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(baby laughing)

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‐ [Coleman] It's so draining,

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not really seeing anybody.

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It's just like, I hate it.

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‐ [Archi] We don't realize how
often we crave human touch.

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‐ [Ellen] It's been
really tough.

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It's been really hard.

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‐ [Ronald] It made me
realize how much I miss that

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emotional connection I have
with people in real life.

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‐ [Poison Oakland] I never
knew how much

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I needed people around me
to feel alive.

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‐ [Ronald] I just,
I miss my old life.

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‐ [Charli] The world that we
live in now feels so different.

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And it feels like,

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with this new climate brings
a new way of creating.

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(typing sounds)

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(pop music)

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In 2019, I was kicking
off my first headline tour

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for my album, "Charli".

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Fashion, fashion.

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I felt like I was finally
in control

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of every aspect of my career.

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We're day two of rehearsals,

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I've got a show tomorrow
in Atlanta.

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It's all heating up.

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Drama, drama, drama.

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What will I wear?

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What will it look like?

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Will I sound good?

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Yes.

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Auto‐Tune.

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♪♪ Boom, clap ♪♪

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♪♪ The sound of my heart ♪♪

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♪♪ The beat goes on‐ ♪♪

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When I started out at
the age of 14

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I was just sharing my music
on Myspace.

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‐ Your song is everywhere.

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It's in all of our heads.

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‐ [Charli] I didn't have a
concrete goal.

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I was just like, what's next?

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What can keep me inspired?

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What can keep me excited
about what I'm creating?

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I want another creative high

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and another one and another one.

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Woo!

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‐ Charli is a singer,
songwriter, entrepreneur.

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‐ [Charli] I'm never very
present or in the moment,

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because I'm always
thinking about what's next.

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It's never enough.

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‐ Charli XCX!

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Her new album‐

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‐ You know,
like nothing is good enough.

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♪♪ Things that I say when ♪♪
♪♪ you don't want to listen ♪♪

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♪♪ Things that you say when ♪♪
♪♪ I make bad decisions ♪♪

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Even as I found success, I
still felt lost and unfulfilled.

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I find it really hard to
look back at my achievements

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and be proud of the things
that I've done.

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♪♪ These are the things ♪♪
♪♪ that can make us official ♪♪

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‐ [Father] You gonna walk
back over to Mummy now?

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Brilliant!

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‐ [Charli] It all takes a
toll on my relationships.

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Whether it be my relationship
with my family, my friends.

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My relationship with
my boyfriend

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or really,
my relationship with myself.

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♪♪ So let's ride ♪♪

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♪♪ Vroom, vroom ♪♪

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♪♪ Bitches know they can't ♪♪
♪♪ catch me ♪♪

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♪♪ Vroom, vroom ♪♪

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‐ In 2016, I released "Vroom
Vroom" and I found support

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from a strong,
proud LGBTQ plus audience.

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♪♪ Bitches know they can't ♪♪
♪♪ catch me ♪♪

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Their confidence really
inspired my own confidence.

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And I began to understand
who I was as a person

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and as an artist.

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♪♪ Beep beep, so let's ride ♪♪

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(pop rock music)

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‐ [Deep Voice] Enter,
The Angels.

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♪♪ Electric lights ♪♪

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♪♪ Blow my mind ♪♪

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♪♪ I feel all right ♪♪

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♪♪ Never stop, it's how we ride ♪♪

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♪♪ Coming up until we die ♪♪

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‐ [Man] I'd say the angels
are more like a family,

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rather than like,
just the fan base.

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There's a large proportion of
LGBT people.

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And then the other half are
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You know,
I feel like that's what makes

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Charli's fan base quite special.

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‐ So, I kind of grew
up being very very shy.

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Kind of ashamed of my
femininity.

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‐ I didn't really feel welcome.

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‐ There aren't, like, many
people that just get me.

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‐ When I started to get into
her fan base,

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I finally felt like I
belonged somewhere.

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‐ Everybody that's in
her community of fans

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supports each other.

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‐ Charli used to be in one
of the old group chats.

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And I remember there was a
time where she was feeling down

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and she decided to like
type it all out in a message

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and send it to the group chat.

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‐ [Charli] The fact that they
were able to show me bravery,

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even if it was just like
through an Instagram post

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or through a tweet or a
simple comment,

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that made me feel like it was
okay for me to be vulnerable

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because I felt so accepted
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♪♪ I just wanna break the rules ♪♪

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(typing sounds)

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[Charli]

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‐ So I got there at like
5AM, to, like, camp out.

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Like, as soon as I got there,
like, I saw one of my friends

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that I'd only known
online up to that point,

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and she was just so sweet.

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She just, like, dropped
everything, like gave me a hug,

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with like, "Ellen!", and I
just, like, immediately felt,

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like, felt safe in that
environment.

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‐ Like,
I saw her live in October

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and I had a friend from
Twitter actually

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get tickets to
the Philadelphia show

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just so they can meet me.

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‐ I think a show, and like
a Charli show, for example,

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is, like, one of the only
places where I was able to,

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like, meet with these people.

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Meet my friends.

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Have a space where we can
be ourselves.

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(crowd cheering)

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♪♪ I go hard, I go fast ♪♪

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♪♪ And I never look back ♪♪

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♪♪ I go speeding on the highway ♪♪

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♪♪ Burn rubber, no crash ♪♪

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♪♪ Turn the volume up ♪♪
♪♪ in the party ♪♪

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♪♪ Put your hands up and dance ♪♪

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♪♪ ♪♪ Bump bump, in the rave ♪♪

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♪♪ ♪♪ Go forever and ever ♪♪

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♪♪ And bounce, never sleep ♪♪

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♪♪ Push it all on repeat ♪♪

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♪♪ I go speeding on the highway ♪♪

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♪♪ Flame burning, tire screams ♪♪

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♪♪ Turn the volume up ♪♪
♪♪ in your bedroom ♪♪

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♪♪ Put your hands up and scream ♪♪

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♪♪ Bump bump, lights go out ♪♪

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(loud pop music)

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(crowd cheering)

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♪♪ Bump, bump, in the rave ♪♪

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♪♪ Forever and ever ♪♪

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‐ Thank you, thank you.

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(crowd cheering)

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Hey, this is some real
cheesy shit right now.

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You know, I've been
through so many different

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phases as an artist.

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From, you know, starting
out, making an album

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that, like, nobody heard
but it was really good,

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to making songs that are
on the radio

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that lots of people heard,

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but nobody really knew they
were by me.

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From doing like big TV shows
and like, being in the charts,

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but realizing that it
didn't make me happy.

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Um,

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and so,

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then,

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kind of changing my mind

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and doing exactly what
the fuck I wanted.

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(crowd cheering)

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And, the fact that...

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Oh my god, I'm fucking crying.

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(crowd cheering)

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The fact that I can
stand up here

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and sing the songs
that I've made

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because I wanted to make them,

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not even thinking if
anybody else would like them

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or care about them.

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And that you guys care
and you fucking showed up.

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And you value me for me.

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That's really hard to do in
the pop industry, you know.

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And I would not be here
without you.

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And I'm really, really,
from the bottom of my heart,

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I thank you so fucking much,
so thank you.

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(crowd cheering)

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(pop music plays)

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Thank you to every single
one of you.

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(message dings)

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(menacing music)

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‐ Hello.

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(laughing)

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‐ Hi.

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I'm okay,

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I'm okay.

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Um, so I've been isolating,

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self isolating for,
this is my fifth day.

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(message dings)

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Not feeling like me
becoming a chef.

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(chorus "oohs")

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(message dings)

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‐ I don't, in ways, sometimes
I'm like, this is so fun.

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Like, it feels like a snow day.

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We're going to do a live
art class.

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One, two, three.

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(laughing)

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‐ So you do as much as
you can and ten there,

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so you keep your heart
rate up really high.

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‐ Okay.

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‐ Over to the left side.

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‐ You're so good at this.

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Guys, this shit is really
fucking hard.

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(message dings)

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And then I kind of get a
bit existential and I get,

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that's when I get kind
of sucked into this hole.

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My heart is, like, racing.

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I feel so anxious.

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I feel so anxious.

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‐ Everyone being inside
all the time.

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It's just kind of making
the days blur into each other.

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‐ I haven't seen any of
my friends since March.

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‐ It's been horrible.

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It's been, like, so lonely.

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‐ It's been online
all the time, really.

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‐ Having so much time
to, like, do nothing,

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you get depressed, you
get sad, you get anxious.

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‐ So, I'm a drag queen,
so I love to party.

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But right now we're home.

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And so, I'm losing it.

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Because my drag is such
a huge part of what I do,

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and I haven't been able
to express myself fully

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the way that I'm used to.

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I had events lined up
and you know

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gigs and all of that
was canceled.

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You know, I feel like part of
me is kind of like missing.

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(message dings)

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‐ I feel like I really
want this lockdown to end.

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I'm kind of just, like,
flailing around doing nothing.

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I need to be preoccupied.

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Everything today feels
so overwhelming, like,

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it's like sensory overload.

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I'm sad.

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(music intensifies)

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(voices speaking over
each other)

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(deep breathing)

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(typing sounds)

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(phone ringing)

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‐ Hi.
‐ [Cook] Hi.

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‐ How's it going?

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‐ Are you, like,
recording everything

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as in recording everything
in your life, full stop?

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Or like?

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‐ Your, this is, I'm recording,

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I don't, yeah, there you go.

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(laughing)

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Well, I had this idea I
wanted to talk to you about.

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Okay,

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so,

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I've decided

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that during this time

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of self isolation I'm going
to try and make an album.

256
00:11:55,798 --> 00:11:59,371
Recording myself, sending
things back and forth

257
00:11:59,505 --> 00:12:00,741
to producers.

258
00:12:00,874 --> 00:12:04,983
It will be very much what
I can do myself, I suppose.

259
00:12:07,220 --> 00:12:08,757
Is that too scary?

260
00:12:10,093 --> 00:12:11,428
‐ [Cook] Uh...

261
00:12:11,563 --> 00:12:12,264
‐ Okay.

262
00:12:12,397 --> 00:12:15,303
(upbeat pop music)

263
00:12:19,846 --> 00:12:22,150
I got a load of equipment today,

264
00:12:22,284 --> 00:12:25,089
so I'm going start trying
to test things tomorrow.

265
00:12:25,223 --> 00:12:27,795
Okay. So I open the, I've
got the Logic file open.

266
00:12:27,929 --> 00:12:31,302
I can't get it going
through the headphones

267
00:12:31,435 --> 00:12:33,205
and I'm probably being
really dumb.

268
00:12:33,339 --> 00:12:34,776
Oh, yeah, it's on the side.

269
00:12:34,909 --> 00:12:36,345
Okay.

270
00:12:36,478 --> 00:12:37,247
Input one.

271
00:12:37,380 --> 00:12:38,082
(feedback sounds)

272
00:12:38,215 --> 00:12:39,451
Woo, okay, yeah feedback.

273
00:12:39,585 --> 00:12:41,288
‐ [Cook] Okay that's great.

274
00:12:41,422 --> 00:12:42,123
‐ Yeah.

275
00:12:42,257 --> 00:12:43,860
Oh, I can hear it.

276
00:12:43,994 --> 00:12:44,762
Hello.

277
00:12:44,896 --> 00:12:45,898
Oh my God, I can hear myself.

278
00:12:46,031 --> 00:12:47,400
Sick!

279
00:12:47,535 --> 00:12:48,369
Hello.

280
00:12:50,373 --> 00:12:52,077
La la, la la, la la.

281
00:12:53,412 --> 00:12:55,016
Okay, now I guess that's
the beginning.

282
00:12:55,149 --> 00:12:56,385
‐ Masks are a must.

283
00:12:56,519 --> 00:12:58,724
And so is keeping close to home.

284
00:12:58,857 --> 00:13:03,600
‐ We are extending the safer
at home order until May 15th.

285
00:13:03,734 --> 00:13:05,036
‐ Please stay home.

286
00:13:05,169 --> 00:13:06,338
(typing sounds)

287
00:13:06,472 --> 00:13:09,444
(upbeat pop music)

288
00:13:10,246 --> 00:13:12,952
(message dings)

289
00:13:25,678 --> 00:13:27,047
‐ Hi, everybody.

290
00:13:28,082 --> 00:13:28,917
Yes.

291
00:13:30,988 --> 00:13:33,560
Everybody spam me in the chat.

292
00:13:33,694 --> 00:13:34,929
Oh my gosh.

293
00:13:35,063 --> 00:13:38,102
Thank you so much for
joining me.

294
00:13:38,235 --> 00:13:40,473
I wanted to make this
announcement special.

295
00:13:40,607 --> 00:13:44,549
For me, my positivity goes hand
in hand with being creative.

296
00:13:44,682 --> 00:13:48,456
I really need to be creative
to feel happy

297
00:13:48,590 --> 00:13:49,992
and to feel comfortable

298
00:13:50,126 --> 00:13:54,602
and to make sure that my mental
health is staying on track.

299
00:13:54,736 --> 00:13:55,938
And so that's why I've decided

300
00:13:56,071 --> 00:13:59,946
that I am going to make a
brand new album

301
00:14:00,079 --> 00:14:02,618
during this quarantine period.

302
00:14:05,223 --> 00:14:08,597
I'm going to basically be
making it live.

303
00:14:08,730 --> 00:14:13,039
I want to open up the entire
process to all of you.

304
00:14:14,241 --> 00:14:17,447
I'm going to be sharing
demos with you,

305
00:14:17,581 --> 00:14:18,784
acapellas with you.

306
00:14:18,917 --> 00:14:21,155
I'm going to ask you guys
to help me make videos.

307
00:14:21,288 --> 00:14:25,163
The album is going to be
called "How I'm Feeling Now"

308
00:14:25,296 --> 00:14:29,539
and I'm going to set
the release date for May 15th.

309
00:14:30,841 --> 00:14:34,314
(dramatic sound effects)

310
00:14:40,928 --> 00:14:42,698
We're starting from nothing.

311
00:14:42,832 --> 00:14:45,103
Hopefully it all works out.

312
00:14:47,207 --> 00:14:50,179
(soft music plays)

313
00:14:51,816 --> 00:14:52,685
‐ Day one.

314
00:14:58,028 --> 00:14:59,397
‐ From all angles.

315
00:14:59,532 --> 00:15:01,001
‐ [Sam] What's happening?

316
00:15:01,135 --> 00:15:02,972
‐ I'm cooking two pieces
of bacon.

317
00:15:03,105 --> 00:15:04,141
(laughing)

318
00:15:04,274 --> 00:15:04,909
‐ [Sam] Got to get this
from the side.

319
00:15:05,042 --> 00:15:06,078
‐ [Huck] Got to get this.

320
00:15:06,211 --> 00:15:07,480
‐ [Charli] The scoop,
it's the scoop.

321
00:15:07,615 --> 00:15:08,382
We've got it.

322
00:15:08,517 --> 00:15:11,488
‐ [Sam] Oh my god, delicious.

323
00:15:11,623 --> 00:15:13,058
How many cameras have you got?

324
00:15:13,192 --> 00:15:15,129
‐ There are three cameras.

325
00:15:15,263 --> 00:15:17,100
We're all going to be
filming at all times.

326
00:15:17,233 --> 00:15:21,475
So that maybe we can make
something interesting.

327
00:15:21,609 --> 00:15:23,980
(lofi beat)

328
00:15:29,959 --> 00:15:33,432
Listening to last file the
agent sent me.

329
00:15:34,769 --> 00:15:37,107
He's in Montana, I'm in L. A.

330
00:15:40,313 --> 00:15:43,787
(humming along to track)

331
00:15:51,970 --> 00:15:54,341
‐ Um, fuck I have to
plug all this shit in.

332
00:15:54,474 --> 00:15:55,176
Wait.

333
00:15:55,309 --> 00:15:56,846
Oh my god, this is a mess.

334
00:15:56,980 --> 00:15:59,819
(pop music plays)

335
00:15:59,952 --> 00:16:03,159
I'm listening to a
Palmistry beat.

336
00:16:03,292 --> 00:16:06,398
This is the idea that got
sent to me.

337
00:16:13,212 --> 00:16:14,314
It's so good.

338
00:16:19,826 --> 00:16:23,767
Sometimes I do feel like
it's good to look cute

339
00:16:23,900 --> 00:16:25,504
if you want to sound cute.

340
00:16:25,637 --> 00:16:30,079
But most of the time, I kind
of just look like trash.

341
00:16:32,217 --> 00:16:34,354
There is no way I'm comping
this shit.

342
00:16:34,487 --> 00:16:36,024
I'm going to send it to A. G.

343
00:16:36,158 --> 00:16:38,930
(pop music)

344
00:16:39,064 --> 00:16:40,433
♪♪ You could watch me ♪♪
♪♪ pull up on your body ♪♪

345
00:16:40,567 --> 00:16:41,736
♪♪ Like it's summer, ♪♪
♪♪ take my clothes off ♪♪

346
00:16:41,870 --> 00:16:43,172
♪♪ In the water, splash around ♪♪

347
00:16:43,305 --> 00:16:44,976
♪♪ And get you blessed like ♪♪
♪♪ holy water ♪♪

348
00:16:45,109 --> 00:16:47,313
And also I feel like I can't
really, like,

349
00:16:47,447 --> 00:16:48,783
sing at the moment.

350
00:16:48,917 --> 00:16:50,621
Like, I sound crazy.

351
00:16:51,355 --> 00:16:52,525
So‐

352
00:16:52,658 --> 00:16:53,693
‐ [Cook] I mean, it
might also be the set up,

353
00:16:53,827 --> 00:16:55,196
it might all be‐

354
00:16:56,533 --> 00:16:57,400
‐ So, may‐, you‐

355
00:16:57,535 --> 00:16:58,837
‐ [Cook] That's all that is.

356
00:16:58,970 --> 00:17:00,373
‐ Yeah, you keep cutting in
and out a little bit, but,

357
00:17:00,507 --> 00:17:02,711
‐ I'm sorry, that was all‐

358
00:17:04,916 --> 00:17:07,755
♪♪ Now I'm all alone ♪♪
♪♪ at the party ♪♪

359
00:17:07,888 --> 00:17:10,894
♪♪ If you saw my tears, ♪♪
♪♪ would you‐ ♪♪

360
00:17:11,028 --> 00:17:16,004
♪♪ Now I'm feeling lone ♪♪
♪♪ and alone ♪♪

361
00:17:16,906 --> 00:17:19,277
♪♪ You got me hanging on ♪♪
♪♪ at the party ♪♪

362
00:17:19,411 --> 00:17:22,116
♪♪ Got me like that, ♪♪
♪♪ got me like that ♪♪

363
00:17:22,250 --> 00:17:23,118
Ah, fuck.

364
00:17:24,622 --> 00:17:25,891
(sighs)

365
00:17:26,024 --> 00:17:27,227
Oh my god.

366
00:17:27,360 --> 00:17:28,897
How do I end this shit?

367
00:17:29,030 --> 00:17:31,001
I need to end this shit.

368
00:17:31,134 --> 00:17:32,504
Hello everybody.

369
00:17:33,940 --> 00:17:35,443
It's me.

370
00:17:35,577 --> 00:17:37,715
Thank you for joining me.

371
00:17:38,617 --> 00:17:39,986
(laughing)

372
00:17:40,119 --> 00:17:41,856
It's only day two, but
I'm really enjoying this

373
00:17:41,990 --> 00:17:44,361
whole new album process.

374
00:17:44,494 --> 00:17:45,931
Sharing everything
with you guys.

375
00:17:46,064 --> 00:17:48,937
I wanted to tell you about
this song idea

376
00:17:49,070 --> 00:17:50,607
that I've been working on.

377
00:17:50,741 --> 00:17:52,076
I feel like this whole album

378
00:17:52,210 --> 00:17:55,651
is going to be about my
relationship with my partner.

379
00:17:55,784 --> 00:17:58,155
How do you feel today, Huck?

380
00:17:58,957 --> 00:18:01,663
‐ I feel grateful for this time.

381
00:18:03,900 --> 00:18:05,403
‐ We've been in quarantine
together

382
00:18:05,537 --> 00:18:07,942
alongside my two managers,

383
00:18:08,075 --> 00:18:09,344
who I also live with

384
00:18:09,477 --> 00:18:11,749
and we went to school together,
so it's kind of intense.

385
00:18:11,883 --> 00:18:13,753
Prior to quarantine,
we were kind of, like,

386
00:18:13,887 --> 00:18:16,592
going through more of a
difficult time.

387
00:18:16,726 --> 00:18:18,062
He lives in New York.

388
00:18:18,195 --> 00:18:20,867
I live in LA a lot of the time.

389
00:18:21,001 --> 00:18:25,109
And so, obviously, like,
distance is a real thing for us.

390
00:18:25,242 --> 00:18:27,213
When did you come to LA,

391
00:18:27,347 --> 00:18:29,952
and where were you before?

392
00:18:30,086 --> 00:18:33,292
‐ I came to LA exactly a
month ago.

393
00:18:33,425 --> 00:18:35,029
‐ What date?

394
00:18:35,162 --> 00:18:36,398
‐ Friday the 13th.

395
00:18:36,532 --> 00:18:38,570
‐ Dun, dun, dun!

396
00:18:38,703 --> 00:18:40,239
‐ Yeah, it's bad.

397
00:18:40,373 --> 00:18:42,343
‐ And where were you?

398
00:18:42,477 --> 00:18:43,847
‐ New York city.

399
00:18:45,550 --> 00:18:46,753
‐ Mm hmm.

400
00:18:46,886 --> 00:18:47,588
‐ Yeah.

401
00:18:47,721 --> 00:18:49,558
‐ And where are you now?

402
00:18:49,692 --> 00:18:50,761
‐ Los Angeles.

403
00:18:50,894 --> 00:18:52,665
‐ At whose house?

404
00:18:52,798 --> 00:18:54,935
‐ Charles Emma Aitch‐ton.

405
00:18:56,438 --> 00:18:57,307
Aitchison?

406
00:18:57,440 --> 00:18:59,311
(laughing)

407
00:18:59,444 --> 00:19:00,747
‐ Do you not know how to say it?

408
00:19:00,881 --> 00:19:02,116
‐ No, I just said it weird.

409
00:19:02,250 --> 00:19:03,485
‐ It's crazy.

410
00:19:03,620 --> 00:19:06,592
We've dated for seven
years, on and off, but like,

411
00:19:06,726 --> 00:19:10,867
the longest time we've ever
spent together is 11 days.

412
00:19:11,001 --> 00:19:12,036
There are a lot of things

413
00:19:12,170 --> 00:19:14,274
that we needed to kind of
talk about and,

414
00:19:14,407 --> 00:19:19,184
and kind of rescue in our
relationship, I suppose.

415
00:19:19,317 --> 00:19:21,288
I feel like the tone
of the album

416
00:19:21,421 --> 00:19:22,691
and a lot of the lyrics
on the album

417
00:19:22,825 --> 00:19:25,096
are gonna be about him.

418
00:19:25,229 --> 00:19:26,264
(laughing)

419
00:19:26,398 --> 00:19:29,304
Okay. One,
I'm worried that the room is

420
00:19:30,841 --> 00:19:34,047
gonna make everything sound bad.

421
00:19:34,180 --> 00:19:36,519
It's literally just
like, a mic, like that.

422
00:19:36,652 --> 00:19:38,322
‐ [Cook] Hopefully it's just
like the mic side level.

423
00:19:38,455 --> 00:19:39,592
I think there's a lot we
can do with it,

424
00:19:39,725 --> 00:19:41,461
even sounding semi lofi.

425
00:19:41,596 --> 00:19:43,198
‐ Yeah, it should sound lofi.

426
00:19:43,332 --> 00:19:44,334
I mean, it will.

427
00:19:44,467 --> 00:19:45,670
It should.

428
00:19:45,804 --> 00:19:47,106
‐ [Cook] Yeah, okay, no
that will be kinda fun.

429
00:19:47,240 --> 00:19:49,044
I was thinking that too
anyway, like more, yeah, yeah,

430
00:19:49,177 --> 00:19:50,947
like borderline party tracks.

431
00:19:51,081 --> 00:19:52,417
‐ No, I think we should go‐

432
00:19:52,551 --> 00:19:54,287
I mean, borderline, but also‐
‐ [Cook] Full party.

433
00:19:54,421 --> 00:19:56,859
‐ I think we should, like,
go to the club.

434
00:19:56,993 --> 00:19:58,095
‐ [Cook] Okay, but not though.

435
00:19:58,228 --> 00:19:58,930
‐ But not.

436
00:19:59,064 --> 00:19:59,765
‐ [Cook] Just stay in.

437
00:19:59,899 --> 00:20:00,567
‐ Stay in.

438
00:20:00,700 --> 00:20:01,401
Stay in.

439
00:20:01,536 --> 00:20:03,506
Build your own club.

440
00:20:03,640 --> 00:20:07,113
Um, I'm recording a
second verse idea

441
00:20:07,246 --> 00:20:12,290
for this idea that Dylan Brady
and Danielle Hall sent me.

442
00:20:12,457 --> 00:20:14,628
And basically the song,
currently,

443
00:20:14,762 --> 00:20:17,500
is kind of just about
like, missing my friends

444
00:20:17,634 --> 00:20:22,176
and actually just now I
like really want to party.

445
00:20:22,310 --> 00:20:24,214
Um, oh. And I posted some
of these lyrics online

446
00:20:24,347 --> 00:20:27,386
and people were like these
are so shit, (laughing)

447
00:20:27,521 --> 00:20:28,690
which I thought was funny,

448
00:20:28,823 --> 00:20:30,594
'cause fuck everyone.

449
00:20:30,727 --> 00:20:32,664
They'll really like
this when it comes out.

450
00:20:32,798 --> 00:20:34,067
Cause it slaps.

451
00:20:35,035 --> 00:20:36,471
♪♪ Uh, uh, uh ♪♪

452
00:20:36,606 --> 00:20:39,645
♪♪ I'm bouncing on that uh, ♪♪
♪♪ uh, uh, uh ♪♪

453
00:20:39,779 --> 00:20:40,714
♪♪ That‐ ♪♪

454
00:20:40,847 --> 00:20:43,953
♪♪ I'm living up when I wake up ♪♪

455
00:20:44,087 --> 00:20:44,889
♪♪ Uh, uh ♪♪

456
00:20:45,022 --> 00:20:46,425
♪♪ Baby, uh, uh ♪♪

457
00:20:46,559 --> 00:20:49,598
(singing gibberish)

458
00:20:50,466 --> 00:20:54,575
♪♪ Uh, uh, baby don't you ♪♪
♪♪ lie about the uh, uh ♪♪

459
00:20:54,708 --> 00:20:59,083
♪♪ Uh, uh, ♪♪
♪♪ baby don't you lie about‐ ♪♪

460
00:21:01,121 --> 00:21:03,593
‐ Hello, hello, hello, hello.

461
00:21:04,427 --> 00:21:06,966
Um, I wanted to do this live,

462
00:21:07,099 --> 00:21:10,005
because I'm currently
writing a new song

463
00:21:10,139 --> 00:21:13,980
and I need your help on
some lyrics and stuff.

464
00:21:16,719 --> 00:21:19,491
Also, I'm struggling a
bit today.

465
00:21:20,527 --> 00:21:23,600
Like, my voice is in so
much pain.

466
00:21:23,733 --> 00:21:25,002
I also just checked
the countdown

467
00:21:25,136 --> 00:21:28,442
and realized I've got 24
days left to make this album.

468
00:21:28,576 --> 00:21:31,181
And I'm kind of having a
bit of a fucking freak out,

469
00:21:31,314 --> 00:21:32,951
if I'm honest.

470
00:21:33,085 --> 00:21:34,187
Um, but yeah.

471
00:21:35,790 --> 00:21:36,993
It'll be fine.

472
00:21:37,126 --> 00:21:41,401
Okay. So anyways, I want
to play you this new idea.

473
00:21:44,474 --> 00:21:45,442
It's sick.

474
00:21:45,577 --> 00:21:48,348
(pop beat plays)

475
00:21:50,319 --> 00:21:51,689
Can you hear it?

476
00:21:58,536 --> 00:21:59,270
It's a banger.

477
00:21:59,404 --> 00:22:00,105
I love it.

478
00:22:00,239 --> 00:22:01,943
So that is the idea.

479
00:22:02,744 --> 00:22:04,214
That's the beat.

480
00:22:04,347 --> 00:22:06,051
This is the top line

481
00:22:08,388 --> 00:22:09,758
idea that I did.

482
00:22:10,994 --> 00:22:13,098
♪♪ I want anthems ♪♪

483
00:22:13,232 --> 00:22:16,438
♪♪ Late nights, my friends, ♪♪
♪♪ New York ♪♪

484
00:22:16,572 --> 00:22:19,645
♪♪ Finally, when it's over ♪♪

485
00:22:19,778 --> 00:22:23,920
♪♪ We could be even closer ♪♪

486
00:22:24,053 --> 00:22:25,557
Someone saying "Vocals
are a bit rough though",

487
00:22:25,690 --> 00:22:26,759
yeah?

488
00:22:26,893 --> 00:22:28,730
I'm fucking showing you my
process, fool.

489
00:22:28,863 --> 00:22:31,669
(pop song plays)

490
00:22:36,011 --> 00:22:37,313
So, this is what I'm
thinking right?

491
00:22:37,446 --> 00:22:39,484
♪♪ Uh, uh, uh, uh ♪♪

492
00:22:39,618 --> 00:22:40,452
♪♪ The days are warping ♪♪

493
00:22:40,587 --> 00:22:42,591
♪♪ Uh, uh, uh, uh ♪♪

494
00:22:42,724 --> 00:22:44,394
♪♪ Go online shopping ♪♪

495
00:22:44,528 --> 00:22:45,396
(giggles)

496
00:22:45,530 --> 00:22:46,566
Fucking poet.

497
00:22:46,699 --> 00:22:47,834
Mwah.

498
00:22:47,968 --> 00:22:49,505
No, not the days are
whopping, like warping,

499
00:22:49,638 --> 00:22:50,774
like, warping.

500
00:22:50,907 --> 00:22:53,713
The days are warping,
for my American fans.

501
00:22:53,846 --> 00:22:54,848
♪♪ I'm so uninspired ♪♪

502
00:22:54,982 --> 00:22:56,084
♪♪ I just want to breathe ♪♪

503
00:22:56,218 --> 00:22:58,155
♪♪ Flowers in the trees ♪♪

504
00:22:58,288 --> 00:23:00,292
Like, I want to be outside

505
00:23:00,426 --> 00:23:03,165
and then like break
the rhyme, like‐

506
00:23:03,298 --> 00:23:04,835
♪♪ Get some hands ♪♪

507
00:23:04,969 --> 00:23:06,806
Like I want to hold
someone's hand.

508
00:23:06,939 --> 00:23:08,743
Someone said "Going".

509
00:23:11,616 --> 00:23:12,483
Morphing.

510
00:23:12,618 --> 00:23:14,420
♪♪ The days are morphing ♪♪

511
00:23:14,555 --> 00:23:15,256
The day‐

512
00:23:15,389 --> 00:23:16,993
Exhausting is good.

513
00:23:17,894 --> 00:23:21,636
These days I'm trolling
(laughs).

514
00:23:21,769 --> 00:23:23,105
Oh, feel the heat of the bodies.

515
00:23:23,238 --> 00:23:25,175
Genevieve, I like that.

516
00:23:27,046 --> 00:23:28,448
Okay, so this is the best.

517
00:23:28,583 --> 00:23:30,987
Thank you for helping
me write it.

518
00:23:31,121 --> 00:23:32,223
I'm going to sing it one
more time,

519
00:23:32,356 --> 00:23:33,058
and then I'm done.

520
00:23:33,191 --> 00:23:36,331
(pop beat plays)

521
00:23:36,464 --> 00:23:38,435
♪♪ Uh, uh, uh, uh ♪♪

522
00:23:38,569 --> 00:23:39,437
♪♪ These days exhausting ♪♪

523
00:23:39,571 --> 00:23:41,609
♪♪ Uh, uh, uh, uh ♪♪

524
00:23:41,742 --> 00:23:42,644
♪♪ Go online shopping ♪♪

525
00:23:42,778 --> 00:23:43,780
♪♪ I'm so uninspired ♪♪

526
00:23:43,913 --> 00:23:45,015
♪♪ I just wanna breathe ♪♪

527
00:23:45,149 --> 00:23:46,251
♪♪ Flowers in the trees ♪♪

528
00:23:46,384 --> 00:23:47,453
♪♪ Go down on my knees ♪♪

529
00:23:47,587 --> 00:23:50,125
♪♪ Got some hands to hold onto ♪♪

530
00:23:50,259 --> 00:23:53,465
♪♪ I got existential and ♪♪
♪♪ so strange ♪♪

531
00:23:53,599 --> 00:23:56,572
♪♪ I handle sounds when ♪♪
♪♪ I'm shouting ♪♪

532
00:23:56,706 --> 00:23:58,643
♪♪ I just wanna go to parties ♪♪

533
00:23:58,776 --> 00:24:02,116
♪♪ Up high, want to feel ♪♪
♪♪ the heat of all the bodies ♪♪

534
00:24:02,249 --> 00:24:04,287
♪♪ I want anthems ♪♪

535
00:24:04,420 --> 00:24:05,924
♪♪ Late nights, my friends‐ ♪♪

536
00:24:06,057 --> 00:24:07,527
Okay, well, guys,

537
00:24:09,063 --> 00:24:11,468
this is the first time I've
ever done anything like this.

538
00:24:11,602 --> 00:24:13,305
Like, thank you for helping me.

539
00:24:13,438 --> 00:24:15,644
Okay. I'm going to go now.

540
00:24:16,612 --> 00:24:17,480
Um, bye.

541
00:24:19,484 --> 00:24:23,593
Okay. So I just wrote
lyrics with my fans online,

542
00:24:25,329 --> 00:24:26,131
which is cool.

543
00:24:26,264 --> 00:24:27,968
They had good ideas.

544
00:24:29,370 --> 00:24:32,276
Now I'm going to record them.

545
00:24:32,410 --> 00:24:34,915
♪♪ I'm so bored ♪♪

546
00:24:35,049 --> 00:24:36,418
‐ It's just so fun to
be alone in your room

547
00:24:36,552 --> 00:24:38,823
and like put your headphones
in and listen to the new stuff

548
00:24:38,956 --> 00:24:41,796
and just dance and like, forget
about it for three minutes.

549
00:24:41,929 --> 00:24:44,133
(message dings)

550
00:24:44,267 --> 00:24:46,371
(man screaming)

551
00:24:46,505 --> 00:24:48,275
♪♪ I want anthems ♪♪

552
00:24:48,408 --> 00:24:51,782
‐ The fact that everybody is,
as a group, listening to this,

553
00:24:51,916 --> 00:24:53,686
like, online at the same
time it's like,

554
00:24:53,820 --> 00:24:56,024
you get to be there with
everyone else.

555
00:24:56,157 --> 00:24:56,959
‐ It's like a unity, almost.

556
00:24:57,093 --> 00:24:58,863
♪♪ Wanna wake up with you ♪♪

557
00:24:58,996 --> 00:25:01,067
♪♪ I want anthems ♪♪

558
00:25:01,201 --> 00:25:04,708
♪♪ Late nights, my friends, ♪♪
♪♪ New York ♪♪

559
00:25:04,842 --> 00:25:07,748
♪♪ Finally, when it's over ♪♪

560
00:25:07,881 --> 00:25:11,555
♪♪ We might be even closer ♪♪

561
00:25:11,689 --> 00:25:14,895
‐ So I posted three
images online.

562
00:25:15,029 --> 00:25:17,868
I was leaning towards image
number two,

563
00:25:18,001 --> 00:25:20,540
which, it seems like
you guys also

564
00:25:20,673 --> 00:25:22,677
were kind of leaning
towards as well.

565
00:25:22,811 --> 00:25:24,280
‐ [Radio Personality] Charli
XCX with a brand new track,

566
00:25:24,414 --> 00:25:25,449
called "Forever".

567
00:25:25,583 --> 00:25:26,552
Charli's on the phone with
us right now

568
00:25:26,685 --> 00:25:28,088
to talk us through the song.

569
00:25:28,221 --> 00:25:29,257
(message dings)

570
00:25:29,390 --> 00:25:30,159
‐ [Charli] I need you
guys to help me

571
00:25:30,292 --> 00:25:31,061
sending this stuff in to Dan.

572
00:25:31,194 --> 00:25:32,430
He's editing it all together.

573
00:25:32,564 --> 00:25:34,000
♪♪ I just wanna go to parties ♪♪

574
00:25:34,133 --> 00:25:37,406
♪♪ Up high, want to feel ♪♪
♪♪ the heat from all the bodies ♪♪

575
00:25:37,541 --> 00:25:38,876
♪♪ Now that goes here ♪♪
♪♪ in my head ♪♪

576
00:25:39,010 --> 00:25:40,914
♪♪ I will always love you ♪♪

577
00:25:41,047 --> 00:25:42,551
♪♪ I love you forever ♪♪

578
00:25:42,684 --> 00:25:44,220
♪♪ Even when we're not together ♪♪

579
00:25:44,353 --> 00:25:46,324
♪♪ I will always love you ♪♪

580
00:25:46,458 --> 00:25:48,228
♪♪ I love you forever ♪♪

581
00:25:48,361 --> 00:25:52,002
♪♪ Said, I love you forever ♪♪

582
00:25:54,474 --> 00:25:55,175
‐ [Charli] I love him.

583
00:25:55,309 --> 00:25:56,177
He so hot.

584
00:25:56,311 --> 00:25:58,415
Even with kind of a chin.

585
00:25:59,250 --> 00:26:03,091
Well, he doesn't really have
a double chin at this moment.

586
00:26:03,225 --> 00:26:06,097
I wonder what he's
thinking about.

587
00:26:09,838 --> 00:26:11,542
I like his mustache.

588
00:26:14,915 --> 00:26:16,284
Ah!

589
00:26:16,418 --> 00:26:17,888
Shut up, shut up.

590
00:26:21,027 --> 00:26:22,196
(screaming)

591
00:26:22,329 --> 00:26:23,198
No, don't!

592
00:26:23,733 --> 00:26:25,002
Woo!

593
00:26:25,135 --> 00:26:26,104
Careful!

594
00:26:27,239 --> 00:26:28,442
‐ Enough.

595
00:26:31,749 --> 00:26:35,422
‐ I'm feeling a little bit
nervous about

596
00:26:35,557 --> 00:26:37,894
the deadline that's approaching‐

597
00:26:38,028 --> 00:26:39,063
(Charli speaks in background)

598
00:26:39,197 --> 00:26:40,967
‐ Um, I just got invited
to ask a question,

599
00:26:41,100 --> 00:26:42,737
and I look like shit.

600
00:26:42,871 --> 00:26:45,042
So, this is going to be...

601
00:26:47,046 --> 00:26:48,415
Interesting.

602
00:26:48,549 --> 00:26:50,820
‐ Coleman, what's up Coleman?

603
00:26:50,954 --> 00:26:52,056
How are you?

604
00:26:52,189 --> 00:26:53,492
‐ Hey, how are you Charli?

605
00:26:53,626 --> 00:26:55,496
‐ I'm so good, you look so cute!

606
00:26:55,630 --> 00:26:57,801
Look at your room,
it's so adorable.

607
00:26:57,934 --> 00:26:58,636
‐ Oh my god, thank you so much.

608
00:26:58,769 --> 00:26:59,805
I literally just woke up.

609
00:26:59,938 --> 00:27:02,544
‐ So how's your quarantine
been going?

610
00:27:02,677 --> 00:27:05,015
‐ You know, just being
stuck in my thoughts.

611
00:27:05,149 --> 00:27:06,017
It's hard.

612
00:27:07,787 --> 00:27:08,856
It was really bad for a little,

613
00:27:08,990 --> 00:27:11,494
but like I was very
anxious, very depressed.

614
00:27:11,629 --> 00:27:12,329
I don't know, I'm just,

615
00:27:12,463 --> 00:27:13,733
I'm scared for the future.

616
00:27:13,866 --> 00:27:16,004
Like, what if I can't even
go to college in the fall?

617
00:27:16,137 --> 00:27:17,808
You know, it's just...

618
00:27:17,941 --> 00:27:21,147
‐ Hi, it's day whatever of
quarantine.

619
00:27:22,416 --> 00:27:23,753
Meant to be here with
my flatmate,

620
00:27:23,886 --> 00:27:28,261
but just before quarantine,
he went home to his family.

621
00:27:30,165 --> 00:27:32,269
I definitely felt lonely.

622
00:27:32,403 --> 00:27:34,006
‐ I make music, like,
in my bedroom.

623
00:27:34,140 --> 00:27:36,311
So, I'm trying to do a
remix of "claws" right now.

624
00:27:36,444 --> 00:27:38,916
But I'm like, scared,
'cause like,

625
00:27:39,050 --> 00:27:41,722
I don't want to, like,
mess it up.

626
00:27:41,856 --> 00:27:44,060
‐ I started making some
art works.

627
00:27:44,193 --> 00:27:46,364
It gives me, like,
something to do every day.

628
00:27:46,497 --> 00:27:50,172
So it feels like every day
has, like, a purpose behind it.

629
00:27:50,305 --> 00:27:52,777
‐ It's like a escape, almost.

630
00:27:55,617 --> 00:27:57,286
‐ Mental health professionals
are on alert

631
00:27:57,419 --> 00:27:59,490
for those having a difficult
time under these extended

632
00:27:59,625 --> 00:28:02,263
stay at home orders during
the pandemic.

633
00:28:02,396 --> 00:28:04,066
‐ 41 Action News reporter,
Dan Cohen brings‐

634
00:28:04,200 --> 00:28:05,068
‐ [Sam] Hey guys.

635
00:28:05,202 --> 00:28:06,104
‐ Hello.

636
00:28:06,237 --> 00:28:07,406
‐ Hello Sam.

637
00:28:07,541 --> 00:28:09,076
‐ [Sam] How are you feeling now?

638
00:28:09,210 --> 00:28:10,713
‐ I'm going to start journaling.

639
00:28:10,847 --> 00:28:12,984
‐ [Sam] Oh, writing?

640
00:28:13,118 --> 00:28:15,022
‐ Yeah. I guess you
guys call it journaling.

641
00:28:15,155 --> 00:28:16,859
We would call that like,
writing a diary.

642
00:28:16,992 --> 00:28:18,963
‐ [Sam] Yeah, that's nice.

643
00:28:19,096 --> 00:28:20,265
You need another creative
outlet.

644
00:28:20,399 --> 00:28:22,169
What, with the radio show,
the album.

645
00:28:22,303 --> 00:28:23,271
‐ The rock painting.

646
00:28:23,405 --> 00:28:25,375
‐ [Sam] The rock painting
documentary.

647
00:28:25,510 --> 00:28:27,413
‐ [Charli] I know.
(Sam laughing)

648
00:28:27,547 --> 00:28:29,317
My therapist said I
have to do it.

649
00:28:29,450 --> 00:28:30,653
‐ [Sam] Oh, nice.

650
00:28:30,787 --> 00:28:34,928
‐ It's supposed to help
me process my thoughts.

651
00:28:35,062 --> 00:28:36,231
‐ [Sam] Yeah, mm.

652
00:28:36,364 --> 00:28:37,968
‐ And she said that because,

653
00:28:38,101 --> 00:28:39,605
you know my dad's
adopted, right?

654
00:28:39,738 --> 00:28:40,807
‐ [Sam] Yeah.

655
00:28:40,940 --> 00:28:43,579
‐ [Charli] And my
therapist said that, like,

656
00:28:43,713 --> 00:28:46,885
anyone who experiences adoption

657
00:28:47,019 --> 00:28:49,958
experiences,
even if it's a very smooth,

658
00:28:50,092 --> 00:28:53,064
experiences this feeling
of like unwantedness.

659
00:28:53,198 --> 00:28:54,200
‐ [Sam] Mm.

660
00:28:54,333 --> 00:28:55,435
‐ [Charli] Like,
deep within their core,

661
00:28:55,570 --> 00:28:56,839
right from when they're born.

662
00:28:56,972 --> 00:28:58,074
‐ [Sam] Mm.

663
00:28:58,208 --> 00:29:00,412
‐ [Charli] And that, that
can be, like, passed on.

664
00:29:00,546 --> 00:29:02,584
It's in their children.

665
00:29:02,717 --> 00:29:06,357
Because there's this
continuous feeling of like,

666
00:29:06,491 --> 00:29:08,629
not being good enough to
be accepted.

667
00:29:08,763 --> 00:29:09,731
‐ [Sam] Mm.

668
00:29:10,633 --> 00:29:13,171
‐ So that was kind of
interesting.

669
00:29:13,305 --> 00:29:14,942
So that's why I have to journal.

670
00:29:15,075 --> 00:29:16,244
That's the long story
about that.

671
00:29:16,377 --> 00:29:18,749
‐ [Sam] No, it's super,

672
00:29:18,883 --> 00:29:20,452
it's super interesting.
‐ Very interesting.

673
00:29:20,586 --> 00:29:21,454
‐ [Sam] Thank you for
sharing that.

674
00:29:21,588 --> 00:29:22,691
‐ That's okay.

675
00:29:22,824 --> 00:29:26,297
Okay, so, I am going
to write a to‐do list.

676
00:29:30,607 --> 00:29:34,246
So that I don't feel
unproductive tomorrow.

677
00:29:39,256 --> 00:29:44,300
Like, I've got serious issues
with the way I handle my work

678
00:29:44,968 --> 00:29:47,907
and the way I depend on work

679
00:29:48,041 --> 00:29:50,012
to make me feel like I'm a
good person.

680
00:29:50,145 --> 00:29:51,447
Palmistry beat.

681
00:29:52,651 --> 00:29:55,355
I don't think I'm pretty enough.

682
00:29:57,459 --> 00:29:59,096
I don't think I'm smart enough.

683
00:29:59,230 --> 00:30:01,702
I don't think I'm
interesting enough

684
00:30:01,835 --> 00:30:06,812
or funny enough of a person
to function without my work.

685
00:30:07,279 --> 00:30:08,849
(message dings)

686
00:30:08,983 --> 00:30:12,122
I feel like my work and
everything around it

687
00:30:12,256 --> 00:30:16,865
is what makes me different
and interesting from people.

688
00:30:18,001 --> 00:30:21,775
And without it, I just
feel like I'm nothing.

689
00:30:26,284 --> 00:30:30,827
Okay, recording over
the outro for "Seven Years".

690
00:30:30,960 --> 00:30:34,433
♪♪ Always, always, always ♪♪

691
00:30:34,568 --> 00:30:37,272
I really have to get over
giving a fuck what I sound like.

692
00:30:37,406 --> 00:30:39,276
♪♪ Ooh ♪♪

693
00:30:42,917 --> 00:30:44,788
Okay, I'm going to see if
I can comp any of this,

694
00:30:44,921 --> 00:30:46,992
and if not,
I'll do a few more takes.

695
00:30:47,126 --> 00:30:49,263
(pop beat plays)

696
00:30:49,397 --> 00:30:52,504
Maybe even the first
two bits of take seven.

697
00:30:52,637 --> 00:30:56,310
♪♪ I know that look inside ♪♪
♪♪ my eyes means deep pain ♪♪

698
00:30:56,444 --> 00:31:00,520
Deep, know that look inside
my eyes means deep pain?

699
00:31:00,653 --> 00:31:04,393
♪♪ Look inside my eyes means ♪♪
♪♪ deep pain ♪♪

700
00:31:04,528 --> 00:31:06,832
Could be kind of interesting.

701
00:31:06,965 --> 00:31:07,801
♪♪ Real strange ♪♪

702
00:31:07,934 --> 00:31:10,540
♪♪ Always, yeah ♪♪

703
00:31:11,575 --> 00:31:12,811
Sick, love that.

704
00:31:12,944 --> 00:31:14,614
♪♪ Ooh, ooh ♪♪

705
00:31:14,748 --> 00:31:16,050
Okay, not done on that.

706
00:31:16,184 --> 00:31:18,221
What happens if we do
something mad?

707
00:31:18,354 --> 00:31:19,090
(pop music plays)

708
00:31:19,223 --> 00:31:20,358
♪♪ Hello hello hello ♪♪

709
00:31:20,492 --> 00:31:21,895
♪♪ I see clearly ♪♪

710
00:31:22,029 --> 00:31:24,333
♪♪ So long, been scared ♪♪
♪♪ to show off my feelings ♪♪

711
00:31:24,467 --> 00:31:26,972
♪♪ Hello, hello, hello, ♪♪
♪♪ got new meaning ♪♪

712
00:31:27,106 --> 00:31:30,546
♪♪ Now I really see it ♪♪

713
00:31:30,680 --> 00:31:32,282
♪♪ I know that look inside my ♪♪
♪♪ eyes means‐ ♪♪

714
00:31:32,416 --> 00:31:33,418
Okay, I'm not gonna play
the chorus,

715
00:31:33,552 --> 00:31:36,257
but the chorus kind of
goes off too.

716
00:31:36,390 --> 00:31:38,027
Yeah. That's it.

717
00:31:38,161 --> 00:31:39,531
That's where I'm at.

718
00:31:39,664 --> 00:31:42,570
I will post some stuff on
main feed.

719
00:31:42,704 --> 00:31:46,712
And then in the comments
maybe you can just like say,

720
00:31:46,845 --> 00:31:48,983
you know, what you think.

721
00:31:49,785 --> 00:31:52,256
‐ I've got another idea
for the video.

722
00:31:52,389 --> 00:31:53,592
A different idea.

723
00:31:53,726 --> 00:31:54,427
‐ Which video?

724
00:31:54,561 --> 00:31:55,696
‐ The "claws" video.

725
00:31:55,830 --> 00:31:57,132
You know, I envisioned‐
‐ Oh, the scooter stuff.

726
00:31:57,266 --> 00:31:57,967
‐ Yeah.

727
00:31:58,101 --> 00:31:59,370
(upbeat pop music)

728
00:31:59,504 --> 00:32:01,642
Literally a fucking disaster.

729
00:32:01,775 --> 00:32:03,278
(drone buzzing)

730
00:32:03,411 --> 00:32:04,681
Ah!

731
00:32:04,815 --> 00:32:07,085
(Charli screaming)

732
00:32:07,219 --> 00:32:09,123
(dog barking)

733
00:32:09,256 --> 00:32:11,093
I'm going to fucking die
making this.

734
00:32:11,227 --> 00:32:12,964
So, forget about that
for a second.

735
00:32:13,097 --> 00:32:14,099
‐ Yeah.

736
00:32:14,233 --> 00:32:16,137
‐ I was thinking it could
be a cool idea

737
00:32:16,270 --> 00:32:18,475
to get green screen.

738
00:32:18,609 --> 00:32:19,644
‐ Mm, yeah.

739
00:32:19,778 --> 00:32:21,481
‐ It could just be a shit,
a shit one.

740
00:32:21,615 --> 00:32:24,754
And two green suits,
like body suits.

741
00:32:27,392 --> 00:32:28,596
‐ I know what you want to do.

742
00:32:28,729 --> 00:32:31,467
‐ And then me and Huck
are going to just make out

743
00:32:31,602 --> 00:32:33,138
for like, 2 minutes.

744
00:32:33,271 --> 00:32:36,144
And what could be cool is
that fans can send stuff.

745
00:32:36,277 --> 00:32:37,212
‐ Yeah?

746
00:32:37,346 --> 00:32:38,649
‐ To go on the green screen,
as well.

747
00:32:38,782 --> 00:32:40,586
And it will just look like
our heads are like floating.

748
00:32:40,720 --> 00:32:42,256
‐ Oh, I love that!

749
00:32:43,893 --> 00:32:45,028
(soft pop music)

750
00:32:45,162 --> 00:32:46,598
‐ Sick.

751
00:32:46,732 --> 00:32:49,069
Wanna go show Sam my outfit.

752
00:32:53,546 --> 00:32:54,748
‐ Oh my god!
(laughing)

753
00:32:54,881 --> 00:32:55,750
What!

754
00:32:57,319 --> 00:32:58,956
This is, like,
incredibly unflattering.

755
00:32:59,089 --> 00:33:00,258
(laughing)

756
00:33:00,392 --> 00:33:01,695
What does it look like if
it's up over your head?

757
00:33:01,829 --> 00:33:03,933
‐ That's all the way up.

758
00:33:04,066 --> 00:33:07,039
‐ Obviously,
can't help ourselves.

759
00:33:07,172 --> 00:33:08,474
Do you not want to do it?

760
00:33:08,609 --> 00:33:09,711
‐ [Huck] No, I can do it.

761
00:33:09,845 --> 00:33:12,182
‐ If you don't want to
do it, just tell me.

762
00:33:12,316 --> 00:33:14,320
And I'll think of a new idea.

763
00:33:14,453 --> 00:33:16,925
[Huck]

764
00:33:22,804 --> 00:33:24,473
‐ Are you worried about
wearing your green suit?

765
00:33:24,608 --> 00:33:27,179
[Huck]

766
00:33:27,747 --> 00:33:30,252
‐ It won't be anyone else
in the room.

767
00:33:30,385 --> 00:33:32,557
We'll shoot it just you and
me together,

768
00:33:32,690 --> 00:33:33,959
on tripods and stuff.

769
00:33:34,093 --> 00:33:36,297
So, neither of us feel weird.

770
00:33:36,430 --> 00:33:37,466
‐ [Huck] Mm.

771
00:33:43,679 --> 00:33:44,548
‐ Okay.

772
00:33:48,589 --> 00:33:50,158
(laughing)

773
00:33:50,292 --> 00:33:52,664
This is our music video set.

774
00:33:56,304 --> 00:33:59,978
We made sure we recreated
it exactly how

775
00:34:00,111 --> 00:34:02,584
they normally do,
with the E on Charli,

776
00:34:02,717 --> 00:34:07,292
'cause everyone always spelled
my name wrong on videos.

777
00:34:07,426 --> 00:34:08,294
Take one.

778
00:34:10,498 --> 00:34:12,002
♪♪ Like your mind, ♪♪
♪♪ like your smile ♪♪

779
00:34:12,135 --> 00:34:13,739
♪♪ Like your eyes, I could die ♪♪

780
00:34:13,872 --> 00:34:15,509
♪♪ Airplane, you are so fly ♪♪

781
00:34:15,643 --> 00:34:17,379
♪♪ Singin' songs by Jeremih ♪♪

782
00:34:17,513 --> 00:34:18,481
‐ [Huck] Question?

783
00:34:18,616 --> 00:34:19,383
‐ Yeah?

784
00:34:19,517 --> 00:34:20,218
‐ Should these lights be off?

785
00:34:20,352 --> 00:34:21,053
‐ Yes.

786
00:34:21,187 --> 00:34:24,293
(Huck laughs)

787
00:34:24,426 --> 00:34:25,529
‐ Oh my gosh.

788
00:34:25,663 --> 00:34:26,932
‐ Sorry guys.

789
00:34:27,065 --> 00:34:29,938
‐ So yeah,
we're shooting this video

790
00:34:30,071 --> 00:34:31,340
and this is the first time
me and Huck

791
00:34:31,474 --> 00:34:33,545
have shot a video together.

792
00:34:33,679 --> 00:34:35,650
And I think we're a good team.

793
00:34:35,783 --> 00:34:37,052
What do you think?

794
00:34:37,185 --> 00:34:38,454
‐ [Huck] Yeah.

795
00:34:38,589 --> 00:34:39,891
I carry stuff.

796
00:34:40,025 --> 00:34:42,897
(pop music plays)

797
00:34:47,941 --> 00:34:50,546
‐ How is it if I start
like this?

798
00:34:50,680 --> 00:34:52,015
Does it look cool?

799
00:34:52,149 --> 00:34:52,850
‐ [Huck] Yeah.

800
00:34:52,984 --> 00:34:54,253
‐ Cool.

801
00:34:54,386 --> 00:34:55,388
♪♪ Like your mind, ♪♪
♪♪ like your smile ♪♪

802
00:34:55,523 --> 00:34:57,092
♪♪ Like your eyes, I could die ♪♪

803
00:34:57,225 --> 00:34:58,862
♪♪ Airplane, you are so fly ♪♪

804
00:34:58,996 --> 00:35:02,570
♪♪ Singin' songs by Jeremih ♪♪

805
00:35:02,704 --> 00:35:03,539
Hot

806
00:35:05,576 --> 00:35:08,381
♪♪ I like, I like ♪♪

807
00:35:17,165 --> 00:35:20,438
(pop beat intensifies)

808
00:35:25,516 --> 00:35:26,450
‐ Yeah?

809
00:35:26,585 --> 00:35:28,856
(laughing)

810
00:35:31,060 --> 00:35:33,632
Thanks everybody for being here.

811
00:35:33,766 --> 00:35:35,603
That's a wrap.

812
00:35:35,736 --> 00:35:37,907
Let's make some noise for‐

813
00:35:39,376 --> 00:35:42,750
for number one, for
number one and number two.

814
00:35:42,884 --> 00:35:43,752
Thank you.

815
00:35:44,754 --> 00:35:48,027
Thank you goes to the directors.

816
00:35:48,161 --> 00:35:50,633
And, lovely to work with you.

817
00:35:53,104 --> 00:35:54,774
(message dings)

818
00:35:54,908 --> 00:35:58,782
("claws" by Charli XCX plays)

819
00:36:00,853 --> 00:36:01,855
‐ So cool.

820
00:36:01,988 --> 00:36:03,157
There's this dance that
Charli does

821
00:36:03,291 --> 00:36:06,464
in the first verse of
the "claws" music video,

822
00:36:06,598 --> 00:36:08,267
and I want to see if I
can learn it

823
00:36:08,401 --> 00:36:11,708
and like film a video of me
dancing to it.

824
00:36:11,842 --> 00:36:13,444
♪♪ Like your mind, ♪♪
♪♪ like your smile ♪♪

825
00:36:13,579 --> 00:36:17,285
A lot of people don't have
supportive parents or family

826
00:36:17,419 --> 00:36:19,323
that they're staying with
at the moment,

827
00:36:19,456 --> 00:36:22,462
and that's like a really
tough thing for them.

828
00:36:22,597 --> 00:36:27,005
Just having something to
feel like they're a part of,

829
00:36:27,139 --> 00:36:30,111
and to like contribute
to, and like talk about

830
00:36:30,245 --> 00:36:33,484
has definitely been like a
really like, right part of it.

831
00:36:33,619 --> 00:36:34,486
That was not good.

832
00:36:34,621 --> 00:36:36,223
That was attempt number one.

833
00:36:36,357 --> 00:36:37,125
Hi Ronald.

834
00:36:37,259 --> 00:36:38,227
‐ How are you?

835
00:36:38,361 --> 00:36:40,065
Okay. So you're going to
call me crazy,

836
00:36:40,198 --> 00:36:42,402
but I have this cool idea.

837
00:36:43,204 --> 00:36:46,377
I don't have that many
friends in real life,

838
00:36:46,511 --> 00:36:48,347
here where I live.

839
00:36:48,481 --> 00:36:50,853
People that surround me, they
don't like the way I dress,

840
00:36:50,986 --> 00:36:52,690
or the music I listen to.

841
00:36:52,824 --> 00:36:53,959
(message dings)

842
00:36:54,093 --> 00:36:56,230
I feel like they will
never understand that.

843
00:36:56,363 --> 00:37:01,407
So, basically I want to throw
a Charli XCX virtual party.

844
00:37:01,608 --> 00:37:03,478
‐ Wait, that's such a good idea.

845
00:37:03,612 --> 00:37:05,048
‐ Virtual parties have
had, like,

846
00:37:05,181 --> 00:37:06,718
a big impact in my life,

847
00:37:06,852 --> 00:37:09,958
because those places
didn't exist for me before.

848
00:37:10,091 --> 00:37:12,329
‐ A bunch of, like,
angels do DJ sets,

849
00:37:12,462 --> 00:37:13,866
and they're going to, like,

850
00:37:13,999 --> 00:37:16,337
be playing their own
mixes of Charli songs.

851
00:37:16,470 --> 00:37:19,176
‐ I really want people to come.

852
00:37:19,309 --> 00:37:21,615
♪♪ I'm sorry that I missed ♪♪
♪♪ your party ♪♪

853
00:37:21,748 --> 00:37:24,554
♪♪ I wish I had a better excuse ♪♪

854
00:37:24,687 --> 00:37:27,627
(upbeat pop music)

855
00:37:43,391 --> 00:37:45,128
‐ [Ronald] Guys,
we have a special guest.

856
00:37:45,261 --> 00:37:47,065
Charli is in the room.

857
00:37:47,199 --> 00:37:48,367
‐ Charli?

858
00:37:48,501 --> 00:37:49,470
‐ Is she really here?
‐ Is that actual Charli

859
00:37:49,604 --> 00:37:50,639
or just someone joining
as Charli?

860
00:37:50,773 --> 00:37:52,142
‐ No, it is Charli!

861
00:37:52,275 --> 00:37:53,344
‐ Oh my god.
‐ Shut up.

862
00:37:53,478 --> 00:37:55,983
(group screaming)

863
00:37:56,117 --> 00:37:58,421
‐ Hello, hello, it's Charli.

864
00:37:58,555 --> 00:37:59,389
Love you.

865
00:37:59,524 --> 00:38:01,595
‐ You guys want to hear a demo?

866
00:38:01,728 --> 00:38:03,632
Big secret, don't tell anyone,

867
00:38:03,765 --> 00:38:06,571
but I made, like, a
new version of "Click".

868
00:38:06,705 --> 00:38:08,609
(group gasping and screaming)

869
00:38:08,742 --> 00:38:10,044
‐ What?

870
00:38:10,178 --> 00:38:11,915
Charli is here!

871
00:38:12,048 --> 00:38:12,884
She's fucking here!

872
00:38:13,017 --> 00:38:13,719
(remixed pop music)

873
00:38:13,852 --> 00:38:15,856
♪♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah ♪♪

874
00:38:15,990 --> 00:38:17,325
♪♪ I'm next level, so legit ♪♪

875
00:38:17,459 --> 00:38:20,766
♪♪ with all my clique, ♪♪
♪♪ clique, clique, yeah ♪♪

876
00:38:20,900 --> 00:38:22,369
♪♪ I'm next level, so legit ♪♪

877
00:38:22,503 --> 00:38:26,477
♪♪ With all my clique, ♪♪
♪♪ clique, yeah, yeah, yeah ♪♪

878
00:38:26,611 --> 00:38:28,047
♪♪ I'm next level, so legit ♪♪

879
00:38:28,181 --> 00:38:30,351
♪♪ with all my clique, ♪♪
♪♪ clique, clique, clique ♪♪

880
00:38:30,485 --> 00:38:31,755
♪♪ Clique, clique, clique, ♪♪
♪♪ clique ♪♪

881
00:38:31,888 --> 00:38:33,157
♪♪ Clique, clique, clique, ♪♪
♪♪ clique ♪♪

882
00:38:33,291 --> 00:38:34,226
♪♪ Clique, clique, clique, ♪♪
♪♪ clique ♪♪

883
00:38:34,359 --> 00:38:35,663
♪♪ Charli! ♪♪

884
00:38:35,796 --> 00:38:37,667
♪♪ White sheets, you and ♪♪
♪♪ me used to lay close ♪♪

885
00:38:37,800 --> 00:38:40,506
♪♪ Blue summer, sittin' ♪♪
♪♪ high in the window ♪♪

886
00:38:40,639 --> 00:38:43,411
♪♪ Phone calls every ♪♪
♪♪ night, had a new glow ♪♪

887
00:38:43,545 --> 00:38:46,283
♪♪ My clique running through ♪♪
♪♪ my mind like a rainbow ♪♪

888
00:38:46,417 --> 00:38:49,022
♪♪ We were so in love, ♪♪
♪♪ so we let go ♪♪

889
00:38:49,156 --> 00:38:51,895
♪♪ Took it in our lungs, ♪♪
♪♪ then we all choked ♪♪

890
00:38:52,028 --> 00:38:54,601
♪♪ Long drive, so divine ♪♪
♪♪ when the sun showed ♪♪

891
00:38:54,734 --> 00:38:59,744
♪♪ My clique running through ♪♪
♪♪ my mind like a rainbow ♪♪

892
00:39:01,347 --> 00:39:05,154
‐ How long do you think
you'll wear a mask for?

893
00:39:05,288 --> 00:39:06,290
‐ Indefinitely.

894
00:39:06,423 --> 00:39:08,294
Especially if I go back
to New York.

895
00:39:08,427 --> 00:39:12,035
‐ Have you had any more
updates on that?

896
00:39:12,168 --> 00:39:14,607
‐ I think it'll open up
again soon, our office,

897
00:39:14,741 --> 00:39:18,916
but they're going to
like stagger everyone.

898
00:39:19,049 --> 00:39:21,621
And since I'm like, events,

899
00:39:21,755 --> 00:39:25,128
we're like pretty low on
the totem pole.

900
00:39:26,998 --> 00:39:30,238
So I may be stuck with you
for a while.

901
00:39:33,211 --> 00:39:35,481
How do you feel about that?

902
00:39:36,450 --> 00:39:38,956
‐ Be weird when you leave,

903
00:39:39,089 --> 00:39:40,191
if you leave.

904
00:39:46,771 --> 00:39:49,009
Even though I know I'm a
good person,

905
00:39:49,142 --> 00:39:52,249
I guess, like, deep,
like, within me,

906
00:39:54,286 --> 00:39:55,589
(sniffling)

907
00:39:55,723 --> 00:39:59,429
I seem to think that
I'm a really bad person

908
00:40:00,532 --> 00:40:03,972
and it's kind of a tough
journey to be on

909
00:40:05,241 --> 00:40:08,147
whilst you're around a
lot of people.

910
00:40:08,281 --> 00:40:09,483
(phone vibrating)

911
00:40:09,617 --> 00:40:11,988
Oh, why's my Mum ringing me?

912
00:40:12,823 --> 00:40:13,525
Hello?

913
00:40:13,659 --> 00:40:14,694
‐ [Sam] It's quite late.

914
00:40:14,827 --> 00:40:15,663
‐ [Mum] Hi.

915
00:40:15,796 --> 00:40:16,631
‐ Hi.
‐ [Mum] How are you?

916
00:40:16,765 --> 00:40:18,902
‐ I'm good, how are you?

917
00:40:19,036 --> 00:40:20,773
‐ [Mum] Yeah, good thanks.

918
00:40:20,906 --> 00:40:22,309
‐ Oh, are you‐

919
00:40:22,442 --> 00:40:25,181
you're trying to video call me?

920
00:40:25,315 --> 00:40:26,283
‐ [Mum] Yeah.

921
00:40:26,417 --> 00:40:27,853
‐ You okay?

922
00:40:27,987 --> 00:40:29,056
‐ [Mum] Yes, I'm okay.

923
00:40:29,189 --> 00:40:31,561
I just heard your Instagram.

924
00:40:31,695 --> 00:40:33,999
‐ Oh, yeah, yeah, I'm fine.

925
00:40:34,801 --> 00:40:35,836
‐ [Mum] What was all that about?

926
00:40:35,970 --> 00:40:37,238
‐ That was‐

927
00:40:37,372 --> 00:40:41,413
It's just a, uh, audio from
like a voice recording.

928
00:40:42,817 --> 00:40:45,154
‐ [Mum] I was just about
getting ready for bed

929
00:40:45,288 --> 00:40:48,427
and I just looked on
Instagram and saw that,

930
00:40:48,562 --> 00:40:53,572
and I thought, "Oh my God,
that sounds very depressing."

931
00:40:53,705 --> 00:40:55,008
‐ Don't be sad.

932
00:40:55,141 --> 00:40:56,578
Aw, don't be sad.

933
00:40:59,316 --> 00:41:00,986
‐ [Mum] Okay, I just
heard it and I thought,

934
00:41:01,120 --> 00:41:02,122
what's all this about?

935
00:41:02,255 --> 00:41:04,794
You're not a horrible person.

936
00:41:04,927 --> 00:41:07,165
Okay, no,
so long as you're okay.

937
00:41:07,298 --> 00:41:08,167
‐ I'm okay.

938
00:41:08,300 --> 00:41:10,438
‐ [Mum] Okay, that's fine.

939
00:41:10,572 --> 00:41:13,845
‐ Yeah, I think it
probably just scared her.

940
00:41:13,979 --> 00:41:16,885
‐ Yeah, I mean, it was
hard for me to listen to.

941
00:41:17,018 --> 00:41:18,187
‐ Really?

942
00:41:18,321 --> 00:41:20,325
‐ Yeah, I mean, not that,
I know‐

943
00:41:20,458 --> 00:41:25,501
we've been talking about all
that sort of stuff, but I mean,

944
00:41:29,242 --> 00:41:30,178
it was sad.

945
00:41:33,885 --> 00:41:34,754
‐ Yeah.

946
00:41:39,931 --> 00:41:42,202
(knocking)

947
00:41:45,909 --> 00:41:46,611
‐ Hello.

948
00:41:46,745 --> 00:41:47,580
‐ [Sam] You all right?

949
00:41:47,713 --> 00:41:50,351
(Charli sighs)

950
00:42:04,112 --> 00:42:04,981
‐ Oh,

951
00:42:06,985 --> 00:42:09,757
I stayed up very late
last night,

952
00:42:10,659 --> 00:42:13,532
recording till six in
the morning.

953
00:42:17,205 --> 00:42:19,242
(sighs)

954
00:42:21,280 --> 00:42:22,917
and, it's not done.

955
00:42:26,056 --> 00:42:28,995
(upbeat pop music)

956
00:42:32,770 --> 00:42:33,638
♪♪ I just wanna go real hard ♪♪

957
00:42:33,772 --> 00:42:35,041
♪♪ I just wanna go real hard ♪♪

958
00:42:35,174 --> 00:42:36,076
♪♪ Pink diamond in the dark ♪♪

959
00:42:36,210 --> 00:42:37,378
♪♪ I just want to go real hard ♪♪

960
00:42:37,513 --> 00:42:39,784
♪♪ I just want to go real hard ♪♪

961
00:42:39,917 --> 00:42:42,723
(soft sad music)

962
00:42:46,463 --> 00:42:49,269
♪♪ Without the Holy matrimony, ♪♪
♪♪ I'm wife ♪♪

963
00:42:49,403 --> 00:42:50,338
♪♪ We went from really‐ ♪♪

964
00:42:50,471 --> 00:42:51,608
Fuck off.

965
00:42:51,741 --> 00:42:54,346
Fuck, fuck, read, just
fucking read, Charli.

966
00:42:54,479 --> 00:42:58,655
Just read the fucking shit
that you wrote.

967
00:42:58,789 --> 00:42:59,824
Okay, again.

968
00:43:12,983 --> 00:43:14,453
♪♪ The walls are all gone d‐ ♪♪

969
00:43:14,587 --> 00:43:15,889
No.

970
00:43:16,023 --> 00:43:18,427
♪♪ He put me in the ground ♪♪

971
00:43:18,562 --> 00:43:21,233
♪♪ The walls are all ♪♪
♪♪ gone, did we melt them‐ ♪♪

972
00:43:21,366 --> 00:43:24,674
I just feel like I'm not going
to finish this album in time.

973
00:43:24,807 --> 00:43:28,481
We've got two songs of a 12
song, of a 10 song album mixed.

974
00:43:28,615 --> 00:43:29,316
‐ Mm.

975
00:43:29,449 --> 00:43:31,453
‐ Like, that's not good.

976
00:43:32,355 --> 00:43:33,525
That's like really really,
really,

977
00:43:33,658 --> 00:43:35,963
really, really fucking bad.

978
00:43:41,373 --> 00:43:43,444
Ah, it's so hard to
fucking focus,

979
00:43:43,578 --> 00:43:46,651
because I know that
you're watching.

980
00:43:46,784 --> 00:43:50,526
This, it's like, I can't, it's
actually really difficult.

981
00:43:50,659 --> 00:43:53,430
(pop beat plays)

982
00:43:56,103 --> 00:43:56,938
Shit.

983
00:43:58,274 --> 00:44:01,648
I can't,
it's actually driving me crazy.

984
00:44:03,117 --> 00:44:05,722
(rain falling)

985
00:44:09,162 --> 00:44:12,636
Oof, I just had a call with
my therapist,

986
00:44:14,072 --> 00:44:18,280
which is a new thing that
I've been kind of doing.

987
00:44:20,084 --> 00:44:23,324
I started like a week
before quarantine

988
00:44:23,457 --> 00:44:26,931
and I think I've probably
done about like,

989
00:44:27,065 --> 00:44:30,404
five or six sessions now
over the phone.

990
00:44:31,841 --> 00:44:33,377
We only got to do one in person,

991
00:44:33,512 --> 00:44:36,618
because then the quarantine
happened.

992
00:44:37,887 --> 00:44:40,759
But yeah,
it's really interesting.

993
00:44:44,199 --> 00:44:45,067
And,

994
00:44:48,542 --> 00:44:53,585
I don't know, I'm just learning
a lot of stuff about myself.

995
00:44:58,662 --> 00:45:01,834
She asked me to write this
thing down.

996
00:45:01,968 --> 00:45:03,170
Three things down.

997
00:45:03,304 --> 00:45:06,711
One says,
just because I believe something

998
00:45:06,844 --> 00:45:08,782
doesn't mean it's true.

999
00:45:10,184 --> 00:45:13,625
Another one says,
be gentle on myself.

1000
00:45:13,758 --> 00:45:16,564
And the third one says,
I'm good enough.

1001
00:45:16,698 --> 00:45:20,606
And I find it really hard
to read the last one.

1002
00:45:21,708 --> 00:45:25,481
I find it really hard
to say I'm good enough.

1003
00:45:27,586 --> 00:45:31,126
And I find it hard because,
when I say it,

1004
00:45:39,142 --> 00:45:42,950
when I say it I just immediately
like, hear this voice,

1005
00:45:43,083 --> 00:45:47,826
and it says, you don't
deserve to be good enough.

1006
00:45:47,960 --> 00:45:50,966
And I really, I know that I do.

1007
00:45:51,099 --> 00:45:55,842
It's like my head and my
body feel different things,

1008
00:45:55,976 --> 00:45:59,583
like I know, I do
deserve to be good enough

1009
00:46:00,619 --> 00:46:03,057
but my, like, core inside me,

1010
00:46:05,929 --> 00:46:09,069
like, doesn't want me to, like,

1011
00:46:09,202 --> 00:46:13,945
doesn't believe it's true
or something like that.

1012
00:46:14,079 --> 00:46:16,116
(sighs)

1013
00:46:17,452 --> 00:46:19,890
I'm supposed to be confident,

1014
00:46:22,462 --> 00:46:26,738
and like, inspiring, I hate
myself for saying that,

1015
00:46:28,140 --> 00:46:31,914
but I'm not and it makes
me feel like a liar.

1016
00:46:34,587 --> 00:46:36,123
‐ Public health director,
Barbara Ferreira,

1017
00:46:36,256 --> 00:46:37,893
Dr. Barbara Ferriera
suggested that

1018
00:46:38,027 --> 00:46:41,868
LA County stay at home order
will likely be extended

1019
00:46:42,001 --> 00:46:43,938
for the next three months.

1020
00:46:44,072 --> 00:46:45,509
‐ [News Reporter] That
is very sobering news.

1021
00:46:45,642 --> 00:46:46,744
Now, here's what she said.

1022
00:46:46,878 --> 00:46:48,080
‐ I just don't know how
longer I can take,

1023
00:46:48,213 --> 00:46:50,418
like, life being so weird.

1024
00:46:52,455 --> 00:46:54,760
And that sounds very selfish,

1025
00:46:54,894 --> 00:46:56,531
but it's just like,

1026
00:46:57,432 --> 00:46:58,568
it sucks.

1027
00:46:58,702 --> 00:47:00,539
Like the thought of
like going to a concert

1028
00:47:00,672 --> 00:47:03,444
or going to a club or
like going to a party,

1029
00:47:03,578 --> 00:47:04,446
it's like,

1030
00:47:05,549 --> 00:47:08,153
did that ever really exist?

1031
00:47:08,287 --> 00:47:10,191
It feels like a dream.

1032
00:47:10,324 --> 00:47:12,730
‐ It really is like such a
lonely time.

1033
00:47:12,863 --> 00:47:15,902
Cause I'm out of work currently,
but I'm also transitioning

1034
00:47:16,036 --> 00:47:18,440
and my parents aren't
supportive of that.

1035
00:47:18,575 --> 00:47:21,514
So, I'm like spending every
single day in my bedroom

1036
00:47:21,647 --> 00:47:24,787
and work kind of gave me
that escape.

1037
00:47:25,789 --> 00:47:26,724
‐ I just try to hide, like,

1038
00:47:26,858 --> 00:47:28,427
pretty much everything
that I do.

1039
00:47:28,561 --> 00:47:32,603
At least my mom, I mean,
she's just very not supportive

1040
00:47:32,736 --> 00:47:35,074
and it's just, it's hard.

1041
00:47:35,207 --> 00:47:36,844
‐ [Ellen] At this point,
I just kind of live

1042
00:47:36,978 --> 00:47:38,715
in Charli concerts in my mind

1043
00:47:38,848 --> 00:47:40,519
to kind of help me get
through my day.

1044
00:47:40,652 --> 00:47:43,357
(typing sounds)

1045
00:47:44,225 --> 00:47:46,396
‐ I've still been working
a little bit here and there

1046
00:47:46,531 --> 00:47:49,637
but it has been like a cut
to my income.

1047
00:47:49,770 --> 00:47:52,609
I can still, you know,
do the makeup

1048
00:47:52,743 --> 00:47:55,114
and do the outfit and take
some photos.

1049
00:47:55,247 --> 00:47:56,684
But there's so much of
the experience

1050
00:47:56,818 --> 00:47:57,920
that is missing from that.

1051
00:47:58,053 --> 00:47:59,022
(message dings)

1052
00:47:59,155 --> 00:48:01,561
‐ San Franciso's oldest gay bar,
The Stud,

1053
00:48:01,694 --> 00:48:03,464
is closing its doors.

1054
00:48:05,569 --> 00:48:06,269
‐ I miss the club.

1055
00:48:06,403 --> 00:48:07,706
I miss outside.

1056
00:48:09,944 --> 00:48:12,048
‐ I'm stuck here, like,
with my thoughts

1057
00:48:12,181 --> 00:48:15,054
and it's challenging at times.

1058
00:48:15,187 --> 00:48:18,762
But like, with seeing
her just share all this,

1059
00:48:18,895 --> 00:48:23,605
it's, it gives a lot of us
something to look forward to.

1060
00:48:31,587 --> 00:48:32,455
‐ What?

1061
00:48:36,096 --> 00:48:38,434
‐ [Charli] What's the best
thing about me?

1062
00:48:38,568 --> 00:48:40,839
‐ The best thing about you?

1063
00:48:41,974 --> 00:48:42,843
Mm.

1064
00:48:53,598 --> 00:48:56,136
The best thing about you is...

1065
00:49:00,879 --> 00:49:03,618
Probably tits?

1066
00:49:03,751 --> 00:49:04,787
Maybe... uh.

1067
00:49:07,425 --> 00:49:09,262
‐ [Charli] Oh my gosh.

1068
00:49:09,395 --> 00:49:10,999
‐ I'm just kidding.

1069
00:49:12,870 --> 00:49:16,644
The best part is just
our whole relationship.

1070
00:49:17,746 --> 00:49:19,415
Seven years.

1071
00:49:19,550 --> 00:49:22,421
You're very fun,
you make me laugh

1072
00:49:24,325 --> 00:49:25,996
and nice, sometimes.

1073
00:49:26,831 --> 00:49:29,335
‐ [Charli] When am I not nice?

1074
00:49:29,469 --> 00:49:32,341
‐ When you're tired.

1075
00:49:35,582 --> 00:49:39,322
‐ [Charli] What's
the worst thing about me?

1076
00:49:39,455 --> 00:49:40,324
‐ Um...

1077
00:49:48,006 --> 00:49:54,152
I don't like it when you're
not enjoying yourself.

1078
00:49:57,826 --> 00:50:00,030
To have a little more fun.

1079
00:50:00,164 --> 00:50:01,901
‐ [Charli] What do you
mean, like, in life?

1080
00:50:02,034 --> 00:50:03,136
‐ Yeah.

1081
00:50:03,270 --> 00:50:05,675
‐ [Charli] You don't think
I have fun?

1082
00:50:05,809 --> 00:50:07,679
‐ You're a workaholic.

1083
00:50:11,019 --> 00:50:15,461
‐ [Charli] Do you like
living with me in my house?

1084
00:50:15,595 --> 00:50:18,968
‐ I love living with you
in your house.

1085
00:50:19,102 --> 00:50:21,574
‐ [Charli] Are you just saying
that cause you're on camera?

1086
00:50:21,707 --> 00:50:23,110
‐ No.

1087
00:50:23,243 --> 00:50:24,445
Um...

1088
00:50:24,580 --> 00:50:26,182
‐ [Charli] Were you nervous
about living with me

1089
00:50:26,316 --> 00:50:27,586
in my house?

1090
00:50:27,719 --> 00:50:31,861
‐ Yeah. I thought that
we were gonna, well,

1091
00:50:31,994 --> 00:50:34,867
this is the most time we've,

1092
00:50:35,000 --> 00:50:36,202
the longest time we'd
spent together

1093
00:50:36,336 --> 00:50:38,775
before this was like two weeks.

1094
00:50:38,908 --> 00:50:40,044
‐ [Charli] Which is crazy,

1095
00:50:40,177 --> 00:50:42,114
for people who've been
together for seven years.

1096
00:50:42,248 --> 00:50:43,116
‐ Yeah.

1097
00:50:44,018 --> 00:50:46,056
Given what your life is,

1098
00:50:48,393 --> 00:50:51,901
I know that this is, like,
very rare time.

1099
00:50:54,974 --> 00:50:56,577
So I'm enjoying it.

1100
00:51:01,887 --> 00:51:03,925
(shutter sound)

1101
00:51:04,058 --> 00:51:05,996
♪♪ I only threw this ♪♪
♪♪ party for you ♪♪

1102
00:51:06,129 --> 00:51:09,770
♪♪ Only threw this party ♪♪
♪♪ for you, for you, for you ♪♪

1103
00:51:09,904 --> 00:51:12,008
♪♪ I was hopin' you would ♪♪
♪♪ come through ♪♪

1104
00:51:12,141 --> 00:51:14,212
♪♪ I was hopin' you would ♪♪
♪♪ come through ♪♪

1105
00:51:14,345 --> 00:51:15,749
♪♪ it's true, it's true ♪♪

1106
00:51:15,882 --> 00:51:18,821
‐ [Charli] Do you think
we have it?

1107
00:51:20,090 --> 00:51:21,293
Oh yeah, cool.

1108
00:51:26,002 --> 00:51:28,641
I like it with the camera too,
actually.

1109
00:51:28,775 --> 00:51:29,977
‐ [Huck] Yeah.

1110
00:51:31,313 --> 00:51:35,387
‐ That, I feel like this
can be like an album cover.

1111
00:51:35,522 --> 00:51:36,624
That one.

1112
00:51:36,757 --> 00:51:38,528
♪♪ Party on you ♪♪

1113
00:51:38,661 --> 00:51:41,701
(upbeat beat plays)

1114
00:52:00,170 --> 00:52:01,039
Oof, god.

1115
00:52:08,688 --> 00:52:12,128
(Charli mumbling softly)

1116
00:52:20,512 --> 00:52:24,853
♪♪ Baby, I love you bad ♪♪

1117
00:52:24,987 --> 00:52:26,524
♪♪ Baby, I love you bad ♪♪

1118
00:52:26,657 --> 00:52:30,565
♪♪ Oh, baby, oh I love you bad ♪♪

1119
00:52:30,699 --> 00:52:32,636
♪♪ Baby ♪♪

1120
00:52:35,542 --> 00:52:37,779
I finally understand,
I finally understand.

1121
00:52:37,913 --> 00:52:41,554
My therapist said I
hate myself really bad.

1122
00:52:44,492 --> 00:52:45,962
She did say that.

1123
00:52:52,375 --> 00:52:53,845
Oh, wait, wait, wait.

1124
00:52:53,978 --> 00:52:56,817
♪♪ If the walls are all gone, ♪♪
♪♪ did we melt them down ♪♪

1125
00:52:56,951 --> 00:52:59,690
♪♪ Liquid in my hands, ♪♪
♪♪ liquid in my mouth ♪♪

1126
00:52:59,823 --> 00:53:02,696
♪♪ Got footage on my phone, ♪♪
♪♪ did it with your tongue ♪♪

1127
00:53:02,829 --> 00:53:05,200
♪♪ And now we're sticking ♪♪
♪♪ close, and I understand ♪♪

1128
00:53:05,334 --> 00:53:07,973
♪♪ Baby, I love you bad ♪♪

1129
00:53:08,106 --> 00:53:10,912
♪♪ 'Cause lately I finally ♪♪
♪♪ understand ♪♪

1130
00:53:11,046 --> 00:53:13,951
♪♪ That maybe this ♪♪
♪♪ feeling that I've found ♪♪

1131
00:53:14,085 --> 00:53:17,626
♪♪ Might kill me, ♪♪
♪♪ put me in the ground ♪♪

1132
00:53:17,759 --> 00:53:20,330
‐ [Zane Louw] You've tapped
in from around the world.

1133
00:53:22,268 --> 00:53:25,709
Zane Louw,
live from Los Angeles.

1134
00:53:25,942 --> 00:53:27,979
‐ Charli's on Zane Louw.

1135
00:53:28,881 --> 00:53:30,117
‐ I don't want to keep
asking all these questions,

1136
00:53:30,250 --> 00:53:32,856
but it just screams at me,
I have to ask it, like,

1137
00:53:32,989 --> 00:53:34,392
what are you finally understand?

1138
00:53:34,526 --> 00:53:36,029
‐ [Charli] Basically,
me and my boyfriend

1139
00:53:36,162 --> 00:53:37,431
have quarantined together.

1140
00:53:37,566 --> 00:53:39,603
It's brought us physically
close together,

1141
00:53:39,737 --> 00:53:43,343
but also emotionally, like, I
finally understand that, like,

1142
00:53:43,477 --> 00:53:46,650
this person is somebody who
I can trust with my life

1143
00:53:46,784 --> 00:53:48,420
and just feel very connected

1144
00:53:48,554 --> 00:53:50,157
with the people that I'm around.

1145
00:53:50,290 --> 00:53:53,096
And I feel more connected
than ever.

1146
00:53:53,230 --> 00:53:54,165
♪♪ Baby ♪♪

1147
00:53:54,298 --> 00:53:55,000
(message dings)

1148
00:53:55,134 --> 00:53:56,436
♪♪ I love you bad ♪♪

1149
00:53:56,570 --> 00:53:59,008
♪♪ 'Cause lately I finally ♪♪
♪♪ understand ♪♪

1150
00:53:59,142 --> 00:54:01,714
♪♪ That maybe this ♪♪
♪♪ feeling that I've found ♪♪

1151
00:54:01,847 --> 00:54:05,354
♪♪ Might kill me, ♪♪
♪♪ put me in the ground ♪♪

1152
00:54:05,487 --> 00:54:06,356
Five

1153
00:54:07,626 --> 00:54:08,493
days,

1154
00:54:09,295 --> 00:54:11,767
'til the album comes out.

1155
00:54:11,901 --> 00:54:14,272
The fans are really excited.

1156
00:54:15,642 --> 00:54:19,015
That makes me feel really
happy because,

1157
00:54:20,150 --> 00:54:23,423
I guess yeah,
this process is for them.

1158
00:54:25,260 --> 00:54:26,964
And that feels truly

1159
00:54:30,572 --> 00:54:31,406
special.

1160
00:54:32,475 --> 00:54:34,378
We're closing in, guys.

1161
00:54:34,513 --> 00:54:36,984
It's the final count down.

1162
00:54:37,118 --> 00:54:42,161
(Huck and Charli sing
"Final Countdown" riff)

1163
00:54:46,469 --> 00:54:48,808
Send him the glitch doc, saying
that, got to update that.

1164
00:54:48,941 --> 00:54:50,110
(message dings)

1165
00:54:50,244 --> 00:54:52,281
I'm sending you a list of
songs to send to Mitch.

1166
00:54:52,414 --> 00:54:53,584
‐ [Sam] Is it one of
the performance thing

1167
00:54:53,718 --> 00:54:54,820
that I'm forgetting?

1168
00:54:54,953 --> 00:54:58,794
‐ Okay. Now I need to
fucking finish an album.

1169
00:54:58,928 --> 00:55:01,366
(pop music intensifies)

1170
00:55:01,499 --> 00:55:02,569
‐ [Sam] If you could do
the merch shoot,

1171
00:55:02,702 --> 00:55:05,107
that would be a tick.
‐ Big tick.

1172
00:55:05,240 --> 00:55:06,677
‐ I thought bin day was Monday.

1173
00:55:06,811 --> 00:55:08,548
‐ Bin day is Friday!

1174
00:55:08,681 --> 00:55:10,585
‐ Yeah, well, today's Wednesday.

1175
00:55:10,718 --> 00:55:11,554
‐ Oh.

1176
00:55:12,689 --> 00:55:14,927
(Charli singing)

1177
00:55:15,060 --> 00:55:15,762
I think it sounds amazing.

1178
00:55:15,895 --> 00:55:17,866
I think we should mix it.

1179
00:55:17,999 --> 00:55:20,705
(message dings)

1180
00:55:21,540 --> 00:55:22,241
What is that?

1181
00:55:22,374 --> 00:55:23,310
‐ Oh, cool.

1182
00:55:26,851 --> 00:55:27,552
‐ Hey, what do you think?

1183
00:55:27,686 --> 00:55:28,654
‐ I feel good.

1184
00:55:28,788 --> 00:55:29,523
‐ Really nice.

1185
00:55:29,656 --> 00:55:31,961
(laughing)

1186
00:55:33,831 --> 00:55:34,933
‐ Yes!

1187
00:55:35,067 --> 00:55:36,269
Yeah!

1188
00:55:36,402 --> 00:55:38,608
(Charli singing)

1189
00:55:38,741 --> 00:55:39,610
Woo!

1190
00:55:41,279 --> 00:55:44,285
Sorry, I was playing it so loud

1191
00:55:44,418 --> 00:55:47,491
the camera fell off
the thing it was on.

1192
00:55:47,626 --> 00:55:48,694
(laughing)

1193
00:55:48,828 --> 00:55:51,934
Okay, so that transition was
really nice.

1194
00:55:54,740 --> 00:55:58,046
(heavy pop beat plays)

1195
00:56:00,350 --> 00:56:03,658
(pop beat intensifies)

1196
00:56:12,041 --> 00:56:13,410
It's quite intense,
but I like it.

1197
00:56:13,544 --> 00:56:15,080
I like that track.

1198
00:56:16,282 --> 00:56:19,990
(light pop song plays)

1199
00:56:20,123 --> 00:56:23,864
(fun pop song plays)

1200
00:56:23,998 --> 00:56:27,104
(emotional pop song plays)

1201
00:56:27,238 --> 00:56:31,179
(repetitive alarm sound plays)

1202
00:56:38,628 --> 00:56:39,896
Sick. That's...

1203
00:56:42,368 --> 00:56:43,838
That's the album.

1204
00:56:45,775 --> 00:56:47,812
(sighs)

1205
00:56:53,056 --> 00:56:55,327
(laughing)

1206
00:57:02,976 --> 00:57:03,878
Crazy.

1207
00:57:04,011 --> 00:57:05,414
(dramatic string music)

1208
00:57:05,548 --> 00:57:06,382
Fuck.

1209
00:57:07,752 --> 00:57:08,721
It's crazy.

1210
00:57:14,700 --> 00:57:17,371
I can't believe I made 11 songs

1211
00:57:17,505 --> 00:57:20,243
and it's going to be
out on time.

1212
00:57:32,134 --> 00:57:33,470
It takes a lot for me
to say this,

1213
00:57:33,604 --> 00:57:36,242
but I'm really proud of myself.

1214
00:57:40,183 --> 00:57:41,787
‐ [Mum] Dad wants to speak
to you as well.

1215
00:57:41,920 --> 00:57:42,756
‐ Hi Dad.

1216
00:57:43,658 --> 00:57:45,828
Yeah. You're on camera
by the way.

1217
00:57:45,962 --> 00:57:47,064
‐ All right, okay.

1218
00:57:47,197 --> 00:57:49,569
‐ How have you been,
what have you been doing?

1219
00:57:49,703 --> 00:57:52,007
‐ Mum wants me to convert an
en suite now.

1220
00:57:52,141 --> 00:57:55,080
Yeah, I'm reluctant to
do it, but Mum's keen.

1221
00:57:55,213 --> 00:57:56,215
‐ [Mum] No I'm not.

1222
00:57:56,349 --> 00:57:57,351
‐ Other way round.

1223
00:57:57,484 --> 00:57:59,155
What do you want to make it?

1224
00:57:59,288 --> 00:58:02,127
‐ [Dad] So it could be a,
a secret room.

1225
00:58:02,261 --> 00:58:03,731
‐ Okay.

1226
00:58:03,864 --> 00:58:05,033
You're so nuts.

1227
00:58:05,167 --> 00:58:06,202
You're nuts.

1228
00:58:07,204 --> 00:58:09,442
‐ [Dad] I don't want to do
it, but, Mum's not keen,

1229
00:58:09,576 --> 00:58:11,613
she wants me to get on
with the swimming pool.

1230
00:58:11,747 --> 00:58:12,716
‐ [Mum] No!

1231
00:58:12,849 --> 00:58:14,018
‐ And the tree house?

1232
00:58:14,151 --> 00:58:15,253
What about the tree house
you were going to build

1233
00:58:15,387 --> 00:58:16,657
with the sauna?

1234
00:58:18,426 --> 00:58:20,732
‐ [Mum] You see,
he gives me the projects.

1235
00:58:20,865 --> 00:58:23,136
‐ [Dad] I remember you once
said to me,

1236
00:58:23,269 --> 00:58:25,742
you're never happy unless
you've got a project.

1237
00:58:25,875 --> 00:58:27,612
But I've often reflected
on it since,

1238
00:58:27,746 --> 00:58:29,950
that you are exactly the same.

1239
00:58:30,083 --> 00:58:31,319
‐ Yeah.

1240
00:58:31,452 --> 00:58:36,429
‐ And this idea of doing an
album during the lockdown

1241
00:58:36,630 --> 00:58:40,370
was very crazy and mad,
but you've done it.

1242
00:58:40,505 --> 00:58:41,640
‐ Yeah, yeah.

1243
00:58:44,679 --> 00:58:46,015
‐ It's good.

1244
00:58:46,149 --> 00:58:48,854
(typing sounds)

1245
00:58:52,896 --> 00:58:54,065
‐ Good morning.

1246
00:58:54,198 --> 00:58:56,904
Happy "How I'm Feeling Now" day.

1247
00:58:59,442 --> 00:59:01,212
Yeah, I open tonight.

1248
00:59:01,345 --> 00:59:02,582
I'm excited.

1249
00:59:02,716 --> 00:59:05,588
It's gonna be really, really,
really good.

1250
00:59:05,722 --> 00:59:06,590
Ah!

1251
00:59:07,759 --> 00:59:11,232
‐ I'm moving my studio
downstairs,

1252
00:59:11,365 --> 00:59:15,073
so that I can DJ at
club quarantine tonight,

1253
00:59:16,042 --> 00:59:20,150
which is this really,
really fun LGBTQ plus party

1254
00:59:22,789 --> 00:59:24,993
that happens on Zoom
every night.

1255
00:59:25,127 --> 00:59:27,832
And tonight,
it's my album party.

1256
00:59:27,966 --> 00:59:30,337
I'm plugging the microphone,

1257
00:59:31,406 --> 00:59:33,443
where the deed was done.

1258
00:59:35,213 --> 00:59:38,086
(light pop music)

1259
00:59:45,333 --> 00:59:49,509
‐ I went to a listening
party a few weeks ago

1260
00:59:49,643 --> 00:59:53,684
and it was honestly like one
of the most fun times I've had

1261
00:59:53,818 --> 00:59:55,855
in quarantine so far.

1262
00:59:55,988 --> 00:59:59,094
Everybody just dancing and
enjoying all the same music

1263
00:59:59,228 --> 01:00:04,271
and, you know, feeling like
you're in a room with everybody.

1264
01:00:05,741 --> 01:00:06,910
I don't know how to explain it.

1265
01:00:07,044 --> 01:00:10,484
It just feels,
feels really comforting.

1266
01:00:10,618 --> 01:00:11,319
‐ Smile through it.

1267
01:00:11,452 --> 01:00:12,689
Dance through it.

1268
01:00:12,822 --> 01:00:13,991
Party through it.

1269
01:00:14,125 --> 01:00:15,260
It'll be over eventually.

1270
01:00:15,393 --> 01:00:18,934
We don't know when, but
someday life will be

1271
01:00:19,068 --> 01:00:20,538
once like it was.

1272
01:00:21,707 --> 01:00:22,407
Let's do it.

1273
01:00:22,542 --> 01:00:23,476
(message dings)

1274
01:00:23,611 --> 01:00:25,247
(exciting pop music)

1275
01:00:25,380 --> 01:00:29,623
(crowd speaking over each other)

1276
01:00:29,756 --> 01:00:32,027
(cheering)

1277
01:00:34,733 --> 01:00:36,803
♪♪ I'm so bored ♪♪

1278
01:00:36,937 --> 01:00:37,972
♪♪ Wake up late and eat ♪♪
♪♪ some cereal ♪♪

1279
01:00:38,106 --> 01:00:39,475
♪♪ Try my best to be physical ♪♪

1280
01:00:39,609 --> 01:00:41,112
♪♪ Lose myself in a TV show ♪♪

1281
01:00:41,245 --> 01:00:42,649
♪♪ Staring out to oblivion ♪♪

1282
01:00:42,782 --> 01:00:44,285
♪♪ All my friends are invisible ♪♪

1283
01:00:44,418 --> 01:00:45,822
♪♪ Twenty four‐seven, ♪♪
♪♪ miss 'em all ♪♪

1284
01:00:45,955 --> 01:00:47,357
♪♪ I might cry like a waterfall ♪♪

1285
01:00:47,491 --> 01:00:50,163
♪♪ I feel afraid when I ♪♪
♪♪ feel alone, yeah, uh ♪♪

1286
01:00:50,297 --> 01:00:51,432
♪♪ Have sex, me and my Romeo ♪♪

1287
01:00:51,567 --> 01:00:52,969
♪♪ He says I'm irresistible ♪♪

1288
01:00:53,102 --> 01:00:54,673
♪♪ I'm gassed up like ♪♪
♪♪ I'm Texaco ♪♪

1289
01:00:54,806 --> 01:00:56,309
♪♪ I ride, ride, ride, ♪♪
♪♪ ride, ride, ♪♪

1290
01:00:56,442 --> 01:00:58,012
♪♪ Ride, ride, ride, ♪♪
♪♪ ride, ride it ♪♪

1291
01:00:58,146 --> 01:01:01,118
♪♪ Sometimes I feel okay, ♪♪
♪♪ some days I'm so frightened ♪♪

1292
01:01:01,252 --> 01:01:03,423
♪♪ I want anthems ♪♪

1293
01:01:03,557 --> 01:01:07,397
♪♪ Late nights, my friends, ♪♪
♪♪ New York ♪♪

1294
01:01:07,532 --> 01:01:10,505
♪♪ I sleep, ♪♪
♪♪ wanna wake up brand new ♪♪

1295
01:01:10,638 --> 01:01:13,944
♪♪ I sleep, ♪♪
♪♪ wanna wake up with you (you) ♪♪

1296
01:01:14,078 --> 01:01:16,148
♪♪ I want anthems ♪♪

1297
01:01:16,282 --> 01:01:19,823
♪♪ Late nights, my friends, ♪♪
♪♪ New York ♪♪

1298
01:01:19,956 --> 01:01:22,962
♪♪ Finally, when it's over ♪♪

1299
01:01:23,096 --> 01:01:26,937
♪♪ We might be, even closer, ♪♪
♪♪ uh, uh ♪♪

1300
01:01:27,070 --> 01:01:29,441
(cheering)

1301
01:01:29,576 --> 01:01:31,279
‐ Put your hands up!

1302
01:01:32,916 --> 01:01:35,588
I wanna see where you guys
are right now.

1303
01:01:35,721 --> 01:01:37,659
Let me see us go global.

1304
01:01:37,792 --> 01:01:39,629
Whoa, yes!

1305
01:01:39,896 --> 01:01:43,336
And now we're going to have
an incredible, incredible

1306
01:01:43,469 --> 01:01:46,677
performance from the one
and only, Poison Oakland,

1307
01:01:46,810 --> 01:01:48,446
so make some noise.

1308
01:01:49,816 --> 01:01:50,952
‐ Hi Charli.

1309
01:01:51,085 --> 01:01:52,354
‐ [Charli] Thank you
so much for being here.

1310
01:01:52,487 --> 01:01:53,423
‐ Oh my god, it's Poison.

1311
01:01:53,557 --> 01:01:54,693
‐ Girl, I would not miss it.

1312
01:01:54,826 --> 01:01:55,561
I was going to be here.

1313
01:01:55,695 --> 01:01:57,130
I was so excited for this.

1314
01:01:57,264 --> 01:01:59,134
And I'm so glad you're
having me here.

1315
01:01:59,268 --> 01:02:00,571
‐ [Charli] You look incredible

1316
01:02:00,705 --> 01:02:04,813
and everybody is absolutely
gagging, so let's go.

1317
01:02:06,650 --> 01:02:09,990
(pop music intensifies)

1318
01:02:13,263 --> 01:02:14,833
♪♪ I got pictures in my mind ♪♪

1319
01:02:14,966 --> 01:02:19,174
♪♪ I can see it so clearly, ♪♪
♪♪ see it all the time ♪♪

1320
01:02:19,308 --> 01:02:21,379
♪♪ Visions comin' every night ♪♪

1321
01:02:21,513 --> 01:02:25,220
♪♪ You can call me so crazy ♪♪
♪♪ following that light ♪♪

1322
01:02:25,353 --> 01:02:26,322
♪♪ I see you at night ♪♪

1323
01:02:26,455 --> 01:02:27,859
♪♪ I got pictures in my mind ♪♪

1324
01:02:27,992 --> 01:02:30,297
(beat drops)

1325
01:02:54,111 --> 01:02:55,480
(arpeggiated synth plays)

1326
01:02:55,615 --> 01:02:56,683
‐ With this project

1327
01:02:56,817 --> 01:02:58,887
and the way she's opened
it up for everyone,

1328
01:02:59,021 --> 01:03:02,962
she's united a lot of
people that were in need.

1329
01:03:04,298 --> 01:03:05,868
‐ Listening to music with
other people

1330
01:03:06,002 --> 01:03:08,741
it kind of makes you
feel like a human again.

1331
01:03:10,043 --> 01:03:12,247
‐ Because even though you
don't know the people,

1332
01:03:12,381 --> 01:03:14,184
you know that they care
about you.

1333
01:03:14,318 --> 01:03:16,088
You know that they're
there for you.

1334
01:03:16,222 --> 01:03:18,493
There's a community and we're
all having a great time.

1335
01:03:18,627 --> 01:03:19,996
We don't give a what other
people think.

1336
01:03:20,130 --> 01:03:21,566
And it's amazing.

1337
01:03:22,902 --> 01:03:24,773
‐ We are all, in some ways,

1338
01:03:24,906 --> 01:03:27,444
going through exactly
the same thing.

1339
01:03:27,578 --> 01:03:32,454
And it feels like this
new way of connecting.

1340
01:03:32,889 --> 01:03:36,462
(pop music intensifies)

1341
01:03:36,596 --> 01:03:38,232
We created a world online,

1342
01:03:38,366 --> 01:03:40,838
where we could be together.

1343
01:03:40,971 --> 01:03:42,040
And we went somewhere

1344
01:03:42,174 --> 01:03:45,113
without even having to leave
our bedrooms

1345
01:03:45,246 --> 01:03:47,885
in a time where we were
forced to be apart.

1346
01:03:48,019 --> 01:03:51,960
We felt connected in ways
that we never had before.

1347
01:03:52,094 --> 01:03:54,031
We were alone together.

1348
01:03:55,835 --> 01:03:58,607
(soft pop music)

1349
01:04:10,296 --> 01:04:13,236
(messages popping)

1350
01:04:39,288 --> 01:04:41,760
(beat drops)

1351
01:04:49,241 --> 01:04:50,043
‐ [Charli] Oh, here we go.

1352
01:04:50,176 --> 01:04:53,116
Coming up on some views,
I think.

1353
01:04:53,249 --> 01:04:54,418
Yes!

1354
01:04:57,759 --> 01:04:58,727
‐ [Huck] What time is it?

1355
01:04:58,861 --> 01:05:00,798
‐ 9:29.

1356
01:05:01,800 --> 01:05:03,670
And we‐
‐ Pacific standard?

1357
01:05:03,804 --> 01:05:08,914
‐ Yeah, and we are gonna
play the new album...

1358
01:05:09,181 --> 01:05:10,083
‐ Is it there?

1359
01:05:10,216 --> 01:05:13,590
‐ By Charli XCX.

1360
01:05:13,724 --> 01:05:15,995
If, oh yeah, there it is.

1361
01:05:16,128 --> 01:05:18,199
Woo!
‐ Woo!

1362
01:05:18,801 --> 01:05:19,636
‐ It's out.

1363
01:05:19,769 --> 01:05:20,905
Let's stream it.

1364
01:05:21,038 --> 01:05:22,007
‐ Congrats, baby.

1365
01:05:22,140 --> 01:05:23,176
‐ Thank you.

1366
01:05:26,616 --> 01:05:28,754
♪♪ I only threw this ♪♪
♪♪ party for you ♪♪

1367
01:05:28,887 --> 01:05:32,662
♪♪ I only threw this party ♪♪
♪♪ for you, for you, for you ♪♪

1368
01:05:32,795 --> 01:05:34,933
♪♪ I was hoping you would ♪♪
♪♪ come through ♪♪

1369
01:05:35,066 --> 01:05:37,037
♪♪ I was hoping you would ♪♪
♪♪ come through ♪♪

1370
01:05:37,170 --> 01:05:38,540
♪♪ it's true, it's true ♪♪

1371
01:05:38,674 --> 01:05:40,778
♪♪ I only threw this ♪♪
♪♪ party for you ♪♪

1372
01:05:40,911 --> 01:05:45,955
♪♪ I only threw this party ♪♪
♪♪ for you, for you, for you ♪♪

1373
01:05:46,990 --> 01:05:49,094
‐ I just feel a bit like,

1374
01:05:52,033 --> 01:05:52,735
(laughing)

1375
01:05:52,869 --> 01:05:53,570
‐ What?

1376
01:05:53,704 --> 01:05:55,006
‐ Just a bit like, bored.

1377
01:05:55,140 --> 01:05:55,841
(laughing)

1378
01:05:55,975 --> 01:05:57,712
‐ Oh, shut the fuck up.

1379
01:05:57,845 --> 01:06:01,352
‐ Well, yeah, like what
am I going to do now?

1380
01:06:01,485 --> 01:06:03,089
The music's done.

1381
01:06:03,222 --> 01:06:04,559
‐ Should we do another one?

1382
01:06:04,692 --> 01:06:06,395
(laughing)

1383
01:06:06,530 --> 01:06:07,798
♪♪ For you, for you ♪♪

1384
01:06:07,932 --> 01:06:10,069
♪♪ I'm about to party on you ♪♪

1385
01:06:10,203 --> 01:06:12,809
♪♪ Watch me, ♪♪
♪♪ watch me party on you, yeah ♪♪

1386
01:06:12,942 --> 01:06:14,512
♪♪ You could watch me ♪♪
♪♪ pull up on your body ♪♪

1387
01:06:14,646 --> 01:06:16,348
♪♪ Like it's summer, take my ♪♪
♪♪ clothes off in the water ♪♪

1388
01:06:16,482 --> 01:06:18,654
♪♪ Splash around and get you ♪♪
♪♪ blessed like holy water ♪♪

1389
01:06:18,787 --> 01:06:20,256
♪♪ I don't know what you were ♪♪
♪♪ waiting for ♪♪

1390
01:06:20,390 --> 01:06:22,895
♪♪ You know that I've ♪♪
♪♪ been waiting for you ♪♪

1391
01:06:23,029 --> 01:06:24,833
♪♪ (I only threw this ♪♪
♪♪ party for you) ♪♪

1392
01:06:24,966 --> 01:06:27,337
♪♪ Yeah, if you saw my ♪♪
♪♪ tears, would you touch me? ♪♪

1393
01:06:27,470 --> 01:06:30,343
♪♪ Kiss me on the mouth, ♪♪
♪♪ say you love me? ♪♪

1394
01:06:30,476 --> 01:06:33,249
♪♪ Leave a message, ♪♪
♪♪ tell me you're sorry? ♪♪

1395
01:06:33,382 --> 01:06:35,386
♪♪ Hit me right back, ♪♪
♪♪ hit me right back ♪♪

1396
01:06:35,521 --> 01:06:36,690
♪♪ Why you treating me ♪♪
♪♪ like someone ♪♪

1397
01:06:36,823 --> 01:06:38,025
♪♪ that you never loved? ♪♪

1398
01:06:38,159 --> 01:06:40,263
♪♪ I only threw this ♪♪
♪♪ party for you ♪♪

1399
01:06:40,396 --> 01:06:44,004
♪♪ Only threw this party ♪♪
♪♪ for you, for you, for you ♪♪

1400
01:06:44,137 --> 01:06:46,308
♪♪ I was hopin' you would ♪♪
♪♪ come through ♪♪

1401
01:06:46,442 --> 01:06:48,312
♪♪ I was hopin' you would
♪♪ come ♪♪ through, ♪♪

1402
01:06:48,446 --> 01:06:50,016
♪♪ it's true, it's true ♪♪

1403
01:06:50,149 --> 01:06:52,187
♪♪ Only threw this ♪♪
♪♪ party for you ♪♪

1404
01:06:52,320 --> 01:06:56,028
♪♪ I only threw this party ♪♪
♪♪ for you, for you, for you ♪♪

1405
01:06:56,161 --> 01:06:58,332
♪♪ I'm about to party on you ♪♪

1406
01:06:58,466 --> 01:07:01,973
♪♪ Watch me, ♪♪
♪♪ watch me party on you, yeah ♪♪

1407
01:07:02,107 --> 01:07:04,278
♪♪ I only threw this ♪♪
♪♪ party for you ♪♪

1408
01:07:04,411 --> 01:07:08,219
♪♪ Only threw this party ♪♪
♪♪ for you, for you, for you ♪♪

1409
01:07:08,352 --> 01:07:10,456
♪♪ I was hopin' you would ♪♪
♪♪ come through ♪♪

1410
01:07:10,591 --> 01:07:12,528
♪♪ I was hopin' you would ♪♪
♪♪ come through ♪♪

1411
01:07:12,662 --> 01:07:13,997
♪♪ it's true, it's true ♪♪

1412
01:07:14,131 --> 01:07:16,368
♪♪ I only threw this ♪♪
♪♪ party for you ♪♪

1413
01:07:16,502 --> 01:07:20,176
♪♪ I only threw this party ♪♪
♪♪ for you, for you, for you ♪♪

1414
01:07:20,310 --> 01:07:22,515
♪♪ I'm about to party on you ♪♪

1415
01:07:22,648 --> 01:07:25,688
♪♪ Watch me, ♪♪
♪♪ watch me party on you, yeah ♪♪