(Logging truck rumbles)
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(Shovel slices repeatedly)
(Ground cover crunches underfoot)
(Flies buzz, branches snap)
(Ground cover crunches)
(Shovel slices)
(Shovel chops and slices, foliage crunches)
(Breathing hard, shovel thuds)
(Ground cover crunches, shovel strikes and scrapes)
(Grunts of effort)
(Rain patters, Planter blows out breath)
(Dead trees and branches snap and crackle)
(Shovels crunch and thud, Planters breathe hard)
(Shovels chop and thud, branches snap)
(Heavy exhalations, dirt and rock crunch)
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(Birds chirp)
(Footsteps crunch)
So, I've been thinking about this project
for about 20 years.
And we're out near Prince George right now
in central - north central British Columbia
which happens to be the last place
that I planted trees.
And, I mean, I have had nightmares about tree planting,
probably about every six months for the last 20 years.
And so, it's obviously something
that has never left me.
Tree planting also has been uh...
an enormously useful training
for so many things in my life.
I became a documentary photographer.
I've photographed and worked in
a lot of really super challenging situations.
I mean, I walked four days through the mountains
to Iraq in 2003.
The tree planting was probably very good training
for doing that.
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What is the difference between the memory of something
and the actual reality of something?
And I think that's why I wanted to revisit it.
But, you know, physically,
it really takes an enormous toll.
Yeah, so I thought, you know, if I don't do this now
I'm never gonna do it.
I wanna do a good job for the people
who are agreeing to be part of the project
and that's always a huge part
of any kind of documentary thing
is that you feel, okay, now people have said yes,
we welcome you into our world.
You know, and I realize,
well, we're, you know, being welcomed,
but we are outsiders, definitely,
and so, I really want to do a good job for them.
(Branches snap, foliage crunches)
So now I'm coming back and I'm meeting people
in these different phases of life
and talking to them.
And like, I started tree planning when I was 20
and I planted until I was 30,
and I changed enormously
as an individual over that time
in terms of feeling connected
to a... community,
or feeling connected to the land,
or wanting to work hard with your body,
or falling in love.
And I just find different people within this community
who can speak to those different ideas
and bring them together.
(Birds chirp, wind blows)
Nobody come to see this landscape.
We are the, the people that spend the time here
in this kind of land for hours and hours and hours every day.
So, we are the landscape. (Chuckles)
(Birds chirp, truck rumbles)
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(Logging truck rumbles)
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(Trucks rumble)
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Tree Planter: (Over radio) Two trucks going up
at Farwell Canyon.
Trucker: (Over radio) Logger goin' down 25.
You guys can keep on coming.
(Trucks rumble)
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(Trucks slow down, tires crunch)
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(Birds chirp)
Living in this little like micro community
and like getting to know each other
and like all contributing and working together
to be like a functioning little community.
And we all work together,
we all like feel each other's pain.
We all know what the other one's going through.
And like, yeah. (Chuckles)
(Low hum of chatter and laughter)
Woman: Spark's like, "I can do this!"
Get him, Spark! You got this!
(Indistinct chatter)
(Metallic clanking)
(Low hum of chatter, dog barks)
(Indistinct chatter and laughter)
(Crows caw)
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(Vehicles rumble, tires crunch)
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(Trucks rumble)
Tree planter: Convoy goin' up Farwell Canyon Road at 50.
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(Trucks rumble to a halt)
Franco: Makes you appreciate company.
We spend lots of time by ourself here in the block,
for 8-9 hours a day.
And after, we are in this kind of commune,
or this group of... tribal commune almost.
And I find that's really important,
the subculture in camp together, be together.
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Like a subculture's defined by a language,
which we have, we have our own language.
You know, we speak,
we have some words that are...
related just to this job. (Flies buzz)
(Logging truck rumbles)
So yeah, I speak French, English, Spanish and German,
and then um...
can read a bit of Catalan and...
On the topic of languages,
we were thinking about how uh...
I know tree planting has evolved
its own cache of words.
A cut block is big, a big area in a planter's mind, right,
and where planters have to go back in and plant.
The block has all this kind of power
and connotations around it, you know?
Like a tough day on the block, big day on the block.
Bag up - you put all the trees, all the seedlings
that you're taking in your bags
and you go in, you plant, and that's one bag up.
Your cache is where your trees are,
so every time you finish your bag up,
you gotta go back to your cache.
"Darts" for cigarettes.
When you're at the cache, you realize that
there's nicer things in life than tree planting.
You know, you have a dart at your cache break, you know.
So you have a little cache party - cache bash.
And you don't wanna cache bash that much
'cause you'll, you'll waste a lot of time
and you won't make as much money.
Oh, the shitters, that's where we shit.
We dig holes in the ground and um...
you shit there while you're at that campsite
and then you fill it in.
There was an old word back in the logging days
when the guy who cut down the most trees was a high baller,
and so the planting industry kind of adopted that term.
And so, usually, I think in a lot of camps,
there's a mystique around being the high baller, you know.
Everyone wants to emulate them, do what they...
you know, do what they do.
They'll see what they pack in their lunch, you know?
Like what they do with the cache, that kind of thing.
Wow! Really? There's no one else here
that planted more trees than me?
Jose: Tree planting is tough.
Actually, if you can endure tree planting,
there is not any job, in a town, you will not do.
Hey, man, how was your first year?
- Uh, my first year was shitty. - Oh my gosh, yeah.
(Laughing) It was not good, because...
I cried.
People were teaching me how to do tree planting.
They were so fast, so I try to be like them.
How about yours?
First year? Oh man, I was terrible.
I was an awful rooky -
slow, plodding, didn't care what I hit.
I was probably the third worst in probably the camp.
So how did you become a good planter then?
My first year someone told me how to plant a lot of trees
and I hated him for it,
because all he told me to do was go fast.
That was his advice and I hate him for it,
but he was so damn right.
Don't slow down, just go fast.
- Yeah. - But that doesn't take
a little amount of practice, that takes a lot of work.
(Ground cover snaps and crackles)
(Cicadas buzz)
(Tired exhales)
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This is Sally, who we've been photographing
for the last maybe hour or so.
Uh, she's a pounder. I think she's at like 8...
She just put in 1800 trees
and it's only 4:00,
and it's pretty tough land as you can see.
And, uh, there she goes. Awesome.
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(Ground cover snaps and crackles)
(Shovel strikes and scrapes)
(Exhales sharply, bell jingles)
(Speaking French)
(Ground cover snaps and crackles)
(Shovel strikes and scrapes)
(Speaking French)
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Both: (Laughing)
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(Ground cover crunches)
(Shovel strikes and scrapes)
(Shovel chops)
(Shovel strikes and scrapes)
(Shovel chops and scrapes)
(Shovel drags and chops)
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Everyone keeps telling me it's going to get easier.
I'm still waiting for that day.
(Woodpecker taps, shovel thunks)
Yeah, it's been a struggle.
You start getting into what you think is a good rhythm,
and maybe it seems like it's going really well,
and then suddenly you start hitting rocks
and that's when things start to fall apart -
when it's not like quick and easy
to figure out where to put the shovel.
And I definitely seem to be able to find all the rocks
and all the bad spots so.
Um, then, once that happens,
it's like it just starts to derail, I guess.
(Shovel clanks)
Yeah, I mean it could be worse. That's always the...
that's always the key. - Yeah.
It could be worse.
The, uh, the bugs are having a good day though.
Yeah, they're havin' a ballin' day.
(Bug spray hisses)
You're just planting along
and you have this constant like bzz-bzz-bzz-bzz.
(Flies buzz)
(Spray hisses)
(Rollicking blues music plays)
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- Oh yeah, Deet. Powerful. - Feels good.
(Flies buzz)
(Birds chirp)
Yeah, it's been...
I think it's one of the hardest things I've done.
And I just remember sitting in the truck
thinking, like, "What have I done?
What have I gotten myself into?"
I was just like, "I just wanna go home. "
Hasn't even started yet and you're like, "I'm done!"
It'd be like a two-hour truck ride
and the camp friends talking to me.
I'm just there like, "I just need to go home.
Like I can't be here. " - The question is,
are you coming back? Both: (Laughing)
Oh yeah, so it's pretty funny.
Like when I came back
like the first thing that a lot of people said was,
"I can't believe you're back,"
and you know, "Why would you come back?"
And in the off season, I don't know,
you kind of forget about all the bad things
and start remembering all the good.
And even the bad things kind of become funny.
So, in this season, I've gotten, I've gotten tendo,
second degree burns on over 20% of my body,
back spasms so bad that my leg is jerking,
and my hip chafe has become infected.
(Flies buzz)
I kind of felt like I had to come back and do it again
and do it a better way than I did last year.
So it's kind of like I had to redeem myself.
And then also I, you know, need to pay rent.
A lot of people don't really understand what planting is.
In my first year, when I planted 700 trees,
I told my Dad, like I called him on a day off,
and he was like, "Oh my God, like that's amazing!"
It's like, "No, like that's not even minimum wage. "
And, you know, he goes,
"There's no way you could plant more than 700 trees. "
And it's like, "Well, I have to. "
Last year I was worst planter.
This year I'm the most mediocre planter.
Definitely been balled by some rookies this year, which hurt,
'cause I thought I was gonna come back
and just plant 2,000 trees right off the bat.
And that's obviously not realistic to think of.
It's kind of frustrating.
It's also nice to see other people succeed at their goals.
But it definitely sucks when you get balled by people
who have been planting for like a couple of weeks
and they're already better than you.
But I'm getting there. I'm getting better.
It's slow. I'm a slow learner, for sure,
but it takes time, I guess.
Like this is kind of like my second year
of being a rookie, I feel like.
But I love the look on people's faces at the end of the day
when everyone is talking about numbers
and then I just drop it in.
I'm like, "Well, I hit the bare minimum today,"
and it kind of releases that air of competitivity.
And it's just nice to kind of see people's faces perk up
'cause maybe they didn't have a good day either.
And it's like, "Well, I get to treat myself today
'cause I did the bare minimum" and stuff like that
and people kind of realize that it's not the end of the world
if today you didn't have a great day.
(Flies buzz)
Every time I wanna go home,
I realize that I'm not really qualified for any, any job
that pays above minimum wage.
I count my numbers at the end of the day
and I realize I made more than minimum wage.
So it's... it might feel like I suck,
but I'm still making more than I would in a retail position,
and I'm outside doing it, which is so nice.
Maybe I don't plant a lot of trees every day,
but I'm here, I'm putting everything I have in here.
And I don't see it as I have bad luck.
It's just I go through life differently than other people.
And it's not always the right path that I take,
but I get there, you know?
And I reach the same goals that other people reach,
just on a different time scale.
(Shovel thunks and scrapes)
(Ground cover snaps and crackles)
I still cry a lot,
but it's definitely made me stronger emotionally.
I definitely am able to cope with it
and kind of remember that it's just planting.
It's not the end of the world.
And sometimes it feels that way and it's crazy
'cause all you're doing is opening a hole
and putting a tree in.
But it's like, I think, emotionally,
one of the hardest jobs people will ever do.
And people ask you, you know,
"Oh, are you havin' fun savin' the planet and stuff?"
And it's like, "No. "
No, I think this is gruelling
and I wanna go home most days.
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(Cap rattles)
(Flies buzz)
Cam: Your piece is your personal slice of land
you're responsible for planting over the next day
or several days.
You cut your piece by flagging a boundary line into the block.
You're responsible for the quality
and density of all the trees in your piece.
(Shovel chops)
Sheena: Yeah, that's a friggin' art form - cutting a line in.
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The crew has to stand there and they'll be like,
"Start here. " And they're like, "You see that tall tree
with like the green leaves?"
And you're like, "I see fuckin' 500 of them. "
(Laughs) And then they're like, "No,
but that one with like the little red bush. "
And then you're like, "Yeah," 'cause you think you see it.
You're like, "Yeah, yeah, I got it. "
"Go towards that one, high flag everything. "
So you're like, "Yeah. "
You're looking, you're flagging,
you're looking and you're flagging,
and you're looking and suddenly you're like,
"Uh-oh, where did it go?" - (Laughing)
- "Oh no, I lost it!" - You got too close.
Cam: Throwing a plot is how you make sure
the trees are being planted properly.
You punch your shovel into the ground
and then you walk around in a circle
and you count the trees and...
check the trees that are in that circle.
They have to be planted perfectly
or you have to go back and fix it.
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It can't be too deep. It can't be too shallow.
It can't be in ground that's too wet or too dry.
It's gotta be just right.
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Tree planting is piecework,
paid cents per tree,
depending on the difficulty of the land.
You keep track of the number of trees you plant
in a tally book.
(Rain patters heavily)
(Scribbling)
(Keys click)
(Pencil scribbles)
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(Wind gusts)
It's pretty dangerous for tree planters to come out here.
And I know that some effort is put into
making the roads safe and accessible, but uh...
it's crazy, slippery,
dangerous, dangerous roads
just to get access to these...
these incredible remote logged areas
up in the mountains.
Cam: So the overflow is a block
that wasn't intended to be planted that year,
but if the trees from the other blocks don't all fit,
they will usually go to an overflow block
to finish up the contract.
Hi Rita, you gotta back up.
- Okay. - I gotta go to the overflow.
Oh, you guys are going to the overflow.
Oh, you're kidding.
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There's one word for good land, which is cream,
and then there's a million words for bad land.
So, shit or shwack, garbage.
Shnarb, I think, is probably one of the most important ones.
It's like big piles of sticks and brush.
Duffy when it's all kind of like needles
and it's not real soil,
and you have to like punch through it.
A slash pile is basically when there's...
a big amalgamation of logs that have been leftover
and weren't taken by the logging company.
And they can look quite imposing
and sometimes they can block the entrance to your piece.
Slash is typically not a planter's friend.
Usually, you have to climb over it,
crawl through it, push it to the side.
It stands between you and...
and moving through your land efficiently.
Screefing is when you like kick off all the dirt and dust
on top of the ground
and get down to that sweet, creamy mineral soil.
(Birds chirp)
Welcome to the shovel show with Paddy.
(Birds chirp, shovel strikes and scrapes)
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They look like garden tools, but they're not.
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These shovels are weapons,
they're toys, money makers.
Go right through, right back, tree, out.
There is no hit-hit.
There's no like wiggle-wiggle around in there
to make it bigger.
It's a huge fuckin' hole that this thing makes.
Such a nice grip, it's incredible.
(Shovel strikes and scrapes)
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So, this is my baby. I hardly ever use it
and no one will ever touch that
because I love that thing so much.
I love that shovel. I love all my shovels.
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(Wind blows)
You're out in the block all by yourself
and you don't see anybody all day.
All you have are your trees and your land.
And I always thought that everyone else
was planting more than me
and going faster than me.
And that would push me and I would just be like,
"You're too slow, you're too slow.
Everybody's ahead of you. "
And I would just like work and work and work
and at the end of the day I would feel like
I had just fucking blown it and I was a complete loser.
And then I would go home or get on the bus
and find out that, you know, not only...
like maybe I'd even highballed the camp.
And it's a strange kind of motivating thing,
the sense that you're never, you're no...
you're never doing good enough.
So there's always the sense of urgency
and you always have in your gut this kind of feeling
that you have to work harder and better,
and you have to be more prepared for every moment,
and it's one tree at a time -
you keep going regardless of feeling discouraged.
You just can't let yourself think about that.
It's just the next thing, plant the next tree.
And at the end of the day, you've planted all your bags,
you've filled in some land, you've made some money
and you know, you plant trees for ten years
and you've planted a forest.
(Ground cover snaps and crackles)
(Footsteps splash)
(Ground cover snaps and crackles)
(Shovel strikes and scrapes)
(Branches snap and crackle, shovel strikes and scrapes)
There are so many powerful women here that just do it
and they rock it, and like they highball,
and no one can argue with that.
Like you can't take that away from us.
And I think that that's really important
because I think you'll go a lot of places in the real world
and they'll be like, "Oh, she's only given an opportunity
because she's a woman. "
But here, it's like women excel and we're everywhere.
We're in management, we're like planters,
we're deliverers, we're checkers
and we're just killin' it all around and it's ours.
- The camp needs us. - Yeah, absolutely.
Like I think we really... yeah, we're needed.
We're cowgirls. Like we literally are.
We're doing a job that for so long
has just been dominated by men.
And I think like the fact that my crew and your crew's
just predominantly women, it's so special,
and we can talk about whatever we want.
Like we relate to each other so easily
simply because we have the equal struggle
of like being a woman, and like that's pretty freeing.
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- 70 percent pine. - Ewww!
20 percent spruce. Crew: Woo!
10 percent fir.
Crew: Ooooh. (Laughing)
("Head Over Heels" by Blue Rodeo plays)
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♪ The sun breaks and I can't wait ♪
♪ 'Til I'll be on my way again ♪
♪ I'm sick and tired of waiting ♪
♪ With nothing to do ♪
♪ Watching the rain through a crack in the window ♪
♪ It's the little things get you through ♪
♪ Like the same sun rising on me ♪
♪ Is rising over you ♪
♪ Oh-oh-oh walking and talking ♪
♪ Like birds in the sky ♪
♪ You tell your secrets ♪
♪ How gracefully you lie ♪
♪ Oh-oh-oh ♪
♪ That's the way you come to me ♪
♪ I'm head over heels ♪
♪ And I'm always gonna be ♪
♪ That's okay, ♪
♪ I love the way you come to me ♪
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(Birds chirp)
I mean, the first three days were...
yeah, I cried. (Laughs) I cried a lot.
It was usually, you know, after they would leave,
Um, it was just like, fuck,
I, I, I had no idea how
we we're gonna have dinner ready for tonight,
let alone how I'm gonna be able to do this
for the entire season. It was, it was crazy.
I think the biggest thing from the get-go is the volume.
That's, that's what you figure out first.
Um, 'cause tree planters...
so say you're cooking for 91 people,
but you're not cooking for 91 people.
You're closer, you're cooking for more like 200.
Um, tree planters eat
at least twice the amount
as your average person,
and getting used to that was the biggest thing.
Uh, so, I mean, the first, the first week,
yeah, I would go to bed and just...
just lay there in the dark
and just like really...
I really wasn't, really wasn't sure
if I was gonna be able to do it.
I really, I really didn't, I really wasn't sure.
And I, I would usually... usually cry once at night
and then once again in the morning.
Me and Graham would just look at each other and...
just put my head in my hands and be like, "Holy fuck.
What just happened?"
This whole job is mountains and valleys.
It's an emotional roller coaster.
You know, you just push through, you just push.
You just, you just focus on that, that next hour,
that next minute, whatever you're doing,
that one task.
One at a time, one step at a time.
(Indistinct chatter)
(Laughter and chatter)
(Laughing)
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So I'm a registered nurse.
I am sort of like a first aid attendant in camp.
My job is a lot of basically tending to
any planting injury or wound that comes in the door.
I'm sort of the person that people come to see about it
and I do my best to deal with it.
It's a lot of physio taping
and lot of wounds, (Laughs)
open wounds. Like a lot of wounds.
A lot of Polysporin and a lot of bandaging.
It gets pretty nasty.
And tree planters are definitely like...
a special, special,
resilient, like gritty bunch of people.
You really have to...
learn to respect and trust your body,
and you have to take care of yourself.
Tree planting is like a combination
between industrial labour and extreme sports.
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A lot of people get really frustrated, I think,
when they're injured and their body isn't doing,
quite what they want it to do.
And so, I think that's where that frustration
and just the hate comes in.
And like I think it's just a...
a lesson in self-respect.
(Speaking French)
Katie: People want to challenge themselves,
challenge their bodies, and so they push themselves.
And it's insanity
and, um,
self, self-loathing maybe. (Chuckles)
It's definitely a struggle for a lot of people.
It's like a love-hate relationship
because your body's your tool.
You're using it to make money, but - and do your job -
but sometimes it's fighting against you out there.
(Speaking French)
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(Wind gusts)
(Mosquitoes whine)
(Rain patters, bird chirps)
(Birds chirp, woodpecker taps)
(Wind gusts, birds chirp)
(Shovel strikes)
(Thunder rumbles distantly)
This is a job that hurts
and no one's making you be here.
So, you have to like it a little bit.
People say all the time, like you can't be a tree planter
unless you kind of like pain.
There's this kind of idea around, um,
like planting without gloves is more hardcore,
and like that kind of pain, like people like that.
Like when you get really cut up
you're kind of proud of it.
It can be healthy and it cannot be healthy.
I think that also comes with knowing your body,
knowing when something hurts too much.
There's a difference between being in pain
and hitting your limit.
That's like something that rookies
have to learn really fast,
because then you get injured.
You have to know what kind of pain that your body can take.
Well, I started self-harming when I was pretty young
for about ten years.
It kinda peaked when I was 16 or 17.
Everything is so overwhelming
that you feel like you have no other way of doing things.
I didn't really think of it as a problem at the time
because I was always really functional.
I was always working really hard.
And if you didn't know me it wouldn't look like
there was very much that was wrong with me,
which is ridiculous.
It took me a long time to get comfortable wearing a t-shirt.
People don't really know how to react.
Um, people usually don't ask me about it
because people usually don't know how.
And I was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder
around that time,
which is definitely interesting to have planting.
Because everyone talks about the highs and lows of planting,
how one of the things that they like
and they find really refreshing is like you see everyone
at every point in their day and in their life,
like their highest highs and their lowest lows.
And that's not something that they get anywhere else,
whereas, for me, I feel that every day,
it doesn't matter where I am.
For people who deal with depression and anxiety,
like problems feel so big and vague.
Sometimes it's easy for small problems
to feel like the end of the world.
And tree planting is, I think, really good for that
because your problems are right in front of you.
Okay, the land is bad. Okay, there's a lot of slash.
Okay, my bags are heavy.
Like all of your problems are so...
I don't wanna say easy to deal with,
but they're right in front of you
and, at the end of the day, they're gone.
And I think that's almost refreshing for people
whose problems never go away
is you get to finish a day and it was...
even if it was really hard
and even if you had the worst day ever,
it ends.
For, I think for any young person
spending eight plus hours a day
every single day for months
in your own head can be very valuable.
Um, I think we live in an environment
that's so fast paced,
and so overwhelming
that we don't get to think a lot about like our lives.
In your twenties, like you don't know
what the fuck is going on.
Like everyone is so confused all the time
and I think everyone pretends to know what they're doing
and tells people they know what they're doing,
but like nobody knows what they're doing.
You don't know what you're doing.
You just hope that it works out.
Tree planting has definitely made me
a more interesting person
and a better person
because you just have so much time
to think about the things that you're doing,
and I don't think a lot of people get that time.
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My first year of planting was 1985.
I'm 60 years old...
and uh...
I'm starting to slow down a bit.
My knees are starting to hurt more than they used to.
♪♪♪
I'm in my third season. My first season was 2014.
Uh, the old man brought me out.
Yeah. (Laughs)
(Thunder rumbles)
The hardest thing about working with him is...
(Mosquito whines)
that he's got like an expectation for you
that more than anyone else
you want to actually live up to.
But at the same time it can also be very,
very frustrating,
like especially when I was starting out.
Like there were times when I probably wanted
to throw my shovel at him, but...
just kept going. (Laughs)
(Camera shutter snaps repeatedly)
This is a pretty meditative job.
You learn how to empty out your mind,
and then, if you achieve that,
you can experience a great deal of peace and quiet.
There's just a joy to it.
♪♪♪
(Water flows)
♪♪♪
Pretty much every major life decision that we've made
we've made like partner planting...
- Yeah. - in the land.
Like pretty much our whole relationship
has been like around tree planting,
so... - Yeah.
Like the first day of the semester,
like we're in the same class
and I just like see her in the classroom.
And I was just like,
"Who is this person?" It's the most beautiful girl
I've ever seen in my entire life.
And then I couldn't stop staring every day.
And I thought like I definitely knew I was being creepy,
but I thought that maybe
I was being kind of like secret about it...
- Definitely not. - but like 100 percent wasn't.
- It was not discreet. - No.
I like sold all my stuff. I didn't wanna plant anymore.
I like "retired. "
But um, she wanted to plant, so I bought all new stuff again...
Both: (Laughing)
and made my way out back to the bush.
- Yeah. That was pretty nice. - Yeah.
Well, when I first started getting to know Sally,
she wouldn't stop talking about tree planting all the time.
As you do. As tree planters do.
So much, and then she went tree planting
and I went and I did my own thing for the summer.
And then I just thought -
like seeing all the pictures and hearing even more stories -
I'm like I have to try this.
It's funny how planting noise like helps us kinda help...
well, it definitely helps us build our lives together.
It definitely built our relationship together.
It exists because of tree planting.
It's such a nice time to just be working side by side.
Yeah.
It's worked out pretty well for us so far.
Yeah, it's worked out really well.
One of the reasons we wanted to come tree planting
was 'cause it's a job that we get to work together
all day, all the time,
and we partner plant together. - Yeah.
Somehow we're still not sick of each other...
- (Chuckles) - but we do it every day.
- Yeah. - It's really fun.
It makes it so fun.
Yeah, even just having someone on the land with you
is so much better. - Mm-hmm.
Just, I don't know, even if you're having a bad day,
they can actually like talk to you.
Riley has like...
reasons to be like sad
or, I don't know, a grump,
but he's like the most happy go-lucky person I've ever met,
and I just love him. - Mm.
And I'm gonna cry if I say anymore,
so I'm not gonna say anymore. - (Chuckles)
I have my own stress on me
trying to do better in my second season,
and I also like carry her stress with me too.
And I can see her when she walks through the land
and I, I'm just like, "Uh-oh, like that's not...
she's not having a good day. "
I can just see it. - (Chuckles) Yeah.
Like you've seen every... every emotion of mine
and it probably first came out planting.
- Yeah. - Like you've seen my very ups
and very downs and very middles
like... I guess. - Yeah.
I don't know, we're really good for
if one person is feeling really upset,
the other person will kind of be extra positive
to try to calm them down.
But then sometimes it works against us.
If one person's upset, the other person also gets upset
and then we're both just like, "Agh!
We're so upset right now. "
♪♪♪
Sometimes you just... we'll just both be pissed
and we'll just like go and plant our separate ways
and that'll be that. - And then reunite.
Like the same as being by yourself,
like sometimes there's just nothing you can do
and it's just a rough day.
And really picking yourself back up is just...
- We're like... - if it's really something...
If it's really something, yeah,
which usually happens because we're both just over-tired,
over-stressed,
like working ourselves too hard, and then we're like,
"All right, we're talking about this right now
in the middle of the land. Like drop your shovels
'cause we're talking about this right now.
I still... I dunno,
I still really like it a lot. - Yeah.
(Laughs)
- Mm-hmm. - Yeah.
I, I feel like I know you a lot better.
And, I dunno, I feel like it's made our relationship
better too and stronger. - I think so, for sure. Yeah.
- Yeah. - I think planting can make
or break relationships, definitely.
- Yeah? - Yeah.
Well, I'm glad that it's making it (laughing)
for two seasons so far. - (Laughs) Yeah. Me too.
Yeah.
(Fire roars, Planters chatter)
Went on my first year of planting -
I had a girlfriend at the time
and I used to like press flowers.
Like I'd flatten them and they'd dry out in my tally book
and then eventually I'd like take them out,
and put them in an envelope and send them back home
or send them back to her. Sam: So cute.
(Bees buzz)
But uh... no, anyways, we broke up last year.
So, I don't know why,
but I started taking to squishing bugs instead...
All: (Laughing) - In my tally book.
♪♪♪
This year I got a little, uh,
like a little film canister,
and then I started killing horseflies
and putting them in there.
And then maybe one day I'll give it to the girl I love.
All: (Laughing)
♪ It seems like yesterday ♪
♪ We're jumping off bales of hay ♪
♪ Down by the fireside ♪
♪ Just watching the leaves blow by ♪
♪ It sounds a lot better ♪
♪ Than our love slippin' away ♪
♪♪♪
So, last year at the end of the season,
uh, yeah, my heart was very broken,
and I really didn't know how I was gonna like continue.
Like I really thought about leaving.
And then I just had like this realization:
why the fuck should I leave?
'Cause, at first, I was just too sad
and I couldn't really...
just channel it into planting.
And then I just like kind of raged out,
but like in a more healthy way.
Like it was just planting. - Okay.
The rage plant.
(Shovel chops)
I was gonna be single for the first time
and I was scared, really scared.
But I think that that's...
I was too in my comfort zone in that relationship.
And although he was an amazing boy
and I'll always love him,
I... It wasn't good anymore
and we both needed to move on and we did.
And I... like I feel
more myself than ever before.
I just felt so motivated.
The heartbreak just seemed nothing
in comparison to like all the things
I had in front of me.
Sometimes emotions are good catalysts for things.
- This is very true. - Yeah.
♪♪♪
So, um, I guess there's kind of like two versions
of the why I keep tree planting
or why I started tree planting story.
The first one was that my boyfriend
went tree planting one year and, uh, he had a lot of fun,
so I decided to go the second year.
And kind of the second reason is that -
the second version of that story is that
that year that he came back from tree planting,
I got diagnosed with bipolar disorder
and was like having a really rough time.
Like I had a huge breakdown
and was having a really rough time
and just like needed to do something
radically different with my life.
I needed to like do some,
I needed to do something really hard
that was gonna like make me feel a lot better.
So I went tree planting
and for the first month,
I thought this is the biggest mistake
I ever made in my entire life.
And like I don't know why like I would...
why anyone would choose to do this to themselves,
this is horrible. And then the second month,
I like pretty much every one of my symptoms disappeared
and like, just from like, you know, the constant exercise
and like being out in the woods
and feeling like... breathing good air
and like just the healing power of nature
was very strong with me
the second month of tree planting.
(Engine rumbling)
I have such a very specific Indigenous experience.
I have status, but I'm mixed race
and I'm from, um, I'm from the city centre.
I didn't grow up on the Rez. I'm from Toronto and...
thank you. Like wela'liek
to like all of the Nations whose land I've been
like reforesting this whole time too,
because I'm not in Mi'kmaq territory at all.
And I think it's probably pretty ironic
that this Mi'kmaq kid
who's been tapping into like being Mi'kmaq
all the way on the frickin' west coast, you know,
getting covered in west coast dirt.
(Flies buzz)
Planting even at its worst, for me,
like the trees that are going in the ground
are contributing to a kind of ecology.
It's not like the forest that was there before,
but it's not nothing and uh,
and it feels like a kind of healing.
And you can't plant a tree
without believing in the future.
You can't plant a tree without believing that there's uh...
there's gonna be... there's gonna be time
for the tree to grow.
I really don't think that anyone
who has any kind of like empathy for the earth
as a living thing, um,
and empathy for other living things on the planet
can come to a cut block
and not be overwhelmed by emotion
and like feel a kind of, like a real kind of grief
by just seeing the reality
of what the devastation looks like.
Just something terrible has happened to it.
(Thunder rumbles)
(Flies buzz)
(Birds chirp, woodpecker taps)
Uh, there's, there's nothing that I can do.
Like I can't go back in time and fix it.
(Crying)
But I've got a shovel, you know? Like there's like...
and sometimes that's the only thing you can do.
So, um... (Crying)
(Sniffles and exhales)
Yeah. So I can just plant good trees.
(Engine rumbles)
♪♪♪
(Objects clatter)
♪♪♪
(Camera shutter snaps)
♪♪♪
(Tense music plays)
♪♪♪
Liam: I think we're used to seeing the forest
as something that is tranquil and inviting
and beautiful, lush.
Here we are in a burnt forest.
It's midnight
and it doesn't get dark out till really 10:30.
(Owl hoots)
Yeah, it's a little bit scary, but uh...
you know, because there... there can be cougars,
there can be bears.
I think we're,
we're a bit afraid coming into the forest.
It's scary.
And uh... tree planters,
a lot of their life happens in the day
and that's the stuff that we see photographed.
That's like the portraits I've been photographing.
But at night you live in a tent
and you live in...
very close to the forest, in the forest.
And it is scary and there's this sort of fantasy idea
that forests are these like friendly places
that people go for forest bathing. (Chuckles)
I think, well, yes, there's definitely
something therapeutic about being in a forest,
but most people never see
or experience anything like this,
let alone photograph it.
So we are showing part of the devastation
of the forest from the fires,
and that's, that's a really big part of the story
and it's not how people imagine seeing the forest.
I am just so preoccupied with logistics.
Like all I do is shoot and think about shooting
and sleep and eat, and it's just making it happen.
When you get it, it is like, it is like a fucking miracle.
- (Laughs) - It's unbelievable.
(Flies buzz)
♪♪♪
(Flies buzz)
(Thunder rumbles and cracks)
♪♪♪
I mean it's kind of depressing
because it's, it's almost the only thing in life
that really makes me happy -
a successful photograph that was hard to get.
♪♪♪
(Thunder rumbles)
♪♪♪
(Thunder cracks)
♪♪♪
(Thunder cracks)
♪♪♪
(Indistinct chatter, laughter, and cheering)
♪♪♪
(Indistinct chatter, laughter, and cheering)
♪♪♪
(Indistinct chatter, laughter, and cheering)
♪♪♪
(Indistinct cheering and laughter)
♪♪♪
(Indistinct chatter, laughter, and cheering)
♪♪♪
(Indistinct chatter, laughter, and cheering)
♪♪♪
(Indistinct chatter, encouragement and laughter)
♪♪♪
(Indistinct chatter, cheering, and laughter)
♪♪♪
(Indistinct chatter)
(Fire crackles)
♪♪♪
(Cheering) - We got fire!
(Indistinct yelling)
(Fire crackles)
Tara: The night now washes over the city,
like the breath of your mother
when she leaned down to kiss you goodnight,
back when you thought that maybe
there was something in this world
that you could learn.
And underground, things are coming alive
and one of those things can be you,
and you're not alone.
I promise.
(Footsteps crunch)
(Whistling, indistinct shout)
♪♪♪
(Footstep thuds)
And you know, like, and they say in AA, right,
to believe in a God,
and for me, when I was in it,
I always believed that G-O-D was like the great outdoors.
And that was my...
that was my higher being,
that was my thing to relate to was...
You know, that was my God was the great outdoors.
(Foliage rustles)
(Shovel strikes and scrapes)
Well, I guess I started tree planting
as a way of running away, I guess,
from bad friends and bad situations.
Honestly, it's been uh...
I'm pretty sure it saved my life for sure, in a sense,
because I had a bad history with drugs
for at least six years.
And uh, yeah, like I, I dunno,
We used to do intravenous, I guess,
you would like to call it.
A little stage fright right now. Sorry.
(Clears throat)
♪♪♪
Tree planting - everything - has made me who I am today
and I'm...
uh, you know, I'm happy to say that I'm...
I like who I am today and I'm very proud of myself.
(Chuckles) Hear that, Mom?
(Foliage rustles)
(Shovel strikes and scrapes)
Rita: Do you think tree planting is an addiction?
(Laughs)
Tree planting is a huge addiction for sure.
I totally just swapped heroin for this, for sure.
(Laughs)
Oh my God, there's nothing like this.
I'm like, you'll never find a job like this.
Oh my God. (Laughs)
It's a good question.
(Laughs and sighs)
You get to really... bond with people
that you never thought you would bond with.
It helped me get through my, my own struggles
and realize that, you know,
there's more to life than drugs
and other things like that,
and that the love of people is out there.
Everyone cares about each other, you know.
When you're out doing this kind of stuff,
people really care about each other.
And that's a... I think that really spoke a lot to me
when I was getting through my addiction.
♪♪♪
(Tattoo machine buzzes)
How does it feel so far?
Oh, you started? Both: (Laughing)
No, it actually doesn't hurt at all.
- Wow! Have you started? - Funny kid.
(Laughs) It feels good.
(Tattoo machine buzzes)
- Super. - Yeah.
(Tattoo machine buzzes)
♪♪♪
Meg: And I took that photo that's inspired the tattoo
last season.
It was a really beautiful treeline
in this, in this camp we were at.
And I had the photo all year.
I kept looking at it and I...
I kinda, I knew right away where I'd want it.
(Tattoo machine buzzes)
♪ Mixer on a Friday night ♪
♪ Some pretty girls and guys are here ♪
♪ The things I have I don't need ♪
♪ And the things I want... ♪
It's a tree planting tattoo.
Oh, is it a, is it a picture of...
Ernest. Yeah, you can see his little bent ears.
♪ What is it that makes me feel this way ♪
♪ It's not so easy to make ♪
♪ All of my problems go away ♪
(Camera shutter clicks)
♪ Then again, what else is there ♪
♪ Another life, some other way ♪
♪ I really don't know what you need ♪
♪ I'm really trying to find ♪
♪ That way ♪
♪♪♪
(Tattoo machine buzzes)
♪♪♪
Wow...
Wow!
Holy crap! Like look at it that way.
Ani: Ten is a big one.
- (Laughing) - Happy Sober Day.
Okay. Oh my God, look at that cake!
Oh... oh...
Aw, there you go, Honey.
Oh my God, it's so beautiful.
You get to make a wish.
Mm...
okay. (Blows) - (Laughs)
I mean, of course, I have almost 11 years, right,
but we're doing this for the film, so. (Laughs)
For the first ten years that I tried to get sober,
I never...
never believed that I would get one month.
I never believed it. Like for ten years,
I would go into meetings and people would like,
they'd say, "Oh, everyone with a year sober
put up their hands.
And I just thought like that is the craziest shit.
Like I will never be that person.
I will never be that person.
So I'll tell you what I wished for.
What?
One more... (Chuckles)
one more day of sobriety,
uh, one more tree,
and one more picture.
- (Laughing) - Awwww...
(Wind gusts lightly)
Oh... (Sniffles)
Um, I don't know how people are supposed to handle grief,
but uh...
it's taking, it's gonna take some time to adjust for sure.
You know, crying every day so far
since I've lost him, but uh...
yeah, it's been uh...
I don't know what else to say. He's uh...
I miss that guy. He was my...
he was my better half for sure.
He was the better half of me. (Laughs)
(Rain patters, thunder rumbles)
Uh, I took... I took his collar
'cause, uh, I knew he was excited about this year.
So I took his collar after he died and uh...
(Emotional) I just told him that he'd be with me
the rest of the year.
I don't know. I just...
it's just a nice reminder
that he'll always be there with me
and, uh, that I don't forget about him
'cause he definitely made this job a lot easier.
(Chuckling and crying)
It's a very hard day that day.
Agh!
After getting up from being sick at 3:30,
(Sniffs) um...
played for a while.
We played for a great time actually together.
And, uh, that day was by far the first day
of this whole year that I spent the most time
and paid the most attention to him.
I split my whole food bowl with him at the cache.
I split all my food and we just played and slept,
and uh, it was by far the best day we had that year,
and I, and to go out on a note like that was a good one,
um, but a very sad one.
(Sobbing)
(Rain patters, birds chirp)
I definitely feel his presence now missing.
And uh, a lot of time I just get to the back of my piece
and I just start crying.
I just, I just feel.
I just let myself feel
and remember the good times with Ernest.
And I mean it makes me cry now, but...
um... one of these days,
it'll turn into a lot more smiles than cries.
(Chuckles)
(Camera shutter clicks, low boom)
♪♪♪
(Shovel strikes and scrapes)
♪♪♪
Well, I'm Meaghan.
This is my younger brother Thomas.
And I started planting a year before he did.
Uh, I suppose I was the bad influence
and brought him out here. (Chuckles)
Our parents were maybe slightly overwhelmed
when they first heard
that Tom was gonna come out with me planting.
- I thought they were relieved. - What have you done?!
"Thank God Tom is going out there.
Now Meg won't be out there
making all these crazy decisions. "
- That's true. (Laughs) - No.
We have a really good time on the land.
There's no one else I would rather plant with.
We will not go a day without arguing on the land.
(Chuckles) - A bag up even.
We won't go a bag up without yelling at each other,
working it out and then coming back from it.
(Laughs)
We've had big conversations on the block.
We know each other so well now and, and are...
also, you know, we see each other all the time.
And I think that being out here and experiencing this together
has allowed us to build a relationship of our own
that is such a friendship
and, uh, that's awesome.
Those kind of relationships that you can build
between people in a work environment are very special,
but also very difficult to...
to manage at times.
(Shovel strikes)
Even just being out here and being part of an activity
that allows you to constantly be impressed by people,
be motivated, you know, encourage,
share and hold each other up.
It's really easy in this job to find yourself jarred
in your own footsteps,
stopped, looking around going,
what am I doing and where am I,
and who am I and who are these people?
And to kind of detach yourself.
But it's so cool how...
how impressed you can be with others and with yourself
when they just keep moving. (Laughs)
You just have to take it one tree at a time.
(Chuckles) - You do. Truly.
Yesterday was our last day.
We just had a part... part of a day to plant,
and Tom and I,
our boss knew that we were,
we were gonna wanna plant together
and go through it together, so we were given
a tiny little piece and just a few trees.
And we went in and we just went slow
and chatted the whole time, and we argued.
- Oh yeah. - (Laughs)
♪♪♪
And we walked to the back
and planted our last trees of the season,
next to each other, together,
and uh...
that was really special for me and...
um...
I think I even said to you at one point like,
thanks for...
thanks for building forests with me or something.
That is what you said.
(Emotional) Yeah, and I mean it.
(Light pat)
(Chuckles softly, sniffles)
♪♪♪
Rita: You're alone a lot
when you're tree planting in the field,
yet you're surrounded by community at the same time.
So it's this,
this sort of balance of solitariness,
but knowing that you're not alone in your solitariness.
Isn't that the human condition?
You know, alone but seeking community
or alone but needing community.
(Indistinct chatter)
We were cooking for a minute there.
(Indistinct chatter)
♪♪♪
Rita: You know, I didn't want to go to my grave
without having done this documentation of tree planting
that I've been thinking about for more than 20 years.
And a couple of years from now, I'll, I'll...
you know, I'll walk away from the cut block
for the last time I'm sure.
How's the, how's the height, Liam?
My knees hurt, my back hurts, my neck hurts.
Every day I think it's amazing
that I haven't fallen and broken my camera,
and I won't be able to do it forever.
I feel like I'm giving back to an experience I had
that gave me a lot and now I'm giving back to it.
♪ You will gonna let it all go ♪
♪ I'm gonna let it all go ♪
♪ Gonna let it all go ♪
♪ This thing is happenin' ♪
♪ All right ♪
♪ This thing is happenin' ♪
♪ All night ♪
♪ Oh no, it's getting late ♪
♪♪♪
♪ Oh, will my boss ♪
♪ Oh, you like my smile ♪
♪ I said my boss ♪
♪ Oh, you like my smile ♪
♪ That ain't love talking ♪
♪ Oh-oh the names are talking ♪
♪ Oh, they're talking, talking ♪
♪♪♪
(Speaking French)