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(crickets chirping)

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(Bodie moans softly)

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(Bodie moans)

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(Lita sighs)

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- So, get this, my husband,
so stupid, like I told you.

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He's spent the last four years

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sucked into some fucking news program.

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He's like a goddamn zombie, you know.

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- I've told you how he is.
- Mm-hmm.

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So, anyway, a few weeks ago,

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he shows up with this engagement ring,

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and I'm thinking, you know,

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we've been married for like nine years.

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I've already got a ring.

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I mean, it's a piece of shit ring,

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and he always knew I hated it,

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but a symbol of our love nonetheless.

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Oh, what a beautiful payoff, right?

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So, I'm like, you want to prove your love,

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clean the fucking toilets,
for Christ's sake.

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Take Dean to soccer
practice, you know, fuck him.

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I'm the one wiping his dirty mouth,

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picking up his clothes,
doing the fucking dishes.

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I mean, I'm not that hard
to understand, right?

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(Bodie grunts)

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Are you asking me?

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No, no, you're not, at all.

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- Fuck, my point is, I need
a break, not another trinket.

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- Mm-hmm.

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(Bodie sighs)

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- Fuck it.
- What?

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You know, to be honest,

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I don't really want to
talk about your husband

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or your ring right now.

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You know, can we just,

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can I try to enjoy the
moment a little bit?

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Fuck you, Bodie.

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I'm sitting here jerking your shit

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while you're just relaxing.

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You want me to shut up?

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Quit being such a boy and
take care of business.

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Wait, wait, wait, wait, hold on.

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(pills rattling)

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(pills rattling)

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(crickets chirping)

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(Bodie swallows)

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(ring rattles)

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That's better.

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(phone buzzes)

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Who's Vincent?

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What do you mean who's Vincent?

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That's my husband, why?

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He's texting you.

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(Lita groans)

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Fuck.

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Just don't move.

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Wait, wait, wait, where are you going?

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- I've got to go talk to
my husband real quick.

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Your husband's here?

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What do you mean?

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Of course, my husband is
here, this is where we live.

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Why do you think I'm jerking
you off in the truck?

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Just don't move, I'll be right back.

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Okay.

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(crickets chirping)

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(dog barking)

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(door creaking)
(door slamming)

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(crickets chirping)

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(dog barking)

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What are you doing outside?

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Jerking off some young stud,

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telling him about how much I hate you.

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Hysterical.

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Is your mother with you?

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She's not, is she?

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Goddamn it, Lita.

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Your mom and your whole fucked up family!

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She's a grown woman, Vincent.

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She can come and go as she pleases.

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Really?

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Is that the agreement that we had,

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that your alcoholic mother
who sleeps 20 feet away

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from our five-year-old son can
come and go as she sees fit?

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She's been sober nearly a year.

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Wow!

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10 whole months!

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Is there a chip for that?

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- It's green.
- What?

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The chip for 10 months, it's green.

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Why is this my problem?

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Why is this our problem?

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Right now she's just missing.

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We don't know if she's relapsed.

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(Vincent laughs)

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Oh God, I hate that smug laugh of yours.

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Yeah, well I hate this fucking chaos you

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brought into our lives.

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What, what did you just say?

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I said.

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I'm sure disappointed in
our present situation.

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Oh, yeah.

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Real nice with this
sanctimonious thing you do.

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Lita.

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It's just a little too
early in the the morning

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for a full-on whiff of
your bullshit, okay?

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Fuck you, Vincent.

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Look, I'm gonna go look for Mom.

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Can you please make sure that Dean

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gets to school if I'm not back in time?

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It's Saturday.

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Hey.

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I love you.

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Yeah.

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You too.

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[Vincent] Oh, hey, don't forget.

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We have that appointment this morning!

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Yup.

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(door creaking)

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(door thudding)

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(crickets chirping)

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(dog barking)

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(car door thudding)

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Oh, Jesus Christ. (laughs)

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You beautiful young boys sit around

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with your top shelf
hard-ons totally unaware

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that youth and time are fleeting.

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Is that a poem or something?

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I doubt it.

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Fuck, Bodie, I've got to go.

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You gotta go, where?

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It's one in the morning.

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It's my mom.

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- Your mom, I thought you were
just talking to your husband.

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You know, Bodie.

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My life is just a little too complicated

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to explain all the ins and outs to you

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in the 30 seconds that I have right now.

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Suffice it to say, adulthood
is not all beer bongs,

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blow jobs and finger
banging 35-year-old moms

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in the back seats of trucks.

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You know, some advice,

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next time you're with an
older woman or any woman,

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don't just stab at her pussy
with your stiff little fingers.

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You gotta

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slow down, warm up the kitty a little.

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You are a gorgeous creature,

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but your inexperience is clunky.

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So, there you go, the secret to life.

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Hope you were paying attention.

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Maybe someday you won't
catch your future wife,

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giving out hand-jobs in
the backseat of a truck.

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Get my drift?

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All right.

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All right, then.

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(insects chirping)

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(car door thudding)

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(boots thudding)
(belt rattling)

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(car buzzing)

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Wait, are you breaking up with me?

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(car beeping)

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I think I love you.

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Well, that's nice.

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Can I at least get a ride?

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- Gotta go, put those young
legs of yours to work.

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(mellow rock music)

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♪ She's crying on the corner ♪

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♪ And I've been waiting for her ♪

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♪ Every day, today, every day ♪

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♪ Oh, can you paint a picture ♪

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♪ She's got money and loves machines ♪

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♪ She's 32 and has no
excuse except she's so hot ♪

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♪ Just look out down in the wishing well ♪

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♪ Then let her go, she's
mad as hell, yeah ♪

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♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪

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♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪

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♪ We went a parking lot ♪

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♪ And then listening to tell ya ♪

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♪ He swings his arms,
the dragging starts ♪

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♪ Throws back his head,
swings around again ♪

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♪ He used to be a soldier man ♪

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♪ Every raging arms to rock
insanity like his bags ♪

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(phone ringing)

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♪ He stuck his foot in the wishing well ♪

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(phone ringing)

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(door thudding)

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(phone ringing)
(patrons chattering)

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♪ Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪

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♪ She'll be mad as hell ♪

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Hey Joe, you out there?

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I know most people go to
churches or cemeteries

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to talk to their dead dads,

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but I think we both know this
is a pretty fitting place

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to have this conversation.

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Anyway. (sighs)

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It's been another year,

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so I just thought maybe
I'd tell you about my day,

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give you a little insight to
how things are goin' for me.

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I woke up late for work again.

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So, there goes that 10 cent raise, right?

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I was hungover.

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So, breakfast was just
a handful of aspirin

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and a spiked sugar coffee.

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I mean, shit, man.

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I was out the door before I even thought

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to look at your letter.

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I had hidden it in a
stack of past due notices,

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thinking I'd forget about it.

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But I didn't.

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It was after lunch sometime
before I realized that

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I had your photos.

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Maybe in another 20 years,

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I'll forget about you all together,

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but that's not how it goes, is it?

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Anyway?

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Now, I'm drunk,

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talking to the sky.

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Pretending it's my dead dad.

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Trying to convince myself
that I don't give a shit.

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None of this matters,
and that I'm not afraid

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when I look in the mirror these days,

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and I see you sometimes.

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(sighs) So will there be any
wisdom from the starlight?

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Any miracles to be had?

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Any advice on how to
get this blood of yours

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out of my fucking veins?

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You got anything for me, Joe?

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(solemn rock music)

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You know, there was a time
when you found me amusing.

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I never found you all that amusing.

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No?

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No.

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Mostly just wanted to get you in bed.

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Oh, I'm blushing.

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You are. (laughs)

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But you should inform your
confident drunken sway

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and that sexy sideways smile
that they're a bit overrated.

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Really?

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- Yeah, well, this tough
blue collar thing you got

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going on can only take you so far.

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How far is that?

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Just far enough but never over the edge.

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(Evan chuckles)

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Too cheesy?

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Yeah.

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You need a ride?

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I suppose I do.

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(somber rock music)

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♪ Move your arms just
like an evening dress ♪

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♪ Bring it to the right,
sway to the left ♪

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♪ In the morning everything is spent ♪

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♪ And I make my way back home ♪

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♪ Move your arms just
like an evening dress ♪

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♪ Go to the right, sway to the left ♪

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♪ In the morning everything is spent ♪

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♪ And I make my way back home ♪

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(belt rattling)

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- Just fuck me.
- What?

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- I want to feel your big, massive hard-on

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pulsating inside me.
(lips smacking)

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You know, you don't have to oversell,

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I'm good on size.

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- It's just role-playing, baby.

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- Yeah, well, it sounds like
you want me to role play

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that I've got attributes
that, well, I may not have.

267
00:15:26,720 --> 00:15:29,543
Just say "Fuck me hard" or something.

268
00:15:30,466 --> 00:15:33,469
I want you to fuck me raw.

269
00:15:33,469 --> 00:15:35,370
Oh yeah.

270
00:15:35,370 --> 00:15:40,240
- Oh, fuck me raw, and
put your baby inside me.

271
00:15:40,240 --> 00:15:43,330
(lips smacking)

272
00:15:43,330 --> 00:15:44,480
Uh.

273
00:15:44,480 --> 00:15:46,580
Too far, right?

274
00:15:46,580 --> 00:15:49,230
I mean, maybe a little bit.

275
00:15:49,230 --> 00:15:52,320
I mean, I know the intent
of sex is to make babies,

276
00:15:52,320 --> 00:15:55,603
but it's just not really, you know.

277
00:15:56,660 --> 00:15:59,060
Shit, I totally fucked this up.

278
00:15:59,060 --> 00:16:00,530
No, it's no big deal.

279
00:16:00,530 --> 00:16:02,230
Just start from "Fuck me raw."

280
00:16:02,230 --> 00:16:03,523
I'm pregnant.

281
00:16:06,200 --> 00:16:10,273
- Is this like some sort
of kink I'm not aware of?

282
00:16:12,180 --> 00:16:14,620
I'm with child.

283
00:16:14,620 --> 00:16:16,733
No, I know what you said, it's just.

284
00:16:19,410 --> 00:16:20,883
What?

285
00:16:20,883 --> 00:16:22,630
I guess I just wanted to see how you'd

286
00:16:22,630 --> 00:16:23,813
react or something.

287
00:16:24,680 --> 00:16:25,943
To what exactly?

288
00:16:27,440 --> 00:16:29,563
The idea of us having children.

289
00:16:30,650 --> 00:16:33,133
- That was our conversation
about having kids?

290
00:16:34,481 --> 00:16:37,303
I'm pregnant, so yeah.

291
00:16:41,386 --> 00:16:43,153
(exhales) Shit.

292
00:16:49,350 --> 00:16:51,768
I'm guessing having children isn't big

293
00:16:51,768 --> 00:16:53,641
on your list of life ambitions.

294
00:16:53,641 --> 00:16:55,690
Ambitions, really?

295
00:16:55,690 --> 00:16:58,330
I mean, you don't have to be
a real go getter to have kids.

296
00:16:58,330 --> 00:17:01,119
It's dick meets vagina, conception, birth.

297
00:17:01,119 --> 00:17:05,100
I mean, I'm sure Darwin has
a better explanation for it,

298
00:17:05,100 --> 00:17:06,718
but as far as I can understand,

299
00:17:06,718 --> 00:17:08,763
the process is not that complicated.

300
00:17:09,775 --> 00:17:10,710
You're right.

301
00:17:10,710 --> 00:17:14,000
Once you completely dismiss
biology and science,

302
00:17:14,000 --> 00:17:16,194
it's not that complicated,

303
00:17:16,194 --> 00:17:21,194
but then there's a part where
you become a parent, you know.

304
00:17:22,820 --> 00:17:25,583
An adult who's responsible
for another human being.

305
00:17:28,514 --> 00:17:29,718
Are you okay?

306
00:17:29,718 --> 00:17:33,010
Yeah, I'm all right.

307
00:17:33,010 --> 00:17:36,261
- Where are you going?
- I just need a cold shower.

308
00:17:36,261 --> 00:17:37,094
Evan.

309
00:17:38,525 --> 00:17:41,525
(mellow rock music)

310
00:17:48,685 --> 00:17:52,817
♪ I'm on the road before
the sun ever rises ♪

311
00:17:52,817 --> 00:17:54,897
(phone ringing)

312
00:17:54,897 --> 00:17:59,897
♪ I'm staying out of my head,
it's lucky I'm not dead ♪

313
00:18:01,243 --> 00:18:02,906
(phone ringing)

314
00:18:02,906 --> 00:18:07,906
♪ I move through the day
without ever seeing water ♪

315
00:18:09,701 --> 00:18:14,701
♪ I float like a ghost through the coast ♪

316
00:18:15,438 --> 00:18:19,776
♪ With a heavy, heavy heart ♪

317
00:18:19,776 --> 00:18:22,443
(fist pounding)

318
00:18:23,506 --> 00:18:26,831
♪ Heavy heart ♪

319
00:18:26,831 --> 00:18:29,498
(fist pounding)

320
00:18:31,143 --> 00:18:32,939
♪ Heavy, heavy heart ♪

321
00:18:32,939 --> 00:18:33,939
Gah, what?

322
00:18:38,120 --> 00:18:40,020
Why are you not answering your phone?

323
00:18:40,020 --> 00:18:42,810
Mom has gone AWOL, and I
could really use your help.

324
00:18:42,810 --> 00:18:44,650
AWOL, do you even know what that means?

325
00:18:44,650 --> 00:18:46,990
- She's fucking gone, Evan,
and I don't know where she is,

326
00:18:46,990 --> 00:18:49,200
and she's probably been drinking again.

327
00:18:49,200 --> 00:18:51,520
You look surprised, Lita.

328
00:18:51,520 --> 00:18:53,240
Did you even check your calendar?

329
00:18:53,240 --> 00:18:55,090
You do know what today is, don't you?

330
00:19:00,470 --> 00:19:01,303
Dad.

331
00:19:02,160 --> 00:19:03,893
[Evan] Yeah, Dad.

332
00:19:06,720 --> 00:19:08,005
- I normally think about
him on his birthday

333
00:19:08,005 --> 00:19:10,200
- and not his--
- On his death anniversary?

334
00:19:10,200 --> 00:19:12,193
Yeah, it's very glass half full of you.

335
00:19:13,450 --> 00:19:16,313
- Jesus, I'd almost forgotten
how self-righteous he was.

336
00:19:19,140 --> 00:19:19,973
Yeah.

337
00:19:19,973 --> 00:19:22,420
Well, Mom's pretty much been
living in her head these days,

338
00:19:22,420 --> 00:19:24,923
so she's probably been
ready to bolt for awhile.

339
00:19:28,090 --> 00:19:29,133
What?

340
00:19:29,133 --> 00:19:30,710
Why the fuck are you
looking at me that way?

341
00:19:30,710 --> 00:19:32,270
This is not my fault.

342
00:19:32,270 --> 00:19:33,780
How could you forget the anniversary

343
00:19:33,780 --> 00:19:35,000
of your father's death?

344
00:19:35,000 --> 00:19:36,830
I've been busy, okay?

345
00:19:36,830 --> 00:19:37,663
Yeah.

346
00:19:39,396 --> 00:19:42,390
- I'm not the one who
made our mom an alcoholic.

347
00:19:42,390 --> 00:19:43,682
All right, all right.

348
00:19:43,682 --> 00:19:45,093
I know, I'm sorry.

349
00:19:45,930 --> 00:19:47,900
Look, I need your help.

350
00:19:47,900 --> 00:19:49,400
Okay.

351
00:19:49,400 --> 00:19:50,850
I need you to look for her.

352
00:19:53,380 --> 00:19:55,070
I have been driving around all night,

353
00:19:55,070 --> 00:19:56,390
trying to find her, okay?

354
00:19:56,390 --> 00:19:57,960
And I have something else I need to do.

355
00:19:57,960 --> 00:20:00,100
- More important than
finding our alcoholic mother?

356
00:20:00,100 --> 00:20:01,580
Yeah.

357
00:20:01,580 --> 00:20:03,010
What?

358
00:20:03,010 --> 00:20:05,510
Look are you gonna help me or not?

359
00:20:05,510 --> 00:20:06,890
Yeah.

360
00:20:06,890 --> 00:20:08,050
Yeah, okay.

361
00:20:08,050 --> 00:20:09,640
God, why do you gotta make me beg?

362
00:20:09,640 --> 00:20:11,043
You're such an asshole.

363
00:20:11,900 --> 00:20:13,480
You're welcome.

364
00:20:13,480 --> 00:20:14,560
You're welcome?

365
00:20:14,560 --> 00:20:16,223
She's your mother too, you know.

366
00:20:17,126 --> 00:20:18,750
(keys rattling)

367
00:20:18,750 --> 00:20:20,800
Why don't you answer your phone sometime?

368
00:20:21,670 --> 00:20:23,670
You never heard of texting?

369
00:20:23,670 --> 00:20:24,633
You ever heard of fucking yourself

370
00:20:24,633 --> 00:20:26,550
with a rusty razorblade?

371
00:20:26,550 --> 00:20:28,604
Uh, no, I have not heard of that.

372
00:20:28,604 --> 00:20:30,724
(chuckles) Love you.

373
00:20:30,724 --> 00:20:31,974
(Evan groans)

374
00:20:31,974 --> 00:20:33,474
[Evan] You, too.

375
00:20:36,670 --> 00:20:39,670
(mellow rock music)

376
00:21:34,910 --> 00:21:37,090
You should have worn a jacket.

377
00:21:37,090 --> 00:21:37,970
It's at the cleaners.

378
00:21:37,970 --> 00:21:39,600
I need it for work on Monday.

379
00:21:39,600 --> 00:21:41,542
- Why do we have to waste our
weekend with this shit again?

380
00:21:41,542 --> 00:21:43,250
- It's the only time my
folks can take the kid.

381
00:21:43,250 --> 00:21:44,543
Oh yeah, right.

382
00:21:50,200 --> 00:21:52,040
- You look nice.
- Thanks.

383
00:21:52,040 --> 00:21:53,400
- Did you have a chance
to go home and change?

384
00:21:53,400 --> 00:21:55,313
I keep some things in the truck.

385
00:21:56,890 --> 00:21:57,723
Dean's always making a mess.

386
00:21:57,723 --> 00:22:00,884
You never when you're gonna
need a change of clothes.

387
00:22:00,884 --> 00:22:03,148
Well, you look great.

388
00:22:03,148 --> 00:22:06,148
(mellow rock music)

389
00:22:10,202 --> 00:22:11,535
I need a mint.

390
00:22:17,773 --> 00:22:19,340
Want one?

391
00:22:19,340 --> 00:22:22,340
(mellow rock music)

392
00:22:47,689 --> 00:22:49,731
(therapist clears throat)

393
00:22:49,731 --> 00:22:52,731
(zipper clattering)

394
00:22:56,340 --> 00:22:59,090
(pages rustling)

395
00:23:02,481 --> 00:23:05,564
(Lita clears throat)

396
00:23:10,750 --> 00:23:14,740
So, did you two bring your homework?

397
00:23:14,740 --> 00:23:15,813
Fucking homework.

398
00:23:22,840 --> 00:23:24,257
When we ended our last session,

399
00:23:24,257 --> 00:23:26,920
we were talking about peccadilloes.

400
00:23:26,920 --> 00:23:29,050
You both seem interested in trying to

401
00:23:29,050 --> 00:23:31,703
alter some minor behavioral issues.

402
00:23:33,692 --> 00:23:35,030
All right, Vincent.

403
00:23:35,030 --> 00:23:38,040
You seem eager, let's start with you.

404
00:23:38,040 --> 00:23:39,113
What's on your list?

405
00:23:41,508 --> 00:23:46,508
- Okay, well, I guess let's
start with the kitchen cabinets.

406
00:23:47,507 --> 00:23:48,683
What about them?

407
00:23:49,810 --> 00:23:52,593
She leaves them open, a lot.

408
00:23:56,460 --> 00:23:59,840
I just wish she'd close
them when she's finished.

409
00:23:59,840 --> 00:24:00,673
That's all?

410
00:24:04,730 --> 00:24:05,563
Okay.

411
00:24:06,610 --> 00:24:07,443
Go on.

412
00:24:10,570 --> 00:24:13,920
- Well, there's this little
toothpaste ring in the sink.

413
00:24:13,920 --> 00:24:16,116
Fucking toothpaste ring.

414
00:24:16,116 --> 00:24:18,540
I just wish she'd wipe it up

415
00:24:18,540 --> 00:24:20,433
when she's finished brushing her teeth.

416
00:24:28,169 --> 00:24:29,345
That's it?

417
00:24:29,345 --> 00:24:30,345
That's it.

418
00:24:31,910 --> 00:24:32,743
Huh.

419
00:24:35,040 --> 00:24:36,680
All right.

420
00:24:36,680 --> 00:24:39,253
Lita, why don't you give it a shot?

421
00:24:40,620 --> 00:24:41,453
Okay.

422
00:24:43,555 --> 00:24:48,555
So, here are some things
I hate about Vincent.

423
00:24:50,290 --> 00:24:51,123
No, no.

424
00:24:52,476 --> 00:24:54,623
Let's not use the word hate.

425
00:25:02,940 --> 00:25:06,630
- Okay, well, let's start
with the way he comes home

426
00:25:06,630 --> 00:25:10,630
from work and plops
himself in front of the TV.

427
00:25:10,630 --> 00:25:12,280
You don't like him watching TV.

428
00:25:13,440 --> 00:25:16,280
It used to bother me, this device we

429
00:25:16,280 --> 00:25:18,650
plug into the wall, stealing my husband

430
00:25:18,650 --> 00:25:21,120
and our son, his father,

431
00:25:21,120 --> 00:25:23,738
but then I realized
that if he's not staring

432
00:25:23,738 --> 00:25:28,738
at the brain sucker, I have
to watch his fat fucking neck

433
00:25:28,940 --> 00:25:33,940
flailing around while he tries
to regurgitate actual words.

434
00:25:34,050 --> 00:25:39,050
And then listen to him go on and on and on

435
00:25:40,420 --> 00:25:44,193
about how hard he's had
to work all day long.

436
00:25:46,960 --> 00:25:51,313
Like I should be grateful
to you, the provider, right?

437
00:25:53,430 --> 00:25:58,348
Well, I've busy raising our son all day.

438
00:25:58,348 --> 00:26:03,348
Wipe the toothpaste ring up
yourself, you whiny bitch.

439
00:26:06,630 --> 00:26:09,130
- This is a waste of
time, for Christ's sake.

440
00:26:09,130 --> 00:26:12,680
I mean, why don't we talk
about some of our real issues?

441
00:26:12,680 --> 00:26:14,181
Here we go.

442
00:26:14,181 --> 00:26:18,751
My freeloading mom, my dead
dad, my absentee brother.

443
00:26:18,751 --> 00:26:22,070
- La, la, la, la, la, la, la.
- Let's not forget about your

444
00:26:22,070 --> 00:26:25,740
newfound appreciation for parked cars.

445
00:26:25,740 --> 00:26:27,717
I mean, what are you doing
at all hours of the night

446
00:26:27,717 --> 00:26:29,563
in the fucking car, Lita?

447
00:26:30,760 --> 00:26:32,710
I'm sorry, what are we talking about?

448
00:26:34,043 --> 00:26:37,063
I don't have time for this shit today!

449
00:26:38,950 --> 00:26:41,323
- This sounds like
something we should discuss.

450
00:26:42,360 --> 00:26:43,193
I don't know, Doc.

451
00:26:43,193 --> 00:26:45,493
I think we're well beyond peccadilloes.

452
00:26:47,431 --> 00:26:50,181
(heels clacking)

453
00:26:59,780 --> 00:27:00,613
Mom.

454
00:27:02,985 --> 00:27:06,235
(Carlee groans softly)

455
00:27:10,270 --> 00:27:11,220
What are you doing?

456
00:27:15,050 --> 00:27:18,313
Hey man, this your mom?

457
00:27:20,690 --> 00:27:23,240
Yep, that's my mom.

458
00:27:23,240 --> 00:27:25,993
Your mom is one beautiful lady.

459
00:27:27,410 --> 00:27:28,243
You know, I sure would love to take her

460
00:27:28,243 --> 00:27:29,953
out to have some dinner some time.

461
00:27:30,800 --> 00:27:32,340
Yeah, might want to ask her that.

462
00:27:32,340 --> 00:27:34,298
(man laughs)

463
00:27:34,298 --> 00:27:37,123
Well, I ask her every time I see her.

464
00:27:37,123 --> 00:27:38,173
And what's she say?

465
00:27:39,480 --> 00:27:42,068
- I tell him to go fuck himself
with a bag of rusty nails.

466
00:27:42,068 --> 00:27:43,960
(man laughs)

467
00:27:43,960 --> 00:27:45,680
Sounds like a hard no, my friend.

468
00:27:45,680 --> 00:27:48,170
Ah. (laughs)

469
00:27:48,170 --> 00:27:50,345
All right, let's get you outta here.

470
00:27:50,345 --> 00:27:51,178
Come on.

471
00:27:52,485 --> 00:27:53,318
Come on.

472
00:27:54,232 --> 00:27:55,660
Okay.

473
00:27:55,660 --> 00:27:58,540
- I guess I'll see you in
my dreams, pretty lady.

474
00:27:58,540 --> 00:28:02,147
- If you do, I hope I'm smart
enough to run like hell!

475
00:28:02,147 --> 00:28:04,849
(man laughs)

476
00:28:04,849 --> 00:28:06,461
Can you walk yourself?

477
00:28:06,461 --> 00:28:07,461
Sometimes.

478
00:28:12,741 --> 00:28:14,650
(Carlee groans)

479
00:28:14,650 --> 00:28:17,150
(phone rings)

480
00:28:20,630 --> 00:28:23,390
- Bodie, I really don't have
time for this right now.

481
00:28:23,390 --> 00:28:25,530
- Hey, girl.
- Who is this?

482
00:28:25,530 --> 00:28:26,680
Where's Bodie?

483
00:28:26,680 --> 00:28:28,100
[Kiki] Bodie's hanging out.

484
00:28:28,100 --> 00:28:30,185
I thought you and me
oughta have a conversation

485
00:28:30,185 --> 00:28:32,280
about your secret stash of kickers

486
00:28:32,280 --> 00:28:34,589
and how you can get your ring back.

487
00:28:34,589 --> 00:28:36,350
Kickers?

488
00:28:36,350 --> 00:28:37,650
[Kiki] Your hillbillies.

489
00:28:38,790 --> 00:28:40,350
My back pills?

490
00:28:40,350 --> 00:28:41,890
- [Kiki] Yeah, if that's
what you call 'em.

491
00:28:41,890 --> 00:28:44,410
Your "back pills."

492
00:28:44,410 --> 00:28:45,570
Let me talk to Bodie.

493
00:28:45,570 --> 00:28:47,600
- [Kiki] Bodie is a little
heartbroken right now.

494
00:28:47,600 --> 00:28:50,760
So, you're gonna have to deal with Kiki.

495
00:28:50,760 --> 00:28:53,351
Look, I'm not sure what Bodie told you,

496
00:28:53,351 --> 00:28:56,343
but I don't have a
secret stash of anything.

497
00:28:58,385 --> 00:28:59,870
Lita!

498
00:28:59,870 --> 00:29:01,659
- Look, I'm gonna have
to call you back, okay?

499
00:29:01,659 --> 00:29:03,343
[Kiki] I'll be waiting.

500
00:29:06,450 --> 00:29:07,350
Everything okay?

501
00:29:08,220 --> 00:29:09,053
Yeah, fine.

502
00:29:11,490 --> 00:29:13,850
- Look, we need to have a
conversation about your mother.

503
00:29:13,850 --> 00:29:15,100
Meaning, we need to talk about

504
00:29:15,100 --> 00:29:16,631
moving her out of the house.

505
00:29:16,631 --> 00:29:18,515
- I know we've both
had a lot on our plates

506
00:29:18,515 --> 00:29:23,343
and, truthfully, we could use a break.

507
00:29:24,720 --> 00:29:26,690
I thought I could take
Dean to my folks' house

508
00:29:26,690 --> 00:29:27,856
for the weekend.

509
00:29:27,856 --> 00:29:30,190
Maybe give you some time
to figure out whatever's

510
00:29:30,190 --> 00:29:31,240
going on with Carlee.

511
00:29:33,320 --> 00:29:34,343
Yeah, okay.

512
00:29:36,736 --> 00:29:39,403
(lips smacking)

513
00:29:41,866 --> 00:29:42,699
Thanks.

514
00:29:44,889 --> 00:29:47,889
(mellow rock music)

515
00:30:09,840 --> 00:30:12,400
- Hello?
- What do you want?

516
00:30:12,400 --> 00:30:14,082
- [Kiki] Kickers for the
rock or we call your husband

517
00:30:14,082 --> 00:30:16,558
and tell him you've
been playing house with,

518
00:30:16,558 --> 00:30:18,017
how did you put it?

519
00:30:18,017 --> 00:30:21,060
"Beautiful boys with top shelf hard-ons."

520
00:30:21,060 --> 00:30:23,810
- I can't get any more
meds, how about cash?

521
00:30:23,810 --> 00:30:25,810
- [Kiki] Kickers for the
rock, that's the deal.

522
00:30:25,810 --> 00:30:27,253
Fuck you.

523
00:30:34,450 --> 00:30:37,450
(mellow rock music)

524
00:30:42,393 --> 00:30:45,393
(Carlee whimpering)

525
00:30:47,891 --> 00:30:48,724
Mom?

526
00:30:49,907 --> 00:30:50,740
You okay?

527
00:30:51,763 --> 00:30:52,596
(Carlee vomiting)

528
00:30:52,596 --> 00:30:54,475
Oh!

529
00:30:54,475 --> 00:30:58,466
Son of a bitch!

530
00:30:58,466 --> 00:31:01,000
Ugh! (groans)

531
00:31:01,000 --> 00:31:02,750
Unfucking believable!

532
00:31:05,171 --> 00:31:08,100
(Evan groans)

533
00:31:08,100 --> 00:31:09,283
[Woman] You two okay?

534
00:31:09,283 --> 00:31:10,250
What?

535
00:31:10,250 --> 00:31:11,860
Yeah, everything's good.

536
00:31:11,860 --> 00:31:13,460
[Woman] What about her?

537
00:31:13,460 --> 00:31:14,794
She's fine.

538
00:31:14,794 --> 00:31:16,173
Are you sure?

539
00:31:17,450 --> 00:31:19,490
She looks like she could use some help.

540
00:31:19,490 --> 00:31:21,463
Maybe we should call someone?

541
00:31:23,232 --> 00:31:24,233
Should we?

542
00:31:25,570 --> 00:31:27,550
Wow, I didn't think of that.

543
00:31:27,550 --> 00:31:28,920
You know, I've just been
dealing with this shit

544
00:31:28,920 --> 00:31:31,370
my whole fucking life, completely unaware

545
00:31:31,370 --> 00:31:34,920
that I should just call
someone, so thank you for that.

546
00:31:34,920 --> 00:31:36,009
Thank you.

547
00:31:36,009 --> 00:31:38,610
(mellow rock music)

548
00:31:38,610 --> 00:31:40,470
What are you staring at?

549
00:31:40,470 --> 00:31:42,573
She's a dipso, lady, a real one.

550
00:31:44,700 --> 00:31:46,500
If she were gonna die,

551
00:31:46,500 --> 00:31:47,861
she would have done it
with you standing there

552
00:31:47,861 --> 00:31:49,786
wearing that witless fucking gaze.

553
00:31:49,786 --> 00:31:51,970
So, why don't you fuck off?

554
00:31:51,970 --> 00:31:53,270
'Cause you're not helping.

555
00:31:54,250 --> 00:31:57,360
Go, get the fuck outta here!

556
00:31:57,360 --> 00:31:58,249
Go tell all your friends at brunch

557
00:31:58,249 --> 00:31:59,238
how you saw something real,

558
00:31:59,238 --> 00:32:01,211
and it scared the fuck outta you!

559
00:32:01,211 --> 00:32:04,211
(mellow rock music)

560
00:32:26,965 --> 00:32:29,632
(door creaking)

561
00:32:30,838 --> 00:32:34,023
(door thudding)

562
00:32:34,023 --> 00:32:37,023
(mellow rock music)

563
00:32:41,190 --> 00:32:42,843
Is she wearing my bathing suit?

564
00:32:44,990 --> 00:32:46,080
Is that Vincent's shirt?

565
00:32:46,080 --> 00:32:48,200
What the hell were you two doing?

566
00:32:48,200 --> 00:32:49,350
Vomit dress up party.

567
00:32:53,200 --> 00:32:56,140
- Uh, I thought the idea was
to get her to stop drinking.

568
00:32:56,140 --> 00:33:00,570
- No, the idea was to get
her back home, which I did.

569
00:33:00,570 --> 00:33:02,500
- You know, it's like you
don't even give a shit.

570
00:33:02,500 --> 00:33:04,010
Oh wow, it's like you know me.

571
00:33:04,010 --> 00:33:05,570
Okay, I'm not going to respond

572
00:33:05,570 --> 00:33:07,650
to this childish back
and forth thing you're

573
00:33:07,650 --> 00:33:08,483
trying to get me to engage in.

574
00:33:08,483 --> 00:33:10,910
- Just so we're clear,
she's gonna need help.

575
00:33:10,910 --> 00:33:12,050
I know.

576
00:33:12,050 --> 00:33:14,240
No, I mean real assistance, Lita.

577
00:33:14,240 --> 00:33:16,169
- As opposed to what,
my charade of concern?

578
00:33:16,169 --> 00:33:19,490
I mean like a program, like a therapist,

579
00:33:19,490 --> 00:33:21,430
some kinda delusion that
her life might actually

580
00:33:21,430 --> 00:33:22,470
get better someday.

581
00:33:22,470 --> 00:33:24,640
Jesus, when did you become so cynical?

582
00:33:24,640 --> 00:33:25,473
Okay, don't worry.

583
00:33:25,473 --> 00:33:27,520
I'm not trying to move in
on your personality traits.

584
00:33:27,520 --> 00:33:28,471
I just wanted one of us to be clear

585
00:33:28,471 --> 00:33:30,220
on who we're dealing with here.

586
00:33:30,220 --> 00:33:31,860
She'll never go.

587
00:33:31,860 --> 00:33:33,960
To treatment, she'll never go.

588
00:33:33,960 --> 00:33:36,978
She still goes on and on about
how the medical community

589
00:33:36,978 --> 00:33:39,267
calls "it" a disease.

590
00:33:39,267 --> 00:33:41,610
"It" meaning substance abuse?

591
00:33:41,610 --> 00:33:43,032
Jesus, when'd you get so vague?

592
00:33:43,032 --> 00:33:44,456
(sighs) I'm just trying to see things

593
00:33:44,456 --> 00:33:45,890
from her perspective.

594
00:33:45,890 --> 00:33:46,940
I thought it might help.

595
00:33:46,940 --> 00:33:48,778
Well, good luck with that.

596
00:33:48,778 --> 00:33:50,200
Where are you going?

597
00:33:50,200 --> 00:33:51,420
Away.

598
00:33:51,420 --> 00:33:53,390
Where peace and harmony reign supreme.

599
00:33:53,390 --> 00:33:54,606
And I don't have to deal with that

600
00:33:54,606 --> 00:33:57,721
- as my life anymore.
- Oh, boo hoo for you.

601
00:33:57,721 --> 00:34:00,220
She's your mother too, you know.

602
00:34:00,220 --> 00:34:01,830
She could use your support.

603
00:34:01,830 --> 00:34:03,881
Give me a fucking break, Lita!

604
00:34:03,881 --> 00:34:06,240
It's the same shit with her.

605
00:34:06,240 --> 00:34:08,653
Stop everything in your
life to help poor old Mom

606
00:34:08,653 --> 00:34:11,453
crawl out of whatever her
latest train wreck is.

607
00:34:12,958 --> 00:34:15,370
She's had a rough life, you know.

608
00:34:15,370 --> 00:34:17,223
Yeah, we've all had it tough.

609
00:34:18,100 --> 00:34:20,990
Her husband killed himself.

610
00:34:20,990 --> 00:34:23,220
Yeah, exactly, her husband.

611
00:34:23,220 --> 00:34:24,270
Her husband, right?

612
00:34:24,270 --> 00:34:27,480
Not your father or my
dad, but her husband.

613
00:34:27,480 --> 00:34:29,130
God, it's like we've been dealing

614
00:34:29,130 --> 00:34:31,503
with her grief our whole life.

615
00:34:32,650 --> 00:34:35,630
It's not just grief, Evan.

616
00:34:35,630 --> 00:34:37,362
It's motherhood, it's work, it's life.

617
00:34:37,362 --> 00:34:40,225
It's day-to-day adding up to
debt and useless antidotes.

618
00:34:40,225 --> 00:34:41,510
- Bullshit.
- What?

619
00:34:41,510 --> 00:34:43,440
It's all bullshit, Lita.

620
00:34:43,440 --> 00:34:45,400
Our mother is a fucking alcoholic.

621
00:34:45,400 --> 00:34:48,286
The rigors of life, the
hardships of child-rearing,

622
00:34:48,286 --> 00:34:50,497
a convenient song and dance, that's all.

623
00:34:50,497 --> 00:34:53,382
Oh, and how would you know?

624
00:34:53,382 --> 00:34:54,840
You're no parent.

625
00:34:54,840 --> 00:34:58,520
You haven't got a clue
what I am talking about.

626
00:34:58,520 --> 00:35:03,130
Well, that might not be 100% accurate.

627
00:35:03,130 --> 00:35:03,963
How's that?

628
00:35:06,640 --> 00:35:08,500
Maddie?

629
00:35:08,500 --> 00:35:11,060
Her name is not Maddie, it's Addie.

630
00:35:11,060 --> 00:35:13,330
Jesus Christ, we live together.

631
00:35:13,330 --> 00:35:16,120
You don't even know my girlfriend's name?

632
00:35:16,120 --> 00:35:17,630
What's so goddamn funny?

633
00:35:17,630 --> 00:35:18,848
You thinking that living with someone

634
00:35:18,848 --> 00:35:20,770
makes it a commitment of some kind.

635
00:35:20,770 --> 00:35:21,603
Oh my God.

636
00:35:23,110 --> 00:35:26,263
So, was it a happy event?

637
00:35:27,200 --> 00:35:28,443
I'm not sure.

638
00:35:30,160 --> 00:35:30,993
How's that?

639
00:35:32,050 --> 00:35:33,985
- I mean, we have a
pretty active sex life,

640
00:35:33,985 --> 00:35:35,630
so sometimes it's happy,

641
00:35:35,630 --> 00:35:38,610
other times it's kind of
sadistic and fucked up.

642
00:35:38,610 --> 00:35:41,163
Not the conception, you defect.

643
00:35:43,032 --> 00:35:46,200
When she told you you
were going to be a father.

644
00:35:46,200 --> 00:35:47,294
How did it go?

645
00:35:47,294 --> 00:35:49,653
Right, that.

646
00:35:51,380 --> 00:35:52,593
Could have gone better.

647
00:35:58,590 --> 00:35:59,690
I'm gonna be a father.

648
00:36:03,280 --> 00:36:07,840
Fucking cliche, cowardice, macho shit.

649
00:36:07,840 --> 00:36:09,580
Get over yourself, little brother.

650
00:36:09,580 --> 00:36:10,637
The days of finding meaning behind

651
00:36:10,637 --> 00:36:13,610
your fucked up childhood
stories have gone, okay?

652
00:36:13,610 --> 00:36:16,740
Pass that sippy cup onto
the next whimpering imp.

653
00:36:16,740 --> 00:36:17,840
Wow.

654
00:36:17,840 --> 00:36:20,320
No warm, fuzzy words of encouragement?

655
00:36:20,320 --> 00:36:22,020
How life's gonna change for the better?

656
00:36:22,020 --> 00:36:26,750
How it's gonna open me up to
a love as of yet undiscovered?

657
00:36:26,750 --> 00:36:27,583
No, Evan.

658
00:36:30,590 --> 00:36:35,428
That's what some image junky
twit wrote in her mommy blog.

659
00:36:35,428 --> 00:36:36,803
Okay?

660
00:36:36,803 --> 00:36:38,770
(Lita clears throat)

661
00:36:38,770 --> 00:36:42,350
The truth about parenthood
that nobody ever tells you

662
00:36:42,350 --> 00:36:44,880
is that no matter how
much you love your kids,

663
00:36:44,880 --> 00:36:46,904
which is immense,

664
00:36:46,904 --> 00:36:51,904
you will always fantasize
about the life you had before.

665
00:36:57,436 --> 00:36:59,269
That's what broke Dad.

666
00:37:01,160 --> 00:37:02,083
It broke Mom.

667
00:37:04,533 --> 00:37:05,366
And you?

668
00:37:07,430 --> 00:37:09,080
One problem at a time, I guess.

669
00:37:11,381 --> 00:37:16,352
- (sighs) Well, let's go
try to convince our mother

670
00:37:16,352 --> 00:37:19,650
that she should die at a
somewhat leisurely pace

671
00:37:19,650 --> 00:37:21,740
like the rest of us.

672
00:37:21,740 --> 00:37:23,490
I knew you wouldn't abandoned me.

673
00:37:29,032 --> 00:37:31,699
(Lita chuckles)

674
00:37:38,642 --> 00:37:40,833
You know, this place is beautiful.

675
00:37:40,833 --> 00:37:42,440
The entire time I've lived here,

676
00:37:42,440 --> 00:37:43,986
I don't think I've spent
more than five minutes

677
00:37:43,986 --> 00:37:45,323
in this backyard.

678
00:37:46,830 --> 00:37:50,530
- So, what is this you're
drinking here, Mom?

679
00:37:50,530 --> 00:37:51,480
Not sure exactly.

680
00:37:52,670 --> 00:37:54,964
Heavy dose of something clear and toxic,

681
00:37:54,964 --> 00:37:57,513
a little ice and a chaser.

682
00:38:01,523 --> 00:38:03,930
Ugh, why is it so green?

683
00:38:03,930 --> 00:38:06,540
I didn't write down the recipe, son.

684
00:38:06,540 --> 00:38:07,423
Classy.

685
00:38:09,510 --> 00:38:11,709
- Wasn't going for high-end, sweetheart.

686
00:38:11,709 --> 00:38:14,062
(Evan chuckles)

687
00:38:14,062 --> 00:38:14,895
What?

688
00:38:15,830 --> 00:38:17,733
You are supposed to be helping me.

689
00:38:18,581 --> 00:38:20,220
Helping you with what?

690
00:38:20,220 --> 00:38:21,791
Oh, I don't know, Mom.

691
00:38:21,791 --> 00:38:23,269
I thought maybe we could convince you

692
00:38:23,269 --> 00:38:25,990
to start using sunscreen.

693
00:38:25,990 --> 00:38:26,823
What are you doing anyway?

694
00:38:26,823 --> 00:38:29,120
You know, nobody's sunbathes anymore.

695
00:38:29,120 --> 00:38:30,235
You can get skin cancer.

696
00:38:30,235 --> 00:38:31,360
Really?

697
00:38:31,360 --> 00:38:34,383
And here I was just
working on my cirrhosis.

698
00:38:38,290 --> 00:38:39,623
I like sunbathing.

699
00:38:40,710 --> 00:38:43,533
Reminds me of when I was young and cared.

700
00:38:45,619 --> 00:38:48,480
God, we had a yard just like this,

701
00:38:48,480 --> 00:38:50,080
when you were a teeny tiny butt.

702
00:38:51,036 --> 00:38:52,421
(sighs) Your dad would go to work,

703
00:38:52,421 --> 00:38:54,183
and I'd take you out to play in the yard,

704
00:38:54,183 --> 00:38:57,823
and I'd strut around in my young tan body.

705
00:38:59,023 --> 00:39:02,993
(chuckles) God, I thought
I was so old then.

706
00:39:06,210 --> 00:39:07,060
It's true What they say.

707
00:39:07,060 --> 00:39:08,740
You don't know how good you have it.

708
00:39:08,740 --> 00:39:10,373
And we had it good back then.

709
00:39:11,660 --> 00:39:15,203
Not like this pile of shit
existence we have now.

710
00:39:17,190 --> 00:39:18,023
Mom.

711
00:39:19,889 --> 00:39:22,980
I know how hard you've worked
this time to stay sober.

712
00:39:22,980 --> 00:39:25,463
Please, don't just throw it all away.

713
00:39:31,111 --> 00:39:33,450
What are you doing?

714
00:39:33,450 --> 00:39:36,103
Looking for the hateful bitch I raised.

715
00:39:37,118 --> 00:39:41,110
You think you can fool me with
that high pitched sweetness?

716
00:39:41,110 --> 00:39:43,210
Mommy, I want you to get well

717
00:39:43,210 --> 00:39:46,423
so we can share our lives together!

718
00:39:47,390 --> 00:39:48,223
Puke.

719
00:39:49,467 --> 00:39:50,793
And you're here to help?

720
00:39:52,620 --> 00:39:53,767
Fuck the both of you.

721
00:39:55,937 --> 00:39:59,087
"Mom, let's get you well!"

722
00:40:00,236 --> 00:40:01,633
Bunch of shit.

723
00:40:03,620 --> 00:40:07,783
Sober and docile, that's how ya want me.

724
00:40:10,590 --> 00:40:11,450
Oh, I'm sorry, Mom.

725
00:40:11,450 --> 00:40:13,650
Are you not getting
enough attention lately?

726
00:40:14,731 --> 00:40:16,500
So, what are we supposed to do, Mom?

727
00:40:16,500 --> 00:40:17,390
Just sit here and watch you

728
00:40:17,390 --> 00:40:19,220
- drink yourself to death?
- No!

729
00:40:19,220 --> 00:40:20,053
Then what?

730
00:40:23,920 --> 00:40:25,520
I just need to come down slow.

731
00:40:27,160 --> 00:40:28,140
I'm sorry, what does that mean?

732
00:40:28,140 --> 00:40:30,260
- It means she wants us to
watch her try and kill herself.

733
00:40:30,260 --> 00:40:33,590
I need 24 hours to taper off.

734
00:40:33,590 --> 00:40:35,160
- Taper off?
- Evan.

735
00:40:35,160 --> 00:40:35,993
Look.

736
00:40:37,605 --> 00:40:41,500
I can't go cold turkey, and
I can't go to treatment.

737
00:40:41,500 --> 00:40:42,526
I can...

738
00:40:42,526 --> 00:40:44,063
I can do this.

739
00:40:46,006 --> 00:40:48,040
I just need a little help.

740
00:40:49,254 --> 00:40:51,254
- That's it?
- That's it.

741
00:40:52,989 --> 00:40:53,990
That's it.

742
00:40:53,990 --> 00:40:55,663
So, then what do you need us for?

743
00:40:58,190 --> 00:40:59,363
To keep me honest.

744
00:41:03,040 --> 00:41:04,890
Are you seriously considering this?

745
00:41:10,310 --> 00:41:11,475
All right.

746
00:41:11,475 --> 00:41:12,620
(mellow rock music)

747
00:41:12,620 --> 00:41:13,473
All right?

748
00:41:14,900 --> 00:41:16,450
All right what?

749
00:41:16,450 --> 00:41:18,193
All right, I'll help.

750
00:41:19,541 --> 00:41:21,140
(Evan chuckles)

751
00:41:21,140 --> 00:41:22,040
[Evan] Fuck you!

752
00:41:24,473 --> 00:41:25,593
That went well.

753
00:41:27,342 --> 00:41:29,019
Shut up, Mom.

754
00:41:29,019 --> 00:41:32,019
(mellow rock music)

755
00:41:35,069 --> 00:41:40,069
♪ Maybe we can change our world around ♪

756
00:41:43,610 --> 00:41:48,277
♪ Maybe we can raise the shorter ground ♪

757
00:41:50,906 --> 00:41:52,440
(hand knocking)

758
00:41:52,440 --> 00:41:57,440
♪ The time we have may never come around ♪

759
00:42:01,039 --> 00:42:05,872
♪ The time we have can
truly be right now ♪

760
00:42:06,853 --> 00:42:08,020
Hi, I'm.

761
00:42:08,020 --> 00:42:08,853
Quiet.

762
00:42:09,720 --> 00:42:11,060
I'm sorry, what?

763
00:42:11,060 --> 00:42:13,783
Please just be quiet.

764
00:42:14,990 --> 00:42:16,523
Oh, okay.

765
00:42:19,245 --> 00:42:20,090
(Evan laughs)

766
00:42:20,090 --> 00:42:20,923
Goddammit.

767
00:42:22,630 --> 00:42:24,390
Is there a problem?

768
00:42:24,390 --> 00:42:28,563
Yes, you see, this,

769
00:42:29,850 --> 00:42:33,093
all of this is a problem.

770
00:42:37,890 --> 00:42:38,770
This.

771
00:42:38,770 --> 00:42:42,130
- Yeah, a strange man skulking
about my sister's house,

772
00:42:42,130 --> 00:42:45,450
eating a bag of candy,
licking a broken sucker.

773
00:42:45,450 --> 00:42:47,600
It's disconcerting!

774
00:42:47,600 --> 00:42:50,850
And with the way the
rest of today has gone,

775
00:42:50,850 --> 00:42:53,350
I'm sure there's a perfectly
good explanation for it.

776
00:42:53,350 --> 00:42:54,600
- There is.
- You see,

777
00:42:54,600 --> 00:42:58,430
the point is, I don't
want to hear it, okay?

778
00:42:58,430 --> 00:43:01,753
So, please just shut up.

779
00:43:03,540 --> 00:43:04,373
Lita!

780
00:43:11,528 --> 00:43:15,210
(footsteps pattering)

781
00:43:15,210 --> 00:43:17,856
Hi.

782
00:43:17,856 --> 00:43:19,083
Friend of yours?

783
00:43:20,500 --> 00:43:23,000
- Are you telling me that
you don't know this guy?

784
00:43:23,990 --> 00:43:24,823
Micah!

785
00:43:25,690 --> 00:43:28,630
Oh God, it's so good to see you.

786
00:43:28,630 --> 00:43:30,043
This is the friend I
was telling you about.

787
00:43:30,043 --> 00:43:33,453
These are my kids, Lita and Evan.

788
00:43:34,770 --> 00:43:36,490
Oh, it's so exciting!

789
00:43:36,490 --> 00:43:38,620
You can finally put a face
to some of the stories.

790
00:43:38,620 --> 00:43:40,650
- Can I go now?
- No.

791
00:43:40,650 --> 00:43:42,596
Mom, who is this guy?

792
00:43:42,596 --> 00:43:44,530
This is my sponsor.

793
00:43:44,530 --> 00:43:45,523
Kind of.

794
00:43:47,520 --> 00:43:49,292
What does that mean, kind of?

795
00:43:49,292 --> 00:43:51,730
Okay, was my sponsor.

796
00:43:51,730 --> 00:43:56,730
Till the mighty monster reared
its ugly head, as they say.

797
00:43:56,996 --> 00:43:58,263
Who says that?

798
00:44:00,230 --> 00:44:03,223
- Oh, you see, it's
reference to our addiction.

799
00:44:04,180 --> 00:44:05,013
Right.

800
00:44:06,540 --> 00:44:10,853
- I guess you could say we fell
victim to its enchantments.

801
00:44:13,271 --> 00:44:15,863
You relapsed with your sponsor?

802
00:44:18,150 --> 00:44:19,123
Kind of.

803
00:44:21,000 --> 00:44:23,613
- I mean.
- we smoked a little grass.

804
00:44:24,940 --> 00:44:27,607
We got stoned and...

805
00:44:27,607 --> 00:44:28,513
And what?

806
00:44:29,530 --> 00:44:30,801
Well. (chuckles)

807
00:44:30,801 --> 00:44:35,801
Things got a little
personal, and I just thought.

808
00:44:36,380 --> 00:44:39,007
Jesus Christ, what's the big deal?

809
00:44:39,007 --> 00:44:40,378
We had sex.

810
00:44:40,378 --> 00:44:42,878
(Evan laughs)

811
00:44:46,215 --> 00:44:48,410
(hand knocking)

812
00:44:48,410 --> 00:44:49,243
Anyway.

813
00:44:51,060 --> 00:44:52,587
Micah thought it best
we end our relationship

814
00:44:52,587 --> 00:44:55,090
as sponsor and sponsee.

815
00:44:55,090 --> 00:44:57,719
Oh, how responsible of him.

816
00:44:57,719 --> 00:44:59,120
That's all.

817
00:44:59,120 --> 00:45:01,830
I mean, my trouble has
always been with the booze.

818
00:45:01,830 --> 00:45:05,750
So smoking a little weed,
fucking, what's the big deal?

819
00:45:05,750 --> 00:45:09,363
Right, so why is he here?

820
00:45:10,798 --> 00:45:13,080
- What are you doing here?
- I called him.

821
00:45:13,080 --> 00:45:14,466
What?

822
00:45:14,466 --> 00:45:16,403
Why did you call him?

823
00:45:18,700 --> 00:45:21,010
What do you mean, he's my sponsor.

824
00:45:21,010 --> 00:45:21,960
He's here to help.

825
00:45:21,960 --> 00:45:23,801
He's your junkie fuck buddy, Mom.

826
00:45:23,801 --> 00:45:24,634
(hand knocking)

827
00:45:24,634 --> 00:45:26,060
Should I, should I get that?

828
00:45:26,060 --> 00:45:30,430
- Like I said, we just
smoked a little grass.

829
00:45:30,430 --> 00:45:34,390
I think the term junkie is,
well, a little over the top.

830
00:45:34,390 --> 00:45:36,480
Can we all agree on that?

831
00:45:36,480 --> 00:45:37,653
Why do you keep saying that

832
00:45:37,653 --> 00:45:39,175
"we just smoked a little grass"?

833
00:45:39,175 --> 00:45:42,663
Isn't that frowned upon
in your little God cult?

834
00:45:44,000 --> 00:45:47,143
- It's not a cult, it's
AA and people relapse.

835
00:45:48,110 --> 00:45:50,000
Don't make it sound so weird.

836
00:45:50,000 --> 00:45:52,876
Recovery has its ups and downs.

837
00:45:52,876 --> 00:45:54,713
We try not to judge.

838
00:45:55,619 --> 00:45:59,033
- Well, that worked out very
nice for you, didn't it?

839
00:45:59,950 --> 00:46:03,170
Look, can we just start over?

840
00:46:03,170 --> 00:46:06,300
I mean, we're all here for Carlee, right?

841
00:46:06,300 --> 00:46:09,560
- No, Micah, I'm here
because Carlee is my mom,

842
00:46:09,560 --> 00:46:12,910
and this is our dysfunctional
family tradition.

843
00:46:12,910 --> 00:46:14,620
As for you,

844
00:46:14,620 --> 00:46:17,170
your motives are not entirely
clear to me just yet.

845
00:46:18,633 --> 00:46:20,238
(hand knocking)

846
00:46:20,238 --> 00:46:23,238
(mellow rock music)

847
00:46:24,400 --> 00:46:28,733
- You know what, I'm just
gonna, I'm gonna get that.

848
00:46:30,540 --> 00:46:31,828
(door creaking)

849
00:46:31,828 --> 00:46:32,745
- Addie.
- Hi.

850
00:46:35,500 --> 00:46:36,333
(door creaking)
(door thudding)

851
00:46:36,333 --> 00:46:38,258
Is everything okay?

852
00:46:38,258 --> 00:46:40,786
Everything's fine, how are you?

853
00:46:40,786 --> 00:46:42,320
(sighs) You know, just another day

854
00:46:42,320 --> 00:46:43,495
in the life at the Young house.

855
00:46:43,495 --> 00:46:44,640
(Addie laughs)

856
00:46:44,640 --> 00:46:46,210
How'd you find me?

857
00:46:46,210 --> 00:46:47,720
Seriously?

858
00:46:47,720 --> 00:46:49,033
Right, stupid question.

859
00:46:49,890 --> 00:46:53,640
Look, I'm sorry about how we left things.

860
00:46:53,640 --> 00:46:54,473
About that.

861
00:46:55,453 --> 00:46:57,913
I made us an appointment
for Monday morning.

862
00:47:02,374 --> 00:47:03,224
An appointment?

863
00:47:04,471 --> 00:47:05,823
To see a doctor.

864
00:47:06,697 --> 00:47:08,203
I was told there's a chance we could

865
00:47:08,203 --> 00:47:10,612
hear the baby's heartbeat.

866
00:47:10,612 --> 00:47:12,733
I want you to come with me.

867
00:47:12,733 --> 00:47:13,566
Addie.

868
00:47:13,566 --> 00:47:15,840
Look, after you left this morning,

869
00:47:15,840 --> 00:47:17,810
I had some time to think,

870
00:47:17,810 --> 00:47:22,810
and I realized my big reveal
didn't go exactly as planned.

871
00:47:23,163 --> 00:47:25,418
I was just hoping for some

872
00:47:25,418 --> 00:47:29,185
- profound reaction from you.
- And I failed you miserably.

873
00:47:29,185 --> 00:47:34,185
- True, but, you know,
somehow I'd forgotten

874
00:47:35,003 --> 00:47:40,003
when I found out, I spent the
entire day in the bathroom,

875
00:47:40,430 --> 00:47:43,473
eating French fries and sugar cookies.

876
00:47:44,923 --> 00:47:49,818
I was staring at 10 different
home pregnancy tests,

877
00:47:49,818 --> 00:47:53,493
hoping for one of them to
say something different.

878
00:47:54,949 --> 00:47:59,949
(sighs) And then I went for
a walk, and somehow the panic

879
00:48:01,340 --> 00:48:03,833
started feeling like something hopeful.

880
00:48:05,295 --> 00:48:08,270
And suddenly I could feel myself smiling,

881
00:48:08,270 --> 00:48:11,916
and I damn near mapped
out the rest of my life

882
00:48:11,916 --> 00:48:16,916
in a few seconds using the
future milestones of this speck

883
00:48:17,500 --> 00:48:19,913
that's taken up residence in my uterus.

884
00:48:21,820 --> 00:48:25,750
So, I thought if you and the speck

885
00:48:25,750 --> 00:48:27,373
had a proper introduction,

886
00:48:28,490 --> 00:48:30,790
things might go a little
easier for all of us.

887
00:48:32,079 --> 00:48:32,996
Addie, I.

888
00:48:36,281 --> 00:48:40,160
- Hey, fuckface, either you
or your psycho girlfriend

889
00:48:40,160 --> 00:48:43,223
needs to call me and let me
know how to get my ring back.

890
00:48:44,460 --> 00:48:46,890
Oh, hey Patty.

891
00:48:46,890 --> 00:48:49,508
I think I'm going to need
your help with something.

892
00:48:49,508 --> 00:48:50,543
Okay.

893
00:48:52,030 --> 00:48:52,863
Great.

894
00:48:54,356 --> 00:48:56,011
(Evan sighs)

895
00:48:56,011 --> 00:48:59,011
(mellow rock music)

896
00:49:02,145 --> 00:49:05,177
(door creaking)

897
00:49:05,177 --> 00:49:06,519
(Evan sighs)
(door thuds)

898
00:49:06,519 --> 00:49:09,686
(footsteps pattering)

899
00:49:19,889 --> 00:49:22,889
So, what happened to your baby mama?

900
00:49:24,130 --> 00:49:26,493
- She hit her crazy
threshold and had to leave.

901
00:49:27,520 --> 00:49:29,134
I see.

902
00:49:29,134 --> 00:49:32,260
Does she know that lunacy is hereditary?

903
00:49:32,260 --> 00:49:33,710
What's going on here, Lita?

904
00:49:37,070 --> 00:49:38,670
It's a fucking trap, you know.

905
00:49:40,120 --> 00:49:41,510
What?

906
00:49:41,510 --> 00:49:45,021
- Love, it's a deceiving
dopamine ride that fools us all.

907
00:49:45,021 --> 00:49:46,093
(liquor splashing)

908
00:49:46,093 --> 00:49:47,200
It doesn't last.

909
00:49:47,200 --> 00:49:49,447
Not for me.

910
00:49:49,447 --> 00:49:54,027
Not for you, not for Mom,
and certainly not our father.

911
00:49:54,027 --> 00:49:54,860
(Evan sighs)

912
00:49:54,860 --> 00:49:57,550
(thermos lid screwing)

913
00:49:57,550 --> 00:49:59,180
Maybe he got it right.

914
00:49:59,180 --> 00:50:00,810
Who, Dad?

915
00:50:00,810 --> 00:50:02,480
Dad got dead, Lita.

916
00:50:02,480 --> 00:50:04,470
I don't think that could be right.

917
00:50:04,470 --> 00:50:05,470
Should I be worried?

918
00:50:06,530 --> 00:50:08,930
- Why, for invoking the
memory of our dead father?

919
00:50:08,930 --> 00:50:11,970
You're the one who's gone
all cats in the cradle today.

920
00:50:11,970 --> 00:50:13,643
Should I be concerned about you?

921
00:50:15,140 --> 00:50:16,586
Does your girlfriend know

922
00:50:16,586 --> 00:50:20,840
that you think fatherhood
might make you a suicide case?

923
00:50:20,840 --> 00:50:23,787
- Are you gonna tell me
what's going on here or not?

924
00:50:23,787 --> 00:50:24,963
Long or short?

925
00:50:25,830 --> 00:50:26,973
Let's try the short.

926
00:50:28,427 --> 00:50:29,770
I've been having an affair,

927
00:50:29,770 --> 00:50:31,670
and now I'm being blackmailed by Kiki.

928
00:50:33,040 --> 00:50:34,720
Who the fuck is Kiki?

929
00:50:34,720 --> 00:50:37,520
- Just another bitch trying
to cure mediocrity, I guess.

930
00:50:47,180 --> 00:50:48,838
That's what it's gonna take.

931
00:50:48,838 --> 00:50:50,157
You gotta go to meetings.

932
00:50:50,157 --> 00:50:51,927
- All right, I've got
to take a little trip,

933
00:50:51,927 --> 00:50:53,680
and I need you to come with me.

934
00:50:53,680 --> 00:50:54,830
Where are you taking her?

935
00:50:54,830 --> 00:50:57,543
- None of your business guy
nobody gives a shit about.

936
00:50:59,020 --> 00:51:00,020
Okay.

937
00:51:00,020 --> 00:51:01,731
What do you mean okay?

938
00:51:01,731 --> 00:51:05,280
This is a relaxed, safe
environment for your mom.

939
00:51:05,280 --> 00:51:07,270
If she's not gonna admit herself into a

940
00:51:07,270 --> 00:51:11,438
credible detox program, then I
think she needs to stay here.

941
00:51:11,438 --> 00:51:14,495
- Well, Mom says she
wants to detox herself.

942
00:51:14,495 --> 00:51:17,800
I've got some place to
be, Evan's coming with me,

943
00:51:17,800 --> 00:51:20,210
and, frankly, I don't feel
comfortable leaving her here

944
00:51:20,210 --> 00:51:23,930
with Mr.
Let-Me-Get-You-Stoned-And-Fuck sponsor.

945
00:51:23,930 --> 00:51:24,840
That's not fair.

946
00:51:24,840 --> 00:51:26,740
That only happened the once.

947
00:51:26,740 --> 00:51:28,180
Three times.

948
00:51:28,180 --> 00:51:29,013
What?

949
00:51:29,013 --> 00:51:31,243
Three times we made love and got stoned.

950
00:51:32,290 --> 00:51:35,033
- I meant to say, your
mom was the only person

951
00:51:35,033 --> 00:51:37,720
that ever happened with.

952
00:51:37,720 --> 00:51:39,420
Why are you looking at me as if that's

953
00:51:39,420 --> 00:51:41,423
supposed to make me feel better?

954
00:51:42,360 --> 00:51:44,590
Mom, come on, we need to go.

955
00:51:44,590 --> 00:51:46,650
If she's going, I'm going.

956
00:51:46,650 --> 00:51:47,700
Fuck you, Micah.

957
00:51:47,700 --> 00:51:50,640
I didn't ask you, and I don't want you.

958
00:51:50,640 --> 00:51:53,330
Your mom has a rough night ahead of her,

959
00:51:53,330 --> 00:51:56,248
and I am the only one here
who has any experience

960
00:51:56,248 --> 00:51:57,740
with this sort of thing.

961
00:51:57,740 --> 00:52:00,748
Experience, is that what you call it?

962
00:52:00,748 --> 00:52:02,623
You are not coming.

963
00:52:04,940 --> 00:52:07,750
Well, at least let your mother decide.

964
00:52:07,750 --> 00:52:09,120
I need Micah with me.

965
00:52:09,120 --> 00:52:11,930
I don't think I can do this without him.

966
00:52:11,930 --> 00:52:15,168
Fine, for Christ's sake, let's just go.

967
00:52:15,168 --> 00:52:16,001
Come on.

968
00:52:16,843 --> 00:52:18,780
(groans) Where are we goin', baby?

969
00:52:18,780 --> 00:52:21,208
- [Lita] Going to have a
little chin wag with Kiki.

970
00:52:21,208 --> 00:52:24,208
(mellow rock music)

971
00:52:30,440 --> 00:52:33,556
♪ The blessings came in waves ♪

972
00:52:33,556 --> 00:52:35,306
What are we doing out here again?

973
00:52:36,510 --> 00:52:37,626
Boy trouble.

974
00:52:37,626 --> 00:52:38,459
What?

975
00:52:39,607 --> 00:52:41,167
Lita's got herself a boyfriend

976
00:52:41,167 --> 00:52:43,893
who already has a girlfriend.

977
00:52:43,893 --> 00:52:45,550
I don't have a boyfriend,

978
00:52:45,550 --> 00:52:47,624
and he doesn't have a girlfriend.

979
00:52:47,624 --> 00:52:49,680
So, who's Kiki?

980
00:52:49,680 --> 00:52:50,763
An extortionist.

981
00:52:51,880 --> 00:52:53,600
I'm confused.

982
00:52:53,600 --> 00:52:55,213
Everyone just shut up, okay?

983
00:52:57,290 --> 00:52:58,739
I cannot remember what
this place looks like

984
00:52:58,739 --> 00:52:59,963
in the daylight.

985
00:53:01,060 --> 00:53:03,050
Maybe you should pop a couple more pills

986
00:53:03,050 --> 00:53:04,470
and have another drink.

987
00:53:04,470 --> 00:53:06,706
Could help refresh your memory.

988
00:53:06,706 --> 00:53:10,297
(tires screeching)

989
00:53:10,297 --> 00:53:12,329
- "Maybe you should pop
a couple more pills."

990
00:53:12,329 --> 00:53:14,070
Listen, Micah.

991
00:53:14,070 --> 00:53:15,760
I know you think you found enlightenment

992
00:53:15,760 --> 00:53:18,370
after a lifetime of drinking
and fucking and drugging,

993
00:53:18,370 --> 00:53:21,253
but the rest of us just have
to suffer through it, okay?

994
00:53:22,930 --> 00:53:25,773
- I've seen around a few
corners, is all I'm saying.

995
00:53:26,741 --> 00:53:29,614
Fuck you and your tired ass platitudes.

996
00:53:29,614 --> 00:53:31,361
Start a Twitter feed.

997
00:53:31,361 --> 00:53:33,070
I'm sure there are plenty of lost souls

998
00:53:33,070 --> 00:53:35,253
looking for your cookie cutter comfort.

999
00:53:37,130 --> 00:53:39,044
- I don't think your family
is a very positive influence

1000
00:53:39,044 --> 00:53:40,291
on your recovery.

1001
00:53:40,291 --> 00:53:43,627
♪ Tomorrow sway with the symphony ♪

1002
00:53:43,627 --> 00:53:47,757
♪ Make as much noise
and be as we wanna be ♪

1003
00:53:47,757 --> 00:53:51,702
♪ Losing my hopes, hands in a canopy ♪

1004
00:53:51,702 --> 00:53:56,668
♪ Feel your it, play what's inside of me ♪

1005
00:53:56,668 --> 00:54:00,480
♪ La, da, da, da, da ♪

1006
00:54:00,480 --> 00:54:07,468
♪ La, da, da, da, da, da ♪

1007
00:54:07,468 --> 00:54:08,385
Oh, fuck.

1008
00:54:09,238 --> 00:54:10,447
[Carlee] What?

1009
00:54:10,447 --> 00:54:12,072
They're coming.

1010
00:54:12,072 --> 00:54:13,328
Get down, Mom.

1011
00:54:13,328 --> 00:54:19,360
♪ The fields of glory's now ♪

1012
00:54:19,360 --> 00:54:20,795
Jesus Christ, Lita.

1013
00:54:20,795 --> 00:54:22,129
What?

1014
00:54:22,129 --> 00:54:23,966
Did you check that kid's ID?

1015
00:54:23,966 --> 00:54:25,483
He's not a kid.

1016
00:54:25,483 --> 00:54:27,460
He's very mature.

1017
00:54:27,460 --> 00:54:28,293
Is he?

1018
00:54:28,293 --> 00:54:30,760
'Cause this looks like his parents' house.

1019
00:54:30,760 --> 00:54:31,951
Are you having sex with a kid

1020
00:54:31,951 --> 00:54:34,210
who lives with his parents, Lita?

1021
00:54:34,210 --> 00:54:35,043
Oh, give me a break.

1022
00:54:35,043 --> 00:54:37,549
There are 40-year-old men who
still live with their parents.

1023
00:54:37,549 --> 00:54:38,765
I think that's fine.

1024
00:54:38,765 --> 00:54:43,380
I mean, sometimes kids
stay with their parents

1025
00:54:43,380 --> 00:54:44,870
until they're done with college, you know.

1026
00:54:44,870 --> 00:54:48,440
It doesn't mean they shouldn't
have a healthy sex life.

1027
00:54:48,440 --> 00:54:50,459
Wow, Mom, great point.

1028
00:54:50,459 --> 00:54:52,727
What a lying sack of shit?

1029
00:54:52,727 --> 00:54:54,347
"I think I love you."

1030
00:54:54,347 --> 00:54:56,489
That's what he told me this morning.

1031
00:54:56,489 --> 00:54:58,490
He begged me not to end it.

1032
00:54:58,490 --> 00:54:59,450
I mean, begged me.

1033
00:54:59,450 --> 00:55:00,657
And I was like, "You know what?

1034
00:55:00,657 --> 00:55:03,650
"This thing between us, it's over."

1035
00:55:03,650 --> 00:55:05,640
That's a super positive life change you

1036
00:55:05,640 --> 00:55:06,580
made right there, honey.

1037
00:55:06,580 --> 00:55:08,985
I'm sure your kids and your husband

1038
00:55:08,985 --> 00:55:12,453
are gonna be real proud when
you tell 'em that story.

1039
00:55:14,110 --> 00:55:15,083
Goddammit.

1040
00:55:18,020 --> 00:55:21,493
Well, here is your
Mother of the Year award.

1041
00:55:26,700 --> 00:55:27,723
Is he praying?

1042
00:55:29,960 --> 00:55:31,033
Are you praying?

1043
00:55:31,900 --> 00:55:32,733
Hey, dipshit.

1044
00:55:34,806 --> 00:55:36,364
As soon as you're done talking to God

1045
00:55:36,364 --> 00:55:38,630
or whoever the fuck you have
on the other line there,

1046
00:55:38,630 --> 00:55:41,990
can you please make sure that
Carlee gets her next fix?

1047
00:55:41,990 --> 00:55:43,600
Where the hell are you going?

1048
00:55:43,600 --> 00:55:45,216
I'm gonna go have a conversation

1049
00:55:45,216 --> 00:55:47,500
with this nice young
man and his lady friend.

1050
00:55:47,500 --> 00:55:49,210
You believe me?

1051
00:55:49,210 --> 00:55:50,223
Not really.

1052
00:55:51,140 --> 00:55:53,040
Ah, he's smarter than he looks.

1053
00:55:53,040 --> 00:55:55,163
Just that one drink, got it?

1054
00:55:57,470 --> 00:55:59,100
I need you to come with me.

1055
00:55:59,100 --> 00:56:00,769
You could ask.

1056
00:56:00,769 --> 00:56:03,670
- Could you pretty fucking
please come with me?

1057
00:56:03,670 --> 00:56:06,133
Sure, since you're being so polite.

1058
00:56:06,133 --> 00:56:09,133
(mellow rock music)

1059
00:56:10,090 --> 00:56:13,173
(car doors thudding)

1060
00:56:15,251 --> 00:56:16,766
Why do I get the feeling

1061
00:56:16,766 --> 00:56:19,632
I should be calling the police right now?

1062
00:56:19,632 --> 00:56:20,843
(chuckles) I wouldn't.

1063
00:56:21,866 --> 00:56:23,266
What do you mean, why not?

1064
00:56:24,698 --> 00:56:27,011
I think by the time they get here,

1065
00:56:27,011 --> 00:56:29,313
you will already be an accomplice.

1066
00:56:30,354 --> 00:56:33,354
(mellow rock music)

1067
00:56:39,980 --> 00:56:40,954
(leaves rustling)

1068
00:56:40,954 --> 00:56:41,787
What are you doing?

1069
00:56:41,787 --> 00:56:43,893
Quiet, I think they're in the bedroom.

1070
00:56:43,893 --> 00:56:44,840
So what?

1071
00:56:44,840 --> 00:56:46,557
- So, I'm gonna sneak in and
get my things, so we can go.

1072
00:56:46,557 --> 00:56:48,209
Why don't we just knock on the door

1073
00:56:48,209 --> 00:56:49,583
and say, "Hey, asshole, give me my shit"?

1074
00:56:49,583 --> 00:56:50,868
They're fucking thieves, Evan.

1075
00:56:50,868 --> 00:56:53,110
You think they're just gonna
give me back my things?

1076
00:56:53,110 --> 00:56:55,287
- Aw fuck.
- What?

1077
00:56:55,287 --> 00:56:57,090
That kind of makes sense actually.

1078
00:56:57,090 --> 00:56:58,133
Come on.

1079
00:56:58,133 --> 00:57:00,631
(mellow rock music)

1080
00:57:00,631 --> 00:57:01,680
(couple moaning)

1081
00:57:01,680 --> 00:57:03,490
- Wait.
- What?

1082
00:57:03,490 --> 00:57:04,370
What if his parents are home?

1083
00:57:04,370 --> 00:57:05,203
Oh.

1084
00:57:05,203 --> 00:57:07,645
- Why are you looking at me
like that's a weird question?

1085
00:57:07,645 --> 00:57:10,752
Why is that a weird question?

1086
00:57:10,752 --> 00:57:13,752
(mellow rock music)

1087
00:57:24,852 --> 00:57:26,020
[Lita] It's open.

1088
00:57:26,020 --> 00:57:27,240
- Okay.
- Come on.

1089
00:57:27,240 --> 00:57:28,110
- (door creaking)
- I'm not going in there.

1090
00:57:28,110 --> 00:57:30,474
I need you to keep a lookout.

1091
00:57:30,474 --> 00:57:32,070
(door creaking)

1092
00:57:32,070 --> 00:57:32,903
Fuck.

1093
00:57:34,001 --> 00:57:37,001
(mellow rock music)

1094
00:57:49,057 --> 00:57:51,683
- What does she think
she's gonna do anyway?

1095
00:57:53,470 --> 00:57:54,303
Lita?

1096
00:57:55,176 --> 00:57:56,009
Who knows?

1097
00:57:57,270 --> 00:57:59,100
She's always been a bit.

1098
00:57:59,100 --> 00:57:59,933
Like you?

1099
00:58:01,752 --> 00:58:03,130
I was gonna say crazy,

1100
00:58:03,130 --> 00:58:06,633
but I guess she is a little bit like me.

1101
00:58:10,853 --> 00:58:12,339
- Have you thought any
more about letting me

1102
00:58:12,339 --> 00:58:14,023
- take you to see a doctor?
- No!

1103
00:58:17,300 --> 00:58:18,133
Hell no.

1104
00:58:22,023 --> 00:58:24,523
- You're not gonna make
this easy for me, are you?

1105
00:58:27,542 --> 00:58:30,043
The Lord is a cunning advisor.

1106
00:58:31,020 --> 00:58:35,000
Always finding a way to use
my transgressions as a guide.

1107
00:58:35,000 --> 00:58:36,483
What transgressions?

1108
00:58:37,380 --> 00:58:40,313
- When you took the
pledge, I was in a bad way.

1109
00:58:41,780 --> 00:58:44,330
I should've never agreed
to be your sponsor.

1110
00:58:44,330 --> 00:58:45,953
I'm just sorry, is all.

1111
00:58:48,860 --> 00:58:49,693
For what?

1112
00:58:49,693 --> 00:58:52,590
For taking advantage of you.

1113
00:58:52,590 --> 00:58:54,855
For taking advantage of me?

1114
00:58:54,855 --> 00:58:57,750
(laughs) Don't flatter yourself.

1115
00:58:57,750 --> 00:59:00,883
It's not like I was some
16-year-old girl on prom night.

1116
00:59:06,380 --> 00:59:07,280
You trusted me.

1117
00:59:07,280 --> 00:59:08,217
And I...

1118
00:59:11,360 --> 00:59:13,053
I trusted you to eat my pussy.

1119
00:59:13,900 --> 00:59:14,888
And the only thing I hold against you

1120
00:59:14,888 --> 00:59:19,393
is your average, at best.

1121
00:59:21,139 --> 00:59:24,306
(mellow guitar music)

1122
00:59:27,700 --> 00:59:28,533
What is it?

1123
00:59:33,070 --> 00:59:35,770
- It's one of the best
memories I have of being sober.

1124
00:59:37,536 --> 00:59:38,643
Ah, hey.

1125
00:59:38,643 --> 00:59:41,320
Look, I mean, it'll get better.

1126
00:59:41,320 --> 00:59:43,993
You'll have new memories, better memories.

1127
00:59:43,993 --> 00:59:45,023
You don't get it.

1128
00:59:47,190 --> 00:59:49,177
I Was clear-headed for
the first time in years,

1129
00:59:49,177 --> 00:59:53,420
and making love to you is the best thing I

1130
00:59:53,420 --> 00:59:54,663
can remember doing.

1131
00:59:59,810 --> 01:00:01,290
Let's just concentrate on getting you

1132
01:00:01,290 --> 01:00:02,483
sober right now, okay?

1133
01:00:04,672 --> 01:00:05,505
Yeah.

1134
01:00:07,740 --> 01:00:09,116
Sure.

1135
01:00:09,116 --> 01:00:12,283
(mellow guitar music)

1136
01:00:16,715 --> 01:00:19,465
(heels clacking)

1137
01:00:25,800 --> 01:00:27,083
Kiki Wasentope?

1138
01:00:28,600 --> 01:00:30,073
Is that her real name?

1139
01:00:31,380 --> 01:00:34,547
21, she's fuckin' 21.

1140
01:00:35,809 --> 01:00:37,830
Yeah, well, how old's what's his name?

1141
01:00:37,830 --> 01:00:38,749
Bodie?

1142
01:00:38,749 --> 01:00:39,783
I don't know.

1143
01:00:45,210 --> 01:00:47,923
- Can we get what we came for
and get the fuck outta here?

1144
01:00:48,774 --> 01:00:51,010
(pills rattling)

1145
01:00:51,010 --> 01:00:53,820
Oh, I got it.

1146
01:00:53,820 --> 01:00:55,460
Well, good, come on, let's go.

1147
01:00:55,460 --> 01:00:57,370
(pills rattling)

1148
01:00:57,370 --> 01:00:58,830
What now?

1149
01:00:58,830 --> 01:00:59,773
Where's my ring?

1150
01:01:00,770 --> 01:01:02,190
(pills rattling)

1151
01:01:02,190 --> 01:01:03,593
Oh my God.

1152
01:01:03,593 --> 01:01:06,481
- I think it's probably
time to get going now.

1153
01:01:06,481 --> 01:01:08,831
Not without my fuckin' ring.

1154
01:01:08,831 --> 01:01:11,998
(footsteps pattering)

1155
01:01:13,875 --> 01:01:15,690
Who the fuck are you?

1156
01:01:15,690 --> 01:01:17,363
I'm recompense, little girl.

1157
01:01:18,757 --> 01:01:20,390
Who?

1158
01:01:20,390 --> 01:01:22,560
Lita, what the hell is going on?

1159
01:01:22,560 --> 01:01:24,229
Lita.

1160
01:01:24,229 --> 01:01:27,810
Oh, this is that older
lady you've been banging

1161
01:01:27,810 --> 01:01:29,653
for her kicker stash.

1162
01:01:30,650 --> 01:01:31,963
Is that my ring?

1163
01:01:33,059 --> 01:01:33,892
Um, uh.

1164
01:01:35,360 --> 01:01:38,960
Did you just fuck her with my ring on?

1165
01:01:38,960 --> 01:01:41,061
See, I told you it was weird.

1166
01:01:41,061 --> 01:01:46,061
(mellow guitar music)
(Evan laughs)

1167
01:01:51,801 --> 01:01:52,730
Hey, Lita.

1168
01:01:52,730 --> 01:01:56,650
I know we don't have like a
safe word or anything, but, um.

1169
01:01:56,650 --> 01:01:57,483
Shut up, Evan.

1170
01:01:59,034 --> 01:02:02,019
(mellow rock music)

1171
01:02:02,019 --> 01:02:04,223
So, what you're gonna burn my shit?

1172
01:02:05,180 --> 01:02:06,290
That's right.

1173
01:02:06,290 --> 01:02:08,210
Along with your phone, bedazzled case,

1174
01:02:08,210 --> 01:02:10,110
drugs, paraphernalia, and
an assortment of other

1175
01:02:10,110 --> 01:02:12,051
hard to replace items.

1176
01:02:12,051 --> 01:02:13,950
Lita, you don't want to do this.

1177
01:02:13,950 --> 01:02:16,810
- You're right, Bodie,
I don't want to do this.

1178
01:02:16,810 --> 01:02:17,820
I don't even want to be here.

1179
01:02:17,820 --> 01:02:19,620
What I want is my ring back.

1180
01:02:19,620 --> 01:02:21,553
Why?

1181
01:02:21,553 --> 01:02:22,733
What do you mean why?

1182
01:02:22,733 --> 01:02:26,610
It's my ring, it's a goddamn
symbol of love, okay?

1183
01:02:26,610 --> 01:02:28,276
Right, look at you.

1184
01:02:28,276 --> 01:02:32,100
You're not jonesing for
any symbol, sweetheart.

1185
01:02:32,100 --> 01:02:33,610
What are you missing most right now?

1186
01:02:33,610 --> 01:02:38,123
Your Oxys or your emblem of affection?

1187
01:02:38,123 --> 01:02:41,123
(mellow rock music)

1188
01:02:42,140 --> 01:02:45,970
Hey lady, you think this is
just a big misunderstanding?

1189
01:02:45,970 --> 01:02:49,950
You think that boys that look
like Bodie are hot for mommy?

1190
01:02:49,950 --> 01:02:51,393
Give me a break.

1191
01:02:52,410 --> 01:02:53,920
You jealous, Kiki?

1192
01:02:53,920 --> 01:02:56,640
Of you, get the fuck out of here.

1193
01:02:56,640 --> 01:02:58,860
Let me ask you something.

1194
01:02:58,860 --> 01:03:00,482
When he asked you to put my ring on,

1195
01:03:00,482 --> 01:03:03,370
did you think it was just
some spontaneous decision

1196
01:03:03,370 --> 01:03:05,950
or that maybe he'd been
pondering it for a bit?

1197
01:03:05,950 --> 01:03:09,140
What'd you think, Kiki, it
was just some casual kink?

1198
01:03:09,140 --> 01:03:11,390
Did he ask you to turn
the lights off, Kiki?

1199
01:03:11,390 --> 01:03:12,840
Enough!

1200
01:03:12,840 --> 01:03:13,927
I told you, lady,

1201
01:03:13,927 --> 01:03:16,470
you want the bling back show me the beans.

1202
01:03:16,470 --> 01:03:18,290
Okay, I have no idea what that means,

1203
01:03:18,290 --> 01:03:20,220
but let me make this real clear.

1204
01:03:20,220 --> 01:03:23,198
You give me my ring, and I
won't burn all your shit.

1205
01:03:23,198 --> 01:03:26,198
(mellow rock music)

1206
01:03:28,650 --> 01:03:31,290
So, no more junkie housewives, right?

1207
01:03:31,290 --> 01:03:32,304
It's gonna take like a month to scrub

1208
01:03:32,304 --> 01:03:34,359
that granny smell off your cock?

1209
01:03:34,359 --> 01:03:37,402
(mellow rock music)

1210
01:03:37,402 --> 01:03:38,235
Ah!

1211
01:03:39,509 --> 01:03:41,721
(hands slamming)
(body thudding)

1212
01:03:41,721 --> 01:03:43,720
(women grunting)

1213
01:03:43,720 --> 01:03:44,874
Guys, seriously.

1214
01:03:44,874 --> 01:03:47,276
If you mess up the lawn,
my mom is gonna get pissed.

1215
01:03:47,276 --> 01:03:52,276
(women grunting)
(mellow rock music)

1216
01:03:55,751 --> 01:03:56,584
Get off!

1217
01:03:56,584 --> 01:04:01,242
(hand whacks)
(Bodie groans)

1218
01:04:01,242 --> 01:04:02,910
(flame roars)

1219
01:04:02,910 --> 01:04:05,243
No, dude, that's my stuff!

1220
01:04:08,267 --> 01:04:09,923
That's not cool, man.

1221
01:04:09,923 --> 01:04:12,033
(mellow rock music)

1222
01:04:12,033 --> 01:04:14,616
(lips blowing)

1223
01:04:15,968 --> 01:04:18,968
(mellow rock music)

1224
01:04:20,613 --> 01:04:22,010
You all right?

1225
01:04:22,010 --> 01:04:22,960
Yeah, I think so.

1226
01:04:23,896 --> 01:04:26,866
I just knocked the crooked smile
right off her fuckin' face.

1227
01:04:26,866 --> 01:04:28,218
Did you see that?

1228
01:04:28,218 --> 01:04:29,062
Yeah.

1229
01:04:29,062 --> 01:04:30,816
You do know that everything
that happened just then

1230
01:04:30,816 --> 01:04:32,300
was totally insane, right?

1231
01:04:32,300 --> 01:04:33,737
Yeah, I know.

1232
01:04:33,737 --> 01:04:36,737
(mellow rock music)

1233
01:04:47,078 --> 01:04:49,828
(pills rattling)

1234
01:04:56,310 --> 01:04:58,840
Should we call Vincent?

1235
01:04:58,840 --> 01:05:00,023
What, no?

1236
01:05:02,452 --> 01:05:04,800
- You just look like you need
to talk to somebody, is all.

1237
01:05:04,800 --> 01:05:07,340
So, you think I should call my husband?

1238
01:05:07,340 --> 01:05:10,153
I just got in a fight with
my boyfriend's girlfriend.

1239
01:05:10,153 --> 01:05:11,970
I don't know how much
you know about marriage,

1240
01:05:11,970 --> 01:05:14,483
but that's not usually
celebrated behavior.

1241
01:05:15,885 --> 01:05:19,052
(mellow guitar music)

1242
01:05:24,210 --> 01:05:26,209
You missin' somethin'.

1243
01:05:26,209 --> 01:05:27,974
Oh, shit.

1244
01:05:27,974 --> 01:05:29,872
(Lita laughs)

1245
01:05:29,872 --> 01:05:31,953
I forgot about that.

1246
01:05:31,953 --> 01:05:35,120
(mellow guitar music)

1247
01:05:44,055 --> 01:05:47,055
(crickets chirping)

1248
01:05:49,727 --> 01:05:52,300
(car door clicks)

1249
01:05:52,300 --> 01:05:54,503
[Evan] Mom, come on.

1250
01:05:57,698 --> 01:06:01,198
(Carlee groans)

1251
01:06:01,198 --> 01:06:03,238
All right, here we go.

1252
01:06:03,238 --> 01:06:04,071
Okay.

1253
01:06:07,320 --> 01:06:08,754
How you doin'?

1254
01:06:08,754 --> 01:06:10,573
(sighs) Oh, a little tired.

1255
01:06:11,900 --> 01:06:12,733
Thirsty.

1256
01:06:14,150 --> 01:06:15,450
Can I get you something?

1257
01:06:17,100 --> 01:06:18,950
I'll get something in a little bit.

1258
01:06:22,122 --> 01:06:24,705
(Carlee sighs)

1259
01:06:25,570 --> 01:06:27,379
Where'd you get this?

1260
01:06:27,379 --> 01:06:29,933
- I don't know, I feel
like I've always had it.

1261
01:06:32,920 --> 01:06:33,753
Oh my God.

1262
01:06:36,338 --> 01:06:37,853
What the hell happened to me?

1263
01:06:39,682 --> 01:06:42,265
(gentle music)

1264
01:06:44,896 --> 01:06:49,896
(chuckles) I remember when I
told your dad I was pregnant.

1265
01:06:50,834 --> 01:06:55,713
It was the first time I'd
seen fear on a man's face.

1266
01:06:58,470 --> 01:06:59,920
I mean, he was smiling but

1267
01:07:03,054 --> 01:07:06,260
his eyes were just dancing
around in his skull.

1268
01:07:06,260 --> 01:07:10,250
Out, out, let me out! (chuckles)

1269
01:07:10,250 --> 01:07:13,190
Sometimes I swear I could hear him scream

1270
01:07:13,190 --> 01:07:14,663
from inside his skin.

1271
01:07:18,400 --> 01:07:19,343
What a prick.

1272
01:07:22,800 --> 01:07:24,923
20 years ago, I would have hated me.

1273
01:07:26,750 --> 01:07:28,746
I would have hated me
for the exact same reason

1274
01:07:28,746 --> 01:07:32,603
I hated your father, for
looking at me the way he did.

1275
01:07:37,090 --> 01:07:39,850
Mom. (sighs)

1276
01:07:39,850 --> 01:07:40,963
I'm gonna be a father.

1277
01:07:44,005 --> 01:07:46,755
(laughs) What?

1278
01:07:48,520 --> 01:07:49,493
That's great!

1279
01:07:51,590 --> 01:07:53,010
What?

1280
01:07:53,010 --> 01:07:54,343
It's not great.

1281
01:07:55,220 --> 01:07:56,083
That's me.

1282
01:07:57,300 --> 01:07:58,837
I'm sorry, what's you?

1283
01:07:59,770 --> 01:08:01,143
The dancing eyed prick.

1284
01:08:02,270 --> 01:08:04,949
You just described the
last 24 hours of my life.

1285
01:08:04,949 --> 01:08:07,949
(crickets chirping)

1286
01:08:09,251 --> 01:08:10,168
Oh, Evan.

1287
01:08:11,293 --> 01:08:12,923
Shut the fuck up.

1288
01:08:17,640 --> 01:08:21,700
Why is it humans are hard
wired to try to and one-up

1289
01:08:21,700 --> 01:08:24,497
their mothers and fathers
in all their ambitions,

1290
01:08:24,497 --> 01:08:26,683
except for parenthood?

1291
01:08:30,120 --> 01:08:32,410
Your dad and I were shit at child rearing,

1292
01:08:32,410 --> 01:08:34,260
but that doesn't mean you have to be.

1293
01:08:39,000 --> 01:08:41,077
Look, let me tell you something.

1294
01:08:43,140 --> 01:08:45,763
We all start out our lives as fuck-ups.

1295
01:08:47,010 --> 01:08:49,710
And then, at some point
in the maturing process,

1296
01:08:49,710 --> 01:08:53,223
we just start to dwell on our mistakes.

1297
01:08:55,770 --> 01:08:59,063
Then you realize you've
got one or two ways to go.

1298
01:09:00,210 --> 01:09:05,210
You can clean yourself
up, work your ass off,

1299
01:09:06,190 --> 01:09:07,803
show the world what you've got,

1300
01:09:10,076 --> 01:09:13,973
or you can take the nearest
exit and run, like hell.

1301
01:09:16,250 --> 01:09:20,827
Your dad took the nearest
exit, a permanent escape.

1302
01:09:22,490 --> 01:09:25,708
And I've spent the last 20
years pickled in my own filth,

1303
01:09:25,708 --> 01:09:29,453
and then just patting myself
on the back for not being dead.

1304
01:09:32,888 --> 01:09:34,370
Are you trying to tell me something?

1305
01:09:34,370 --> 01:09:37,330
Yeah, fight or flight, son.

1306
01:09:37,330 --> 01:09:39,130
Your dad and I both flew, but...

1307
01:09:40,160 --> 01:09:43,423
We did it in different
ways, but we both ran.

1308
01:09:46,770 --> 01:09:51,336
Look, you can compare yourself to me,

1309
01:09:51,336 --> 01:09:54,410
your father and even your sister,

1310
01:09:54,410 --> 01:09:56,193
and in some cases, you'd be right.

1311
01:09:59,983 --> 01:10:02,680
But you scraped me up off the pavement

1312
01:10:02,680 --> 01:10:05,653
of a dark, filthy alley this morning,

1313
01:10:07,438 --> 01:10:12,438
and this afternoon you set
fire to a complete stranger's

1314
01:10:13,143 --> 01:10:15,463
belongings to protect your sister.

1315
01:10:18,501 --> 01:10:23,440
And now you're contemplating
your shortcomings

1316
01:10:24,410 --> 01:10:27,063
as a man and possibly a father.

1317
01:10:30,650 --> 01:10:32,950
It doesn't sound like
somebody lookin' to run.

1318
01:10:33,852 --> 01:10:36,435
(gentle music)

1319
01:10:42,815 --> 01:10:45,565
(wine splashing)

1320
01:10:48,390 --> 01:10:49,223
Where's Mom?

1321
01:10:50,189 --> 01:10:52,480
- [Micah] I think Evan
took her to lie down.

1322
01:10:52,480 --> 01:10:53,313
Hmm.

1323
01:10:58,321 --> 01:11:01,021
You know the hardest part
about living with an addict?

1324
01:11:02,680 --> 01:11:04,480
Sober or using?

1325
01:11:04,480 --> 01:11:05,313
[Lita] Either.

1326
01:11:06,890 --> 01:11:07,723
What's that?

1327
01:11:09,697 --> 01:11:12,493
The responsibility, it's exhausting.

1328
01:11:16,960 --> 01:11:20,890
Oh, look at you shaking your head.

1329
01:11:20,890 --> 01:11:23,373
The mind of the blameless
addict at work, right?

1330
01:11:25,010 --> 01:11:26,470
Lita, it's a disease.

1331
01:11:26,470 --> 01:11:30,340
Oh, I know all about the sacred disease.

1332
01:11:30,340 --> 01:11:32,566
The past, present and
future all indemnified

1333
01:11:32,566 --> 01:11:34,781
by your illness, right?

1334
01:11:34,781 --> 01:11:37,181
That's oversimplifying.

1335
01:11:37,181 --> 01:11:39,760
(laughs) Well, fuck that.

1336
01:11:39,760 --> 01:11:42,123
Amnesty for all, that's what I say.

1337
01:11:53,560 --> 01:11:56,561
- You know, I think the
Lord might be trying

1338
01:11:56,561 --> 01:11:59,100
to tell you something right now.

1339
01:11:59,100 --> 01:12:01,240
I hope you're wise enough to listen.

1340
01:12:01,240 --> 01:12:02,073
Yeah?

1341
01:12:03,660 --> 01:12:06,510
Well, God and I are kind
of on the outs right now,

1342
01:12:06,510 --> 01:12:07,813
so you know.

1343
01:12:10,747 --> 01:12:13,093
You really believe all that God shit?

1344
01:12:14,960 --> 01:12:16,183
Most of it, yeah.

1345
01:12:18,900 --> 01:12:21,300
You pray to keep yourself sober?

1346
01:12:21,300 --> 01:12:24,693
- I talk to the Lord
to find strength, yes.

1347
01:12:27,814 --> 01:12:30,313
What about now, you talking to God now?

1348
01:12:33,880 --> 01:12:35,890
Like you said, sometimes you just wanna

1349
01:12:35,890 --> 01:12:37,170
smoke a little grass.

1350
01:12:37,170 --> 01:12:38,683
No big deal, right?

1351
01:12:40,842 --> 01:12:42,780
(lighter clicking)

1352
01:12:42,780 --> 01:12:46,620
- I've learned over
the years that cynicism

1353
01:12:46,620 --> 01:12:50,513
is a reliable ally for a
strong mind set adrift.

1354
01:12:52,584 --> 01:12:55,084
(Lita laughs)

1355
01:12:58,273 --> 01:12:59,711
I'm gonna need a Rosetta stone

1356
01:12:59,711 --> 01:13:04,711
because I don't speak fuck-head,
crazy brainwashed, okay?

1357
01:13:06,410 --> 01:13:07,560
You want a hit or what?

1358
01:13:08,483 --> 01:13:10,611
Lita, you're high!

1359
01:13:10,611 --> 01:13:15,611
- (exhales) I'm not high,
Micah, I'm fucked up.

1360
01:13:17,250 --> 01:13:19,713
And you know what, I feel great.

1361
01:13:20,790 --> 01:13:23,560
Responsibility and guilt
have faded into what

1362
01:13:23,560 --> 01:13:26,723
feels like a balmy day
of wonder and surprise.

1363
01:13:29,850 --> 01:13:33,120
Emotionally, I have nearly
forgotten my dipso mom,

1364
01:13:33,120 --> 01:13:35,760
and what it might mean
for her to walk in here

1365
01:13:35,760 --> 01:13:40,400
and find me with this glass of
wine and this cheap ass swag.

1366
01:13:40,400 --> 01:13:44,350
I have forgotten almost every
lie I've ever told my husband,

1367
01:13:44,350 --> 01:13:46,610
and that is saying a lot!

1368
01:13:46,610 --> 01:13:49,209
And I am grateful that
he's off with our kid

1369
01:13:49,209 --> 01:13:50,704
while I sit here in the kitchen

1370
01:13:50,704 --> 01:13:53,360
with some bible-thumping degenerate,

1371
01:13:53,360 --> 01:13:55,665
listening to him go on
and on about his savior

1372
01:13:55,665 --> 01:13:59,110
while he eyeballs my cunt
like it's his last meal

1373
01:13:59,110 --> 01:14:00,313
on his dying day.

1374
01:14:02,429 --> 01:14:03,713
(chuckles) Lita.

1375
01:14:07,120 --> 01:14:09,380
I think I better check on your mom.

1376
01:14:09,380 --> 01:14:11,170
Oh yeah, you better.

1377
01:14:11,170 --> 01:14:13,763
You know what, can I ask
you something before you go?

1378
01:14:17,136 --> 01:14:19,138
(Micah sighs)

1379
01:14:19,138 --> 01:14:20,800
Sure.

1380
01:14:20,800 --> 01:14:22,250
You eat pussy or what?

1381
01:14:23,832 --> 01:14:26,832
(crickets chirping)

1382
01:14:28,785 --> 01:14:31,952
(mellow guitar music)

1383
01:14:36,962 --> 01:14:38,795
When did that start?

1384
01:14:44,017 --> 01:14:49,017
[Carlee] I don't know.

1385
01:14:49,913 --> 01:14:52,051
♪ I am a heartbeat ♪

1386
01:14:52,051 --> 01:14:52,884
Mom.

1387
01:14:55,108 --> 01:14:56,025
I'm fine.

1388
01:15:00,381 --> 01:15:04,763
You know what, he wasn't as
bad as I made him out to be.

1389
01:15:05,890 --> 01:15:06,723
Who?

1390
01:15:08,479 --> 01:15:09,523
Your father.

1391
01:15:11,439 --> 01:15:14,580
I always made him out to
be such an asshole but...

1392
01:15:20,548 --> 01:15:23,048
The truth is, he was just sad.

1393
01:15:27,225 --> 01:15:31,173
He was just sad, and he
couldn't hide it anymore.

1394
01:15:32,155 --> 01:15:32,988
Mom.

1395
01:15:35,008 --> 01:15:37,147
You need to understand this.

1396
01:15:38,353 --> 01:15:42,043
Your dad loved you, and
he loved your sister.

1397
01:15:46,140 --> 01:15:49,920
Come on, let's go get you some water.

1398
01:15:49,920 --> 01:15:52,920
(mellow rock music)

1399
01:15:55,340 --> 01:15:59,461
♪ I'll be your second and save
you to the wasting little ♪

1400
01:15:59,461 --> 01:16:02,794
♪ I've been thinking of ♪

1401
01:16:03,684 --> 01:16:07,017
(couple moaning softly)

1402
01:16:12,904 --> 01:16:15,654
(couple moaning)

1403
01:16:17,510 --> 01:16:20,113
Oh shit. (grunts)

1404
01:16:26,710 --> 01:16:29,127
[Lita] That was a bad idea.

1405
01:16:31,450 --> 01:16:32,833
Who the fuck are you?

1406
01:16:35,391 --> 01:16:36,791
Wouldn't you like to know.

1407
01:16:41,739 --> 01:16:43,630
There she is.

1408
01:16:43,630 --> 01:16:45,653
There's that hateful bitch I raised.

1409
01:16:48,537 --> 01:16:49,987
Is she all right?

1410
01:16:51,070 --> 01:16:53,463
- She's fine, she just
needs a glass of water.

1411
01:16:57,360 --> 01:16:59,723
Jesus, don't touch her, okay?

1412
01:17:01,140 --> 01:17:03,983
- Carlee, when was the
last time you had a drink?

1413
01:17:05,020 --> 01:17:06,793
I told you, she's just thirsty.

1414
01:17:07,952 --> 01:17:10,573
No, I mean something with booze in it.

1415
01:17:11,505 --> 01:17:14,467
- Maybe sometime before
we left this afternoon.

1416
01:17:15,607 --> 01:17:17,373
Carlee, you need to drink this.

1417
01:17:21,824 --> 01:17:22,657
Mom.

1418
01:17:24,984 --> 01:17:27,147
(somber rock music)

1419
01:17:27,147 --> 01:17:28,820
- [Lita] Wait, she's drying
out, isn't that good?

1420
01:17:28,820 --> 01:17:31,353
She can't just quit cold turkey.

1421
01:17:32,360 --> 01:17:33,193
This is crazy.

1422
01:17:33,193 --> 01:17:34,620
I'm calling 911.

1423
01:17:34,620 --> 01:17:35,847
[Carlee] No.

1424
01:17:35,847 --> 01:17:38,090
- Mom, Mom, Mom, Mom.
- It's too late.

1425
01:17:38,090 --> 01:17:39,640
- Mom.
- What's too late?

1426
01:17:39,640 --> 01:17:41,400
[Evan] What's happening?

1427
01:17:41,400 --> 01:17:42,660
Try to get her on her side.

1428
01:17:42,660 --> 01:17:43,493
[Evan] What's going on?

1429
01:17:43,493 --> 01:17:44,880
[Micah] She's having a seizure.

1430
01:17:44,880 --> 01:17:47,040
- Your mom is having a seizure.
- What do we do?

1431
01:17:47,040 --> 01:17:48,423
- Let it pass.
- Why?

1432
01:17:48,423 --> 01:17:50,050
[Micah] Yeah, that's it!

1433
01:17:50,050 --> 01:17:53,050
(somber rock music)

1434
01:17:54,746 --> 01:17:55,579
(Carlee grunts)

1435
01:17:55,579 --> 01:17:57,390
Lita, what kind of pills you got?

1436
01:17:57,390 --> 01:17:58,223
Uh.

1437
01:17:58,223 --> 01:17:59,060
- What do you got?
- I don't know.

1438
01:17:59,060 --> 01:18:01,330
Some Oxys, Vicodin, Valium.

1439
01:18:01,330 --> 01:18:02,465
Give me a Valium.

1440
01:18:02,465 --> 01:18:05,215
(pills rattling)

1441
01:18:07,385 --> 01:18:09,510
Hang in there, baby, hang in there.

1442
01:18:09,510 --> 01:18:10,677
Hang in there.

1443
01:18:11,742 --> 01:18:13,992
All right, okay, calm down.

1444
01:18:16,238 --> 01:18:18,988
(Micah whispers)

1445
01:18:20,714 --> 01:18:24,063
All right, that should keep her
muscles relaxed for a while.

1446
01:18:24,063 --> 01:18:25,663
Hopefully she won't seize again.

1447
01:18:26,580 --> 01:18:28,520
Not till we get her to a hospital anyway.

1448
01:18:28,520 --> 01:18:29,740
No doctors.

1449
01:18:29,740 --> 01:18:32,500
She needs to be monitored and medicated.

1450
01:18:32,500 --> 01:18:34,100
You heard her.

1451
01:18:34,100 --> 01:18:36,300
- What are the chances that
she'll have another seizure

1452
01:18:36,300 --> 01:18:37,683
if she's on medication?

1453
01:18:39,270 --> 01:18:41,260
You people are lunatics, you know that?

1454
01:18:41,260 --> 01:18:42,910
What are the chances?

1455
01:18:42,910 --> 01:18:44,102
I have no idea.

1456
01:18:44,102 --> 01:18:46,363
I'm not a fucking doctor!

1457
01:18:47,250 --> 01:18:48,700
[Lita] Out of corners, huh?

1458
01:18:50,278 --> 01:18:52,861
(Micah laughs)

1459
01:18:54,040 --> 01:18:55,380
Are you leaving?

1460
01:18:55,380 --> 01:18:57,100
I am not gonna stay here

1461
01:18:57,100 --> 01:18:59,200
and watch the two of you kill your mother.

1462
01:19:00,940 --> 01:19:03,314
Besides, I think I won't be of much help

1463
01:19:03,314 --> 01:19:04,943
to this family anymore.

1464
01:19:07,522 --> 01:19:10,070
Please tell your mom I'll pray for her.

1465
01:19:10,070 --> 01:19:10,943
Please don't.

1466
01:19:15,261 --> 01:19:17,121
I'll tell her.

1467
01:19:17,121 --> 01:19:19,980
(somber rock music)

1468
01:19:19,980 --> 01:19:20,830
[Micah] Thanks.

1469
01:19:22,360 --> 01:19:25,360
(somber rock music)

1470
01:19:28,124 --> 01:19:33,124
♪ I could almost swear my arm
gets colder with the air ♪

1471
01:19:34,432 --> 01:19:39,432
♪ And it gets hard to say the
things that I don't mean ♪

1472
01:19:43,497 --> 01:19:48,497
♪ I can almost see when
I'm looking back at me ♪

1473
01:19:50,567 --> 01:19:55,567
♪ The point at which I
felt my faith break free ♪

1474
01:19:59,441 --> 01:20:04,441
♪ As I shook beneath my bones ♪

1475
01:20:05,431 --> 01:20:10,431
♪ I felt your arms around my throat ♪

1476
01:20:11,631 --> 01:20:16,631
♪ You said please ♪

1477
01:20:17,580 --> 01:20:22,580
♪ I don't believe ♪

1478
01:20:24,020 --> 01:20:26,270
♪ Anything ♪

1479
01:20:27,289 --> 01:20:30,289
(crickets chirping)

1480
01:20:42,330 --> 01:20:43,243
Hey, old man.

1481
01:20:45,480 --> 01:20:46,750
I see you flickering out there,

1482
01:20:46,750 --> 01:20:49,653
so something tells me you still care.

1483
01:20:51,460 --> 01:20:55,063
God, you missed one hell
of a celebration today.

1484
01:20:58,690 --> 01:21:01,531
I mean, did you think you'd miss all this

1485
01:21:01,531 --> 01:21:04,993
when you were wrapping that
leather belt around your neck?

1486
01:21:07,910 --> 01:21:09,043
What, too soon?

1487
01:21:12,486 --> 01:21:14,280
(Evan sighs)

1488
01:21:14,280 --> 01:21:18,870
Look, I think this might
be the last time we talk

1489
01:21:18,870 --> 01:21:21,662
for a while, so there's some things I want

1490
01:21:21,662 --> 01:21:23,383
to get off my chest, okay?

1491
01:21:27,340 --> 01:21:28,640
I think I'm done with you.

1492
01:21:29,560 --> 01:21:31,993
I mean, I'm done hating,

1493
01:21:33,048 --> 01:21:36,884
I'm done searching for
meanings in your photos

1494
01:21:36,884 --> 01:21:39,063
and heartbreaking missives.

1495
01:21:41,360 --> 01:21:45,340
I'm done talking to the sky,
looking for some kind of

1496
01:21:46,621 --> 01:21:48,293
temporary band-aids.

1497
01:21:51,900 --> 01:21:55,480
Somehow, I gotta find a way

1498
01:21:56,695 --> 01:22:00,193
to live with seeing you in
the mirror from time to time.

1499
01:22:02,560 --> 01:22:06,830
I gotta stop doubting
every thing that I love,

1500
01:22:06,830 --> 01:22:08,313
every decision I make.

1501
01:22:10,210 --> 01:22:11,043
'Cause...

1502
01:22:12,911 --> 01:22:14,623
'Cause you live here, too.

1503
01:22:31,616 --> 01:22:36,380
I mean, I know this is more
of a one-sided conversation,

1504
01:22:36,380 --> 01:22:40,313
but I'm just hoping we can
come to an understanding,

1505
01:22:42,040 --> 01:22:42,873
you and I.

1506
01:22:46,420 --> 01:22:48,893
I don't know, maybe give
me like a hard flutter,

1507
01:22:50,090 --> 01:22:52,390
some kind of sign of the
meeting of the minds.

1508
01:22:53,840 --> 01:22:54,673
Something.

1509
01:22:56,890 --> 01:22:57,723
Anything.

1510
01:22:58,878 --> 01:23:01,878
(mellow rock music)

1511
01:23:07,311 --> 01:23:12,311
(car humming)
(tires rumbling)

1512
01:23:13,280 --> 01:23:16,280
(mellow rock music)

1513
01:23:22,232 --> 01:23:25,232
(car door thudding)

1514
01:23:27,836 --> 01:23:32,003
♪ I've been busy filling up pages ♪

1515
01:23:33,093 --> 01:23:34,010
You know,

1516
01:23:35,660 --> 01:23:38,077
I think I can feel gravity right now.

1517
01:23:39,638 --> 01:23:43,118
Right, how much have you had to drink?

1518
01:23:43,118 --> 01:23:45,330
I haven't had a drink since...

1519
01:23:48,520 --> 01:23:50,892
I don't know, I can't, I can't remember.

1520
01:23:50,892 --> 01:23:51,725
Hmm.

1521
01:23:55,021 --> 01:23:58,260
♪ I've been busy giving up silos ♪

1522
01:23:58,260 --> 01:24:01,733
So, I'm sittin' here, right,

1523
01:24:03,410 --> 01:24:06,463
I'm thinking I'm about
to fly away, you know,

1524
01:24:10,210 --> 01:24:14,443
past those clouds, peeling
back the atmosphere.

1525
01:24:15,950 --> 01:24:19,683
So, I can hover someplace above that star.

1526
01:24:21,263 --> 01:24:23,720
You mean that star? (laughs)

1527
01:24:23,720 --> 01:24:25,493
Yeah, that star.

1528
01:24:27,820 --> 01:24:31,273
And this pebble stabs me
in the palm of my hand.

1529
01:24:32,680 --> 01:24:34,020
Yeah, I know.

1530
01:24:34,020 --> 01:24:37,042
I think I'm bleeding, what do you think?

1531
01:24:37,042 --> 01:24:38,560
I don't know.

1532
01:24:38,560 --> 01:24:40,958
Maybe a little, it's hard to tell.

1533
01:24:40,958 --> 01:24:42,693
Mm, stupid thing.

1534
01:24:44,110 --> 01:24:48,583
So, it prevents me from
performing a full blown miracle.

1535
01:24:48,583 --> 01:24:50,040
Unbelievable.

1536
01:24:50,040 --> 01:24:51,157
I know, right?

1537
01:24:53,370 --> 01:24:54,203
I'm sorry.

1538
01:24:54,203 --> 01:24:59,203
So, was this seen as an
achievement due to your new success

1539
01:24:59,440 --> 01:25:01,993
or are we talking about failure here?

1540
01:25:03,820 --> 01:25:06,453
You know, it's hard to tell.

1541
01:25:07,960 --> 01:25:12,960
Failure is kind of a majestic
albatross, don't you think?

1542
01:25:16,695 --> 01:25:20,483
Nah, one thing's for sure,
I'm keeping this thing.

1543
01:25:22,550 --> 01:25:24,140
As a reminder.

1544
01:25:24,140 --> 01:25:25,090
Reminder of what?

1545
01:25:27,224 --> 01:25:28,307
Everything.

1546
01:25:29,473 --> 01:25:31,253
What, is that too cheesy?

1547
01:25:33,682 --> 01:25:34,951
You're so dramatic.

1548
01:25:34,951 --> 01:25:39,130
(laughs) It's true, I am guilty of that.

1549
01:25:43,800 --> 01:25:45,524
Hey, can I ask you something?

1550
01:25:45,524 --> 01:25:46,524
Of course.

1551
01:25:47,564 --> 01:25:49,810
What the hell are you doin' here?

1552
01:25:49,810 --> 01:25:50,760
What do you mean?

1553
01:25:52,300 --> 01:25:54,557
How do you always know when I need you?

1554
01:25:58,271 --> 01:26:03,271
♪ I will come to you empty ♪

1555
01:26:05,577 --> 01:26:09,233
♪ With no one else around ♪

1556
01:26:09,233 --> 01:26:12,233
(upbeat rock music)

1557
01:26:53,290 --> 01:26:58,290
♪ I've been getting rid of the exes ♪

1558
01:27:00,328 --> 01:27:04,245
♪ Holding on tight to the rest ♪

1559
01:27:07,675 --> 01:27:10,434
(crickets chirping)

1560
01:27:10,434 --> 01:27:15,434
(body plopping)
(shoes thudding)

1561
01:27:24,250 --> 01:27:25,083
Vincent?

1562
01:27:28,080 --> 01:27:29,240
Yeah, it's me.

1563
01:27:29,240 --> 01:27:30,153
Where's Mom?

1564
01:27:33,424 --> 01:27:34,860
Not sure.

1565
01:27:34,860 --> 01:27:36,843
Fuck, where's my phone?

1566
01:27:38,420 --> 01:27:39,670
It's on the nightstand.

1567
01:27:51,410 --> 01:27:52,593
Who the fuck is Kiki?

1568
01:27:57,290 --> 01:28:00,540
(soft rock music)

1569
01:28:00,540 --> 01:28:02,290
What's the suitcase for, Vincent?

1570
01:28:05,940 --> 01:28:08,557
Are you going somewhere?

1571
01:28:08,557 --> 01:28:10,753
No, Lita, you are.

1572
01:28:11,800 --> 01:28:12,633
No.

1573
01:28:16,210 --> 01:28:18,034
We can fix this.

1574
01:28:18,034 --> 01:28:20,466
We?

1575
01:28:20,466 --> 01:28:23,049
(chuckles) We?

1576
01:28:24,290 --> 01:28:25,483
I can fix this.

1577
01:28:27,340 --> 01:28:28,890
Just tell me what I need to do.

1578
01:28:30,730 --> 01:28:31,693
You can leave.

1579
01:28:33,360 --> 01:28:34,193
That's not.

1580
01:28:35,090 --> 01:28:36,250
That's not what's happening

1581
01:28:36,250 --> 01:28:38,333
- here, okay?
- Lita, please, just go.

1582
01:28:42,440 --> 01:28:43,273
Just listen to me.

1583
01:28:43,273 --> 01:28:44,850
I'm done listening to you, Lita.

1584
01:28:44,850 --> 01:28:47,000
- Tell me what I can--
- Lita, it's time to go!

1585
01:28:47,000 --> 01:28:48,650
You listen.

1586
01:28:48,650 --> 01:28:51,020
Just shut the fuck up and listen to me!

1587
01:28:51,020 --> 01:28:53,853
(soft rock music)

1588
01:29:18,343 --> 01:29:21,676
(soft vocal rock music)

1589
01:29:50,477 --> 01:29:53,227
(Lita sniffling)

1590
01:29:54,381 --> 01:29:57,048
(soft knocking)

1591
01:30:04,842 --> 01:30:07,842
(car door thudding)

1592
01:30:10,260 --> 01:30:11,960
He's not gonna answer, you know.

1593
01:30:13,493 --> 01:30:14,326
I know.

1594
01:30:16,469 --> 01:30:19,740
He just. (sighs)

1595
01:30:19,740 --> 01:30:22,593
He needs to take care of
himself for a little while.

1596
01:30:25,180 --> 01:30:26,420
Why, don't you think he's happy

1597
01:30:26,420 --> 01:30:28,270
trying to take care of the two of us?

1598
01:30:29,557 --> 01:30:32,307
(women laughing)

1599
01:30:39,780 --> 01:30:40,843
So, now what?

1600
01:30:46,918 --> 01:30:50,275
(Lita sniffles)

1601
01:30:50,275 --> 01:30:51,942
I don't know, Mom.

1602
01:30:55,934 --> 01:30:58,430
- Well, there's a little
church down the road

1603
01:30:58,430 --> 01:31:02,800
that's gonna be serving
watered-down coffee and pastries.

1604
01:31:02,800 --> 01:31:05,503
Some of those cult members
you mentioned yesterday.

1605
01:31:07,750 --> 01:31:09,253
Starts in about an hour.

1606
01:31:11,970 --> 01:31:12,803
You wanna go?

1607
01:31:15,542 --> 01:31:18,373
You want me to go to a meeting?

1608
01:31:18,373 --> 01:31:23,373
- No, I just thought maybe
you'd want to keep me company.

1609
01:31:36,879 --> 01:31:38,421
What do you say?

1610
01:31:38,421 --> 01:31:39,696
(bird warbling)

1611
01:31:39,696 --> 01:31:42,696
(mellow rock music)

1612
01:31:49,200 --> 01:31:51,950
(engine revving)

1613
01:32:00,167 --> 01:32:03,721
♪ Can't walk how far my
troubles have taken me ♪

1614
01:32:03,721 --> 01:32:07,019
♪ They've entered my blood ♪

1615
01:32:07,019 --> 01:32:08,555
♪ Can't breathe that fast ♪

1616
01:32:08,555 --> 01:32:13,555
♪ My hatred is the water
that fills up my lungs ♪

1617
01:32:14,024 --> 01:32:17,566
♪ Can't walk that far, my
feet will not take me ♪

1618
01:32:17,566 --> 01:32:21,071
♪ To where I don't believe it ♪

1619
01:32:21,071 --> 01:32:22,615
♪ Can't breathe that fast ♪

1620
01:32:22,615 --> 01:32:27,615
♪ My lungs are on fire with every breath ♪

1621
01:32:30,304 --> 01:32:35,304
♪ The birds are circling over my head ♪

1622
01:32:36,291 --> 01:32:40,308
♪ Oh, over my head ♪

1623
01:32:40,308 --> 01:32:45,308
♪ Taking me for dead ♪

1624
01:32:46,455 --> 01:32:51,455
♪ The birds are circling over my head ♪

1625
01:32:52,769 --> 01:32:56,778
♪ Oh, over my head ♪

1626
01:32:56,778 --> 01:33:01,778
♪ Taking me for dead ♪

1627
01:33:03,038 --> 01:33:06,533
♪ I can't walk that far,
my legs are all breaking ♪

1628
01:33:06,533 --> 01:33:10,256
♪ I can't taste my sweat ♪

1629
01:33:10,256 --> 01:33:11,581
♪ Can't breathe that fast ♪

1630
01:33:11,581 --> 01:33:16,581
♪ The voices don't know,
just ask me to quit ♪

1631
01:33:17,087 --> 01:33:20,660
♪ Can't walk that far, when
the blackbird circles ♪

1632
01:33:20,660 --> 01:33:24,080
♪ No, it can't be good ♪

1633
01:33:24,080 --> 01:33:25,612
♪ Can't breathe that fast ♪

1634
01:33:25,612 --> 01:33:30,612
♪ My lungs are on fire with every breath ♪

1635
01:33:33,081 --> 01:33:38,081
♪ The birds are circling over my head ♪

1636
01:33:39,316 --> 01:33:43,427
♪ Oh, over my head ♪

1637
01:33:43,427 --> 01:33:48,427
♪ Taking me for dead ♪

1638
01:33:49,321 --> 01:33:54,321
♪ The birds are circling over my head ♪

1639
01:33:55,775 --> 01:33:59,824
♪ Oh, over my head ♪

1640
01:33:59,824 --> 01:34:02,907
♪ Taking me for dead ♪

1641
01:34:26,245 --> 01:34:31,245
♪ The blackbirds are
falling out of the sky ♪

1642
01:34:32,700 --> 01:34:36,872
♪ Today, I will not die ♪

1643
01:34:36,872 --> 01:34:41,872
♪ No, I still have my will ♪

1644
01:34:43,014 --> 01:34:48,014
♪ The blackbirds are
falling out of the sky ♪

1645
01:34:49,049 --> 01:34:53,338
♪ Today, I will not die ♪

1646
01:34:53,338 --> 01:34:58,338
♪ No, I still have my will ♪

1647
01:34:59,421 --> 01:35:04,421
♪ The blackbirds are
falling out of the sky ♪

1648
01:35:05,622 --> 01:35:09,885
♪ Today, I will not die ♪

1649
01:35:09,885 --> 01:35:13,468
♪ No, I still have my will ♪

1650
01:35:16,298 --> 01:35:19,381
(vibrant rock music)