1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:02,836 --> 00:00:05,130 (tense music) 3 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 4 00:00:16,016 --> 00:00:20,186 (soft, tense orchestral music) 5 00:00:32,532 --> 00:00:35,243 (woman sniffles) 6 00:00:35,285 --> 00:00:37,579 (door closes) 7 00:00:38,872 --> 00:00:43,585 (woman sniffling) (melancholy music) 8 00:00:46,921 --> 00:00:51,885 {\an8}(woman sobbing) (melancholy music) 9 00:01:11,237 --> 00:01:14,783 - [Roslyn] I'm so tired of being someone's punching bag. 10 00:01:14,824 --> 00:01:17,369 How can love hurt like this? 11 00:01:17,410 --> 00:01:18,870 When did I get to this place, 12 00:01:18,912 --> 00:01:22,082 thinking it's okay for a man to beat on me? 13 00:01:22,123 --> 00:01:24,459 Is it because I grew up being abused? 14 00:01:25,794 --> 00:01:27,212 Looking at myself in the mirror 15 00:01:27,253 --> 00:01:29,714 made me think back to my childhood struggles 16 00:01:29,756 --> 00:01:31,174 while growing up in Florida. 17 00:01:32,884 --> 00:01:35,804 (melancholy music) 18 00:01:38,098 --> 00:01:41,810 (soft, upbeat jazzy music) 19 00:02:08,712 --> 00:02:10,839 - Get out. - I'm sorry I've been bad. 20 00:02:10,880 --> 00:02:12,632 I promise I'll be good from now on. 21 00:02:14,175 --> 00:02:15,218 - Get out. 22 00:02:25,520 --> 00:02:28,356 (car starts up) 23 00:02:34,446 --> 00:02:37,365 (melancholy music) 24 00:02:39,826 --> 00:02:42,454 - [Roslyn] Even though it was only five minutes, 25 00:02:42,495 --> 00:02:43,872 it seemed more like eternity. 26 00:02:45,331 --> 00:02:49,294 All I kept asking myself is how can someone be so mean? 27 00:02:50,879 --> 00:02:52,005 How can you be so cruel? 28 00:02:53,381 --> 00:02:57,302 How can you just drive away and leave me like that? 29 00:02:57,344 --> 00:02:58,845 As if I'm nothin'. 30 00:03:05,518 --> 00:03:07,854 - Get your ass in this car. 31 00:03:25,163 --> 00:03:26,539 - [Roslyn] My mom had gotten in the habit 32 00:03:26,581 --> 00:03:29,084 of dropping me off with totally different strangers 33 00:03:32,754 --> 00:03:34,881 and leaving me for days at a time. 34 00:03:36,758 --> 00:03:39,469 (birds chirping) 35 00:03:52,357 --> 00:03:54,567 - How are you, young lady? 36 00:03:56,069 --> 00:03:58,405 (door creaks) 37 00:04:03,618 --> 00:04:04,411 - Mommy! 38 00:04:08,331 --> 00:04:10,125 - What's her name? 39 00:04:10,166 --> 00:04:11,584 - Roslyn. 40 00:04:11,626 --> 00:04:14,546 - [Roslyn] I knew my mom wasn't coming back anytime soon. 41 00:04:14,587 --> 00:04:17,298 She'd done it so many times before to me, 42 00:04:17,340 --> 00:04:18,633 I'd gotten used to it. 43 00:04:30,020 --> 00:04:30,812 - Let's go! 44 00:04:38,611 --> 00:04:39,404 Come on, girl. 45 00:04:44,409 --> 00:04:45,452 Sit back. 46 00:05:00,216 --> 00:05:01,968 - [Woman] What are you doing, Lois? 47 00:05:02,010 --> 00:05:02,719 - Roslyn. 48 00:05:04,637 --> 00:05:05,680 - [Young Roslyn] Yes, mommy? 49 00:05:05,722 --> 00:05:07,432 - I'm leaving now. 50 00:05:07,474 --> 00:05:08,391 So you're going to stay here with grandmother 51 00:05:08,433 --> 00:05:09,601 for a few days, okay? 52 00:05:09,642 --> 00:05:11,227 - Okay. 53 00:05:11,269 --> 00:05:13,813 - You need to stop doing this to her. 54 00:05:13,855 --> 00:05:15,315 - Doing what? 55 00:05:15,357 --> 00:05:16,441 I really don't even know what you're talking about. 56 00:05:16,483 --> 00:05:18,526 - You know exactly what I'm talking about. 57 00:05:18,568 --> 00:05:19,611 This is your child. 58 00:05:19,652 --> 00:05:21,154 - I do everything for her. 59 00:05:21,196 --> 00:05:23,615 - You do everything except spend time with her. 60 00:05:23,656 --> 00:05:25,492 You think that's being a good mother? 61 00:05:25,533 --> 00:05:27,202 - Are you kidding me? 62 00:05:27,243 --> 00:05:28,620 I don't have time for this. 63 00:05:28,661 --> 00:05:30,163 - Lois. 64 00:05:30,205 --> 00:05:30,914 Lois. 65 00:05:32,290 --> 00:05:34,000 She needs to know that you love her. 66 00:05:35,335 --> 00:05:37,212 She needs to know that you care. 67 00:05:42,217 --> 00:05:43,385 - [Roslyn] My grandmother Eula 68 00:05:43,426 --> 00:05:46,137 would always make excuses for my mom. 69 00:05:46,179 --> 00:05:50,141 But as long as I had my grandmother Eula, I didn't care. 70 00:05:50,183 --> 00:05:51,851 I didn't really know my mom, anyway. 71 00:05:53,186 --> 00:05:54,813 And then the unthinkable happened. 72 00:06:07,033 --> 00:06:08,410 - Thank you so much, Erma, 73 00:06:08,451 --> 00:06:10,662 for coming to my mother's funeral today. 74 00:06:10,704 --> 00:06:12,372 - I wouldn't have it any other way. 75 00:06:12,414 --> 00:06:14,582 Your mother was like a mother to me, too. 76 00:06:14,624 --> 00:06:16,084 - She was very fond of you. 77 00:06:17,419 --> 00:06:19,587 - Thank you for saying that. 78 00:06:21,089 --> 00:06:23,591 (Erma sighs) 79 00:06:23,633 --> 00:06:26,636 - I'm so sorry. - Thank you. 80 00:06:26,678 --> 00:06:28,304 Thank you so much. 81 00:06:29,597 --> 00:06:33,476 (cars passing in the distance) 82 00:06:38,565 --> 00:06:40,400 - [Girl] I'm so sorry. 83 00:06:43,778 --> 00:06:45,238 - Well, I have to go. 84 00:06:46,656 --> 00:06:48,658 But before I do, I need you to know something. 85 00:06:49,868 --> 00:06:51,202 Call me if you need anything. 86 00:06:52,454 --> 00:06:56,499 I mean anything, whether it's a place to stay, 87 00:06:56,541 --> 00:06:57,917 food to eat- - Thank you. 88 00:06:57,959 --> 00:07:00,837 - Someone to talk to, someone to pray with. 89 00:07:02,213 --> 00:07:04,090 I'm here for you. - Thank you. 90 00:07:04,132 --> 00:07:05,675 - Like your mother was here for me. 91 00:07:05,717 --> 00:07:07,469 - [Lois] Thank you so much. 92 00:07:07,510 --> 00:07:08,595 - You take care. 93 00:07:08,636 --> 00:07:10,221 - You be safe out there. 94 00:07:10,263 --> 00:07:11,556 - Thank you. 95 00:07:11,598 --> 00:07:13,308 - [Roslyn] I was later told that my grandmother Eula 96 00:07:13,350 --> 00:07:15,435 was killed in a car accident. 97 00:07:15,477 --> 00:07:16,853 They say she died instantly. 98 00:07:17,812 --> 00:07:20,357 My Aunt Cece was driving the car. 99 00:07:20,398 --> 00:07:23,193 A lot of my family blamed her for the accident. 100 00:07:23,234 --> 00:07:25,904 I can only imagine how hard that was on her. 101 00:07:29,991 --> 00:07:32,202 - Roslyn. Keep still. 102 00:07:32,243 --> 00:07:34,079 - [Roslyn] After grandma died, me and my mom went 103 00:07:34,120 --> 00:07:36,206 to live with Aunt Cece and her family. 104 00:07:39,459 --> 00:07:40,835 (Lois sighs) 105 00:07:40,877 --> 00:07:44,547 - I'm going to the store. I'll be back in a bit. 106 00:07:44,589 --> 00:07:45,256 - Hey girl. 107 00:07:46,591 --> 00:07:48,176 Do you think you can bring me back some cigarettes 108 00:07:48,218 --> 00:07:50,053 and I'll give you the money back when I get paid? 109 00:07:50,095 --> 00:07:50,804 - Girl, let's go. 110 00:07:52,013 --> 00:07:52,806 Come on. 111 00:07:56,768 --> 00:07:58,353 - [Roslyn] One day while my mom was doing 112 00:07:58,395 --> 00:08:00,855 one of her vanishing acts, my Aunt Cece dropped 113 00:08:00,897 --> 00:08:04,234 me off to my grandmother on my dad's side named Beatrice. 114 00:08:04,275 --> 00:08:07,237 Boy, I sure didn't know what I was gettin' myself into. 115 00:08:11,074 --> 00:08:13,159 - Hey Miss Bea. - Hey sweetie. 116 00:08:13,201 --> 00:08:15,161 - Woo, here she is. 117 00:08:15,203 --> 00:08:16,996 - Look at my little baby. 118 00:08:17,038 --> 00:08:17,706 Mm. 119 00:08:18,915 --> 00:08:21,376 Rudolph tells me that your mama passed. 120 00:08:21,418 --> 00:08:22,335 - Yeah. 121 00:08:22,377 --> 00:08:23,628 - Yeah. 122 00:08:23,670 --> 00:08:24,504 How you holdin' up? 123 00:08:25,630 --> 00:08:27,549 - As best I can, I suppose. 124 00:08:27,590 --> 00:08:31,011 - Yeah, well, you and your family are in my prayers. 125 00:08:31,052 --> 00:08:32,887 - Thank you. I surely appreciate that. 126 00:08:32,929 --> 00:08:33,847 - Please auntie, please don't leave me here. 127 00:08:35,098 --> 00:08:38,018 I promise I'll be good and clean up my mess 128 00:08:38,059 --> 00:08:39,352 and won't eat your food anymore. 129 00:08:39,394 --> 00:08:40,812 Please, auntie. 130 00:08:40,854 --> 00:08:42,647 - You're gonna be okay, sugar. 131 00:08:42,689 --> 00:08:45,108 I guess I must be goin', okay? 132 00:08:46,192 --> 00:08:47,652 It'll be okay. 133 00:08:47,694 --> 00:08:49,195 It'll be all right. 134 00:08:49,237 --> 00:08:51,656 Well I'll see you later. Thank you. 135 00:08:51,698 --> 00:08:53,116 - Tell your family I send my love. 136 00:08:53,158 --> 00:08:54,784 - I sure will. - Mm-hm. 137 00:08:57,746 --> 00:08:59,330 - [Roslyn] Grandmother Beatrice was 138 00:08:59,372 --> 00:09:02,250 an old school southern lady with a twist of crazy. 139 00:09:04,002 --> 00:09:05,795 (smacking) (Roslyn sobbing) 140 00:09:05,837 --> 00:09:07,630 - [Beatrice] Shut up! 141 00:09:07,672 --> 00:09:10,759 (smacking) (Roslyn sobbing) 142 00:09:10,800 --> 00:09:14,596 I said shut up. (smacking) 143 00:09:14,637 --> 00:09:15,930 - [Young Roslyn] Mommy! 144 00:09:15,972 --> 00:09:18,183 (knocking) 145 00:09:20,268 --> 00:09:21,394 - Hey there. 146 00:09:22,228 --> 00:09:23,021 You okay? 147 00:09:24,773 --> 00:09:26,066 Who were you talking to? 148 00:09:26,107 --> 00:09:26,816 - Nobody. 149 00:09:28,401 --> 00:09:29,235 - Come here. 150 00:09:29,277 --> 00:09:30,195 Let me talk to you. 151 00:09:31,738 --> 00:09:32,572 Right up here. 152 00:09:35,450 --> 00:09:36,826 (man sighs) 153 00:09:36,868 --> 00:09:40,997 You know, contrary to what you think, 154 00:09:41,039 --> 00:09:42,624 your grandmother does love you. 155 00:09:42,665 --> 00:09:44,584 - But she beats me all the time. 156 00:09:45,627 --> 00:09:46,753 - She just... 157 00:09:51,216 --> 00:09:53,843 She just has a funny way of showing it. 158 00:09:53,885 --> 00:09:56,888 She's what they call a disciplinarian. 159 00:09:56,930 --> 00:09:57,597 - What's that? 160 00:09:59,099 --> 00:10:04,854 - Someone who believes in firm discipline, like beatings. 161 00:10:04,896 --> 00:10:06,106 They do it out of love. 162 00:10:07,023 --> 00:10:08,400 - I don't get it. 163 00:10:08,441 --> 00:10:11,319 If you love somebody, why would you hurt them? 164 00:10:13,822 --> 00:10:15,782 - You'll understand it one day, all right? 165 00:10:15,824 --> 00:10:17,033 Don't worry. 166 00:10:17,075 --> 00:10:19,619 Uncle Martin is here now, all right? 167 00:10:19,661 --> 00:10:21,913 - [Roslyn] My Uncle Martin was my hero. 168 00:10:21,955 --> 00:10:24,916 I always wished he was my dad instead of my uncle. 169 00:10:24,958 --> 00:10:27,836 He's one of the few people that spent time with me. 170 00:10:27,877 --> 00:10:30,880 He saved me from a lot of Beatrice's crazy. 171 00:10:30,922 --> 00:10:33,842 - Lord, please help my uncle with his drinking problem. 172 00:10:33,883 --> 00:10:36,845 He is such a good person, Lord, even when he drinks. 173 00:10:36,886 --> 00:10:39,806 In Jesus' name I pray, amen. 174 00:10:39,848 --> 00:10:40,849 - [Roslyn] I always prayed to God to help 175 00:10:40,890 --> 00:10:42,475 my uncle stop drinking. 176 00:10:42,517 --> 00:10:43,768 I hated when he got drunk. 177 00:10:50,025 --> 00:10:53,194 (smoke alarm blaring) 178 00:11:09,711 --> 00:11:12,505 (Beatrice grunts) 179 00:11:22,515 --> 00:11:23,350 (hits) - What the hell 180 00:11:23,391 --> 00:11:25,477 you think you doin'? 181 00:11:25,518 --> 00:11:27,312 (Martin sighs) 182 00:11:27,354 --> 00:11:31,858 - I was trying to make us some dinner, mama. 183 00:11:31,900 --> 00:11:33,693 - You know, every night you come home drunk, 184 00:11:33,735 --> 00:11:35,904 and then you try to burn the house down. 185 00:11:35,945 --> 00:11:36,821 (Martin scoffs) 186 00:11:36,863 --> 00:11:38,573 - I was trying to help your ass. 187 00:11:38,615 --> 00:11:40,116 - How? By burning down the house? 188 00:11:45,080 --> 00:11:46,539 - You know what? 189 00:11:49,751 --> 00:11:51,419 You just a wicked woman. 190 00:11:52,921 --> 00:11:54,798 I see why daddy left you. 191 00:11:55,882 --> 00:11:59,094 Yeah, I said it. 192 00:11:59,135 --> 00:12:02,931 'Cause if I was him, I would've left your ass, too. 193 00:12:02,972 --> 00:12:04,766 - I don't need to take this shit. 194 00:12:04,808 --> 00:12:06,142 - Whoa. 195 00:12:06,184 --> 00:12:07,811 You got the gun. 196 00:12:07,852 --> 00:12:09,604 (scoffs) 197 00:12:09,646 --> 00:12:12,899 You ain't gonna shoot your own son now, are you? 198 00:12:12,941 --> 00:12:13,942 - I'm tired of you. 199 00:12:13,983 --> 00:12:16,152 (gunshot) (Martin yells) 200 00:12:16,194 --> 00:12:17,070 - You shot me. 201 00:12:17,946 --> 00:12:21,282 (Martin panting) 202 00:12:21,324 --> 00:12:22,492 I can't believe you shot me, mama! 203 00:12:22,534 --> 00:12:23,827 - And that's what you get. 204 00:12:26,830 --> 00:12:30,500 Now why don't you go sit over in that chair over there 205 00:12:30,542 --> 00:12:33,628 and sit still so I can wrap you up 206 00:12:33,670 --> 00:12:34,921 before you bleed to death. 207 00:12:35,755 --> 00:12:38,133 All right. (Martin grunts) 208 00:12:38,174 --> 00:12:40,010 Oh, oh, oh, oh. 209 00:12:40,051 --> 00:12:41,261 Okay. 210 00:12:41,302 --> 00:12:42,554 All right. 211 00:12:42,595 --> 00:12:46,099 Right over there. (Martin grunts) 212 00:12:46,141 --> 00:12:48,768 (Martin panting) 213 00:12:51,896 --> 00:12:53,023 Okay, get your hand over it. 214 00:12:53,064 --> 00:12:55,025 Get your hand over it. 215 00:12:55,066 --> 00:12:58,695 (Martin breathing heavily) 216 00:13:00,655 --> 00:13:01,406 Okay. 217 00:13:02,866 --> 00:13:04,200 I think that'll hold you 218 00:13:04,242 --> 00:13:06,161 until we can get you to the hospital. 219 00:13:06,202 --> 00:13:07,746 Don't just stand there. 220 00:13:07,787 --> 00:13:08,955 Come on over here and help me get your uncle up 221 00:13:08,997 --> 00:13:10,081 so I can take him into the car 222 00:13:10,123 --> 00:13:12,167 and put him in the hospital. 223 00:13:12,208 --> 00:13:12,917 Hey. 224 00:13:14,836 --> 00:13:18,298 You better not tell nobody what happened, huh? 225 00:13:20,133 --> 00:13:22,886 (tense music) 226 00:13:33,021 --> 00:13:35,607 (Martin grunts) 227 00:13:37,901 --> 00:13:39,611 So, how was your day? 228 00:13:41,571 --> 00:13:42,739 - How was my day, mama? 229 00:13:43,990 --> 00:13:45,533 I'm over here on crutches because you shot me. 230 00:13:45,575 --> 00:13:47,994 - Ugh, please. That was just a little wound. 231 00:13:48,036 --> 00:13:48,828 You'll get over it. 232 00:13:50,121 --> 00:13:53,124 You want me to make you some hot peppermint tea? 233 00:13:53,166 --> 00:13:55,877 (Martin scoffs) 234 00:13:57,671 --> 00:13:59,798 (Martin grunts) 235 00:13:59,839 --> 00:14:00,924 (melancholy music) 236 00:14:00,965 --> 00:14:02,467 - [Roslyn] She knew she was wrong 237 00:14:02,509 --> 00:14:04,928 so she was being extra nice to him. 238 00:14:04,969 --> 00:14:07,013 Me? I was just happy to have him home. 239 00:14:17,357 --> 00:14:18,316 (sobbing) 240 00:14:18,358 --> 00:14:19,067 - No! 241 00:14:19,901 --> 00:14:21,236 Not my child! 242 00:14:21,277 --> 00:14:22,987 - [Roslyn] I never heard my grandmother scream 243 00:14:23,029 --> 00:14:26,366 and cry like that with so much pain and anguish. 244 00:14:26,408 --> 00:14:29,536 Later I found out that my uncle had died. 245 00:14:29,577 --> 00:14:31,663 I lost my best friend that day. 246 00:14:31,705 --> 00:14:33,415 I lost my hero. 247 00:14:33,456 --> 00:14:34,916 A part of me died, too. 248 00:14:41,548 --> 00:14:43,925 - Y'all get your black asses is in this house. 249 00:14:45,301 --> 00:14:47,053 And don't make me repeat myself. 250 00:14:48,972 --> 00:14:51,599 (tense music) 251 00:15:04,446 --> 00:15:06,990 Who said you could sit your ass on that bed? Get up. 252 00:15:07,032 --> 00:15:08,575 In fact, all of y'all line up right here. 253 00:15:08,616 --> 00:15:09,951 - But grandma, we didn't do anything- 254 00:15:09,993 --> 00:15:10,702 - Shut up! 255 00:15:13,038 --> 00:15:15,081 Now I don't know which one of y'all did it, 256 00:15:15,123 --> 00:15:18,668 but somebody took five dollars from my purse, 257 00:15:18,710 --> 00:15:20,420 and if one of y'all don't fess up, 258 00:15:20,462 --> 00:15:22,088 I'm gonna beat all of y'all. 259 00:15:22,130 --> 00:15:23,256 - But grandma, we didn't do it, 260 00:15:23,298 --> 00:15:25,759 I promise- - I said shut up. 261 00:15:28,345 --> 00:15:29,929 - But we were all outside. 262 00:15:29,971 --> 00:15:31,890 None of us could have stolen your money! 263 00:15:31,931 --> 00:15:34,225 - Grandma, she's right. We wouldn't do anything like that. 264 00:15:34,267 --> 00:15:35,685 - You know what? 265 00:15:36,936 --> 00:15:40,148 I will shoot you one by one 266 00:15:40,190 --> 00:15:43,735 until somebody tells me who took my money. 267 00:15:43,777 --> 00:15:46,112 - Grandma, please do not shoot us. 268 00:15:46,154 --> 00:15:48,239 - We don't have your money, grandma. 269 00:15:48,281 --> 00:15:50,617 - Yeah you do. - Please! 270 00:15:50,658 --> 00:15:51,409 - Y'all... 271 00:15:51,451 --> 00:15:52,327 (gun cocks) 272 00:15:52,369 --> 00:15:53,912 Do y'all think I'm playin'? 273 00:15:53,953 --> 00:15:55,080 Do you think I'm playin'? 274 00:15:55,121 --> 00:15:56,915 Do you? - No. 275 00:15:56,956 --> 00:16:00,543 - Do you think I'm playin'? - No. 276 00:16:00,585 --> 00:16:03,838 (tense, dramatic music) 277 00:16:09,010 --> 00:16:11,179 * Jesus on the mainline * 278 00:16:11,221 --> 00:16:13,723 * Tell him what you want * 279 00:16:13,765 --> 00:16:16,184 * Jesus on the mainline * 280 00:16:16,226 --> 00:16:18,770 * Tell him what you want, yeah * 281 00:16:18,812 --> 00:16:21,272 * Jesus on the mainline * 282 00:16:21,314 --> 00:16:24,484 * Tell him what you want * 283 00:16:24,526 --> 00:16:29,364 * Hey, hey, now, tell him what you want * 284 00:16:29,406 --> 00:16:31,825 * Jesus on the mainline * 285 00:16:31,866 --> 00:16:34,244 * Tell him what you want * 286 00:16:34,285 --> 00:16:36,746 * Jesus on the mainline * 287 00:16:36,788 --> 00:16:38,456 * Tell him what you want * 288 00:16:38,498 --> 00:16:40,667 * Jesus on the mainline * 289 00:16:40,709 --> 00:16:43,211 * Tell him what you want * 290 00:16:43,253 --> 00:16:45,588 * Jesus on the mainline * 291 00:16:45,630 --> 00:16:48,049 * Tell him what you want * 292 00:16:48,091 --> 00:16:51,177 * Jesus on the mainline * 293 00:16:51,219 --> 00:16:54,389 (grunts) * Tell him what you want * 294 00:16:54,431 --> 00:16:57,267 (Beatrice humming) 295 00:16:58,768 --> 00:17:01,771 (melancholy music) 296 00:17:10,822 --> 00:17:13,783 - [Roslyn] Sleeping in the woods was my safe haven. 297 00:17:13,825 --> 00:17:16,077 I started running away when I was nine-years-old. 298 00:17:17,537 --> 00:17:19,956 And to think my grandmother found her five dollars 299 00:17:19,998 --> 00:17:22,167 and she didn't even apologize to anyone. 300 00:17:27,964 --> 00:17:29,424 Sitting here watching all of my 301 00:17:29,466 --> 00:17:32,218 brothers and sisters open their gifts 302 00:17:32,260 --> 00:17:34,179 and I didn't get anything that year. 303 00:17:34,220 --> 00:17:39,017 I was used to it though, because I was the stepchild. 304 00:17:39,059 --> 00:17:41,227 I was the black sheep. 305 00:17:41,269 --> 00:17:43,938 {\an8}(hip hop music) 306 00:17:43,980 --> 00:17:44,689 - Hey yo, Roslyn? 307 00:17:45,982 --> 00:17:46,983 - Hey? 308 00:17:47,025 --> 00:17:49,110 - What's up? You want a ride? 309 00:17:49,152 --> 00:17:51,321 (hip hop music) 310 00:17:51,363 --> 00:17:53,198 * Do it * 311 00:17:53,239 --> 00:17:55,992 * Do it, do it * 312 00:17:56,034 --> 00:17:57,911 * Do it * 313 00:17:57,952 --> 00:18:00,914 * Do it, do it * 314 00:18:00,955 --> 00:18:02,665 * Do it * 315 00:18:02,707 --> 00:18:04,167 * Do it, do it * - Where are we? 316 00:18:04,209 --> 00:18:06,086 - Just some special place I visit on occasion. 317 00:18:07,962 --> 00:18:09,297 You look good. 318 00:18:09,339 --> 00:18:10,799 - You think so? - I know so, girl. 319 00:18:10,840 --> 00:18:12,133 You all that and a bag of chips. 320 00:18:12,175 --> 00:18:14,177 (Roslyn chuckles) 321 00:18:14,219 --> 00:18:16,221 I just wanna kiss your pink lips. 322 00:18:16,262 --> 00:18:19,099 - Wait, I don't know if I'm ready for this. 323 00:18:19,140 --> 00:18:20,183 - What do you mean? 324 00:18:20,225 --> 00:18:21,726 I love you, I thought you loved me. 325 00:18:21,768 --> 00:18:23,228 - I do, but- - But if you do, 326 00:18:24,729 --> 00:18:26,147 then you'd do whatever it takes to make me happy 327 00:18:26,189 --> 00:18:28,233 just like I'd do whatever it takes to make you happy. 328 00:18:28,274 --> 00:18:31,194 * Do it, do it * 329 00:18:31,236 --> 00:18:32,779 * Do it * 330 00:18:32,821 --> 00:18:34,656 * Do it, do it * 331 00:18:34,698 --> 00:18:35,657 You lookin' good today. 332 00:18:35,699 --> 00:18:37,283 - You say that to every girl. 333 00:18:37,325 --> 00:18:39,994 - Nah, you special. Like for real, you really special. 334 00:18:40,036 --> 00:18:43,039 Only you. Wanna come inside? 335 00:18:43,081 --> 00:18:45,000 - My parents were expecting you home an hour ago 336 00:18:45,041 --> 00:18:46,251 to babysit my little brother. 337 00:18:46,292 --> 00:18:49,170 - Oh. What's 30 minutes gonna hurt? 338 00:18:49,212 --> 00:18:50,547 - Are you trying to kill me? 339 00:18:50,588 --> 00:18:52,048 - No, I'll protect you, for real. 340 00:18:52,090 --> 00:18:53,675 - Okay, super man. (boy sucks teeth) 341 00:18:53,717 --> 00:18:55,635 - Man, I am superman. 342 00:18:55,677 --> 00:18:57,137 You never knew that? 343 00:18:57,178 --> 00:18:58,346 I'm that guy, for real. 344 00:19:01,016 --> 00:19:02,142 Yo, what's good? 345 00:19:02,183 --> 00:19:03,268 I'll be right back. 346 00:19:03,309 --> 00:19:04,436 - What you mean you'll be right back? 347 00:19:04,477 --> 00:19:05,687 - [Boy] Like I said, I'll be right back. 348 00:19:07,397 --> 00:19:08,314 - What was that? 349 00:19:08,356 --> 00:19:09,566 - Who, her? 350 00:19:09,607 --> 00:19:12,110 She ain't nobody. You know Shawn, right? 351 00:19:12,152 --> 00:19:13,319 Well that's his girl. 352 00:19:13,361 --> 00:19:14,612 She was just out here looking for him. 353 00:19:14,654 --> 00:19:16,364 - Why were you just chilling in her car? 354 00:19:16,406 --> 00:19:17,365 I've been calling your house. 355 00:19:17,407 --> 00:19:19,659 - Baby, baby, stop. 356 00:19:19,701 --> 00:19:21,411 You know I love you, right? Only you. 357 00:19:22,579 --> 00:19:24,998 - You sure have a funny way of showing it. 358 00:19:25,040 --> 00:19:26,666 - Well I can show you better than I can tell you. 359 00:19:37,260 --> 00:19:39,137 - Screw you! 360 00:19:39,179 --> 00:19:41,556 - [Roslyn] Right after that, I found out I was pregnant. 361 00:19:41,598 --> 00:19:45,060 Unfortunately, I was forced to get rid of the baby. 362 00:19:45,101 --> 00:19:47,395 I broke up with my first boyfriend 363 00:19:47,437 --> 00:19:49,230 and met this cute guy from Philly 364 00:19:49,272 --> 00:19:51,566 and within a year of my first pregnancy, 365 00:19:51,608 --> 00:19:53,485 I was pregnant again. 366 00:19:53,526 --> 00:19:56,780 I started dating another guy from my job named Tee. 367 00:19:56,821 --> 00:20:00,784 He accepted my first baby and treated her like his own. 368 00:20:00,825 --> 00:20:03,328 He bought more stuff for her than I did. 369 00:20:03,370 --> 00:20:05,330 It just seemed like we belonged together. 370 00:20:10,460 --> 00:20:13,546 (television blaring) 371 00:20:17,050 --> 00:20:19,928 I found a credit card and instead of me turning it in, 372 00:20:19,969 --> 00:20:23,139 I took the opportunity to go on a shopping spree 373 00:20:23,181 --> 00:20:25,558 that landed me with some legal issues. 374 00:20:25,600 --> 00:20:26,935 (knocking) 375 00:20:26,976 --> 00:20:28,228 - Babe, grab the door. 376 00:20:29,437 --> 00:20:33,066 (television blaring) 377 00:20:33,108 --> 00:20:33,858 - Where's Roslyn? 378 00:20:35,402 --> 00:20:37,070 - Sure. 379 00:20:37,112 --> 00:20:39,239 - Grandma, what you doing on this side of town? 380 00:20:39,280 --> 00:20:41,408 - Last night I dreamed you were fishing. 381 00:20:41,449 --> 00:20:42,909 Are you pregnant again? 382 00:20:45,453 --> 00:20:46,454 - Yes ma'am. 383 00:20:47,664 --> 00:20:50,083 (Beatrice scoffs) 384 00:20:50,125 --> 00:20:51,751 (dramatic music) Grandma, no. 385 00:20:51,793 --> 00:20:54,337 - I did not raise my granddaughter to be sitting around here 386 00:20:54,379 --> 00:20:55,588 with a bunch of babies. 387 00:20:57,132 --> 00:20:58,842 Now you better take care of her and treat her right. 388 00:20:58,883 --> 00:21:01,553 'Cause if you don't, you gonna be meetin' 389 00:21:01,594 --> 00:21:03,096 your maker real soon. 390 00:21:03,138 --> 00:21:03,847 You hear me? 391 00:21:07,225 --> 00:21:08,351 That's what I thought. 392 00:21:11,271 --> 00:21:13,690 Well, I'd better get my collard greens 393 00:21:13,732 --> 00:21:15,400 before someone gives them away. 394 00:21:18,361 --> 00:21:22,449 (television blaring) 395 00:21:22,490 --> 00:21:23,408 - Yo, what's up with your grandma? 396 00:21:23,450 --> 00:21:24,576 She's a loose cannon. 397 00:21:24,617 --> 00:21:25,869 What you want me to say? 398 00:21:25,910 --> 00:21:27,120 - I can't believe you stood there while 399 00:21:27,162 --> 00:21:29,789 she pulled a gun out on me like that. 400 00:21:29,831 --> 00:21:31,041 Like it's cool. 401 00:21:31,082 --> 00:21:32,667 - Well, it could have been a lot worse. 402 00:21:35,920 --> 00:21:37,339 - [Roslyn] Not too long afterwards 403 00:21:37,380 --> 00:21:40,467 I was placed on community control and violated twice. 404 00:21:40,508 --> 00:21:43,136 Then I was sentenced to prison and pregnant. 405 00:21:43,178 --> 00:21:45,347 My daughter's godmother, Pat, offered to take care 406 00:21:45,388 --> 00:21:47,015 of my daughter while I was away. 407 00:21:48,391 --> 00:21:52,771 (people chattering in the distance) 408 00:22:01,988 --> 00:22:02,989 - [Tee] Hello? 409 00:22:03,031 --> 00:22:03,907 - Hey, baby. 410 00:22:03,948 --> 00:22:05,325 - [Tee] What's up, baby? 411 00:22:05,367 --> 00:22:07,077 I miss hearing your voice. 412 00:22:07,118 --> 00:22:07,869 How are you holding up? 413 00:22:07,911 --> 00:22:09,454 - I'm doing okay. 414 00:22:09,496 --> 00:22:10,997 I just can't believe they gave me all that time. 415 00:22:11,039 --> 00:22:12,332 I miss my baby. 416 00:22:12,374 --> 00:22:14,417 I miss being at home and I miss you. 417 00:22:14,459 --> 00:22:15,627 - [Tee] Don't even stress it like that. 418 00:22:15,669 --> 00:22:18,129 You'll be home before you know it. 419 00:22:18,171 --> 00:22:19,422 - I hope so. 420 00:22:19,464 --> 00:22:21,800 - [Tee] So how's my little princess doin'? 421 00:22:21,841 --> 00:22:23,176 - How do you know it's a girl? 422 00:22:23,218 --> 00:22:24,469 - [Tee] Because I had a dream, 423 00:22:24,511 --> 00:22:27,347 like when your grandma dreamed about that fish. 424 00:22:27,389 --> 00:22:29,557 - Shut up. (chuckles) 425 00:22:29,599 --> 00:22:31,142 - [Tee] Yo, put my stuff down. 426 00:22:31,184 --> 00:22:32,394 - Who is that? 427 00:22:32,435 --> 00:22:34,479 - [Tee] A friend of mine that came over to chill. 428 00:22:37,065 --> 00:22:39,275 - Well that's my time. 429 00:22:39,317 --> 00:22:40,527 - [Tee] Keep your head up, baby. 430 00:22:40,568 --> 00:22:43,279 I love you and I'm here for you. 431 00:22:43,321 --> 00:22:44,406 - Love you, too. 432 00:22:45,949 --> 00:22:50,370 (people chattering in the distance) 433 00:22:59,212 --> 00:23:00,213 - [Woman Over PA] Dr. Mitchell, 434 00:23:00,255 --> 00:23:01,381 please dial extension 241. 435 00:23:02,507 --> 00:23:04,968 Dr. Mitchell, extension 241. 436 00:23:09,848 --> 00:23:11,391 - Hey, Roslyn. 437 00:23:12,600 --> 00:23:15,061 I'm Dr. Lewis and this is Nurse Thomas. 438 00:23:15,103 --> 00:23:17,188 - Hi, Roslyn. - Hi. 439 00:23:17,230 --> 00:23:18,023 - How are you feeling? 440 00:23:18,064 --> 00:23:19,482 - I'm feeling a little better. 441 00:23:19,524 --> 00:23:22,277 than I did earlier today, but I'm still in a lot of pain. 442 00:23:22,318 --> 00:23:25,530 - Yeah. I heard you had a pretty bad fever. 443 00:23:25,572 --> 00:23:27,782 But it seems like the medicine I prescribed 444 00:23:27,824 --> 00:23:29,159 is working for you. 445 00:23:29,200 --> 00:23:30,744 - Yes. - Good. 446 00:23:30,785 --> 00:23:32,871 Nurse Thomas, did you take her blood pressure? 447 00:23:32,912 --> 00:23:35,331 - Yes. It's 114 over 78. 448 00:23:35,373 --> 00:23:36,624 All her vitals are normal. 449 00:23:37,542 --> 00:23:39,085 - All right, all right, good. 450 00:23:39,127 --> 00:23:42,756 All right, well, let's see what we got going on here. 451 00:23:42,797 --> 00:23:44,966 Uh, Nurse Thomas, can you had me that chair over there? 452 00:23:45,008 --> 00:23:46,885 - Sure. - Can you scoot this way? 453 00:23:46,926 --> 00:23:49,512 And just place your knees up. 454 00:23:49,554 --> 00:23:50,764 There you go. 455 00:23:50,805 --> 00:23:51,514 Yeah. 456 00:23:52,557 --> 00:23:54,601 All right, perfect. 457 00:23:54,642 --> 00:23:55,810 All right, now I'm just going to need you 458 00:23:55,852 --> 00:23:57,937 to relax, all right. 459 00:23:57,979 --> 00:23:59,439 Relax and breathe. 460 00:24:00,940 --> 00:24:01,775 (exhales) 461 00:24:01,816 --> 00:24:02,734 Relax. 462 00:24:02,776 --> 00:24:03,735 Yeah, okay. 463 00:24:03,777 --> 00:24:04,694 All right, all right. 464 00:24:08,698 --> 00:24:11,826 So I hear you're from Winter Park. (chuckles) 465 00:24:11,868 --> 00:24:15,997 Matter of fact, I still own a house there, yeah. 466 00:24:16,039 --> 00:24:17,665 Yeah, all right. 467 00:24:17,707 --> 00:24:18,792 Yeah, keep breathing, okay? 468 00:24:20,335 --> 00:24:24,089 - [Woman Over PA] Dr. Dominguez, please dial extension 112. 469 00:24:24,130 --> 00:24:26,758 Dr. Dominguez, please dial extension 112. 470 00:24:31,304 --> 00:24:32,097 - Yeah. 471 00:24:33,890 --> 00:24:34,683 Um... 472 00:24:40,647 --> 00:24:42,357 I'm gonna be right back, all right? 473 00:24:42,399 --> 00:24:43,108 All right. 474 00:24:46,361 --> 00:24:47,654 - Is everything okay? 475 00:24:47,696 --> 00:24:48,697 Is my baby okay? 476 00:24:48,738 --> 00:24:50,740 Why did the doctor shake his head? 477 00:24:50,782 --> 00:24:52,200 - Well, he just said that you're not dilating 478 00:24:52,242 --> 00:24:53,159 like you should be. 479 00:24:54,119 --> 00:24:55,870 - What does that mean? 480 00:24:55,912 --> 00:24:58,707 - That means that he may have to give you a caesarian. 481 00:24:58,748 --> 00:25:01,876 (Roslyn sobbing) 482 00:25:01,918 --> 00:25:02,585 - No. 483 00:25:05,630 --> 00:25:07,590 No. (sobbing) 484 00:25:07,632 --> 00:25:08,883 - [Roslyn] My second daughter was born 485 00:25:08,925 --> 00:25:10,802 while I was in prison and she's okay. 486 00:25:12,554 --> 00:25:14,806 (soft music) 487 00:25:40,749 --> 00:25:43,001 - So I got this cute little 488 00:25:43,043 --> 00:25:45,045 two piece sequin dress for tonight. 489 00:25:45,086 --> 00:25:46,463 You know that club on Ninth Street? 490 00:25:46,504 --> 00:25:48,590 It's going to be the jumping tonight. 491 00:25:48,631 --> 00:25:51,509 - No, I am not trying to go to no club now. 492 00:25:51,551 --> 00:25:53,053 I'm still trying to get on my feet. 493 00:25:53,094 --> 00:25:54,637 The last thing I need is to be moving back 494 00:25:54,679 --> 00:25:58,975 with my grandmother because I couldn't make it on my own. 495 00:25:59,017 --> 00:26:01,936 Besides, you know, I want him to do right by Tee. 496 00:26:01,978 --> 00:26:05,982 - What? You relying on Tee or something? (laughs) 497 00:26:06,024 --> 00:26:07,609 - What do you mean by that, Kay? 498 00:26:07,650 --> 00:26:09,611 - I'm just saying, you're crazy for thinking Tee 499 00:26:09,652 --> 00:26:11,488 is ever going to get his act together. 500 00:26:12,697 --> 00:26:13,531 - I mean, I just don't get it, Kay. 501 00:26:13,573 --> 00:26:15,158 Like Tee... 502 00:26:15,200 --> 00:26:18,703 Tee used to be so good at being supportive, you know? 503 00:26:18,745 --> 00:26:20,580 And when I was with him, I used to feel like 504 00:26:20,622 --> 00:26:22,749 no matter what was going on, 505 00:26:22,791 --> 00:26:25,168 everything was going to be all right. 506 00:26:25,210 --> 00:26:26,628 Now I don't know what happened. 507 00:26:29,089 --> 00:26:30,465 - I know. - What? 508 00:26:33,802 --> 00:26:35,887 - Tee is... 509 00:26:35,929 --> 00:26:36,763 How can I put this? 510 00:26:38,682 --> 00:26:40,266 Tee is smokin' rock. 511 00:26:40,308 --> 00:26:41,267 - Huh? 512 00:26:41,309 --> 00:26:42,519 - You heard me. 513 00:26:42,560 --> 00:26:46,690 Tee, your man, is smoking rocks. 514 00:26:46,731 --> 00:26:48,066 - Smoking rocks? 515 00:26:50,151 --> 00:26:51,736 You mean, you mean crack? 516 00:26:51,778 --> 00:26:54,322 - Nah, I mean Play-Doh. Yes, crack. 517 00:26:54,364 --> 00:26:56,282 White, coke. 518 00:26:56,324 --> 00:26:58,743 - Tee is a crack head? 519 00:27:01,162 --> 00:27:01,913 Nah. 520 00:27:03,039 --> 00:27:04,791 He smokes weed. 521 00:27:04,833 --> 00:27:06,376 Occasionally. 522 00:27:06,418 --> 00:27:09,254 I mean, I know for a fact he does not smoke crack. 523 00:27:09,295 --> 00:27:12,173 - Ros, a friend of mine said they saw him 524 00:27:12,215 --> 00:27:15,343 at a crack house a few weeks back. 525 00:27:15,385 --> 00:27:18,680 Nobody's going to be hanging at no crack house just because. 526 00:27:18,722 --> 00:27:20,557 So either he's using it or he's selling it, 527 00:27:20,598 --> 00:27:22,767 and we both know he broke. 528 00:27:22,809 --> 00:27:24,894 - No. - So selling is out. 529 00:27:24,936 --> 00:27:26,396 Look, I'm just- - No way. 530 00:27:26,438 --> 00:27:28,440 I'm telling you this because you are my girl. 531 00:27:28,481 --> 00:27:30,984 You have two beautiful kids to tend to. 532 00:27:32,652 --> 00:27:33,903 Be careful with Tee. 533 00:27:35,864 --> 00:27:37,741 And watch your stuff. 534 00:27:42,912 --> 00:27:47,876 (people chattering) (soft music) 535 00:28:18,531 --> 00:28:21,326 - [Cashier] Have a good day. 536 00:28:21,368 --> 00:28:23,787 (soft music) 537 00:28:26,122 --> 00:28:27,123 - Hi. - Hi. 538 00:28:30,794 --> 00:28:32,003 Okay, your total is $39.46. 539 00:28:44,724 --> 00:28:46,267 - I'm sorry about this. 540 00:28:47,477 --> 00:28:48,269 I know I have it in here somewhere. 541 00:28:48,311 --> 00:28:49,688 I just have to find it. 542 00:28:50,647 --> 00:28:52,941 Did I put it in my pocket? 543 00:28:52,982 --> 00:28:53,942 $39.46, right? - Right. 544 00:28:55,902 --> 00:28:58,905 (soft, upbeat music) 545 00:28:58,947 --> 00:28:59,989 - Dammit. 546 00:29:00,031 --> 00:29:00,907 Can I leave these items here on hold 547 00:29:00,949 --> 00:29:01,825 and come back and get them? 548 00:29:01,866 --> 00:29:02,992 - [Cashier] Yeah, sure. 549 00:29:03,034 --> 00:29:03,785 I can leave them on the counter. 550 00:29:03,827 --> 00:29:05,203 - Okay. - Okay. 551 00:29:05,245 --> 00:29:07,080 - Thank you. I'm sorry, I think I left my money at home. 552 00:29:07,122 --> 00:29:08,957 - [Cashier] No problem. 553 00:29:11,126 --> 00:29:13,795 (Roslyn sighs) 554 00:29:15,630 --> 00:29:18,008 (tense music) 555 00:29:26,016 --> 00:29:28,476 - Kay, can you come over and watch 556 00:29:28,518 --> 00:29:29,936 the girls for a few minutes? 557 00:29:31,021 --> 00:29:33,732 No, I need to step out the house. 558 00:29:33,773 --> 00:29:36,192 (tense music) 559 00:29:39,904 --> 00:29:42,782 Is Tee here? (tense music) 560 00:29:44,617 --> 00:29:46,953 (knocking) 561 00:29:48,496 --> 00:29:49,789 Is Tee in there? - Who? 562 00:29:49,831 --> 00:29:52,042 - Tee. - I don't know no Tee. 563 00:29:52,083 --> 00:29:54,461 - I'm going to call the police and have them 564 00:29:54,502 --> 00:29:55,754 clear this entire house out, 565 00:29:55,795 --> 00:29:57,130 and then I will see he's in there. 566 00:30:00,925 --> 00:30:02,218 - What you doin' here? 567 00:30:02,260 --> 00:30:04,471 - The question is, what are you doing here? 568 00:30:04,512 --> 00:30:05,930 - I'm just hanging out. 569 00:30:05,972 --> 00:30:08,016 - Why did you take that money from my purse? 570 00:30:08,058 --> 00:30:10,060 I couldn't pay for the girls diapers 571 00:30:10,101 --> 00:30:13,355 and their food because you stole my money. 572 00:30:13,396 --> 00:30:14,856 - Lower your voice. - No. 573 00:30:14,898 --> 00:30:18,860 And then you went and stole all of our jewelry. 574 00:30:18,902 --> 00:30:20,820 Have you lost your mind? 575 00:30:20,862 --> 00:30:22,280 I've been struggling. 576 00:30:22,322 --> 00:30:24,699 Struggling trying to keep this family afloat 577 00:30:24,741 --> 00:30:26,034 and this is what you go do? 578 00:30:26,076 --> 00:30:27,744 Go and smoke up all of my money? 579 00:30:29,204 --> 00:30:30,372 You son of a bitch. 580 00:30:30,413 --> 00:30:32,040 (hits) (Roslyn yells) 581 00:30:32,082 --> 00:30:33,375 (Roslyn sobbing) 582 00:30:33,416 --> 00:30:34,959 - Really gonna come over here with this? 583 00:30:36,336 --> 00:30:38,755 Oh, you came here to play, huh? 584 00:30:38,797 --> 00:30:39,798 Get up off the ground. 585 00:30:41,424 --> 00:30:43,176 Get your ass the fuck up off the ground. 586 00:30:43,218 --> 00:30:44,761 You trying to play? 587 00:30:44,803 --> 00:30:46,096 Get your ass off the fucking ground. 588 00:30:46,137 --> 00:30:47,180 - Tee, please don't. - Get the fuck up 589 00:30:47,222 --> 00:30:52,102 off the ground. (Roslyn sobbing) 590 00:30:53,853 --> 00:30:55,730 - I don't know what happened to us. 591 00:30:57,065 --> 00:30:59,984 (Kay sighs) 592 00:31:00,026 --> 00:31:01,695 - As bad as I hate to say it, 593 00:31:03,697 --> 00:31:04,572 I told you so. 594 00:31:08,952 --> 00:31:10,245 - A crack head though. 595 00:31:11,788 --> 00:31:14,499 I can deal with a lot of things, but I can't deal with that. 596 00:31:16,042 --> 00:31:18,920 - Roslyn, I told you to watch out for your stuff. 597 00:31:18,962 --> 00:31:22,799 Yes he stole all your money and your jewelry first, 598 00:31:22,841 --> 00:31:25,969 then it's going to be your TV and your cable box. 599 00:31:26,011 --> 00:31:27,095 Then he gonna go in that room, 600 00:31:27,137 --> 00:31:29,681 take that mattress and your headboard. 601 00:31:29,723 --> 00:31:33,226 All your kids nice clothes, gone. 602 00:31:33,268 --> 00:31:36,396 They nice Payless shoes? Buh-bye. 603 00:31:37,731 --> 00:31:40,859 Oh, and those snacks in that kitchen? 604 00:31:40,900 --> 00:31:43,528 Those steaks in the freezer? 605 00:31:43,570 --> 00:31:45,071 They going to be gone, too. 606 00:31:45,113 --> 00:31:47,532 He's going to wipe you out and hurt you bad 607 00:31:47,574 --> 00:31:49,075 if you don't do something now. 608 00:31:50,201 --> 00:31:51,911 - You don't think he can change? 609 00:31:53,163 --> 00:31:55,457 - Change? Roslyn, think. 610 00:31:57,000 --> 00:32:00,045 This is not a pair of shoes we're talking about sweetheart. 611 00:32:00,086 --> 00:32:03,631 This man is a stone cold, hardcore crack head. 612 00:32:07,427 --> 00:32:08,261 (Kay sighs) 613 00:32:08,303 --> 00:32:10,013 Anyone can change. 614 00:32:10,972 --> 00:32:11,848 I do believe that. 615 00:32:12,932 --> 00:32:15,101 I mean, look at me. 616 00:32:15,143 --> 00:32:16,895 You remember how I used to sell my food stamps 617 00:32:16,936 --> 00:32:18,021 to pay my cable bill. 618 00:32:19,147 --> 00:32:20,732 That was the old me. 619 00:32:24,110 --> 00:32:27,614 You just have to make up in your mind and ask yourself, 620 00:32:27,655 --> 00:32:29,532 is it really worth holding on to someone 621 00:32:29,574 --> 00:32:34,496 who's going to beat you, steal from you, and smoke crack? 622 00:32:37,624 --> 00:32:38,416 No. 623 00:32:40,585 --> 00:32:42,837 Look, you're my girl. 624 00:32:44,214 --> 00:32:47,717 Whatever you decide, I'm here for you no matter what. 625 00:32:51,262 --> 00:32:52,013 Okay? 626 00:32:53,598 --> 00:32:55,558 It's gonna be all right, girl. 627 00:32:57,060 --> 00:32:59,813 I'll get somebody to beat him up, don't worry. 628 00:32:59,854 --> 00:33:01,356 - I ain't gonna do that. 629 00:33:01,398 --> 00:33:03,358 - Not one missin' a crack head. 630 00:33:05,193 --> 00:33:06,361 - Dark. 631 00:33:06,403 --> 00:33:08,530 Albert's room is dark. 632 00:33:09,322 --> 00:33:11,074 Light. 633 00:33:11,116 --> 00:33:12,867 Amy's room is light. 634 00:33:16,079 --> 00:33:18,081 And they lived happily ever after. 635 00:33:20,917 --> 00:33:22,711 Did you like that? 636 00:33:22,752 --> 00:33:25,130 We can read another one tomorrow, okay? 637 00:33:25,171 --> 00:33:26,131 Come on, let's go to bed. 638 00:33:30,218 --> 00:33:31,886 All right, group hug. 639 00:33:33,304 --> 00:33:34,097 Okay. 640 00:33:36,016 --> 00:33:38,309 (soft music) 641 00:34:02,667 --> 00:34:05,086 (Roslyn sighs) 642 00:34:15,513 --> 00:34:17,307 - [Man] Hey, you know what time it is, Tee. 643 00:34:17,349 --> 00:34:18,600 - [Tee] You already know. 644 00:34:18,641 --> 00:34:20,935 We got the good stuff now. - Yeah. 645 00:34:20,977 --> 00:34:22,187 - The good stuff. 646 00:34:22,228 --> 00:34:24,981 The good stuff now, the good stuff. 647 00:34:25,023 --> 00:34:26,441 What you got? Show me what you got? 648 00:34:26,483 --> 00:34:28,193 - [Man] Oh Lord, I got the good stuff, baby. 649 00:34:28,234 --> 00:34:29,486 I got the good stuff now. 650 00:34:29,527 --> 00:34:32,280 Yeah. - Right here, man. 651 00:34:32,322 --> 00:34:36,034 (men chattering indistinctly) 652 00:34:46,878 --> 00:34:47,962 (knocking) 653 00:34:48,004 --> 00:34:49,005 - Yeah, I like that right there. 654 00:34:49,047 --> 00:34:49,923 - Yeah. - Go ahead, go ahead, 655 00:34:49,964 --> 00:34:51,299 get it ready, get it ready. 656 00:34:51,341 --> 00:34:52,550 - Yeah, baby, that's that what I'm talkin' about. 657 00:34:52,592 --> 00:34:53,802 That's what I'm talkin' about, baby. 658 00:34:53,843 --> 00:34:54,886 - I don't know what type of party 659 00:34:54,928 --> 00:34:56,262 you all have going on in there. 660 00:34:58,223 --> 00:35:00,350 - [Tee] Just give us a minute. 661 00:35:00,392 --> 00:35:01,935 Just give us a minute, damn. 662 00:35:01,976 --> 00:35:03,186 - [Roslyn] In front of my kids? Get out of my house. 663 00:35:03,228 --> 00:35:04,479 - Come on, man. 664 00:35:04,521 --> 00:35:06,272 She trippin' B. - We dippin' baby. 665 00:35:06,314 --> 00:35:09,275 We dippin' baby. - I don't got time for this. 666 00:35:09,317 --> 00:35:11,903 (sirens wailing) 667 00:35:15,323 --> 00:35:16,991 - [Roslyn] Shortly afterwards, 668 00:35:17,033 --> 00:35:21,287 I ended up going back to jail, still couldn't get it right. 669 00:35:21,329 --> 00:35:25,291 - [Corrections Officer] Step forward. 670 00:35:25,333 --> 00:35:27,752 Turn to your right. 671 00:35:27,794 --> 00:35:28,503 Move out. 672 00:35:31,715 --> 00:35:33,508 - [Roslyn] And I met a girl named Tammy 673 00:35:33,550 --> 00:35:36,386 and we became fast friends and she introduced 674 00:35:36,428 --> 00:35:37,137 me to her brother, E. 675 00:35:39,305 --> 00:35:43,518 (inmates chattering indistinctly) 676 00:35:51,901 --> 00:35:52,736 - [Woman] Bitch! 677 00:35:52,777 --> 00:35:55,572 (inmates shouting) 678 00:35:56,781 --> 00:36:01,536 (alarm blaring) (inmates shouting) 679 00:36:12,422 --> 00:36:14,382 - Overtime E would accept my calls 680 00:36:14,424 --> 00:36:16,551 and we would talk almost every day. 681 00:36:16,593 --> 00:36:18,094 And when I was released from prison, 682 00:36:18,136 --> 00:36:20,388 he was right there outside the prison gate. 683 00:36:24,934 --> 00:36:28,605 * Don't no words compare, oh * 684 00:36:31,816 --> 00:36:34,361 While I moved in with E and got adjusted, 685 00:36:34,402 --> 00:36:35,528 my grandmother thought it was best 686 00:36:35,570 --> 00:36:37,447 for my girls to stay with her 687 00:36:37,489 --> 00:36:39,616 to give me a chance to really get to know E. 688 00:36:39,657 --> 00:36:42,077 - You keep on cooking like that, 689 00:36:42,118 --> 00:36:44,245 I mean, this food was so good, 690 00:36:44,287 --> 00:36:45,955 I may end up putting the ring right there on that finger. 691 00:36:45,997 --> 00:36:46,748 I ain't playing. 692 00:36:48,833 --> 00:36:51,628 (E laughs) 693 00:36:51,670 --> 00:36:54,255 (phone rings) 694 00:36:54,297 --> 00:36:55,006 Hello? 695 00:36:58,218 --> 00:37:00,470 Bitch, why the fuck is you calling here? 696 00:37:00,512 --> 00:37:02,305 I told you I'd be over there later. 697 00:37:04,432 --> 00:37:07,519 Look, don't call this goddamn house no more. 698 00:37:07,560 --> 00:37:08,269 Bye. 699 00:37:11,731 --> 00:37:13,149 - Uh, who was that? 700 00:37:13,191 --> 00:37:14,943 - What are you talking about? Nobody. 701 00:37:16,027 --> 00:37:17,654 - Why are you lying to me? 702 00:37:17,696 --> 00:37:18,947 - Whoa, whoa, whoa, hold up. 703 00:37:18,988 --> 00:37:20,365 Who the fuck is you talking to like that? 704 00:37:20,407 --> 00:37:22,450 You just blew my whole goddamn day. 705 00:37:23,618 --> 00:37:24,994 I'm getting in the shower. 706 00:37:27,580 --> 00:37:28,373 - E? 707 00:37:29,916 --> 00:37:30,959 - I don't have time for all this, man. 708 00:37:31,001 --> 00:37:32,168 - [Roslyn] E? 709 00:37:32,210 --> 00:37:34,170 - What? - Who was that on the phone? 710 00:37:34,212 --> 00:37:35,338 - Listen, I got to take a shower. 711 00:37:35,380 --> 00:37:36,589 We gonna talk when I come out. 712 00:37:36,631 --> 00:37:39,384 - I wanna talk about this right now. 713 00:37:39,426 --> 00:37:40,468 - So you're just going to watch me take a shower? 714 00:37:40,510 --> 00:37:41,845 - Maybe. 715 00:37:41,886 --> 00:37:43,471 - All right, suit yourself. 716 00:37:43,513 --> 00:37:45,140 - So you're not going to answer my question? 717 00:37:46,391 --> 00:37:48,476 - Ros, I don't know what you're talking about. 718 00:37:48,518 --> 00:37:49,477 - See, I know you're lying to me 719 00:37:49,519 --> 00:37:50,729 and I know it was one of those 720 00:37:50,770 --> 00:37:52,981 fucking bitches calling your phone. 721 00:37:54,357 --> 00:37:55,483 - Who the fuck is you talking to like that? 722 00:37:55,525 --> 00:37:56,443 (hits) (grunts) 723 00:37:56,484 --> 00:38:01,406 (Roslyn gasps) (whimpers) 724 00:38:01,448 --> 00:38:02,532 Baby. 725 00:38:02,574 --> 00:38:03,533 - [Roslyn] After that, I knew I needed 726 00:38:03,575 --> 00:38:05,577 to get out of this relationship, 727 00:38:05,618 --> 00:38:08,413 but I just couldn't bring myself to do it. 728 00:38:08,455 --> 00:38:11,041 (hip hop music) 729 00:38:15,837 --> 00:38:17,464 - E, man, I been waiting on you all day, man. 730 00:38:17,505 --> 00:38:18,506 Where you been, man? 731 00:38:18,548 --> 00:38:19,466 - Out there. Crazy. 732 00:38:19,507 --> 00:38:21,217 - Yeah? What you got man? 733 00:38:22,344 --> 00:38:24,971 (hip hop music) (indistinct chattering) 734 00:38:25,013 --> 00:38:25,930 - Yeah I feel you. - I waited for you. 735 00:38:25,972 --> 00:38:27,349 Let me get another rock. - No. 736 00:38:27,390 --> 00:38:29,434 - Come on, this time, come on man. 737 00:38:29,476 --> 00:38:30,685 - Go on. - Come on, E, damn. 738 00:38:32,312 --> 00:38:34,105 - [Roslyn] I was intrigued by the fast money 739 00:38:34,147 --> 00:38:37,400 so it wasn't long before I started selling drugs too. 740 00:38:37,442 --> 00:38:40,528 But the funny thing is I would shortstop his customers 741 00:38:40,570 --> 00:38:43,114 and then he found out about I was selling drugs, 742 00:38:43,156 --> 00:38:45,325 so we ended up going half on a package. 743 00:38:46,785 --> 00:38:48,453 We started getting so much money, 744 00:38:48,495 --> 00:38:49,621 we decided it was time for us 745 00:38:49,662 --> 00:38:52,123 to hit 95 south heading to Miami. 746 00:38:53,500 --> 00:38:57,671 (upbeat percussive Spanish music) 747 00:39:11,559 --> 00:39:13,311 - Roslyn. 748 00:39:13,353 --> 00:39:14,688 Glad you made it. 749 00:39:14,729 --> 00:39:16,398 - Thank you for the invitation. 750 00:39:16,439 --> 00:39:17,691 - Any time. 751 00:39:17,732 --> 00:39:18,441 Girls, go. 752 00:39:23,405 --> 00:39:24,447 Have a seat. 753 00:39:25,740 --> 00:39:27,117 Make yourself comfortable. 754 00:39:31,955 --> 00:39:32,747 Gracias. 755 00:39:38,169 --> 00:39:39,629 So you're gonna taste it? 756 00:39:39,671 --> 00:39:40,380 Come. 757 00:39:42,507 --> 00:39:46,594 (upbeat percussive Spanish music) 758 00:39:51,599 --> 00:39:53,518 - That's some grade A. 759 00:39:53,560 --> 00:39:54,519 - It's good shit. 760 00:39:56,438 --> 00:39:59,315 - [Roslyn] We started buying cars like they were toys. 761 00:40:08,199 --> 00:40:10,994 (insects buzzing) 762 00:40:20,503 --> 00:40:22,547 (E laughs) 763 00:40:24,674 --> 00:40:26,676 I was so busy with my mind on my money 764 00:40:26,718 --> 00:40:29,095 and my money on my mind that I wasn't even 765 00:40:29,137 --> 00:40:31,222 paying attention to E cheating behind. 766 00:40:35,560 --> 00:40:38,355 (Roslyn grumbles) 767 00:40:44,569 --> 00:40:46,488 (banging) 768 00:40:48,823 --> 00:40:51,659 You bring your tired tail out here. 769 00:40:54,496 --> 00:40:55,955 What's up? - Hey, what's up, baby? 770 00:40:55,997 --> 00:40:57,540 - What, you didn't think I was gonna find out about this? 771 00:40:57,582 --> 00:40:59,626 - No, no, everything is cool. - Who the hell is that? 772 00:40:59,668 --> 00:41:01,336 - Go get high. 773 00:41:01,378 --> 00:41:02,754 - Hold on, hold on. - With you cheap ass dress. 774 00:41:02,796 --> 00:41:04,589 - What the fuck is you doin'? 775 00:41:04,631 --> 00:41:05,548 - What the hell is wrong with you, E? 776 00:41:05,590 --> 00:41:06,466 - You're crazy. 777 00:41:06,508 --> 00:41:09,636 - Go get your shit and let's go. 778 00:41:11,096 --> 00:41:12,597 - I'm not coming home now. - Go get your shit. 779 00:41:12,639 --> 00:41:14,516 - I'm not coming home now. 780 00:41:14,557 --> 00:41:16,476 I'll see your ass later. 781 00:41:19,562 --> 00:41:21,606 (Roslyn grunts) 782 00:41:21,648 --> 00:41:26,611 (tense percussive music) (insects buzzing) 783 00:41:33,535 --> 00:41:36,371 (car starts up) 784 00:41:41,626 --> 00:41:46,589 (tense percussive music) (insects buzzing) 785 00:42:02,647 --> 00:42:04,733 (knocks) 786 00:42:07,777 --> 00:42:10,196 (tense percussive music) 787 00:42:10,238 --> 00:42:10,989 - [Man] What are you talkin' about? 788 00:42:11,031 --> 00:42:12,240 - Listen, I need a gun. 789 00:42:12,282 --> 00:42:13,616 Somebody's trying to rob E. - What? 790 00:42:13,658 --> 00:42:14,701 - I need a gun, quick. 791 00:42:16,786 --> 00:42:20,040 (tense percussive music) 792 00:42:21,374 --> 00:42:22,167 - Here. 793 00:42:24,461 --> 00:42:26,421 You bring that back now! 794 00:42:28,173 --> 00:42:31,718 (tense percussive music) 795 00:42:38,767 --> 00:42:40,268 - Man, get your sleepy ass in the car, 796 00:42:40,310 --> 00:42:41,519 take me to the liquor store. 797 00:42:42,645 --> 00:42:45,899 I need to get my eat on. (car starts up) 798 00:42:49,944 --> 00:42:51,446 - What's up? What are you doing? 799 00:42:51,488 --> 00:42:52,614 What the fuck... 800 00:42:52,655 --> 00:42:53,698 (tires skid) 801 00:42:53,740 --> 00:42:56,117 (gun clicks) 802 00:42:58,870 --> 00:42:59,621 This... 803 00:43:01,748 --> 00:43:05,126 (tense percussive music) 804 00:43:05,960 --> 00:43:08,463 (tires skid) 805 00:43:19,849 --> 00:43:24,854 No wait, hold on, hold on. What are you doin', Ros? 806 00:43:24,896 --> 00:43:28,316 (tense percussive music) 807 00:43:29,901 --> 00:43:32,362 - Let me have that gun, Ros. 808 00:43:32,404 --> 00:43:33,780 Look around. 809 00:43:33,822 --> 00:43:34,864 Look around. 810 00:43:36,991 --> 00:43:38,827 He is not worth spending the rest 811 00:43:38,868 --> 00:43:40,370 of your life in prison for. 812 00:43:43,832 --> 00:43:47,293 (Roslyn sobs) (speaks indistinctly) 813 00:43:47,335 --> 00:43:49,045 - I'm not taking this shit no more. 814 00:43:52,841 --> 00:43:55,176 - Whoa, come on. - I don't deserve this shit. 815 00:43:55,218 --> 00:43:57,512 - So what, you gonna shoot me? 816 00:43:57,554 --> 00:43:59,889 Come on, think about this. Think. 817 00:43:59,931 --> 00:44:01,224 Think about yourself. 818 00:44:01,266 --> 00:44:03,768 Think about your girls. Think about the girls. 819 00:44:03,810 --> 00:44:05,145 Huh? 820 00:44:05,186 --> 00:44:06,730 How are you gonna explain this shit to them? Huh? 821 00:44:09,065 --> 00:44:10,150 You really want to watch your girls 822 00:44:10,191 --> 00:44:11,526 grow up from behind bars? 823 00:44:12,861 --> 00:44:13,695 Come on, Ros. 824 00:44:15,155 --> 00:44:15,947 Think. 825 00:44:18,116 --> 00:44:21,745 (tense, melancholy music) 826 00:44:25,331 --> 00:44:27,542 Let me have that gun back. 827 00:44:28,460 --> 00:44:31,796 (tense, melancholy music) 828 00:44:34,591 --> 00:44:35,884 - [Roslyn] He was on his best behavior 829 00:44:35,925 --> 00:44:37,594 for a while after that. 830 00:44:37,635 --> 00:44:39,804 I guess I showed him that I can be crazy, too. 831 00:44:41,389 --> 00:44:44,809 Everything went back to normal after a while though. 832 00:44:44,851 --> 00:44:46,227 * Street bounce * 833 00:44:46,269 --> 00:44:48,605 * Said it's a boogie street bounce, street bounce * 834 00:44:48,646 --> 00:44:51,232 * You know you've been waiting * 835 00:44:51,274 --> 00:44:52,984 * For the boogie street bounce * 836 00:44:53,026 --> 00:44:55,028 * Okay, okay * 837 00:44:55,070 --> 00:44:57,947 * That's how we do it, how we do it like that * 838 00:44:57,989 --> 00:44:59,324 - Somebody need to sign them ASAP. 839 00:44:59,366 --> 00:45:00,784 Them boys no joke. 840 00:45:00,825 --> 00:45:02,452 - I hope so. 841 00:45:02,494 --> 00:45:04,913 You and I both know if they don't get signed, 842 00:45:04,954 --> 00:45:06,331 they gonna end up doin' what we do. 843 00:45:06,373 --> 00:45:07,624 - For real. 844 00:45:07,665 --> 00:45:09,417 And we don't need no more competition. 845 00:45:09,459 --> 00:45:10,752 (Roslyn laughs) 846 00:45:10,794 --> 00:45:13,088 * I'm here to set this party * 847 00:45:13,129 --> 00:45:15,674 * Set this party off * 848 00:45:15,715 --> 00:45:18,134 * So let's get it started * 849 00:45:18,176 --> 00:45:19,219 - More money. 850 00:45:20,428 --> 00:45:22,597 What's good, man? How you? 851 00:45:22,639 --> 00:45:23,390 What's going on? You coming to get that? 852 00:45:23,431 --> 00:45:24,849 - Yeah, yeah. 853 00:45:24,891 --> 00:45:25,767 (man mumbles) 854 00:45:25,809 --> 00:45:26,851 - Oh that's, see, I told you 855 00:45:26,893 --> 00:45:29,604 I'm trying to get on your level. 856 00:45:29,646 --> 00:45:30,522 - [Man] Appreciate it. 857 00:45:30,563 --> 00:45:31,439 - All right, take it easy. 858 00:45:31,481 --> 00:45:32,357 - Aye man, hit my pager, man. 859 00:45:33,400 --> 00:45:34,693 Yo, here come 5-0. 860 00:45:34,734 --> 00:45:36,027 - Shit. 861 00:45:36,069 --> 00:45:37,278 - Good? You got more work on you? 862 00:45:40,115 --> 00:45:41,408 - I'm good now. 863 00:45:46,204 --> 00:45:49,624 (police radio chatter) 864 00:45:50,583 --> 00:45:52,210 - So what y'all doin' out here? 865 00:45:52,252 --> 00:45:54,004 - Man, we just chillin'. - Is that right? 866 00:45:54,045 --> 00:45:55,547 - Yeah. - Well we just got 867 00:45:55,588 --> 00:45:57,507 a phone call that said someone out here just pulled 868 00:45:57,549 --> 00:45:58,508 out a gun on someone. 869 00:45:58,550 --> 00:45:59,843 Any truth to that story? 870 00:45:59,884 --> 00:46:01,928 - Sounds like you have a prank caller, officer. 871 00:46:01,970 --> 00:46:03,179 I think you're better off trying to find 872 00:46:03,221 --> 00:46:04,681 who's wasting the city's money and resources 873 00:46:04,723 --> 00:46:06,516 by sending you out here for no reason. 874 00:46:08,268 --> 00:46:11,146 - I'm gonna need to see both of y'alls license. 875 00:46:11,187 --> 00:46:14,399 - My license is in my purse 876 00:46:14,441 --> 00:46:17,360 that's in the car you need a warrant to search for. 877 00:46:19,154 --> 00:46:20,071 - Well go get it. 878 00:46:23,533 --> 00:46:25,368 - Watch your mouth. 879 00:46:25,410 --> 00:46:27,537 (police radio chatter) 880 00:46:27,579 --> 00:46:28,955 - Whoa, whoa, whoa. 881 00:46:30,165 --> 00:46:32,125 - Man, you said you need our license, right? 882 00:46:32,167 --> 00:46:33,960 - Well, my license is in my wallet 883 00:46:34,002 --> 00:46:35,462 and my wallet is in my back pocket. 884 00:46:37,422 --> 00:46:38,173 - All right. 885 00:46:42,010 --> 00:46:45,096 (police radio chatter) 886 00:46:47,849 --> 00:46:49,476 Don't move. 887 00:46:49,517 --> 00:46:50,894 - Can I put my wallet away? 888 00:47:05,992 --> 00:47:07,952 - Roslyn Davis? - Yes. 889 00:47:07,994 --> 00:47:09,079 - Go ahead and turn around, 890 00:47:09,120 --> 00:47:10,080 put your hands behind your back there. 891 00:47:10,121 --> 00:47:10,997 - What? - Step back, step back. 892 00:47:11,039 --> 00:47:11,956 - [Man] Yo, what y'all doin'? 893 00:47:15,001 --> 00:47:16,127 - Just don't move, all right? 894 00:47:16,169 --> 00:47:17,420 - [Man] All right. 895 00:47:17,462 --> 00:47:20,048 Ros, I'ma call E. Don't even worry. 896 00:47:20,090 --> 00:47:22,634 We're gonna bond you out in a minute. 897 00:47:22,676 --> 00:47:26,304 (police radio chatter) 898 00:47:26,346 --> 00:47:28,973 (car starts up) 899 00:47:30,850 --> 00:47:32,352 - Look at him. 900 00:47:32,394 --> 00:47:34,062 He gets on my nerves. 901 00:47:34,104 --> 00:47:35,355 Always chasing the skirt. 902 00:47:35,397 --> 00:47:37,774 I should have called the police on him instead. 903 00:47:40,318 --> 00:47:43,071 - [Roslyn] E ended up bailing me out with the quickness. 904 00:47:48,284 --> 00:47:50,495 (snoring) 905 00:47:57,669 --> 00:48:00,005 (keys jangle) 906 00:48:02,090 --> 00:48:05,510 (soft, melancholy music) 907 00:48:26,072 --> 00:48:29,242 (tense, dramatic music) 908 00:48:50,305 --> 00:48:55,310 (tense, dramatic music) (insects buzzing) 909 00:50:10,260 --> 00:50:15,265 (tense, dramatic music) (insects buzzing) 910 00:50:51,718 --> 00:50:54,429 - You're looking good today. 911 00:50:54,471 --> 00:50:56,681 - Why did you bring me here? 912 00:50:56,723 --> 00:50:57,390 To the swings? 913 00:51:00,226 --> 00:51:02,562 - My daughter got daycare like two blocks over. 914 00:51:02,604 --> 00:51:03,229 - Oh, okay. 915 00:51:06,816 --> 00:51:08,651 (sighs) 916 00:51:08,693 --> 00:51:09,944 You can't go down just a little bit on that 917 00:51:09,986 --> 00:51:12,197 13,500 for a half a brick? 918 00:51:12,238 --> 00:51:14,032 - If I gave it to you for any less than that 919 00:51:14,074 --> 00:51:15,241 I would be losing money. 920 00:51:17,827 --> 00:51:20,205 - You drive a hard bargain, baby. 921 00:51:20,246 --> 00:51:21,790 - I want to be like you when I grow up. 922 00:51:21,831 --> 00:51:24,042 (laughs) 923 00:51:24,084 --> 00:51:24,793 - Girl, stop. 924 00:51:27,045 --> 00:51:27,837 Anyway... 925 00:51:28,672 --> 00:51:30,298 Where's your man at? 926 00:51:30,340 --> 00:51:32,759 - I don't know. He's probably at some chick's house. 927 00:51:34,135 --> 00:51:36,054 Typical weekday. 928 00:51:36,096 --> 00:51:37,931 - Why do you keep putting up with that? 929 00:51:39,265 --> 00:51:40,433 - I don't know. 930 00:51:44,354 --> 00:51:48,108 - You're too beautiful to go through that. 931 00:51:48,149 --> 00:51:49,359 - You'll probably be in there 932 00:51:49,401 --> 00:51:50,985 flirting with the ladies that work there. 933 00:51:52,278 --> 00:51:55,115 - Remember what I told you. - Cut it out. 934 00:51:56,366 --> 00:51:57,117 - I'm serious. 935 00:51:59,661 --> 00:52:02,247 (tense music) 936 00:52:26,229 --> 00:52:27,397 - E. 937 00:52:27,439 --> 00:52:29,274 - What's up? - What are you doing here? 938 00:52:29,315 --> 00:52:30,191 (E chuckles) 939 00:52:30,233 --> 00:52:31,276 - What you been doing all day? 940 00:52:32,235 --> 00:52:33,319 - I've been making runs. 941 00:52:33,361 --> 00:52:34,404 - Oh, making runs, huh? 942 00:52:34,446 --> 00:52:35,530 - That's what I said. 943 00:52:38,199 --> 00:52:39,284 - Why don't you do me a favor 944 00:52:39,325 --> 00:52:40,493 and hop in your car and follow me? 945 00:52:41,995 --> 00:52:42,787 - Fine. 946 00:52:48,460 --> 00:52:53,423 (tense music) (insects buzzing) 947 00:53:05,685 --> 00:53:10,690 (door slams) (Roslyn scoffs) 948 00:53:12,233 --> 00:53:13,193 - You know, I ain't gonna ask you too many more questions. 949 00:53:13,234 --> 00:53:14,903 What was you doing all day? 950 00:53:14,944 --> 00:53:15,945 - I told you. 951 00:53:17,405 --> 00:53:18,448 I was making runs. 952 00:53:19,991 --> 00:53:22,243 You don't have to believe me if you don't want to. 953 00:53:26,581 --> 00:53:28,416 (Roslyn gasps) - I'ma ask you one more time. 954 00:53:28,458 --> 00:53:29,417 (Roslyn whimpers) 955 00:53:29,459 --> 00:53:30,126 Shut up! 956 00:53:31,044 --> 00:53:32,921 I'ma ask you one more time. 957 00:53:32,962 --> 00:53:34,839 What was you doing all day? 958 00:53:34,881 --> 00:53:37,342 - I was, I, I had to go, 959 00:53:37,384 --> 00:53:38,760 I had to go out with a friend. 960 00:53:38,802 --> 00:53:40,887 - And then what? - Nothing happened, I promise. 961 00:53:42,305 --> 00:53:44,182 - Shut up! 962 00:53:44,224 --> 00:53:46,393 - He was talking to me about his girlfriend. 963 00:53:47,769 --> 00:53:49,896 He has a girlfriend. - Okay. 964 00:53:49,938 --> 00:53:50,647 Okay. 965 00:53:51,815 --> 00:53:53,525 Well, I'm gonna tell you like this, 966 00:53:55,110 --> 00:53:57,654 I knew what you was at all day because I followed you 967 00:53:59,364 --> 00:54:01,491 and I know who you was with. 968 00:54:01,533 --> 00:54:02,951 And if I catch you with that bird again, 969 00:54:02,992 --> 00:54:04,869 I'ma kill both of y'all, do you understand? 970 00:54:04,911 --> 00:54:06,037 - Yes. 971 00:54:06,079 --> 00:54:07,372 - Do you understand? - Yes, yes. 972 00:54:07,414 --> 00:54:08,873 - Now, I gotta make a run. 973 00:54:08,915 --> 00:54:09,666 I'll be back. 974 00:54:10,750 --> 00:54:11,918 Now you get yourself in the house 975 00:54:11,960 --> 00:54:13,211 and you clean yourself up. 976 00:54:14,587 --> 00:54:17,298 Hurry up! (Roslyn sobbing) 977 00:54:17,340 --> 00:54:18,967 - [Roslyn] Oh my god. 978 00:54:22,178 --> 00:54:25,348 (tense, dramatic music) 979 00:54:29,019 --> 00:54:31,354 (sniffles) 980 00:54:35,442 --> 00:54:40,488 (soft, melancholy music) (Roslyn sobbing) 981 00:55:19,736 --> 00:55:21,363 - I can't do this. 982 00:55:22,155 --> 00:55:24,157 I can't do this no more. 983 00:55:25,575 --> 00:55:27,369 I just can't do this. 984 00:55:30,622 --> 00:55:34,125 (soft, melancholy music) 985 00:55:43,551 --> 00:55:45,095 - You ain't gonna be able to do that, B. 986 00:55:45,136 --> 00:55:48,223 Every time? Every time it's another female? 987 00:55:48,264 --> 00:55:49,599 (E mumbles) - Hell no. 988 00:55:49,641 --> 00:55:50,475 - Yo. 989 00:55:50,517 --> 00:55:52,102 Yo. 990 00:55:52,143 --> 00:55:52,811 Who you? 991 00:55:54,396 --> 00:55:55,480 - What the fuck you mean, my nigga? 992 00:55:55,522 --> 00:55:56,272 You was with my peoples. 993 00:55:57,482 --> 00:55:59,651 - I was with a lot of people today. 994 00:55:59,693 --> 00:56:00,652 - Roslyn, nigga! 995 00:56:04,531 --> 00:56:05,323 - My money good. 996 00:56:06,282 --> 00:56:07,242 So what's the problem? 997 00:56:08,451 --> 00:56:11,329 - Stay away from my motherfuckin' girl. 998 00:56:12,831 --> 00:56:15,417 (hip hop music) 999 00:56:22,007 --> 00:56:25,719 Look, I know we've been through a lot. 1000 00:56:25,760 --> 00:56:28,138 I made a lot of mistakes and I'm sorry for that, 1001 00:56:29,431 --> 00:56:32,642 but I'm ready to take things to the next level. 1002 00:56:34,394 --> 00:56:36,479 I want to spend the rest of my life with you. 1003 00:56:38,273 --> 00:56:41,317 - [Roslyn] At one point, E even proposed to me. 1004 00:56:47,282 --> 00:56:48,742 - Will you marry me? 1005 00:56:48,783 --> 00:56:49,951 - But I was still hurt. 1006 00:56:51,244 --> 00:56:52,746 No. 1007 00:56:52,787 --> 00:56:55,040 And saying yes would only make matters worse. 1008 00:57:01,546 --> 00:57:03,673 One day I was called in by Maitland detectives 1009 00:57:03,715 --> 00:57:06,676 to do a handwriting analysis. - Ros, right? 1010 00:57:06,718 --> 00:57:07,802 - Is this your first day? 1011 00:57:07,844 --> 00:57:10,805 - I ask the questions. Ros, right? 1012 00:57:10,847 --> 00:57:12,891 - Roslyn Davis. 1013 00:57:12,932 --> 00:57:14,517 - Okay, Roslyn. 1014 00:57:14,559 --> 00:57:16,519 - Davis. - Davis. 1015 00:57:17,520 --> 00:57:18,480 (detective chuckles) 1016 00:57:18,521 --> 00:57:19,731 Well, I'm Detective Johnson. 1017 00:57:19,773 --> 00:57:21,941 - Congratulations. Why are you wasting my time? 1018 00:57:21,983 --> 00:57:24,611 - And this is my partner Detective Spears. 1019 00:57:24,652 --> 00:57:25,362 - Long time. 1020 00:57:26,488 --> 00:57:27,614 (Detective Johnson chuckles) 1021 00:57:27,655 --> 00:57:29,657 It's only been a week. - Same time. 1022 00:57:31,534 --> 00:57:33,203 - Same outfit. 1023 00:57:33,244 --> 00:57:33,912 Write. 1024 00:57:35,121 --> 00:57:37,707 - So listen, this is how this is going to go, 1025 00:57:37,749 --> 00:57:41,336 if we ask you to any questions, you answer 'em. 1026 00:57:41,378 --> 00:57:45,173 If we ask you to do something, you do it. 1027 00:57:45,215 --> 00:57:46,174 Understood? 1028 00:57:46,216 --> 00:57:47,550 - Okay well I'm gonna start off 1029 00:57:47,592 --> 00:57:49,886 writing the ethical conduct. - Write whatever you want. 1030 00:57:49,928 --> 00:57:52,013 - And we can go from there. - Smart mouth. 1031 00:57:53,306 --> 00:57:54,140 - [Detective Spears] Switch it up. 1032 00:57:54,182 --> 00:57:55,517 Use your right hand. 1033 00:57:55,558 --> 00:57:56,685 I know you've done that before. 1034 00:57:56,726 --> 00:57:58,687 Use your right hand. - Use my other hand? 1035 00:57:58,728 --> 00:58:00,522 - [Detective Spears] Yes. 1036 00:58:00,563 --> 00:58:01,773 - You've been to jail, right? 1037 00:58:01,815 --> 00:58:02,691 (Roslyn mumbles) 1038 00:58:02,732 --> 00:58:03,608 - [Detective Spears] Oh yeah. 1039 00:58:03,650 --> 00:58:05,193 - Have I been locked up before? 1040 00:58:05,235 --> 00:58:06,528 - That's what I said. - This is her second home. 1041 00:58:06,569 --> 00:58:08,488 - Is she training? - Have you been to jail? 1042 00:58:08,530 --> 00:58:09,614 - Still smart. - Wasting my time. 1043 00:58:09,656 --> 00:58:11,116 - Okay. - And my taxes. 1044 00:58:11,157 --> 00:58:12,409 - Okay. 1045 00:58:12,450 --> 00:58:13,618 - [Detective Spears] That's good. 1046 00:58:14,703 --> 00:58:17,080 (tense music) 1047 00:58:20,750 --> 00:58:24,254 - You know what? You need to stop playing games. 1048 00:58:24,295 --> 00:58:26,423 Everybody knows why you're here. 1049 00:58:26,464 --> 00:58:27,549 So just tell the truth. 1050 00:58:27,590 --> 00:58:30,051 - And you can stop wasting my time 1051 00:58:30,093 --> 00:58:31,511 and stop wasting your time. 1052 00:58:31,553 --> 00:58:32,637 - No, you're wasting the time. 1053 00:58:32,679 --> 00:58:34,681 - Stop wasting my taxes. 1054 00:58:34,723 --> 00:58:35,890 - You're wasting our time. 1055 00:58:35,932 --> 00:58:37,726 - [Roslyn] On that government funded hair. 1056 00:58:37,767 --> 00:58:40,562 (Detective Johnson laughs) 1057 00:58:40,603 --> 00:58:43,398 (tense, dramatic music) 1058 00:58:43,440 --> 00:58:46,484 (pad slams) 1059 00:58:46,526 --> 00:58:48,737 - We'll be seeing you real soon. 1060 00:58:48,778 --> 00:58:49,487 Real soon. 1061 00:58:50,989 --> 00:58:53,616 (tense music) 1062 00:59:04,044 --> 00:59:06,338 (knocking) 1063 00:59:09,090 --> 00:59:10,091 - What? 1064 00:59:10,133 --> 00:59:11,843 - Is Roslyn Davis home? - No. 1065 00:59:11,885 --> 00:59:13,803 - So you don't mind if we take a look around- 1066 00:59:13,845 --> 00:59:14,888 - Yeah, I do. 1067 00:59:14,929 --> 00:59:16,639 Okay? 1068 00:59:16,681 --> 00:59:18,099 - If you see her, ma'am, can you just give us a call? 1069 00:59:18,141 --> 00:59:19,768 - Yeah, fine. Thank you. 1070 00:59:22,937 --> 00:59:26,024 (inmates chattering) 1071 00:59:29,402 --> 00:59:30,779 - [Roslyn] After giving them a call 1072 00:59:30,820 --> 00:59:33,323 and agreeing to meet them at a secure location, 1073 00:59:33,365 --> 00:59:35,283 they arrested me and took me off to jail. 1074 00:59:36,826 --> 00:59:39,704 While in jail, I received a letter from an anonymous female 1075 00:59:39,746 --> 00:59:42,290 who was dating E telling me she's upset 1076 00:59:42,332 --> 00:59:45,251 because I ruined her Valentine's Day teddy bear 1077 00:59:45,293 --> 00:59:47,003 and how she was sleeping with him 1078 00:59:47,045 --> 00:59:48,421 and hanging out at our place 1079 00:59:48,463 --> 00:59:50,048 and wearing my clothes and jewelry 1080 00:59:50,090 --> 00:59:52,842 and naming all of my perfume on my dresser. 1081 00:59:52,884 --> 00:59:56,429 The most hurtful of all is that she was pregnant from E. 1082 00:59:56,471 --> 00:59:59,140 He proposed to me again after denying everything 1083 00:59:59,182 --> 01:00:01,601 and I said yes, thinking he would change, 1084 01:00:01,643 --> 01:00:03,353 but boy was I wrong. 1085 01:00:04,646 --> 01:00:07,399 I ended up receiving 18 months in the Feds 1086 01:00:07,440 --> 01:00:09,192 and was released to a halfway house. 1087 01:00:09,234 --> 01:00:10,777 - [Woman] What are you doing? 1088 01:00:10,819 --> 01:00:12,904 - [Roslyn] I came to get my food voucher. 1089 01:00:12,946 --> 01:00:13,697 (woman scoffs) 1090 01:00:13,738 --> 01:00:15,365 - It's 3:02. 1091 01:00:15,407 --> 01:00:16,116 You're late. 1092 01:00:18,034 --> 01:00:19,619 - I know. 1093 01:00:19,661 --> 01:00:21,287 I was on the phone with my husband. 1094 01:00:21,329 --> 01:00:22,789 I was checking on my girls. 1095 01:00:22,831 --> 01:00:25,041 - Well, I guess they're more important 1096 01:00:25,083 --> 01:00:26,292 than your dinner tonight. 1097 01:00:28,420 --> 01:00:31,798 - Ms. J, can I please have that voucher? 1098 01:00:33,466 --> 01:00:36,970 - Do I look like I care anything about your begging, hm? 1099 01:00:38,763 --> 01:00:41,391 (tense music) 1100 01:00:53,987 --> 01:00:55,739 - One day coming home from work, 1101 01:00:55,780 --> 01:00:58,408 I caught Lady J searching my room again. 1102 01:00:59,826 --> 01:01:03,663 Lady J, why are you searching my room again today? 1103 01:01:03,705 --> 01:01:05,290 - Because I can. 1104 01:01:05,331 --> 01:01:07,042 - But the rules say you can't 1105 01:01:07,083 --> 01:01:08,918 have random searches every day. 1106 01:01:08,960 --> 01:01:10,754 - Rules? - Yes. 1107 01:01:10,795 --> 01:01:11,755 (Ms. J scoffs) 1108 01:01:11,796 --> 01:01:13,673 - I run this place. 1109 01:01:13,715 --> 01:01:15,633 So you know what that means, right? 1110 01:01:15,675 --> 01:01:17,052 I make the rules. 1111 01:01:17,093 --> 01:01:23,099 Girl, I am the rules, so I can do whatever I want to do, 1112 01:01:23,141 --> 01:01:26,394 whenever I want to do it because I've earned 1113 01:01:26,436 --> 01:01:27,395 the right to do that. 1114 01:01:31,900 --> 01:01:34,569 - I know what it is that you're trying to do, 1115 01:01:34,611 --> 01:01:35,820 so you can have me arrested. 1116 01:01:37,947 --> 01:01:39,491 But you're not even worth it. 1117 01:01:40,533 --> 01:01:41,534 But in the meantime, 1118 01:01:43,620 --> 01:01:47,499 I will be reporting you. (Ms. Jay laughs) 1119 01:01:47,540 --> 01:01:48,625 - Girl go ahead, honey. 1120 01:01:50,835 --> 01:01:53,129 (tense music) 1121 01:02:08,895 --> 01:02:10,939 (knocking) 1122 01:02:13,525 --> 01:02:15,902 (knocking) 1123 01:02:15,944 --> 01:02:16,653 - E. 1124 01:02:17,862 --> 01:02:19,155 E, go get the door. 1125 01:02:19,197 --> 01:02:21,741 (E grumbles) Go get the door. 1126 01:02:21,783 --> 01:02:22,617 Please. 1127 01:02:22,659 --> 01:02:25,912 - No, babe. 1128 01:02:25,954 --> 01:02:27,956 (knocking) 1129 01:02:33,503 --> 01:02:35,964 (Roslyn sighs) 1130 01:02:47,976 --> 01:02:50,311 (knocking) 1131 01:02:51,813 --> 01:02:54,983 (tense, dramatic music) 1132 01:02:57,902 --> 01:02:58,987 - E get up. 1133 01:02:59,029 --> 01:03:00,572 E, get up. 1134 01:03:00,613 --> 01:03:02,032 My PO is here. 1135 01:03:02,073 --> 01:03:03,074 Get up. 1136 01:03:03,116 --> 01:03:03,825 Get up. 1137 01:03:03,867 --> 01:03:04,743 - Yo, stop. 1138 01:03:04,784 --> 01:03:07,454 (E mumbles) - My PO is here. 1139 01:03:07,495 --> 01:03:10,415 (Roslyn scoffs) - E! 1140 01:03:11,374 --> 01:03:13,960 (tense music) 1141 01:03:16,671 --> 01:03:18,381 - What are you making all this noise for? 1142 01:03:18,423 --> 01:03:20,008 - My PO is here. 1143 01:03:20,050 --> 01:03:22,802 If she sees all of this, we're both going to jail. 1144 01:03:22,844 --> 01:03:24,137 - Aye, don't mess up my stuff. 1145 01:03:25,305 --> 01:03:26,973 - [Roslyn] Boy shut up and get that. 1146 01:03:27,015 --> 01:03:28,933 - [E] You're crazy, man. 1147 01:03:41,988 --> 01:03:42,906 - Roslyn Jones. How are you? 1148 01:03:42,947 --> 01:03:44,491 - [Roslyn] Good morning. 1149 01:03:44,532 --> 01:03:45,909 - May I come in? 1150 01:03:45,950 --> 01:03:47,786 - Um, yes, sure. 1151 01:03:48,620 --> 01:03:50,997 (tense music) 1152 01:03:57,170 --> 01:03:57,921 - What's that? 1153 01:03:59,881 --> 01:04:01,216 - Powdered sugar. 1154 01:04:01,257 --> 01:04:03,301 My husband was making coffee last night 1155 01:04:03,343 --> 01:04:04,844 and he forgot to clean it up. 1156 01:04:05,970 --> 01:04:07,681 - Powdered sugar, huh? - Yes. 1157 01:04:10,016 --> 01:04:12,394 (tense music) 1158 01:04:24,823 --> 01:04:27,075 My husband is in there sleeping. 1159 01:04:27,951 --> 01:04:30,704 And he likes to sleep naked. 1160 01:04:30,745 --> 01:04:35,625 - Well, I guess I'll have to check in there next time. 1161 01:04:35,667 --> 01:04:38,211 - That's probably a better idea. 1162 01:04:47,012 --> 01:04:48,346 - Do you have any questions for me? 1163 01:04:48,388 --> 01:04:49,597 - No, ma'am. 1164 01:04:49,639 --> 01:04:52,100 - All right, well, I guess I'll be on my way. 1165 01:04:52,142 --> 01:04:53,018 (PO chuckles) 1166 01:04:53,059 --> 01:04:54,811 I'll be seeing you on the 23rd. 1167 01:04:54,853 --> 01:04:55,895 - Yes. 1168 01:04:55,937 --> 01:04:56,646 23rd. 1169 01:05:02,569 --> 01:05:04,654 (Roslyn sighs) 1170 01:05:04,696 --> 01:05:08,825 (upbeat percussive Spanish music) 1171 01:05:14,998 --> 01:05:16,958 What is wrong with you? 1172 01:05:17,000 --> 01:05:19,127 You need to pay attention to your surroundings. 1173 01:05:21,254 --> 01:05:23,089 Stay out of your head. 1174 01:05:23,131 --> 01:05:24,299 - Girl you are trippin'. 1175 01:05:24,341 --> 01:05:26,426 Like you've been here a million times. 1176 01:05:26,468 --> 01:05:27,802 Why is this time different? 1177 01:05:29,554 --> 01:05:31,306 - I don't know. 1178 01:05:31,348 --> 01:05:32,599 Something just seems off. 1179 01:05:33,892 --> 01:05:36,603 - You're just mad 'cause E forgot your birthday. 1180 01:05:36,644 --> 01:05:37,645 - No, that's not it. 1181 01:05:38,938 --> 01:05:42,734 (men chattering indistinctly) 1182 01:05:44,277 --> 01:05:46,946 All right, don't look at nobody 1183 01:05:46,988 --> 01:05:48,573 and don't talk to nobody, all right? 1184 01:05:48,615 --> 01:05:50,158 Pay attention. 1185 01:05:50,200 --> 01:05:53,161 (men chattering indistinctly) 1186 01:05:53,203 --> 01:05:56,539 (tense, dramatic music) 1187 01:05:57,499 --> 01:05:58,541 (woman gasps) 1188 01:05:58,583 --> 01:05:59,626 - Yeah. - Want me to go get her? 1189 01:05:59,668 --> 01:06:01,211 - Where you goin', sis? - We're, uh- 1190 01:06:01,252 --> 01:06:02,921 - Where the wire? - What wire? 1191 01:06:02,962 --> 01:06:04,130 - You the police. - Listen to me, I don't- 1192 01:06:04,172 --> 01:06:04,881 - How do they know? - I don't know 1193 01:06:04,923 --> 01:06:06,091 what you're talking about. 1194 01:06:06,132 --> 01:06:08,218 I don't have a wire. - Where the money at? 1195 01:06:08,259 --> 01:06:09,636 - [Roslyn] Oh my god, please. 1196 01:06:09,678 --> 01:06:11,513 - Y'all good, y'all good. 1197 01:06:11,554 --> 01:06:14,182 (dramatic music) 1198 01:06:22,857 --> 01:06:27,195 (man speaking in foreign language) 1199 01:06:30,281 --> 01:06:31,366 - Excuse me. 1200 01:06:31,408 --> 01:06:32,117 Excuse me. 1201 01:06:33,410 --> 01:06:34,577 Listen. 1202 01:06:34,619 --> 01:06:35,912 Take my bag. 1203 01:06:35,954 --> 01:06:37,288 (Roslyn gasps) 1204 01:06:37,330 --> 01:06:39,249 - Who the fuck you playin' with? 1205 01:06:39,290 --> 01:06:41,918 You think I'm playin', huh? 1206 01:06:41,960 --> 01:06:44,170 You think you're too pretty to die? 1207 01:06:44,212 --> 01:06:44,879 Bathroom. 1208 01:06:46,047 --> 01:06:48,091 (kisses) 1209 01:06:48,133 --> 01:06:50,218 (man yells) 1210 01:06:52,429 --> 01:06:55,056 (tense music) 1211 01:06:57,058 --> 01:07:01,187 (upbeat Spanish music) 1212 01:07:01,229 --> 01:07:02,397 - I call the police. 1213 01:07:02,439 --> 01:07:03,982 Everything is gonna be all right. 1214 01:07:04,024 --> 01:07:04,733 You okay? 1215 01:07:06,234 --> 01:07:10,155 (man speaks in foreign language) 1216 01:07:16,327 --> 01:07:20,457 (sirens blaring in the distance) 1217 01:07:24,127 --> 01:07:26,421 - [Roslyn] That was the last day I sold drugs. 1218 01:07:26,463 --> 01:07:30,091 I promised God and myself that my dealing days were over. 1219 01:07:32,052 --> 01:07:33,219 - You mad at me? 1220 01:07:34,429 --> 01:07:36,014 - [Roslyn] It was at that moment that I knew 1221 01:07:36,056 --> 01:07:37,599 I had to turn my life around. 1222 01:07:39,142 --> 01:07:42,312 - And rather than owning up to what you've done as a man, 1223 01:07:42,354 --> 01:07:43,688 taking your medicine like a man, 1224 01:07:43,730 --> 01:07:45,023 you decide to be a rat. 1225 01:07:46,274 --> 01:07:48,610 A snitch, a stool pigeon. 1226 01:07:50,320 --> 01:07:53,281 I mean, it's not like it's my first time seeing it, 1227 01:07:53,323 --> 01:07:55,450 but this is my first time seeing someone 1228 01:07:55,492 --> 01:08:00,205 willing to sell out they woman to save his own hide. 1229 01:08:00,246 --> 01:08:01,873 It's pretty cowardly. 1230 01:08:01,915 --> 01:08:03,625 - Aye yo man, can we get on with this? 1231 01:08:09,214 --> 01:08:11,132 - Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa. 1232 01:08:11,174 --> 01:08:12,717 Ain't y'all missing somethin'? 1233 01:08:14,469 --> 01:08:16,179 - I'll be right back. 1234 01:08:18,056 --> 01:08:19,349 - [Roslyn] I ended up getting custody 1235 01:08:19,391 --> 01:08:21,226 of my daughters again. 1236 01:08:21,267 --> 01:08:24,646 We moved in a really nice apartment in a nice neighborhood. 1237 01:08:24,688 --> 01:08:27,107 I feel so bad for what I put them through, 1238 01:08:27,148 --> 01:08:29,609 from the foolish and bad choices that I've made, 1239 01:08:29,651 --> 01:08:31,861 not being there for them as I should, 1240 01:08:31,903 --> 01:08:34,114 like my mom wasn't there for me, 1241 01:08:34,155 --> 01:08:36,741 forcing them to feel the same pain that I felt 1242 01:08:36,783 --> 01:08:38,910 not having a mother present. 1243 01:08:38,952 --> 01:08:41,287 Looking in the mirror at myself today, 1244 01:08:41,329 --> 01:08:43,748 it's amazing how many lessons we encounter 1245 01:08:43,790 --> 01:08:45,375 throughout our lifetime. 1246 01:08:45,417 --> 01:08:47,544 I've had my fair share of ups and downs, 1247 01:08:47,585 --> 01:08:49,421 even though I changed my life. 1248 01:08:49,462 --> 01:08:51,214 I thank God for loving me through it all 1249 01:08:51,256 --> 01:08:53,133 and never giving up on me, 1250 01:08:53,174 --> 01:08:55,468 even when I wanted to give up on myself. 1251 01:08:55,510 --> 01:08:58,888 Now I can stand tall. Now I can tell my story. 1252 01:09:01,141 --> 01:09:03,309 (soft music) 1253 01:09:24,831 --> 01:09:28,251 {\an8}* Everything happens for reasons * 1254 01:09:28,293 --> 01:09:33,173 * That's why I stay filled up * 1255 01:09:35,091 --> 01:09:39,220 * Frustrated with the times and seasons * 1256 01:09:39,262 --> 01:09:44,184 * Nothing ever changes * 1257 01:09:46,227 --> 01:09:48,355 * Taking the proper steps * 1258 01:09:48,396 --> 01:09:50,398 * Trying to balance it all * 1259 01:09:50,440 --> 01:09:55,403 * Don't fall, don't fall, don't fall, don't fall * 1260 01:09:58,531 --> 01:10:02,952 * Keeping my head real high so I can still touch the sky * 1261 01:10:02,994 --> 01:10:07,332 * But you don't know what's inside * 1262 01:10:09,709 --> 01:10:11,961 * You don't really know me * * You don't know me * 1263 01:10:12,003 --> 01:10:14,339 * You don't know what I feel * * You don't know me * 1264 01:10:14,381 --> 01:10:16,758 * You don't really know I go through * 1265 01:10:16,800 --> 01:10:21,429 * You don't, you don't, you don't, you don't * 1266 01:10:21,471 --> 01:10:23,723 * You don't really know me * * You don't know me * 1267 01:10:23,765 --> 01:10:26,226 * You don't know what I feel * * You don't know me * 1268 01:10:26,267 --> 01:10:28,937 * You don't really know what I go through * 1269 01:10:28,978 --> 01:10:32,315 * I-I-I * 1270 01:10:32,357 --> 01:10:34,317 * I * 1271 01:10:34,359 --> 01:10:38,113 * Do I have any real friends * 1272 01:10:38,154 --> 01:10:42,450 * Or are they all just here for now * 1273 01:10:42,492 --> 01:10:45,537 * For now * 1274 01:10:45,578 --> 01:10:49,416 * Is there any particular reason * 1275 01:10:49,457 --> 01:10:52,711 * People stay when they should get out * 1276 01:10:52,752 --> 01:10:55,922 * Out, out * 1277 01:10:55,964 --> 01:10:59,009 * I'm taking the proper steps * 1278 01:10:59,050 --> 01:11:01,011 * Trying to balance it all * 1279 01:11:01,052 --> 01:11:05,849 * Don't fall, don't fall, don't fall, don't fall *