,343 --> 00:54:25,180
[Tobymac] <i>What we were doing said so much</i>
<i>to people across the world.</i>

1084
00:54:25,263 --> 00:54:28,683
<i>He turned the page for all of us
when it comes to music</i>

1085
00:54:28,767 --> 00:54:31,603
and how we can express ourself
in the arts.

1086
00:54:31,686 --> 00:54:34,230
<i>We don't have to do it
the way it was done before.</i>

1087
00:54:34,314 --> 00:54:36,232
<i>We can do it the way we wanna do it.</i>

1088
00:54:36,316 --> 00:54:38,985
And Billy Graham said that's valuable.

1089
00:54:39,069 --> 00:54:41,029
[dc Talk]? <i>What will people think?</i>

1090
00:54:41,112 --> 00:54:44,157
<i>♪ When they hear that I'm a Jesus freak? ♪</i>

1091
00:54:44,240 --> 00:54:46,117
<i>- ♪ What will people do?
- ? Freakshow ♪</i>

1092
00:54:46,201 --> 00:54:47,827
<i>♪ When they find that it's true? ♪</i>

1093
00:54:47,911 --> 00:54:50,288
["Jesus Freak" by dc Talk continues]

1094
00:54:50,372 --> 00:54:53,083
[narrator] <i>Deep-seated</i>
<i>in the American citizen...</i>

1095
00:54:53,166 --> 00:54:56,086
<i>born of the concept that all men
are free and equal.</i>

1096
00:54:58,004 --> 00:55:00,632
[Styll] <i>This is the epitome</i>
<i>of what people like me</i>

1097
00:55:00,715 --> 00:55:02,884
had been hoping for, for years.

1098
00:55:02,968 --> 00:55:05,095
<i>So when an album like</i> Jesus Freak
<i>comes out, you go,</i>

1099
00:55:05,178 --> 00:55:07,347
[scoffs] "That's it. They did it."

1100
00:55:07,430 --> 00:55:11,518
[Degarmo] <i>"Jesus freak" was not</i>
<i>a complimentary term.</i>

1101
00:55:11,601 --> 00:55:15,647
And I was so grateful
that Toby was able to redeem it

1102
00:55:15,730 --> 00:55:17,315
<i>in such a way that he did.</i>

1103
00:55:17,399 --> 00:55:20,402
And it became an anthem
for a whole age of people.

1104
00:55:20,485 --> 00:55:21,569
<i>♪ I saw a man with a tat ♪</i>

1105
00:55:21,653 --> 00:55:22,654
<i>♪ On his big fat belly ♪</i>

1106
00:55:22,737 --> 00:55:24,906
<i>♪ It wiggled around
like marmalade jelly ♪</i>

1107
00:55:24,990 --> 00:55:26,908
<i>♪ It took me a while
to catch what it said ♪</i>

1108
00:55:26,992 --> 00:55:27,993
<i>♪ 'Cause I had to match ♪</i>

1109
00:55:28,076 --> 00:55:29,786
<i>♪ The rhythm of his belly
with my head ♪</i>

1110
00:55:29,869 --> 00:55:31,705
<i>♪ "Jesus Saves" is what it raved ♪</i>

1111
00:55:31,788 --> 00:55:34,374
<i>♪ In a typical tattoo green ♪</i>

1112
00:55:34,457 --> 00:55:36,001
[Tobymac] <i>I loved the push.</i>

1113
00:55:36,084 --> 00:55:37,919
It says everything we feel.

1114
00:55:39,004 --> 00:55:40,380
<i>♪ What will people think ♪</i>

1115
00:55:40,463 --> 00:55:43,383
<i>♪ When they hear
that I'm a Jesus freak? ♪</i>

1116
00:55:43,466 --> 00:55:46,720
<i>♪ What will people do
when they find that it's true? ♪</i>

1117
00:55:46,803 --> 00:55:51,725
It felt right to sort of stick your chest
out and say, "This is what we believe."

1118
00:55:51,808 --> 00:55:54,644
We tried to create something
that hadn't been created before.

1119
00:55:54,728 --> 00:55:56,187
[Tait] <i>When</i> Jesus Freak <i>came out,</i>

1120
00:55:56,271 --> 00:55:58,940
<i>it went gold a little over a month.</i>

1121
00:55:59,024 --> 00:56:00,650
And back then, that was unheard of.

1122
00:56:00,734 --> 00:56:03,028
But it did not come
without a lot of thought,

1123
00:56:03,111 --> 00:56:05,196
a lot of blood, sweat and tears. Trust me.

1124
00:56:05,280 --> 00:56:06,520
[Tobymac] <i>I felt no inhibition.</i>

1125
00:56:06,573 --> 00:56:08,533
I just felt, let's just go. It's on.

1126
00:56:08,616 --> 00:56:11,202
<i>Think of the wildest imagery
you can think of</i>

1127
00:56:11,286 --> 00:56:13,288
and put it into words. And go.

1128
00:56:13,371 --> 00:56:15,290
[Tait] <i>But there was times when I knew</i>

1129
00:56:15,373 --> 00:56:17,125
we weren't in the right place
in our heads.

1130
00:56:17,208 --> 00:56:20,837
[Tobymac] <i>I don't think you're ever ready</i>
<i>for a lot of success quickly.</i>

1131
00:56:20,920 --> 00:56:22,213
When it hit, it happened fast.

1132
00:56:22,297 --> 00:56:24,090
<i>It was just too much.</i>

1133
00:56:25,091 --> 00:56:26,092
It was just too much.

1134
00:56:26,176 --> 00:56:28,178
[distorted guitar playing]

1135
00:56:30,138 --> 00:56:31,824
[interviewer] <i>What was the moment</i>
<i>that made you decide,</i>

1136
00:56:31,848 --> 00:56:33,558
"We need to take a break"?

1137
00:56:33,641 --> 00:56:35,060
Um...

1138
00:56:35,143 --> 00:56:36,644
I've never shared this with anybody,

1139
00:56:36,728 --> 00:56:38,688
so, I would... I would want
to retain the right

1140
00:56:38,772 --> 00:56:40,052
- to not put it up there.
- Sure.

1141
00:56:42,984 --> 00:56:47,697
[Tait] <i>I would not wish fame, fortune,</i>
<i>notoriety on anybody.</i>

1142
00:56:47,781 --> 00:56:50,033
Anonymity is not a bad thing. Trust me.

1143
00:56:50,116 --> 00:56:52,160
[Tobymac] <i>I would demand things,</i>

1144
00:56:52,243 --> 00:56:55,663
like push, push, push
for you to see this.

1145
00:56:55,747 --> 00:56:58,249
And if you didn't,
you were an idiot. [laughs]

1146
00:56:58,333 --> 00:57:00,835
The friction I had with Toby
usually played out on stage.

1147
00:57:00,919 --> 00:57:04,422
<i>It was more like, you know,
he'd give me a death stare.</i>

1148
00:57:04,506 --> 00:57:09,135
Toby and Mike would literally
argue over anything.

1149
00:57:09,219 --> 00:57:12,388
[Tait] <i>Kevin can be a handful, at times.</i>

1150
00:57:12,472 --> 00:57:14,766
Kevin and I, when we love, we love hard.

1151
00:57:14,849 --> 00:57:16,518
We fight, we fight hard.

1152
00:57:16,601 --> 00:57:18,394
We took the harder route
mostly every time.

1153
00:57:18,478 --> 00:57:22,440
[Max] <i>One time, Mike and I got into</i>
<i>a really big argument in the tour bus</i>

1154
00:57:22,524 --> 00:57:24,567
<i>and we were yelling
and pushing each other so much</i>

1155
00:57:24,651 --> 00:57:27,153
<i>that the bus was, like,
going back and forth, rocking.</i>

1156
00:57:27,237 --> 00:57:29,447
The show would start
and I wouldn't come on stage.

1157
00:57:29,531 --> 00:57:33,409
<i>- Kevin. Where's Kevin?
- Haven't seen him.</i>

1158
00:57:33,493 --> 00:57:35,703
<i>Kevin's missing. That's nice.</i>

1159
00:57:35,787 --> 00:57:36,871
[show manager] <i>Kevin!</i>

1160
00:57:37,872 --> 00:57:40,041
<i>- Opening night, Kevin's gone.
- Kevin!</i>

1161
00:57:42,544 --> 00:57:46,131
We were just three individuals
performing on stage.

1162
00:57:46,214 --> 00:57:49,717
<i>Not a tight, close unit like we'd been
throughout the years.</i>

1163
00:57:50,718 --> 00:57:53,471
Became very apparent
that we were all just kind of, like,

1164
00:57:53,555 --> 00:57:55,355
going through the motions,
at a certain point.

1165
00:57:56,349 --> 00:57:59,269
[Tobymac] <i>I felt like,</i>
<i>"it's time to take a break."</i>

1166
00:57:59,352 --> 00:58:01,187
I just wanted some peace.

1167
00:58:02,981 --> 00:58:04,941
[Tait] <i>My only regret with dc Talk</i>
<i>is that,</i>

1168
00:58:05,024 --> 00:58:07,068
and I mean this,
is that it was so short.

1169
00:58:07,152 --> 00:58:08,695
<i>Ten years in,</i>

1170
00:58:08,778 --> 00:58:10,738
<i>we were approaching
our peak, I believe.</i>

1171
00:58:10,822 --> 00:58:11,823
<i>And we just...</i>

1172
00:58:11,906 --> 00:58:16,494
Let's take a break.
Let's take a "intermission."

1173
00:58:16,578 --> 00:58:20,290
And here we are, 19, 20 years later,
and the intermission continues.

1174
00:58:20,373 --> 00:58:23,001
[Tobymac] <i>Where I fell flat on my face</i>
<i>was the end of dc Talk.</i>

1175
00:58:23,084 --> 00:58:25,712
<i>I realized that I didn't do it all right.</i>

1176
00:58:25,795 --> 00:58:27,797
I put product in front of people

1177
00:58:27,881 --> 00:58:30,758
and the most important thing is people.

1178
00:58:30,842 --> 00:58:34,262
To be honest, I remember Toby
telling me in private one time,

1179
00:58:34,345 --> 00:58:38,308
saying, "Tait, if you wanna keep
this thing going, I'll keep it going.

1180
00:58:39,392 --> 00:58:40,852
<i>But if you guys wanna go solo,</i>

1181
00:58:40,935 --> 00:58:44,230
<i>then I'm gonna do the same thing,
but I'm not gonna look back."</i>

1182
00:58:44,314 --> 00:58:47,442
He didn't look back
and the rest is history.

1183
00:58:47,525 --> 00:58:49,944
[dc Talk]
<i>? So long, my friend?</i>

1184
00:58:50,028 --> 00:58:52,655
<i>♪ We know exactly where you are,
and you're gone. ♪</i>

1185
00:58:55,867 --> 00:58:58,703
[interviewer] Tell me your name
and what you do in music.

1186
00:58:58,786 --> 00:59:01,497
All right. My name is Michael Tait,

1187
00:59:01,581 --> 00:59:04,334
and I'm the lead singer
of a band called the Newsboys.

1188
00:59:08,296 --> 00:59:12,050
[rock music playing]

1189
00:59:12,133 --> 00:59:15,762
<i>I've been in Newsboys now longer
than I was in dc Talk. How 'bout that?</i>

1190
00:59:15,845 --> 00:59:17,430
That's a little factoid for ya.

1191
00:59:17,513 --> 00:59:18,723
<i>And Kevin did his thing.</i>

1192
00:59:18,806 --> 00:59:20,308
<i>Poetry books, and lots of music.</i>

1193
00:59:20,391 --> 00:59:22,352
And that was the road we took.

1194
00:59:22,435 --> 00:59:25,647
[Max] <i>And I feel like it's informed me</i>
<i>as an artist, more than anything,</i>

1195
00:59:25,730 --> 00:59:27,482
<i>is to be able to be somebody</i>

1196
00:59:27,565 --> 00:59:30,610
that's seen ultimate success
and ultimate failure,

1197
00:59:30,693 --> 00:59:32,820
and to live in the valley of that.

1198
00:59:32,904 --> 00:59:34,506
[Tobymac] <i>I thought my thing was gonna be</i>

1199
00:59:34,530 --> 00:59:35,990
a meager little offering,

1200
00:59:36,074 --> 00:59:39,452
as compared to these vocal powerhouses,
Michael and Kevin.

1201
00:59:39,535 --> 00:59:41,537
<i>But I was gonna work.</i>

1202
00:59:41,621 --> 00:59:43,373
I was gonna outwork anybody.

1203
00:59:43,456 --> 00:59:45,541
[rock music playing]

1204
00:59:45,625 --> 00:59:48,711
TobyMac as a solo artist? Incredible.

1205
00:59:48,795 --> 00:59:53,007
[Thompson] <i>There's just nobody like him</i>
<i>that's ever done this genre.</i>

1206
00:59:53,091 --> 00:59:55,510
There's so much heart in it.
There's so much skill in it.

1207
00:59:55,593 --> 00:59:56,719
[Stuart] <i>He's the one person</i>

1208
00:59:56,803 --> 00:59:59,138
that shaped Christian music
more than anybody.

1209
00:59:59,222 --> 01:00:02,141
<i>He never gives up. He's a workhorse.</i>

1210
01:00:02,225 --> 01:00:03,893
It's unbelievable what he's done.

1211
01:00:03,977 --> 01:00:06,104
[Tobymac]? <i>This is the one?</i>

1212
01:00:06,187 --> 01:00:09,440
[Tait] <i>These words were Toby's,</i>
<i>"Success is the best revenge."</i>

1213
01:00:09,524 --> 01:00:11,734
He didn't just win. He conquered.

1214
01:00:11,818 --> 01:00:14,696
<i>♪ We gonna bring it
like it ain't been brung. ♪</i>

1215
01:00:15,697 --> 01:00:18,074
[interviewer] Is it a closed chapter,
with dc Talk?

1216
01:00:18,157 --> 01:00:20,618
I don't have to...
Do you have an answer?

1217
01:00:20,702 --> 01:00:22,954
Yeah, yeah, no problem.
You're good, man.

1218
01:00:23,037 --> 01:00:24,037
Uh...

1219
01:00:25,790 --> 01:00:26,791
I...

1220
01:00:26,874 --> 01:00:28,876
[rock music playing]

1221
01:00:30,128 --> 01:00:32,248
[Dan Haseltine] <i>Artists were</i>
<i>wanting to be innovative.</i>

1222
01:00:32,297 --> 01:00:34,882
We all recognize that our goal

1223
01:00:34,966 --> 01:00:37,552
<i>was not to just be the Christian version
of something else,</i>

1224
01:00:37,635 --> 01:00:41,472
<i>but it was to own our space
in the musical landscape.</i>

1225
01:00:41,556 --> 01:00:44,183
There was some really cool stuff
happening. We had no idea.

1226
01:00:44,267 --> 01:00:47,812
There was a big,
heavy kind of turn to bands.

1227
01:00:47,895 --> 01:00:50,291
[Stuart] <i>That's just how we felt,</i>
<i>you know, as young musicians.</i>

1228
01:00:50,315 --> 01:00:53,693
We're like, "You can't tell us what to do.
We're gonna do it our way."

1229
01:00:53,776 --> 01:00:55,945
But I think we were just given wings

1230
01:00:56,029 --> 01:00:58,239
<i>to explore what could be.</i>

1231
01:00:58,323 --> 01:01:00,158
[Chapman] <i>It was</i>
<i>such an exciting time,</i>

1232
01:01:00,241 --> 01:01:02,660
because nobody really knew
where this was gonna go.

1233
01:01:03,661 --> 01:01:05,621
[Haseltine] <i>I mean,</i>
<i>that was the golden age.</i>

1234
01:01:05,705 --> 01:01:08,249
[chuckles] <i>It was the golden</i>
<i>age of Christian music.</i>

1235
01:01:08,333 --> 01:01:10,126
And now here come Kirk Franklin.

1236
01:01:10,209 --> 01:01:12,003
Wait! What? Yes!

1237
01:01:12,086 --> 01:01:14,005
<i>♪ Get ready for the revolution ♪</i>

1238
01:01:14,088 --> 01:01:15,340
<i>♪ Come on, come on, come on ♪</i>

1239
01:01:15,423 --> 01:01:17,008
<i>♪ What you say now?
Come on, come on ♪</i>

1240
01:01:17,091 --> 01:01:19,469
[Reeves] <i>There's no question</i>
<i>that Kirk Franklin</i>

1241
01:01:19,552 --> 01:01:23,097
is the most important
gospel music artist of our time.

1242
01:01:23,181 --> 01:01:25,600
I mean, Kirk came in with a bang.

1243
01:01:25,683 --> 01:01:29,729
<i>Here are Image Award winners
Kirk Franklin and the Family.</i>

1244
01:01:29,812 --> 01:01:33,316
[Thompson] <i>Kirk has been</i>
<i>an amazing presence</i>

1245
01:01:33,399 --> 01:01:36,027
<i>as an artist, as a songwriter,
as a producer.</i>

1246
01:01:36,110 --> 01:01:37,338
I don't know that we deserve him,

1247
01:01:37,362 --> 01:01:39,697
but I'm sure glad
that he hasn't given up on us.

1248
01:01:39,781 --> 01:01:41,366
I love Kirk Franklin.

1249
01:01:41,449 --> 01:01:44,494
First of all, he's crazy. [laughs]

1250
01:01:44,577 --> 01:01:46,704
Please welcome
Kirk and Tammy Franklin.

1251
01:01:46,788 --> 01:01:48,790
[audience cheering]

1252
01:01:49,916 --> 01:01:50,916
Yes!

1253
01:01:50,958 --> 01:01:52,460
Kirk is just, like, timeless.

1254
01:01:52,543 --> 01:01:54,379
[Tait] <i>Kirk is a bridgebuilder.</i>

1255
01:01:54,462 --> 01:01:56,214
He's a bridgebuilder and beyond.

1256
01:01:56,297 --> 01:01:58,841
[Lecrae] <i>Kirk is a father,</i>
<i>he's a husband,</i>

1257
01:01:58,925 --> 01:02:01,344
he's a leader, he's a musical genius.

1258
01:02:01,427 --> 01:02:03,596
<i>Ladies and gentlemen,
this is my man, Kirk Franklin.</i>

1259
01:02:03,679 --> 01:02:05,431
[audience cheering]

1260
01:02:05,515 --> 01:02:09,769
[Franklin] <i>Doing music, for me, never was</i>
<i>in the goal of ever having a career.</i>

1261
01:02:09,852 --> 01:02:12,355
<i>I never thought that I was
going to have a career.</i>

1262
01:02:12,438 --> 01:02:13,998
<i>I could just tell that people liked it.</i>

1263
01:02:14,065 --> 01:02:16,984
<i>What drove me in life was being liked.</i>

1264
01:02:17,985 --> 01:02:19,213
'Cause I just wanted to be liked.

1265
01:02:19,237 --> 01:02:21,406
<i>When the world of success came,</i>

1266
01:02:21,489 --> 01:02:23,491
it just meant too much to me,

1267
01:02:23,574 --> 01:02:26,285
and it became too much of an identity.

1268
01:02:26,369 --> 01:02:28,579
[women]? <i>The way I do my life?</i>

1269
01:02:30,415 --> 01:02:33,292
[Franklin] <i>I remember the hole in my soul,</i>

1270
01:02:33,376 --> 01:02:35,336
<i>even as a little kid,
not having a father.</i>

1271
01:02:35,420 --> 01:02:37,213
[somber music playing]

1272
01:02:37,296 --> 01:02:40,091
<i>Realizing that I was adopted.</i>

1273
01:02:41,300 --> 01:02:44,679
<i>When my mother made the decision
that she didn't wanna be a mother,</i>

1274
01:02:44,762 --> 01:02:46,597
I think I was about two or three.

1275
01:02:46,681 --> 01:02:48,683
And the lady that adopted me,
her name is Gertrude.

1276
01:02:51,436 --> 01:02:54,272
<i>She was born not being able to vote,</i>

1277
01:02:54,355 --> 01:02:57,525
<i>or not being able to drink
where other people could drink,</i>

1278
01:02:57,608 --> 01:03:00,820
<i>not being able to walk
where other people could walk.</i>

1279
01:03:00,903 --> 01:03:03,739
I remember her singing hymns
in the house.

1280
01:03:03,823 --> 01:03:05,074
[woman humming]

1281
01:03:07,118 --> 01:03:09,537
<i>At the very front of the house,
there was a piano.</i>

1282
01:03:09,620 --> 01:03:10,997
<i>And I still have that piano.</i>

1283
01:03:11,080 --> 01:03:16,252
<i>It was something very romantic
between that piano and myself as a kid.</i>

1284
01:03:16,335 --> 01:03:19,464
But there would always be ideas
and songs about Jesus.

1285
01:03:21,382 --> 01:03:24,969
<i>The idea of God
pulled on my heart very early.</i>

1286
01:03:29,891 --> 01:03:32,018
<i>I'll never forget hearing
my biological mother</i>

1287
01:03:32,101 --> 01:03:35,229
<i>arguing with the lady that adopted me.</i>

1288
01:03:35,313 --> 01:03:36,513
<i>She said, "I didn't want him."</i>

1289
01:03:39,108 --> 01:03:41,402
[somber music continues]

1290
01:03:41,486 --> 01:03:44,739
<i>I remember climbing
on top of the house</i>

1291
01:03:44,822 --> 01:03:48,618
<i>and having conversations
with God at night, and the stars.</i>

1292
01:03:55,541 --> 01:04:01,672
<i>Looking at the stars and having
these really personal conversations.</i>

1293
01:04:01,756 --> 01:04:05,510
<i>I can remember
the fabric of those moments.</i>

1294
01:04:09,597 --> 01:04:11,516
<i>But there was nothing religious about it.</i>

1295
01:04:11,599 --> 01:04:14,602
<i>It was very easy
to have this conversation.</i>

1296
01:04:18,940 --> 01:04:20,399
I could tell early on

1297
01:04:20,483 --> 01:04:24,320
that there was something interesting
between me and songwriting.

1298
01:04:24,403 --> 01:04:26,405
I started writing songs

1299
01:04:26,489 --> 01:04:30,618
<i>for the choirs that I would work with
in the neighborhood.</i>

1300
01:04:30,701 --> 01:04:32,245
<i>I tried to get a record deal.</i>

1301
01:04:32,328 --> 01:04:34,497
<i>Couldn't get signed
for anything in the world.</i>

1302
01:04:34,580 --> 01:04:37,083
<i>People told me that the music wasn't good,</i>

1303
01:04:37,166 --> 01:04:38,709
the songwriting wasn't strong enough.

1304
01:04:39,710 --> 01:04:41,712
<i>And I got really discouraged.</i>

1305
01:04:41,796 --> 01:04:46,259
I was playing at an event where the guest
artist there was Daryl Coley.

1306
01:04:46,342 --> 01:04:49,387
<i>This guy was
the Black Pavarotti of gospel.</i>

1307
01:04:49,470 --> 01:04:52,223
<i>And I gave him my demo tape.</i>

1308
01:04:52,306 --> 01:04:55,685
His wife signed me for $7,000.

1309
01:04:55,768 --> 01:04:57,395
I was able to get double racks.

1310
01:04:57,478 --> 01:05:01,023
I was up to making that money.
I was ballin'. I was ballin'!

1311
01:05:01,107 --> 01:05:02,567
You know... [laughs]

1312
01:05:02,650 --> 01:05:04,485
<i>Yeah. That was the beginning for me.</i>

1313
01:05:06,279 --> 01:05:07,780
["Stomp" by Kirk Franklin playing]

1314
01:05:07,863 --> 01:05:08,990
<i>♪ Whoo! ♪</i>

1315
01:05:10,616 --> 01:05:14,078
In the '90s, Kirk Franklin
came out with "Stomp."

1316
01:05:14,161 --> 01:05:15,329
<i>♪ GP ♪</i>

1317
01:05:15,413 --> 01:05:17,498
<i>♪ Lately, I've been going
through some things ♪</i>

1318
01:05:17,582 --> 01:05:19,542
<i>♪ That's really got me down ♪</i>

1319
01:05:19,625 --> 01:05:24,005
I mean, they play "Stomp" in the clubs,
like, in the club-club.

1320
01:05:24,088 --> 01:05:25,965
I'm watching people dancing to "Stomp"

1321
01:05:26,048 --> 01:05:29,719
in the way I know you ain't even supposed
to be dancing to "Stomp."

1322
01:05:29,802 --> 01:05:32,179
I'm like, "You can't dance
like that to this song."

1323
01:05:32,263 --> 01:05:34,599
[Thompson] <i>"Stomp" was a hit</i>
<i>on mainstream radio.</i>

1324
01:05:34,682 --> 01:05:39,353
And people hear it on <i>The Tonight Show</i>
and places like that.

1325
01:05:39,437 --> 01:05:43,316
[Franklin] <i>By this time,</i>
<i>Cheryl "Salt" James from Salt-N-Pepa,</i>

1326
01:05:43,399 --> 01:05:44,692
she and I became good friends

1327
01:05:44,775 --> 01:05:47,403
<i>'cause she was really kind of growing
in her Christian faith.</i>

1328
01:05:47,486 --> 01:05:50,364
And I sent her the record,
and she went bananas.

1329
01:05:50,448 --> 01:05:53,909
Not only did she do it,
but she flew to Dallas to do her rap.

1330
01:05:53,993 --> 01:05:54,994
<i>♪ Can ya help me? ♪</i>

1331
01:05:55,077 --> 01:05:56,221
<i>♪ When I think about the goodness ♪</i>

1332
01:05:56,245 --> 01:05:57,598
<i>- ? And the fullness of God?
- ? Come on?</i>

1333
01:05:57,622 --> 01:05:58,623
<i>♪ Make me thankful ♪</i>

1334
01:05:58,706 --> 01:05:59,891
<i>♪ Pity the hateful, I'm grateful</i> ♪

1335
01:05:59,915 --> 01:06:01,626
<i>♪ The Lord brought me
through this far ♪</i>

1336
01:06:01,709 --> 01:06:02,769
<i>♪ Tryin' to be cute when I praise Him ♪</i>

1337
01:06:02,793 --> 01:06:03,794
<i>♪ Raise 'em high... ♪</i>

1338
01:06:03,878 --> 01:06:09,300
I believe that "Stomp" became big
in the Christian community

1339
01:06:09,383 --> 01:06:12,136
because it became big in pop culture.

1340
01:06:12,219 --> 01:06:14,722
<i>"Stomp" became so big in popular culture</i>

1341
01:06:14,805 --> 01:06:18,017
<i>that it had to be acknowledged</i>

1342
01:06:18,100 --> 01:06:20,269
by the white Christian community.

1343
01:06:20,353 --> 01:06:22,647
[Thompson] <i>Some people liked</i>
<i>to think of that</i>

1344
01:06:22,730 --> 01:06:27,318
<i>as being a moment when CCM music
got a little bit more integrated.</i>

1345
01:06:27,401 --> 01:06:31,364
You're too late to the party to claim
that you had anything to do with "Stomp."

1346
01:06:31,447 --> 01:06:33,658
I'm sorry, CCM.
That's not your song.

1347
01:06:33,741 --> 01:06:36,869
<i>That's Kirk going to the mainstream
and you guys playing catch-up.</i>

1348
01:06:36,952 --> 01:06:39,288
It was an uprising. It was a problem.

1349
01:06:39,372 --> 01:06:42,583
It was so much drama in the church, man.

1350
01:06:42,667 --> 01:06:45,044
<i>It was a lot of negative feedback.</i>

1351
01:06:45,127 --> 01:06:46,170
<i>♪ Stomp. ♪</i>

1352
01:06:49,548 --> 01:06:53,719
[Franklin] <i>I remember going</i>
<i>to a church conference,</i>

1353
01:06:53,803 --> 01:06:58,432
<i>and there were about 60,000,</i>
<i>70,00</i> 0 <i>people at this event.</i>

1354
01:06:58,516 --> 01:07:03,521
There was a pastor whose sermon
was basically against me.

1355
01:07:05,147 --> 01:07:09,026
<i>I remember going upstairs
to my hotel room, sitting on the floor.</i>

1356
01:07:09,110 --> 01:07:12,613
"Man, God, I didn't ask for this.
I didn't ask to be criticized.

1357
01:07:12,697 --> 01:07:13,948
<i>I just wanna be liked."</i>

1358
01:07:14,031 --> 01:07:16,033
<i>I just remember being very upset at God.</i>

1359
01:07:17,201 --> 01:07:19,620
<i>And the Lord spoke to my heart.</i>

1360
01:07:19,704 --> 01:07:24,333
"If they don't have nail prints
in their hand,

1361
01:07:24,417 --> 01:07:27,753
or scars on their forehead,

1362
01:07:27,837 --> 01:07:29,630
you owe them no explanation."

1363
01:07:30,881 --> 01:07:33,592
<i>I think it is one of the tragedies
of our nation,</i>

1364
01:07:33,676 --> 01:07:37,596
<i>one of the shameful tragedies
that 11 o'clock on Sunday morning</i>

1365
01:07:37,680 --> 01:07:39,682
<i>is one of the most segregated hours,</i>

1366
01:07:39,765 --> 01:07:44,019
<i>if not</i> the <i>most segregated hour</i>
<i>in Christian America.</i>

1367
01:07:45,020 --> 01:07:47,440
[Thompson] <i>There was a chance</i>
<i>for CCM music</i>

1368
01:07:47,523 --> 01:07:49,692
<i>to have been integrated from day one,</i>

1369
01:07:49,775 --> 01:07:51,444
'cause they had Andrae Crouch.

1370
01:07:51,527 --> 01:07:53,696
CCM music could've said,
"You know what?

1371
01:07:53,779 --> 01:07:56,073
We're not gonna be white and Black gospel.

1372
01:07:56,157 --> 01:07:57,950
We're gonna be this."

1373
01:07:58,033 --> 01:08:01,912
[Franklin] <i>If people consider me a bridge,</i>

1374
01:08:01,996 --> 01:08:03,873
then he was a freakin' city.

1375
01:08:03,956 --> 01:08:07,835
[Thompson] <i>Why is it</i>
<i>that there's only one Andrae Crouch?</i>

1376
01:08:07,918 --> 01:08:09,795
<i>And as Christian music has evolved,</i>

1377
01:08:09,879 --> 01:08:12,715
it's become more and more segregated.

1378
01:08:12,798 --> 01:08:15,259
Didn't have to be that way.
We had a role model.

1379
01:08:17,219 --> 01:08:18,846
[Lecrae] <i>And then you go to CCM</i>

1380
01:08:18,929 --> 01:08:21,599
<i>and it's like, you don't sing,
you don't have a guitar.</i>

1381
01:08:21,682 --> 01:08:24,769
You're a Black dude,
so you're also a minority,

1382
01:08:24,852 --> 01:08:27,396
so you don't quite fit there.
And then I'd go to hip-hop,

1383
01:08:27,480 --> 01:08:30,983
<i>and it's like, you do rap, you do got
the visible tattoos.</i>

1384
01:08:31,066 --> 01:08:34,278
But you're talking about God
and faith and love and...

1385
01:08:34,361 --> 01:08:36,280
It's like, where do I belong?

1386
01:08:36,363 --> 01:08:39,116
I don't have a home. I'm just in exile.

1387
01:08:39,200 --> 01:08:43,037
[Mandisa] <i>The tension that I feel often</i>
<i>is, I grew up hearing,</i>

1388
01:08:43,120 --> 01:08:44,848
"Why are you talking like a white girl?"
And I'm not!

1389
01:08:44,872 --> 01:08:46,248
It's how I was raised.

1390
01:08:46,332 --> 01:08:50,294
<i>Then I hear things like,
"Well, she's too gospel,"</i>

1391
01:08:50,377 --> 01:08:51,378
or, "It's too Black."

1392
01:08:51,462 --> 01:08:53,422
<i>And, gosh, when you hear that
as a Black woman,</i>

1393
01:08:53,506 --> 01:08:56,133
you just start to think, "I'm not enough
or I'm not good enough."

1394
01:08:57,134 --> 01:09:01,430
[Franklin] <i>You wanna find a loving way</i>
<i>to be able to have</i>

1395
01:09:01,514 --> 01:09:04,517
these conversations
about racial reconciliation.

1396
01:09:05,559 --> 01:09:09,313
<i>There's still not a tangible plan
to address</i>

1397
01:09:09,396 --> 01:09:13,067
<i>this separation
between these two worlds.</i>

1398
01:09:13,150 --> 01:09:16,445
And until that is addressed,

1399
01:09:16,529 --> 01:09:20,908
we will never find the healing
that is really needed for this country.

1400
01:09:21,909 --> 01:09:25,788
[Lecrae] <i>If the church truly</i>
<i>believes that we are one body,</i>

1401
01:09:25,871 --> 01:09:29,583
the church will tear down
those racial divides.

1402
01:09:32,044 --> 01:09:35,172
[Tait] <i>17 years ago,</i>
<i>I was in Tracy City, Tennessee,</i>

1403
01:09:35,256 --> 01:09:37,341
and we stopped off at this little store.

1404
01:09:37,424 --> 01:09:41,345
<i>I get to the counter, guy said, uh,
"Is that all you want, boy?"</i>

1405
01:09:41,428 --> 01:09:42,680
<i>And I go, "Yeah, that's it."</i>

1406
01:09:42,763 --> 01:09:44,640
He goes, "Man,
it's getting dark around here.

1407
01:09:44,723 --> 01:09:47,601
You better get outta here
'cause it's getting dark here, son.

1408
01:09:47,685 --> 01:09:49,412
We'll hang you.
We'll hang you around here, boy,

1409
01:09:49,436 --> 01:09:50,796
you don't get outta here by dark."

1410
01:09:51,856 --> 01:09:54,275
<i>I said, "You gonna hang me
in the 21st century?</i>

1411
01:09:54,358 --> 01:09:55,818
<i>In 2</i> 0 <i>03, you gonna hang me?"</i>

1412
01:09:55,901 --> 01:09:58,529
He says, "Yeah, we'll hang you,
buddy boy. After dark."

1413
01:09:58,612 --> 01:10:00,614
[tense music playing]

1414
01:10:02,324 --> 01:10:06,537
<i>Think about my forefathers,
the Blacks that had no voice.</i>

1415
01:10:06,620 --> 01:10:08,831
<i>And here I am, a guy that's made it,</i>

1416
01:10:08,914 --> 01:10:10,958
I've made money,
I've got Grammy Awards,

1417
01:10:11,041 --> 01:10:13,085
I've made music,
I've been successful.

1418
01:10:13,168 --> 01:10:16,171
And that one comment,
in that one moment,

1419
01:10:16,255 --> 01:10:18,507
in that one town, in that one minute,

1420
01:10:18,591 --> 01:10:21,135
made me feel less than...
less than human.

1421
01:10:21,218 --> 01:10:24,805
And it hit me like a truck
loaded with steel.

1422
01:10:25,806 --> 01:10:30,728
<i>Healing will never start until the healing
begins where the hurt is.</i>

1423
01:10:30,811 --> 01:10:33,230
<i>We've got to be on the same page.</i>

1424
01:10:33,314 --> 01:10:36,108
[Franklin] <i>If we are</i>
<i>the light of the world,</i>

1425
01:10:36,191 --> 01:10:38,819
no wonder why the world is so dark...

1426
01:10:40,404 --> 01:10:43,115
because our light is fragmented.

1427
01:10:44,116 --> 01:10:47,870
[Tait] <i>Kirk always had an interest</i>
<i>in race reconciliation.</i>

1428
01:10:47,953 --> 01:10:49,163
<i>He speaks about it from stage.</i>

1429
01:10:49,246 --> 01:10:52,207
<i>I'd rather have Kirk say something
that's gonna change</i>

1430
01:10:52,291 --> 01:10:55,377
<i>the course of some kid watching
or an adult watching,</i>

1431
01:10:55,461 --> 01:10:56,754
'cause he's speaking truth

1432
01:10:56,837 --> 01:11:00,049
about something that needs
to be said by a man of color.

1433
01:11:00,132 --> 01:11:03,594
[Franklin] <i>I wanna say</i>
<i>something to everyone</i>

1434
01:11:03,677 --> 01:11:05,471
<i>in the spirit of humility.</i>

1435
01:11:06,472 --> 01:11:10,684
<i>There's chaos and calamity
in the world.</i>

1436
01:11:11,727 --> 01:11:15,022
<i>And there's so much hurt and distrust.</i>

1437
01:11:16,023 --> 01:11:19,860
<i>And I have a lot of friends in this room
of many different shades of colors</i>

1438
01:11:19,944 --> 01:11:22,696
<i>that I've walked our life
for the last 23 years with.</i>

1439
01:11:24,281 --> 01:11:27,326
<i>When we say something,
we wanna bring it together.</i>

1440
01:11:29,244 --> 01:11:33,082
<i>When police are killed,
we need to say something.</i>

1441
01:11:33,165 --> 01:11:36,752
<i>When Black boys are killed,
we need to say something.</i>

1442
01:11:37,753 --> 01:11:41,215
<i>We have the spirit of redemption
when we speak.</i>

1443
01:11:41,298 --> 01:11:43,509
<i>And when we don't say something,</i>

1444
01:11:43,592 --> 01:11:45,552
<i>we're saying something.</i>

1445
01:11:45,636 --> 01:11:48,973
<i>At our concerts and our churches,</i>

1446
01:11:49,056 --> 01:11:51,100
<i>I beg of you,</i>

1447
01:11:51,183 --> 01:11:55,020
<i>let's ask the people that we are
accountable to stand in front of</i>

1448
01:11:55,104 --> 01:11:58,524
<i>to pray with us for racial healing.</i>

1449
01:11:59,525 --> 01:12:01,276
<i>Let's don't stay silent on it.</i>

1450
01:12:02,277 --> 01:12:05,280
[somber music playing]

1451
01:12:14,540 --> 01:12:17,543
[soft piano music playing]

1452
01:12:22,047 --> 01:12:24,216
<i>- ? Pray for me?</i>
- [audience cheers]

1453
01:12:24,299 --> 01:12:26,802
[audience member] Yeah! Pray.

1454
01:12:26,885 --> 01:12:31,724
<i>♪ I'm afraid that I'm about
to lose it all ♪</i>

1455
01:12:32,850 --> 01:12:34,130
[audience member]
Thank you, God!

1456
01:12:39,314 --> 01:12:40,983
<i>♪ Pray for me ♪</i>

1457
01:12:44,319 --> 01:12:49,616
<i>♪ I don't need gravity
for tears to fall ♪</i>

1458
01:12:53,245 --> 01:12:56,498
I think Christian artists
versus country, rock, pop

1459
01:12:56,582 --> 01:13:00,210
<i>face the same challenges,</i>

1460
01:13:00,294 --> 01:13:02,796
but their audience is different.

1461
01:13:02,880 --> 01:13:05,507
This is gonna sound really strange,

1462
01:13:05,591 --> 01:13:08,969
but the country audience, the pop audience

1463
01:13:09,053 --> 01:13:10,888
is more forgiving.

1464
01:13:15,934 --> 01:13:17,519
[Smith] <i>If there's anything dark,</i>

1465
01:13:17,603 --> 01:13:19,063
it's how judgmental we've been.

1466
01:13:19,146 --> 01:13:21,273
You just feel like, "Where's the love?"

1467
01:13:21,356 --> 01:13:24,151
<i>What you did at the BET Awards
was nothing but a sham before God.</i>

1468
01:13:24,234 --> 01:13:26,320
<i>Yeah, let's open up
the Word of God together</i>

1469
01:13:26,403 --> 01:13:29,448
<i>and let's break the Word like the Word
says, "Iron sharpens iron."</i>

1470
01:13:29,531 --> 01:13:31,909
<i>- Okay.
- And let's open up the text. Fair?</i>

1471
01:13:31,992 --> 01:13:33,911
<i>I'm not gonna shake your hand, sir.</i>

1472
01:13:33,994 --> 01:13:37,539
<i>Amy Grant committed rebellion
by divorcing her husband.</i>

1473
01:13:37,623 --> 01:13:41,085
<i>And Vince Gill committed rebellion
by divorcing his wife.</i>

1474
01:13:41,168 --> 01:13:43,754
<i>And they both got married
to each other one year later.</i>

1475
01:13:43,837 --> 01:13:44,880
<i>That's witchcraft.</i>

1476
01:13:46,673 --> 01:13:49,968
[Styll] <i>With each decade, Amy's career</i>
<i>just continued to rise.</i>

1477
01:13:50,052 --> 01:13:54,473
<i>And by the 2000s, she had sold something
like 30 million albums.</i>

1478
01:13:54,556 --> 01:13:59,019
<i>And she became a cultural icon,
both inside the church and out.</i>

1479
01:13:59,103 --> 01:14:01,438
The Christian community
felt like they owned Amy.

1480
01:14:01,522 --> 01:14:04,149
<i>So for her marriage to fail,
for her to have</i>

1481
01:14:04,233 --> 01:14:08,821
what they considered a moral failing,
was a bridge too far for some people.

1482
01:14:09,822 --> 01:14:13,075
<i>When you met, you both were married
to other people. What happened?</i>

1483
01:14:13,158 --> 01:14:17,579
[Degarmo] <i>Divorce is painful</i>
<i>for anybody that has to face it,</i>

1484
01:14:17,663 --> 01:14:20,958
especially if you're a Christian music
darling, like Amy Grant.

1485
01:14:21,041 --> 01:14:25,462
<i>People were so quick to assume the worst
when Amy got remarried to Vince,</i>

1486
01:14:25,546 --> 01:14:29,883
<i>never mind the fact that today</i>
<i>they've been married for 2</i> 0 <i>years.</i>

1487
01:14:29,967 --> 01:14:31,593
It was hard for me to watch.

1488
01:14:34,138 --> 01:14:36,098
You have a great friend that hurts,
you hurt, too.

1489
01:14:36,932 --> 01:14:39,518
[Styll] <i>It hurt her career.</i>

1490
01:14:39,601 --> 01:14:42,062
A lot of stations took her off the air.

1491
01:14:43,480 --> 01:14:46,567
I'm just remembering
this drawing that I did.

1492
01:14:46,650 --> 01:14:51,280
<i>I used to, all the time,
draw cabins and little getaways.</i>

1493
01:14:51,363 --> 01:14:54,449
<i>And I had drawn one,
and it was completely overgrown,</i>

1494
01:14:54,533 --> 01:14:56,618
<i>like, you couldn't even
find the path to it.</i>

1495
01:14:56,702 --> 01:15:00,581
<i>And I think somewhere in there,
the cabin was probably me.</i>

1496
01:15:00,664 --> 01:15:02,082
<i>You lose yourself.</i>

1497
01:15:02,166 --> 01:15:04,084
<i>You lose your way,
you lose your integrity.</i>

1498
01:15:04,168 --> 01:15:09,173
<i>You find that you have lied,
you've let people down.</i>

1499
01:15:09,256 --> 01:15:11,717
<i>I took this drawing, and I wrote,</i>

1500
01:15:11,800 --> 01:15:16,763
"I think I have forfeited every right
that I ever had to be on a stage."

1501
01:15:17,806 --> 01:15:19,808
[Chaz Corzine] <i>We were</i>
<i>very protective of Amy,</i>

1502
01:15:19,892 --> 01:15:23,604
making sure that she didn't get blindsided
by some interview.

1503
01:15:23,687 --> 01:15:26,356
I do remember that one slipped through.

1504
01:15:26,440 --> 01:15:27,941
<i>Guy turned on his tape recorder</i>

1505
01:15:28,025 --> 01:15:29,943
<i>and I think his opening statement
was like,</i>

1506
01:15:30,027 --> 01:15:32,946
<i>"You're deceitful, you're awful,
you're a liar, you're horrible."</i>

1507
01:15:33,030 --> 01:15:36,366
And before I could even say anything,
Amy looked at him and said,

1508
01:15:36,450 --> 01:15:39,620
"Oh, I'm so much worse
than you think I am.

1509
01:15:39,703 --> 01:15:41,663
But by the grace of God
I get up every day...

1510
01:15:43,123 --> 01:15:45,042
<i>and put one foot in front of the other."</i>

1511
01:15:46,043 --> 01:15:49,838
There was a tour being discussed
between three artists.

1512
01:15:49,922 --> 01:15:51,924
I was one of them.

1513
01:15:52,007 --> 01:15:56,053
I'd gone through a divorce.
People were not playing my music.

1514
01:15:56,136 --> 01:15:58,764
<i>When the managers
put this tour together,</i>

1515
01:15:58,847 --> 01:16:01,767
they were gonna do a big split
between the two other artists.

1516
01:16:01,850 --> 01:16:06,021
But because I was
kind of damaged goods,

1517
01:16:06,104 --> 01:16:09,316
I was gonna get a tiny bit.

1518
01:16:09,399 --> 01:16:12,819
<i>And it really made me angry.</i>

1519
01:16:12,903 --> 01:16:15,864
I just said, "I'm not doing that tour."

1520
01:16:15,948 --> 01:16:17,950
And so I pulled out.

1521
01:16:18,033 --> 01:16:20,994
And the next thing I did, I went to Bart
and said, "I'll open for you."

1522
01:16:21,078 --> 01:16:24,665
[Millard] <i>Amy got a divorce and people</i>
<i>were pulling her albums off shelves.</i>

1523
01:16:24,748 --> 01:16:27,685
<i>Radio stations were telling, so, not only
were they not gonna play her music,</i>

1524
01:16:27,709 --> 01:16:29,920
<i>but they may not play ours
because of the tour.</i>

1525
01:16:30,003 --> 01:16:33,507
<i>And I remember when Amy caught wind
of this possibly hurting us,</i>

1526
01:16:33,590 --> 01:16:35,550
she immediately tried
to pull out of the tour.

1527
01:16:35,634 --> 01:16:37,445
She's like, "I'm not doing this
to you. I'm out."

1528
01:16:37,469 --> 01:16:39,805
I was angry at everyone,

1529
01:16:39,888 --> 01:16:43,684
<i>'cause this is like a big sister.
This is like my hero.</i>

1530
01:16:43,767 --> 01:16:46,895
I remember telling her, saying, "Amy,
there's no way we're letting you leave.

1531
01:16:46,979 --> 01:16:50,774
Because if these people pull our tickets
or pull our songs or don't come,

1532
01:16:50,857 --> 01:16:54,236
<i>they're the people I don't want to be
at my show or play my music</i>

1533
01:16:54,319 --> 01:16:57,155
<i>or sell my music, in the first place.
I don't care."</i>

1534
01:16:57,239 --> 01:16:59,658
And she just started weeping.

1535
01:16:59,741 --> 01:17:01,052
Then it was kind of a cry fest for me.

1536
01:17:01,076 --> 01:17:03,756
Like, "Man, you don't understand
everything you've done in my life."

1537
01:17:09,835 --> 01:17:12,879
[Styll] <i>Russ Taff had a great career,</i>

1538
01:17:12,963 --> 01:17:16,174
and put out some of the best albums
by an individual male artist

1539
01:17:16,258 --> 01:17:18,427
that have ever been put out
in Christian music.

1540
01:17:18,510 --> 01:17:22,055
<i>Super talented.
But his dad was an alcoholic,</i>

1541
01:17:22,139 --> 01:17:23,765
and it turns out he was an alcoholic.

1542
01:17:23,849 --> 01:17:26,143
[Russ Taff] <i>It was</i>
<i>a very chaotic childhood,</i>

1543
01:17:26,226 --> 01:17:28,353
<i>very traumatic childhood with Dad</i>

1544
01:17:28,437 --> 01:17:31,481
<i>who was a Pentecostal preacher,
but also an alcoholic.</i>

1545
01:17:31,565 --> 01:17:33,191
<i>I got my humor from him.</i>

1546
01:17:33,275 --> 01:17:35,736
<i>I got my charisma from him.</i>

1547
01:17:35,819 --> 01:17:37,904
But he also wrecked my life.

1548
01:17:38,905 --> 01:17:43,201
Music was the thing that held me
through all those crazy years.

1549
01:17:43,285 --> 01:17:46,079
<i>Mama taught me the song, and I sang it.</i>

1550
01:17:46,163 --> 01:17:48,623
One of my first songs I sang is,

1551
01:17:48,707 --> 01:17:50,542
[voice breaks] "I need no..." I'm sorry.

1552
01:17:54,129 --> 01:17:56,465
"I need no mansion here below

1553
01:17:59,217 --> 01:18:00,552
<i>Jesus said I could go</i>

1554
01:18:01,845 --> 01:18:04,890
To a home beyond
the clouds not made by man

1555
01:18:06,308 --> 01:18:08,018
<i>Won't you come and go along?</i>

1556
01:18:08,101 --> 01:18:10,604
We will sing the sweetest song

1557
01:18:12,564 --> 01:18:14,941
Ever played upon the harps
in gloryland."

1558
01:18:16,568 --> 01:18:20,447
<i>So even as a child,
I was looking outside myself</i>

1559
01:18:20,530 --> 01:18:25,243
for something to fill
that hole on the inside.

1560
01:18:25,327 --> 01:18:28,663
Growing up with the messages, daily,

1561
01:18:28,747 --> 01:18:30,874
"You're not worth the bullet
to shoot yourself with"

1562
01:18:30,957 --> 01:18:34,294
<i>and, "You'll never amount to anything."</i>

1563
01:18:35,295 --> 01:18:37,172
And after a while, you start believing it.

1564
01:18:37,255 --> 01:18:40,926
<i>I would go down to the church after 1</i> 0<i>:30</i>

1565
01:18:41,009 --> 01:18:43,512
<i>and feel my way
to the front of the church.</i>

1566
01:18:43,595 --> 01:18:45,764
There's a little lamp
at the front of the church

1567
01:18:45,847 --> 01:18:49,059
<i>where I could turn a little light on.</i>

1568
01:18:49,142 --> 01:18:50,894
And I would sit there,

1569
01:18:50,977 --> 01:18:54,773
kneel at the altar,
sit there, play my guitar,

1570
01:18:54,856 --> 01:18:56,441
and just talk to Jesus.

1571
01:18:56,525 --> 01:19:00,112
Somebody told me He was a friend,
and I could talk to Him.

1572
01:19:00,195 --> 01:19:03,073
<i>And I would tell Jesus
how scared I was.</i>

1573
01:19:03,156 --> 01:19:06,660
<i>I didn't know a lot about Him.
There was no grace.</i>

1574
01:19:06,743 --> 01:19:09,871
The only Jesus I knew was...

1575
01:19:09,955 --> 01:19:12,916
I was hanging over
by a thread, over Hell.

1576
01:19:12,999 --> 01:19:16,753
<i>It was all based around guilt.
And so I had that Jesus.</i>

1577
01:19:16,837 --> 01:19:20,549
<i>But then there was that Jesus that I would
go down to church late at night...</i>

1578
01:19:25,429 --> 01:19:27,431
and tell Him how scared I was.

1579
01:19:29,349 --> 01:19:32,185
That was my only safe place.

1580
01:19:33,186 --> 01:19:35,355
That and music.

1581
01:19:36,398 --> 01:19:40,402
<i>You're carrying all this angst,
all of this chaos in your own head.</i>

1582
01:19:41,445 --> 01:19:43,989
<i>After my first solo record,</i>

1583
01:19:44,072 --> 01:19:46,199
I had kind of started with the alcohol.

1584
01:19:46,283 --> 01:19:50,120
<i>There's no chaos anymore.
All of those voices got quiet.</i>

1585
01:19:51,121 --> 01:19:55,333
<i>My deal was, I would never walk on stage
with alcohol on my breath.</i>

1586
01:19:55,417 --> 01:19:57,127
I would have it in the room
waiting for me,

1587
01:19:57,210 --> 01:20:01,047
because my body demanded
that I have it every day now.

1588
01:20:01,131 --> 01:20:04,634
<i>And it started this journey to Hell.</i>

1589
01:20:04,718 --> 01:20:08,847
Music starts going further, further,
further and further away.

1590
01:20:08,930 --> 01:20:11,558
<i>And it's not that comfort
that it used to be.</i>

1591
01:20:11,641 --> 01:20:15,395
<i>It's not that wonderful place
that I could fellowship with God,</i>

1592
01:20:15,479 --> 01:20:17,063
because I hated myself.

1593
01:20:18,648 --> 01:20:21,610
<i>Tori told me, "I'm not gonna live
with you anymore like this.</i>

1594
01:20:21,693 --> 01:20:23,195
<i>I've had it. I'm done."</i>

1595
01:20:24,196 --> 01:20:27,491
<i>I walked into this room
and there were 17 people.</i>

1596
01:20:27,574 --> 01:20:30,118
<i>And I knew every one of 'em closely.</i>

1597
01:20:30,202 --> 01:20:33,205
And each one of 'em
went around the room,

1598
01:20:33,288 --> 01:20:34,998
and told me how they loved me.

1599
01:20:35,999 --> 01:20:37,918
<i>And told me, "We're gonna lose you.</i>

1600
01:20:38,001 --> 01:20:39,961
<i>Don't go down this road."</i>

1601
01:20:40,045 --> 01:20:42,756
I can remember afterwards,

1602
01:20:42,839 --> 01:20:47,427
the first thing I wanted to do was
go to him and say, "Are you all right?"

1603
01:20:47,511 --> 01:20:51,806
And I guess I was
kind of half-apologizing for it.

1604
01:20:51,890 --> 01:20:54,392
He said, "Oh, no," he said, "I understand
what's going on."

1605
01:20:54,476 --> 01:20:57,020
I said, "Well, I just want you
to know I'm here.

1606
01:20:57,103 --> 01:20:59,731
I'm your friend. And I love you."

1607
01:21:00,732 --> 01:21:04,903
[Styll] <i>We were preparing to do a cover</i>
<i>story on Russ in the magazine.</i>

1608
01:21:04,986 --> 01:21:06,746
And he said, "So I got
somethin' to tell ya."

1609
01:21:07,489 --> 01:21:09,950
And he told me
about his substance abuse problems.

1610
01:21:10,033 --> 01:21:11,034
He said, "So...

1611
01:21:11,117 --> 01:21:15,288
<i>if you wanna not proceed with this cover
story, I will understand."</i>

1612
01:21:15,372 --> 01:21:17,999
I said... [scoffs, chuckles]

1613
01:21:18,083 --> 01:21:20,877
"If I were to take everybody
out of the magazine

1614
01:21:20,961 --> 01:21:25,048
who had some sin problem in their life,
we'd publish blank paper."

1615
01:21:28,218 --> 01:21:32,514
I just love anybody
who embraces their past,

1616
01:21:32,597 --> 01:21:33,848
good and bad.

1617
01:21:33,932 --> 01:21:36,643
<i>Praise and worship writers,
I always kid 'em, I say,</i>

1618
01:21:36,726 --> 01:21:40,021
<i>"You just wanna rip off some of David's
positive lines,"</i>

1619
01:21:40,105 --> 01:21:42,440
which is about 10 or 15% of the Psalms.

1620
01:21:42,524 --> 01:21:46,403
The rest is, "Oh, God,
where are you?" [laughs]

1621
01:21:46,486 --> 01:21:48,697
You know, "My heart is breaking."

1622
01:21:52,200 --> 01:21:56,454
[reporter] <i>Christian rapper TobyMac's</i>
<i>oldest son, Truett Foster McKeehan,</i>

1623
01:21:56,538 --> 01:21:58,707
<i>who was an aspiring rapper himself,</i>

1624
01:21:58,790 --> 01:22:01,710
<i>died unexpectedly on October 21st.,</i>

1625
01:22:01,793 --> 01:22:04,796
<i>Davidson County Medical
Examiner's Office confirmed.</i>

1626
01:22:04,879 --> 01:22:08,592
<i>Medics responded to a cardiac arrest
at Truett's home.</i>

1627
01:22:09,676 --> 01:22:10,969
<i>He was 21.</i>

1628
01:22:11,052 --> 01:22:13,054
[sad music playing]

1629
01:22:15,098 --> 01:22:18,685
Walking through losing True...

1630
01:22:21,771 --> 01:22:23,440
every day is different.

1631
01:22:23,523 --> 01:22:28,445
<i>Some days... I'm determined
to build on the rock.</i>

1632
01:22:30,030 --> 01:22:32,240
<i>And other days, I'm just wiped out...</i>

1633
01:22:33,992 --> 01:22:37,621
by thoughts and memories and regrets.

1634
01:22:39,372 --> 01:22:42,584
<i>There's only two ways. Either you don't
believe or you do, at this point, for me.</i>

1635
01:22:42,667 --> 01:22:45,378
<i>And, if I do believe,</i>

1636
01:22:45,462 --> 01:22:47,756
<i>I have to believe
in a God that's good.</i>

1637
01:22:49,841 --> 01:22:52,177
<i>So how can I get to the point</i>

1638
01:22:52,260 --> 01:22:56,431
<i>where I believe that that's good
for my son, somehow,</i>

1639
01:22:56,514 --> 01:22:57,849
<i>and it's good for me?</i>

1640
01:22:58,933 --> 01:22:59,934
That's the fight.

1641
01:23:00,018 --> 01:23:03,021
[sad music continues]

1642
01:23:27,671 --> 01:23:30,840
[Styll] <i>I think at a level,</i>
<i>we who are the audience</i>

1643
01:23:30,924 --> 01:23:34,302
<i>want these people
we look up to as artists,</i>

1644
01:23:34,386 --> 01:23:36,471
<i>to be somehow better than us.</i>

1645
01:23:36,554 --> 01:23:39,224
But when one of them falls,

1646
01:23:39,307 --> 01:23:41,559
it reminds us of our own fallibility.

1647
01:23:41,643 --> 01:23:44,813
You know, I'll never forget
Jerry Falwell asking me,

1648
01:23:44,896 --> 01:23:49,192
"I've heard some stories about
the lifestyles of some of the artists.

1649
01:23:49,275 --> 01:23:50,944
Are they true?"

1650
01:23:51,027 --> 01:23:52,404
I said, "Probably are."

1651
01:23:52,487 --> 01:23:56,491
I said, "Jerry, if you're waiting for me

1652
01:23:56,574 --> 01:24:01,329
to get a roomful of unflawed artists...

1653
01:24:04,040 --> 01:24:06,042
it's not gonna happen.

1654
01:24:06,126 --> 01:24:08,545
These are human beings

1655
01:24:08,628 --> 01:24:11,256
who have been gifted
in a special kind of a way

1656
01:24:11,339 --> 01:24:14,426
and they're trying to work through it
in these earthly bodies,

1657
01:24:14,509 --> 01:24:17,220
and sometimes they make mistakes."

1658
01:24:18,221 --> 01:24:21,224
[pensive music playing ]

1659
01:24:23,893 --> 01:24:26,688
[Styll] <i>Artists become artists</i>
<i>for a reason.</i>

1660
01:24:26,771 --> 01:24:30,608
<i>They have something to say and they say it
in a unique and special way.</i>

1661
01:24:30,692 --> 01:24:32,360
<i>And that's why we love them.</i>

1662
01:24:32,444 --> 01:24:35,530
<i>But we have to remember,
these artists are humans, too.</i>

1663
01:24:35,613 --> 01:24:38,408
<i>They feel things as we do,</i>

1664
01:24:38,491 --> 01:24:40,201
<i>maybe even more deeply than we do.</i>

1665
01:24:40,285 --> 01:24:43,496
<i>So when they have loss,
they really feel that loss.</i>

1666
01:24:43,580 --> 01:24:47,041
<i>When they have grief,
it's a very deep grief.</i>

1667
01:24:47,125 --> 01:24:49,335
[Grant] <i>Whoever's struggling the hardest,</i>

1668
01:24:49,419 --> 01:24:53,840
whoever's way out on a limb,
whatever's going on,

1669
01:24:53,923 --> 01:24:56,009
I'm just gonna trust that
that is the sheep

1670
01:24:56,092 --> 01:24:58,803
that the shepherd left for,

1671
01:24:58,887 --> 01:25:00,555
because I have been that sheep.

1672
01:25:04,434 --> 01:25:06,019
[reporter] <i>Contemporary Christian music</i>

1673
01:25:06,102 --> 01:25:08,354
<i>has become
a billion-dollar-a-year business.</i>

1674
01:25:08,438 --> 01:25:11,149
<i>Small Christian record companies
are being bought up</i>

1675
01:25:11,232 --> 01:25:13,067
<i>by the giants of the recording industry.</i>

1676
01:25:14,402 --> 01:25:17,405
The fascinating part about the 2000s is,

1677
01:25:17,489 --> 01:25:19,324
you see the peak of the music industry.

1678
01:25:20,325 --> 01:25:22,243
<i>Peak music industry sales,</i>

1679
01:25:22,327 --> 01:25:26,247
<i>money, cultural influence, off the chart.</i>

1680
01:25:26,331 --> 01:25:29,751
[Taylor] <i>When Christian music first</i>
<i>started out, it really was about artists</i>

1681
01:25:29,834 --> 01:25:33,254
just wanting to minister to people
through their music.

1682
01:25:33,338 --> 01:25:36,841
<i>But when money gets involved,
it's really hard to keep that focus.</i>

1683
01:25:38,384 --> 01:25:41,805
[Thompson] <i>So now the industry</i>
<i>deserves to be called "the industry."</i>

1684
01:25:41,888 --> 01:25:45,266
<i>But the problem is, I'm not sure
that as it grows into that thing,</i>

1685
01:25:45,350 --> 01:25:49,979
it's really gonna retain a whole lot
of the DNA of what it started as.

1686
01:25:50,063 --> 01:25:53,608
It's gonna kind of become
something else, for better or worse.

1687
01:25:55,610 --> 01:25:58,238
There were a lot of people
that felt like we'd lost our way.

1688
01:25:59,239 --> 01:26:00,490
<i>It's all about celebrity.</i>

1689
01:26:00,573 --> 01:26:02,534
<i>It just seemed to be a lot of egos,</i>

1690
01:26:02,617 --> 01:26:04,869
<i>and there seemed to be
a lot of, who's number one,</i>

1691
01:26:04,953 --> 01:26:07,038
<i>and, who'd sell the most records,</i>

1692
01:26:07,121 --> 01:26:08,832
and it feels like a little showbiz.

1693
01:26:08,915 --> 01:26:11,125
<i>People said, you know,
"I think we've lost our way.</i>

1694
01:26:11,209 --> 01:26:14,170
We need something
to help us refocus."

1695
01:26:17,340 --> 01:26:19,342
[piano music playing]

1696
01:26:21,386 --> 01:26:23,388
<i>Okay, so here's where I just feel like</i>

1697
01:26:23,471 --> 01:26:26,558
<i>that this has gotta be a component
of what we stand for and what we believe.</i>

1698
01:26:27,934 --> 01:26:29,769
<i>"I can't stand your religious meetings.</i>

1699
01:26:29,853 --> 01:26:32,605
<i>I'm fed up with your conferences
and conventions.</i>

1700
01:26:32,689 --> 01:26:35,775
I want nothing to do
with your religion projects,

1701
01:26:35,859 --> 01:26:37,360
your pretentious slogans and goals.

1702
01:26:37,443 --> 01:26:40,196
I'm sick of your fundraising schemes,

1703
01:26:40,280 --> 01:26:42,532
your public relations and image-making.

1704
01:26:42,615 --> 01:26:46,619
I've had all I can take
of your noisy ego music."

1705
01:26:46,703 --> 01:26:48,621
That got my attention.

1706
01:26:48,705 --> 01:26:50,999
"When was the last time
you sang to me?

1707
01:26:51,082 --> 01:26:52,542
Do you know what I want?

1708
01:26:52,625 --> 01:26:54,794
I want justice, oceans of it.

1709
01:26:54,878 --> 01:26:57,255
I want fairness, rivers of it.

1710
01:26:57,338 --> 01:27:00,675
That's all I want. That's all I want."

1711
01:27:06,514 --> 01:27:07,891
<i>I'll never forget it.</i>

1712
01:27:07,974 --> 01:27:12,645
<i>It was a night back in early 20</i> 0 <i>1,</i>
<i>and I was dead asleep.</i>

1713
01:27:12,729 --> 01:27:15,398
<i>All of a sudden, I wake up
in the middle of the night.</i>

1714
01:27:16,983 --> 01:27:20,653
And I hear the voice of God
saying to me, "For such a time as this."

1715
01:27:22,071 --> 01:27:24,824
<i>And it felt like God was telling me
to make this album,</i>

1716
01:27:24,908 --> 01:27:26,534
<i>this Worship album.</i>

1717
01:27:26,618 --> 01:27:28,202
And I remember wrestling with God.

1718
01:27:28,286 --> 01:27:30,681
I remember just going, "I'm not doing it.
I'm not gonna do it."

1719
01:27:30,705 --> 01:27:33,249
<i>Because I was working
on these pop songs,</i>

1720
01:27:33,333 --> 01:27:36,002
<i>and worship was not really on my radar.</i>

1721
01:27:36,085 --> 01:27:38,171
And I just blew it off,
and a week or two later,

1722
01:27:38,254 --> 01:27:39,881
I woke up literally wide awake

1723
01:27:39,964 --> 01:27:42,091
and heard these almost audible,

1724
01:27:42,175 --> 01:27:43,885
"For such a time as this."

1725
01:27:43,968 --> 01:27:46,054
[piano music continues]

1726
01:27:46,137 --> 01:27:48,389
I just wrestled with it
and I blew it off,

1727
01:27:48,473 --> 01:27:50,141
and three weeks later
I heard it again,

1728
01:27:50,224 --> 01:27:53,436
in a really, really loud voice,

1729
01:27:53,519 --> 01:27:54,812
"For such a time as this."

1730
01:27:56,689 --> 01:27:59,484
<i>Doggone it. All right.
I'm gonna do it.</i>

1731
01:27:59,567 --> 01:28:01,527
<i>I said, "I'm gonna make
this first worship album."</i>

1732
01:28:02,987 --> 01:28:04,280
<i>I said, "Here's my idea.</i>

1733
01:28:04,364 --> 01:28:07,742
I want every artist who will do it,
to drop their egos at the door,

1734
01:28:07,825 --> 01:28:09,535
and come and be in the choir."

1735
01:28:10,536 --> 01:28:12,705
<i>And so we all went to Lakeland, Florida,</i>

1736
01:28:12,789 --> 01:28:17,001
<i>chartered three private planes
and flew all these people down there.</i>

1737
01:28:17,085 --> 01:28:20,213
Amy, Phillips, Craig and Dean,
Cindy Morgan was there.

1738
01:28:20,296 --> 01:28:22,632
<i>We got halfway through it,
I was just hanging on.</i>

1739
01:28:22,715 --> 01:28:25,301
I was not in charge. [laughs]

1740
01:28:25,385 --> 01:28:29,305
<i>I'm literally... I don't have
the reins in my hand.</i>

1741
01:28:29,389 --> 01:28:30,974
I do not have the reins in my hand.

1742
01:28:34,394 --> 01:28:36,521
[Corzine] <i>The recording</i>
<i>of that record was</i>

1743
01:28:36,604 --> 01:28:40,483
the most powerful concert experience
that I've ever been a part of.

1744
01:28:40,566 --> 01:28:42,485
It was just... Phew.

1745
01:28:42,568 --> 01:28:45,863
Everybody knew we'd captured
something really, really special.

1746
01:28:47,031 --> 01:28:49,409
[Smith] <i>I remember going backstage</i>

1747
01:28:49,492 --> 01:28:51,411
and sitting down with everybody,

1748
01:28:51,494 --> 01:28:53,246
and we all just started to cry.

1749
01:28:55,665 --> 01:28:57,667
<i>It's kind of like,
"What just happened out there?</i>

1750
01:28:59,377 --> 01:29:01,129
<i>What just happened out there?"</i>

1751
01:29:02,839 --> 01:29:07,176
<i>The crazy thing is, is that record
came out on 9/11.</i>

1752
01:29:07,260 --> 01:29:08,886
<i>Slated release for</i> Worship <i>was...</i>

1753
01:29:10,263 --> 01:29:12,056
September 11th, 2001.

1754
01:29:13,057 --> 01:29:14,434
[interviewer speaking]

1755
01:29:16,769 --> 01:29:17,979
I think it was.

1756
01:29:18,062 --> 01:29:23,317
There was something
about that record, 9/11.

1757
01:29:23,401 --> 01:29:25,987
<i>I think it was a go-to for people.</i>

1758
01:29:26,070 --> 01:29:28,072
[Smith and choir]
<i>? I'm coming back?</i>

1759
01:29:28,156 --> 01:29:32,702
<i>♪ To the heart of worship ♪</i>

1760
01:29:32,785 --> 01:29:36,122
<i>- ? It's all about you?
- ? It's all about you?</i>

1761
01:29:36,205 --> 01:29:39,917
<i>♪ It's all about you, Jesus ♪</i>

1762
01:29:40,001 --> 01:29:45,465
<i>♪ I'm sorry, Lord,
for the thing I've made it ♪</i>

1763
01:29:45,548 --> 01:29:48,176
<i>♪ But it's all about you ♪</i>

1764
01:29:49,761 --> 01:29:54,223
<i>♪ It's all about you, Jesus ♪</i>

1765
01:29:54,307 --> 01:29:57,518
[song ends]

1766
01:29:57,602 --> 01:29:59,604
[audience cheering and applauding]

1767
01:30:05,109 --> 01:30:07,779
["Freedom Is Here/Shout Unto God"
by Hillsong United begins]

1768
01:30:07,862 --> 01:30:09,864
[rhythmic clapping]

1769
01:30:14,786 --> 01:30:17,205
[Reeves] <i>You look back</i>
<i>at artists like Larry Norman</i>

1770
01:30:17,288 --> 01:30:19,207
and Sweet Comfort Band
and Rez Band.

1771
01:30:19,290 --> 01:30:21,709
<i>♪ Freedom ♪</i>

1772
01:30:21,793 --> 01:30:24,420
[Reeves] <i>I think you'll find elements of</i>
<i>praise and worship</i>

1773
01:30:24,504 --> 01:30:25,838
<i>even in the Jesus Music.</i>

1774
01:30:25,922 --> 01:30:28,633
[Laurie] <i>It's interesting that the first</i>
<i>wave of Christian music</i>

1775
01:30:28,716 --> 01:30:30,468
was called "Jesus Music."

1776
01:30:30,551 --> 01:30:32,428
<i>That says a lot, right there.</i>

1777
01:30:32,512 --> 01:30:35,348
It was a Jesus movement,
and there was Jesus music.

1778
01:30:35,431 --> 01:30:38,601
<i>And then it became
contemporary Christian music.</i>

1779
01:30:38,684 --> 01:30:42,480
But what I love about worship is,
it's really going back to Jesus.

1780
01:30:43,731 --> 01:30:46,609
[David Crowder] <i>All the Vineyard stuff</i>
<i>and the Calvary Chapel stuff,</i>

1781
01:30:46,692 --> 01:30:49,070
<i>the stuff that laid a foundation,</i>

1782
01:30:49,153 --> 01:30:52,073
it felt like it was building on
what they captured in that moment.

1783
01:30:53,991 --> 01:30:56,470
[Joel Houston] <i>I just thought every church</i>
<i>played music and wrote their own songs.</i>

1784
01:30:56,494 --> 01:31:00,790
But the songs in our church, I guess,
started taking off around the world.

1785
01:31:00,873 --> 01:31:02,726
<i>And I don't know,
there was no grand plan there.</i>

1786
01:31:02,750 --> 01:31:06,838
<i>It was just... there'd be rumors of people
hearing our songs from our church</i>

1787
01:31:06,921 --> 01:31:08,714
being played all over the world.

1788
01:31:10,341 --> 01:31:11,985
These songs were making
their way into churches,

1789
01:31:12,009 --> 01:31:16,430
and it was this real beautiful thing
of, like, this grassroots thing.

1790
01:31:16,514 --> 01:31:18,683
<i>It wasn't publishers and labels
and all these things.</i>

1791
01:31:18,766 --> 01:31:20,768
It was just churches
passing the songs around.

1792
01:31:22,061 --> 01:31:25,398
We had heard about Hillsong
because "Shout to the Lord"

1793
01:31:25,481 --> 01:31:27,650
had become the biggest song
in the church.

1794
01:31:27,733 --> 01:31:28,776
<i>And then all of a sudden,</i>

1795
01:31:28,860 --> 01:31:32,405
we started realizing, there's something
percolating in England.

1796
01:31:32,488 --> 01:31:34,282
<i>This Delirious? band
is on the scene,</i>

1797
01:31:34,365 --> 01:31:36,534
and they're doing something
no one's ever done before.

1798
01:31:36,617 --> 01:31:39,162
They're creating, like, a band sound.

1799
01:31:39,245 --> 01:31:41,747
[Stu G] <i>It was</i>
<i>an extraordinary time of,</i>

1800
01:31:41,831 --> 01:31:44,292
like, this awareness
of the presence of God

1801
01:31:44,375 --> 01:31:45,835
through worship, through music.

1802
01:31:45,918 --> 01:31:48,796
And, you know, it felt like
there was no rules

1803
01:31:48,880 --> 01:31:51,757
on what we could do with our music.

1804
01:31:52,758 --> 01:31:54,343
The sound of the people

1805
01:31:54,427 --> 01:31:57,722
singing over the top of us
was deafening.

1806
01:31:57,805 --> 01:32:00,808
And I remember stepping back
from the microphone

1807
01:32:00,892 --> 01:32:03,853
and just watching these people
sing these songs,

1808
01:32:03,936 --> 01:32:06,564
like, so loud that I didn't have to sing.

1809
01:32:06,647 --> 01:32:09,025
I remember just going, "Okay."

1810
01:32:09,108 --> 01:32:11,194
It just felt, like,
God was like, "I got this."

1811
01:32:11,277 --> 01:32:12,379
[audience]? <i>Voice of triumph?</i>

1812
01:32:12,403 --> 01:32:14,655
<i>♪ We lift Your name up ♪</i>

1813
01:32:14,739 --> 01:32:16,240
<i>♪ We lift Your name up ♪</i>

1814
01:32:16,324 --> 01:32:19,368
<i>♪ Shout unto God
with a voice of triumph ♪</i>

1815
01:32:19,452 --> 01:32:20,953
[Giglio] <i>Where hearts were hungry</i>

1816
01:32:21,037 --> 01:32:22,830
and where people were desperate,

1817
01:32:22,914 --> 01:32:25,041
<i>and where people were tired
of the status quo</i>

1818
01:32:25,124 --> 01:32:27,001
<i>and wanted a fresh encounter with God,</i>

1819
01:32:27,084 --> 01:32:29,837
worship was becoming
this new gateway.

1820
01:32:29,921 --> 01:32:31,339
[rhythmic clapping]

1821
01:32:32,632 --> 01:32:34,634
[audience cheering]

1822
01:32:35,968 --> 01:32:38,971
[soft piano music playing]

1823
01:32:46,938 --> 01:32:49,732
[Giglio] <i>And I remember Chris Tomlin</i>
<i>knocking on my door.</i>

1824
01:32:49,815 --> 01:32:53,653
<i>We were in adjoining rooms in the motel
part of this big campsite south of Dallas.</i>

1825
01:32:53,736 --> 01:32:55,047
And he goes, "Hey, are you still up?"

1826
01:32:55,071 --> 01:32:56,739
And I'm like, "I am now."

1827
01:32:56,822 --> 01:32:59,951
And he says, "Hey, can I play something
for ya?" And he walks in, he's like...

1828
01:33:00,034 --> 01:33:02,745
<i>♪ We fall down ♪</i>

1829
01:33:02,828 --> 01:33:06,415
<i>♪ We lay our crowns ♪</i>

1830
01:33:06,499 --> 01:33:08,584
And I'm just sitting there going,

1831
01:33:08,668 --> 01:33:10,795
"I need to get down
on my knees right now."

1832
01:33:10,878 --> 01:33:13,881
["We Fall Down" by Chris Tomlin continues]

1833
01:33:13,965 --> 01:33:16,509
<i>♪ The greatness of ♪</i>

1834
01:33:16,592 --> 01:33:18,272
[Giglio] <i>You know,</i>
<i>these were not formulas,</i>

1835
01:33:18,302 --> 01:33:20,221
<i>this wasn't a plan, this wasn't business,</i>

1836
01:33:20,304 --> 01:33:21,389
this wasn't record labels.

1837
01:33:21,472 --> 01:33:26,310
This was two guys trying to lead
a couple thousand kids to Jesus at a camp.

1838
01:33:27,311 --> 01:33:30,523
I'll never forget it. He gets
to the end and he says,

1839
01:33:30,606 --> 01:33:33,526
"Do you think maybe we could
do this tomorrow night?

1840
01:33:33,609 --> 01:33:34,777
Sing it here at camp?"

1841
01:33:34,860 --> 01:33:37,238
And I just looked at him
and I said, "Chris,

1842
01:33:37,321 --> 01:33:40,825
people are gonna sing this song
on every continent."

1843
01:33:42,034 --> 01:33:43,494
[Thompson] <i>Chris Tomlin's songs</i>

1844
01:33:43,577 --> 01:33:46,205
are much bigger stars than Chris Tomlin.

1845
01:33:46,289 --> 01:33:48,124
<i>Time</i> magazine did a story

1846
01:33:48,207 --> 01:33:53,629
that more people on Earth
were singing Chris Tomlin songs

1847
01:33:53,713 --> 01:33:55,006
than had ever sung songs

1848
01:33:55,089 --> 01:33:57,800
<i>by one songwriter
in the history of humanity.</i>

1849
01:33:58,801 --> 01:34:00,469
[Laurie] <i>Everyone knows these songs</i>

1850
01:34:00,553 --> 01:34:02,763
and they're singing them with passion.

1851
01:34:02,847 --> 01:34:06,267
<i>Hearing 100,</i>0 <i>00 people</i>
<i>worship together,</i>

1852
01:34:06,350 --> 01:34:08,477
well, that's something to be a part of.

1853
01:34:08,561 --> 01:34:10,080
[Tomlin] <i>I think</i>
<i>that's what the worship music...</i>

1854
01:34:10,104 --> 01:34:11,981
<i>an explosion of it on those early days,</i>

1855
01:34:12,064 --> 01:34:14,942
it became songs that weren't driven
by personality,

1856
01:34:15,026 --> 01:34:17,653
but just like, "Oh, these are
really connecting me to God.

1857
01:34:17,737 --> 01:34:19,172
<i>I don't even know
who wrote these songs.</i>

1858
01:34:19,196 --> 01:34:21,049
<i>Don't know who does them."
It wasn't about that.</i>

1859
01:34:21,073 --> 01:34:23,367
Those early days
were so special in that way.

1860
01:34:26,996 --> 01:34:31,667
Worship music has often times
a movement connected to it.

1861
01:34:31,751 --> 01:34:35,004
And it's bigger
than any one person, or one artist.

1862
01:34:35,087 --> 01:34:38,591
<i>There's nothing more beautiful-sounding
to me than the people of God</i>

1863
01:34:38,674 --> 01:34:42,678
singing the praises of God. I think it's
just, like, something unmatched.

1864
01:34:42,762 --> 01:34:44,847
[Coomes] <i>Here's what I really believe.</i>

1865
01:34:44,930 --> 01:34:47,016
I think there could be another
Jesus Movement today.

1866
01:34:47,099 --> 01:34:51,729
Part of what is the same between
the late '60s into the '70s now,

1867
01:34:51,812 --> 01:34:54,690
people were desperate, hopeless.

1868
01:34:54,774 --> 01:34:58,402
<i>We're a couple generations removed
from the Jesus Movement.</i>

1869
01:34:58,486 --> 01:35:02,782
And I think the faith
doesn't get passed on automatically.

1870
01:35:04,116 --> 01:35:06,077
Every generation's gotta fight for it.

1871
01:35:07,286 --> 01:35:10,498
[Crowder] <i>It was a reflection</i>
<i>of God's breath on the planet.</i>

1872
01:35:10,581 --> 01:35:12,101
You feel like something's in the wind.

1873
01:35:12,625 --> 01:35:15,086
[Degarmo] <i>It just was like a tsunami.</i>

1874
01:35:15,169 --> 01:35:18,589
<i>And I think part of that is the people.</i>

1875
01:35:18,672 --> 01:35:21,467
<i>The people were hungry for it.</i>

1876
01:35:21,550 --> 01:35:24,678
[Kari Jobe] <i>Music could shift</i>
<i>the whole atmosphere of a room</i>

1877
01:35:24,762 --> 01:35:27,848
and help people
get on their face before God.

1878
01:35:27,932 --> 01:35:31,060
See, 'cause we're created for the eternal,

1879
01:35:31,143 --> 01:35:32,686
we're created for the sacred.

1880
01:35:33,687 --> 01:35:37,608
[Houston] <i>Worship, it's an opportunity</i>
<i>to create a space,</i>

1881
01:35:37,691 --> 01:35:40,569
to connect with the deepest
of deeps within us.

1882
01:35:41,695 --> 01:35:43,823
[Tomlin] <i>What we're doing</i>
<i>tonight is eternal.</i>

1883
01:35:43,906 --> 01:35:46,367
<i>And let's not forget,</i>

1884
01:35:46,450 --> 01:35:47,868
music is God's idea.

1885
01:35:49,453 --> 01:35:51,455
<i>Let's not forget where all this came from.</i>

1886
01:35:52,498 --> 01:35:54,226
[Giglio] <i>I think it just was</i>
<i>one of those moments</i>

1887
01:35:54,250 --> 01:35:58,087
where the spirit of God globally was
answering the prayers of the people.

1888
01:35:58,170 --> 01:35:59,773
["Oceans (Where Feet May Fall)
by Hillsong UNITED playing]

1889
01:35:59,797 --> 01:36:01,298
<i>♪ Spirit lead me ♪</i>

1890
01:36:01,382 --> 01:36:05,469
<i>♪ Where my trust is without borders ♪</i>

1891
01:36:05,553 --> 01:36:09,765
<i>♪ Let me walk upon the waters ♪</i>

1892
01:36:09,849 --> 01:36:14,478
[audience]? <i>Wherever You would call me?</i>

1893
01:36:14,562 --> 01:36:16,772
<i>♪ Take me deeper ♪</i>

1894
01:36:16,856 --> 01:36:20,943
<i>♪ Than my feet could ever wander ♪</i>

1895
01:36:21,026 --> 01:36:24,405
<i>♪ And my faith will be made stronger ♪</i>

1896
01:36:24,488 --> 01:36:25,739
[song fades]

1897
01:36:26,991 --> 01:36:29,243
[Matt Redman]
<i>Sometimes when God moves,</i>

1898
01:36:29,326 --> 01:36:31,787
<i>He's accompanied by a soundtrack.</i>

1899
01:36:31,871 --> 01:36:34,748
And so often it's not the soundtrack
that releases the thing,

1900
01:36:34,832 --> 01:36:39,378
it's that God's moving and then
there's this kind of musical outburst

1901
01:36:39,462 --> 01:36:41,464
because of what God's doing.

1902
01:36:45,885 --> 01:36:47,887
<i>♪ Take me deeper than ♪</i>

1903
01:36:47,970 --> 01:36:51,682
<i>♪ My feet could ever wander ♪</i>

1904
01:36:51,765 --> 01:36:55,769
<i>♪ And my faith will be made stronger ♪</i>

1905
01:36:55,853 --> 01:37:00,816
<i>♪ In the presence of my Savior ♪</i>

1906
01:37:01,942 --> 01:37:03,944
[audience cheering]

1907
01:37:04,945 --> 01:37:09,408
[Taya and audience]
<i>? I will call upon Your name?</i>

1908
01:37:12,453 --> 01:37:17,708
<i>♪ Keep my eyes above the waves ♪</i>

1909
01:37:17,791 --> 01:37:19,376
<i>♪ My soul ♪</i>

1910
01:37:19,460 --> 01:37:25,090
<i>♪ My soul will rest in Your embrace ♪</i>

1911
01:37:25,174 --> 01:37:28,219
<i>♪ I am Yours ♪</i>

1912
01:37:29,553 --> 01:37:34,016
<i>♪ And You are mine. ♪</i>

1913
01:37:34,099 --> 01:37:35,100
[audience cheering]

1914
01:37:36,435 --> 01:37:39,438
[sweeping orchestral music playing]

1915
01:37:50,324 --> 01:37:51,825
<i>♪ Our love ♪</i>

1916
01:37:54,328 --> 01:37:57,331
[sweeping orchestral music continues]

1917
01:38:00,584 --> 01:38:05,256
<i>♪ I'm sorry, Lord,
for the thing I've made it ♪</i>

1918
01:38:06,590 --> 01:38:08,050
<i>♪ It's all about You ♪</i>

1919
01:38:09,593 --> 01:38:12,471
<i>♪ It's all about You, Jesus ♪</i>

1920
01:38:16,183 --> 01:38:20,521
There's something about those songs
on that first <i>Worship</i> album,

1921
01:38:20,604 --> 01:38:24,692
and what they say, uh,
like "The Heart of Worship."

1922
01:38:24,775 --> 01:38:28,571
I think was one of the greatest songs
that Matt Redman has written.

1923
01:38:28,654 --> 01:38:30,864
[interviewer speaking]

1924
01:38:30,948 --> 01:38:32,950
Twenty years later.

1925
01:38:33,033 --> 01:38:34,033
Yeah.

1926
01:38:36,412 --> 01:38:39,415
[slow country music playing]

1927
01:38:41,667 --> 01:38:43,395
[Grant] <i>Do you remember</i>
<i>the year we bought this place?</i>

1928
01:38:43,419 --> 01:38:45,254
- [Smith] <i>1994.</i>
- [Grant] <i>That's right.</i>

1929
01:38:45,337 --> 01:38:49,091
When I first came out and saw it,
I thought, "This is it."

1930
01:38:49,174 --> 01:38:53,178
<i>I certainly couldn't afford to buy
the whole thing and my friend, Amy...</i>

1931
01:38:53,262 --> 01:38:54,263
[both laugh]

1932
01:38:54,346 --> 01:38:56,557
That was back when concert tickets
were really selling.

1933
01:38:56,640 --> 01:38:57,516
[both laugh]

1934
01:38:57,600 --> 01:39:00,060
- You were selling some CDs.
- Yeah, yeah.

1935
01:39:00,144 --> 01:39:05,899
[Grant] <i>These cabins, they were moved</i>
<i>here probably in 1896.</i>

1936
01:39:05,983 --> 01:39:10,112
<i>We know that because the date is etched
in a couple of the cornerstones.</i>

1937
01:39:11,113 --> 01:39:14,867
<i>Seven years ago, I wanted the farm
to not just be a personal retreat.</i>

1938
01:39:14,950 --> 01:39:18,829
<i>It's beautiful to have a place,
but it's more beautiful if you share it.</i>

1939
01:39:18,912 --> 01:39:23,834
And so, this is our fifth year to do
this thing called "keeping the fire."

1940
01:39:23,917 --> 01:39:27,004
In 2017, we lit a fire on January 1st,

1941
01:39:27,087 --> 01:39:29,673
and I created this invitation
that just said,

1942
01:39:29,757 --> 01:39:32,760
"Hey, we're trying to see how long
we can keep a single fire lit.

1943
01:39:32,843 --> 01:39:36,263
Would you like to come
keep the fire for 48 hours?

1944
01:39:36,347 --> 01:39:39,433
Just bring a sleeping bag,
a two-day picnic,

1945
01:39:39,516 --> 01:39:41,268
and keep the fire going.

1946
01:39:41,352 --> 01:39:44,480
But, maybe look at life
from a different perspective

1947
01:39:44,563 --> 01:39:47,232
and be reminded of fires
in your own life that need tending."

1948
01:39:47,316 --> 01:39:49,401
[interviewer speaking]

1949
01:39:49,485 --> 01:39:50,736
[Grant] Since January 1st.

1950
01:39:50,819 --> 01:39:53,906
And if it's gone out,
nobody's fessed up to it.

1951
01:39:53,989 --> 01:39:57,618
<i>That very first year, I took
a really beautiful journal</i>

1952
01:39:57,701 --> 01:40:00,037
that somebody had given me,
and I just scribbled out,

1953
01:40:00,120 --> 01:40:01,348
"This is kind of why we're doing this.

1954
01:40:01,372 --> 01:40:03,957
<i>I'm not really sure what it means,</i>

1955
01:40:04,041 --> 01:40:08,879
but things become beautiful
because you nurture them."

1956
01:40:08,962 --> 01:40:12,132
<i>You can open up anywhere.
A dad will say,</i>

1957
01:40:12,216 --> 01:40:14,510
"This is the first time
I have freely openly grieved

1958
01:40:14,593 --> 01:40:16,470
the death of my 21-year-old son.

1959
01:40:16,553 --> 01:40:19,264
I had no idea
I needed this kind of space."

1960
01:40:20,516 --> 01:40:22,351
<i>I think it's amazing when people</i>

1961
01:40:22,434 --> 01:40:25,479
<i>will actually say something
about their lives.</i>

1962
01:40:26,480 --> 01:40:29,066
<i>That's pretty vulnerable.</i>

1963
01:40:29,149 --> 01:40:32,986
Now, have you kept the fire yet? Come on.

1964
01:40:33,070 --> 01:40:35,197
- Will you?
- Oh, I will keep the fire.

1965
01:40:35,280 --> 01:40:36,760
- [Grant] <i>Okay.</i>
- [Smith] <i>Yes, I will.</i>

1966
01:40:40,452 --> 01:40:42,180
- [interviewer] A few last questions.
- Okay.

1967
01:40:42,204 --> 01:40:43,580
[interviewer] One more question.

1968
01:40:43,664 --> 01:40:46,041
After this, I've got one
or two more questions

1969
01:40:46,125 --> 01:40:48,293
- and then begin to wrap things up.
- Okay.

1970
01:40:51,880 --> 01:40:53,274
[interviewer] I'll combine
my last two questions.

1971
01:40:53,298 --> 01:40:54,174
Okay.

1972
01:40:54,258 --> 01:40:55,819
[interviewer] Is there anything
else you wanna cover?

1973
01:40:55,843 --> 01:40:58,604
<i>All right, I just have a couple more
questions and then we'll wrap up.</i>

1974
01:41:03,559 --> 01:41:06,145
<i>That journey of being a trailblazer,
would you do it over again?</i>

1975
01:41:06,228 --> 01:41:07,438
Oh, yeah.

1976
01:41:07,521 --> 01:41:10,250
[Smith] <i>Amy and I have talked about this</i>
<i>a lot, even on this last tour.</i>

1977
01:41:10,274 --> 01:41:12,985
<i>Every night we get ready
to walk out to this big orchestra,</i>

1978
01:41:13,068 --> 01:41:15,904
and we're in these arenas,
and I grab her hand and I say,

1979
01:41:15,988 --> 01:41:17,428
"Can you believe we get to do this?"

1980
01:41:18,907 --> 01:41:20,659
I mean, I love music. [chuckles]

1981
01:41:21,660 --> 01:41:24,872
[Houston] <i>Music can sustain us</i>
<i>in the toughest of times.</i>

1982
01:41:24,955 --> 01:41:26,165
That's a gift from God.

1983
01:41:27,166 --> 01:41:28,792
[Smith] <i>There's something about a song.</i>

1984
01:41:28,876 --> 01:41:31,295
<i>There's something about
a song or a piece of music</i>

1985
01:41:31,378 --> 01:41:35,215
<i>that I believe touches the soul
like somebody talking to you can't.</i>

1986
01:41:35,299 --> 01:41:37,342
I'm honored to be a part
of Christian music.

1987
01:41:37,426 --> 01:41:40,387
<i>I don't take it lightly.
I think we've come a long way.</i>

1988
01:41:40,471 --> 01:41:44,475
I still think we have a ways to go
in really becoming family.

1989
01:41:44,558 --> 01:41:47,352
[Tobymac] <i>God uses people that are broken</i>

1990
01:41:47,436 --> 01:41:50,355
to write songs that reach out
to the broken.

1991
01:41:50,439 --> 01:41:55,194
[Grant] <i>Now there's every kind</i>
<i>of recordable music imaginable</i>

1992
01:41:55,277 --> 01:41:57,237
<i>with people singing about their faith,</i>

1993
01:41:57,321 --> 01:41:59,990
and it's beautiful.

1994
01:42:00,073 --> 01:42:02,618
[Giglio] <i>We're now in a transition zone</i>

1995
01:42:02,701 --> 01:42:05,871
<i>of wanting to pass the baton on
to a new generation</i>

1996
01:42:05,954 --> 01:42:09,333
<i>to say, "Okay, you run, and you go</i>

1997
01:42:09,416 --> 01:42:10,626
and watch what God can do."

1998
01:42:10,709 --> 01:42:12,419
[Chapman] <i>And shifting into a role</i>

1999
01:42:12,503 --> 01:42:15,714
of really just encouraging
and cheering on

2000
01:42:15,798 --> 01:42:18,509
<i>those who are taking the baton
and running.</i>

2001
01:42:19,968 --> 01:42:21,678
[inaudible]

2002
01:42:21,762 --> 01:42:23,764
[instrumental music playing]

2003
01:42:28,185 --> 01:42:30,145
[Tobymac] <i>The beauty</i>
<i>of what's happening today is,</i>

2004
01:42:30,229 --> 01:42:31,355
artists are just going out,

2005
01:42:31,438 --> 01:42:34,399
<i>the Lecraes of the world,
the Lauren Daigles of the world.</i>

2006
01:42:34,483 --> 01:42:35,984
<i>These people are just out there.</i>

2007
01:42:36,068 --> 01:42:39,112
<i>They're not put under the category
"Christian music."</i>

2008
01:42:39,196 --> 01:42:41,865
[Daigle] <i>There's a reason why</i>
<i>we use songs to worship God,</i>

2009
01:42:41,949 --> 01:42:45,202
and then feel this connection
with Him through that.

2010
01:42:45,285 --> 01:42:47,287
[Grant] <i>I really like Lauren.</i>

2011
01:42:47,371 --> 01:42:50,666
<i>Right as her rocket ship
was igniting, I was going,</i>

2012
01:42:50,749 --> 01:42:53,293
"Hey, do you wanna go take
a walk and sit in the woods?"

2013
01:42:53,377 --> 01:42:55,087
[Grant laughing]

2014
01:42:55,170 --> 01:42:56,797
[Daigle] <i>She told me once, she said,</i>

2015
01:42:56,880 --> 01:43:00,300
<i>"The first purchase you need to make
is a piece of property,</i>

2016
01:43:00,384 --> 01:43:04,179
<i>because you need
the place for solace."</i>

2017
01:43:04,263 --> 01:43:06,306
<i>And I think it's because
she probably recognized</i>

2018
01:43:06,390 --> 01:43:09,518
that she and I are wired so similarly.

2019
01:43:09,601 --> 01:43:11,436
<i>I've been to that cabin.</i>

2020
01:43:11,520 --> 01:43:12,855
<i>And you play games,</i>

2021
01:43:12,938 --> 01:43:14,648
<i>and you write a note,</i>

2022
01:43:14,731 --> 01:43:17,734
<i>and you say, "I was here and I was
stoking the fire today."</i>

2023
01:43:19,653 --> 01:43:21,530
<i>I hope that I can blaze a trail</i>

2024
01:43:21,613 --> 01:43:26,118
<i>for people to be bold about what they care
about, about what they believe in.</i>

2025
01:43:26,201 --> 01:43:27,911
<i>Bold, for the sake of the Gospel.</i>

2026
01:43:27,995 --> 01:43:30,163
I've always struggled
with having an artist

2027
01:43:30,247 --> 01:43:32,040
<i>who could take me
under their wing and say,</i>

2028
01:43:32,124 --> 01:43:34,001
<i>"Let me explain how this goes</i>

2029
01:43:34,084 --> 01:43:36,336
and let me be a source of wisdom
and guidance for you."

2030
01:43:36,420 --> 01:43:40,382
<i>The only person
who has reached out,</i>

2031
01:43:40,465 --> 01:43:43,552
made themselves available,
was Kirk Franklin.

2032
01:43:43,635 --> 01:43:44,678
And Kirk has been,

2033
01:43:44,761 --> 01:43:48,974
man, a godsend in so many situations,
so many cases for me.

2034
01:43:49,057 --> 01:43:53,186
<i>Every setback, there would be
a glimmer of hope.</i>

2035
01:43:53,270 --> 01:43:56,648
Every time you're like,
"the walls just keep coming up,"

2036
01:43:56,732 --> 01:43:57,983
a brick would fall.

2037
01:43:59,026 --> 01:44:01,236
[Mandisa] <i>Toby has paved a way for me,</i>

2038
01:44:01,320 --> 01:44:03,697
and he has opened up so many doors.

2039
01:44:03,780 --> 01:44:08,035
<i>We find him championing artists
that are people of color.</i>

2040
01:44:08,118 --> 01:44:10,805
Like, he's done it time and time again,
and he certainly did it with me.

2041
01:44:10,829 --> 01:44:13,624
I wouldn't change my journey
for anything.

2042
01:44:13,707 --> 01:44:17,836
[Smallbone] <i>My profound hope</i>
<i>is that this music</i>

2043
01:44:17,920 --> 01:44:21,548
<i>continues to reach out around the world</i>

2044
01:44:21,632 --> 01:44:23,050
more than ever in history,

2045
01:44:23,133 --> 01:44:24,927
and offers people a sense of hope,

2046
01:44:25,010 --> 01:44:28,388
<i>and a sense of togetherness,
and a sense of joy</i>

2047
01:44:28,472 --> 01:44:30,098
maybe that they've not experienced.

2048
01:44:31,516 --> 01:44:33,786
[Chapman] <i>I'm seeing more and more artists</i>
<i>that are just saying,</i>

2049
01:44:33,810 --> 01:44:38,148
<i>"Hey, we want to make art that's
illuminated by our faith. Great art."</i>

2050
01:44:38,231 --> 01:44:41,944
<i>Let the light be so beautiful, so bright</i>

2051
01:44:42,027 --> 01:44:44,112
<i>that the world just can't deny it.</i>

2052
01:44:44,196 --> 01:44:46,865
[Grant] <i>There's always</i>
<i>a much bigger story to everything.</i>

2053
01:44:48,033 --> 01:44:49,159
<i>Always.</i>

2054
01:44:49,242 --> 01:44:50,786
<i>You know, God is good.</i>

2055
01:44:52,079 --> 01:44:56,208
And you're just another one of His messy
followers telling people how good He is.

2056
01:44:57,417 --> 01:44:58,686
[interviewer] <i>All right,</i>
<i>we're rolling, guys.</i>

2057
01:44:58,710 --> 01:45:00,438
<i>So, let's just start
at the beginning, like...</i>

2058
01:45:00,462 --> 01:45:02,214
- Cool.
- Come on, dig out the gold.

2059
01:45:02,297 --> 01:45:03,297
Whew.

2060
01:45:07,844 --> 01:45:09,471
[applause]

2061
01:45:11,682 --> 01:45:13,725
Don't use any of that. [laughs]

2062
01:45:14,726 --> 01:45:17,729
["The Slam" by Tobymac playing]

2063
01:47:18,683 --> 01:47:20,685
[instrumental break]

2064
01:47:39,871 --> 01:47:42,874
["The Slam" continues]

2065
01:48:34,759 --> 01:48:37,762
[dramatic music playing]

2066
01:48:39,723 --> 01:48:42,100
Well, how do ya feel
about that, Devil?

2067
01:48:42,184 --> 01:48:44,186
I'm a-feelin' mighty low.

2068
01:48:44,269 --> 01:48:45,270
Good.

2069
01:48:49,107 --> 01:48:50,442
[horse whinnies]

2070
01:48:50,525 --> 01:48:52,736
[man] Hi-ho Silver, away!



