1 00:00:55,522 --> 00:00:59,358 It's just the heat. That's all. 2 00:01:00,527 --> 00:01:02,594 You want me to stop? I can stop. 3 00:01:02,596 --> 00:01:05,230 No, I think I just gotta get my pills. 4 00:01:19,612 --> 00:01:21,580 Oh, pull over. 5 00:01:33,626 --> 00:01:35,427 Alright, Scarlett. 6 00:02:25,478 --> 00:02:28,547 "The charm of yesterday, the convenience of tomorrow." 7 00:02:28,549 --> 00:02:31,550 Shit. I mean, it's so wrong, it's right. 8 00:02:35,688 --> 00:02:38,290 -You seem to be feeling better. -Yeah, brand new. 9 00:02:38,292 --> 00:02:40,459 I think I puked it all out. 10 00:02:44,564 --> 00:02:46,465 God, where the hell are we? 11 00:02:46,467 --> 00:02:49,668 I don't know. Some old town like a million others. 12 00:02:54,440 --> 00:02:56,708 I swear I've been here before. 13 00:02:56,710 --> 00:02:59,778 This place? No. All these old towns look the same. 14 00:02:59,780 --> 00:03:02,481 Oh, like this place? No way. 15 00:03:16,262 --> 00:03:20,432 Whoa. I wonder what the rooms are like. 16 00:03:20,434 --> 00:03:23,502 Tiny bathrooms and musty carpet. 17 00:03:23,504 --> 00:03:25,537 If you're feeling better, we should really get going. 18 00:03:25,539 --> 00:03:29,274 What? We can't not stay here. 19 00:03:29,276 --> 00:03:30,809 You go get the bags... 20 00:03:32,479 --> 00:03:33,912 ...and I'll get us a room. 21 00:03:37,350 --> 00:03:39,218 We're on the end. 22 00:04:00,773 --> 00:04:02,808 What the fuck? 23 00:04:02,810 --> 00:04:04,276 What? 24 00:04:04,278 --> 00:04:05,978 There's mud in the bathtub. 25 00:04:05,980 --> 00:04:08,814 You're not gonna take a bath, are you? 26 00:04:10,016 --> 00:04:12,251 I guess I wasn't, no. 27 00:04:12,253 --> 00:04:14,720 Well, then don't worry about it. I like this room. 28 00:04:14,722 --> 00:04:17,389 -You do? -I got a surprise for us. 29 00:04:19,392 --> 00:04:20,859 Where'd you get that? 30 00:04:20,861 --> 00:04:22,361 Front desk runs little concessions. 31 00:04:22,363 --> 00:04:24,563 Strictly on the downlow. 32 00:04:24,565 --> 00:04:25,897 And those are? 33 00:04:25,899 --> 00:04:28,867 Southwest shot glasses. 34 00:04:30,470 --> 00:04:32,537 Muy auténtico. 35 00:04:32,539 --> 00:04:35,807 Nice. But didn't you leave lunch by the side of the road? 36 00:04:35,809 --> 00:04:38,644 It's old news. I think it was just a passing thing. 37 00:04:38,646 --> 00:04:40,946 -Cheers. -Cheers. 38 00:04:49,422 --> 00:04:51,723 Ah! 39 00:04:53,393 --> 00:04:54,993 So now what? 40 00:04:59,599 --> 00:05:02,601 What is the worst thing that you've ever done? 41 00:05:03,469 --> 00:05:05,037 -Truth or dare? -Sure. 42 00:05:05,039 --> 00:05:07,639 Like, the meanest, most rotten, horrible, dirtiest, 43 00:05:07,641 --> 00:05:10,942 dishonorable, despicable thing that you've ever done. 44 00:05:10,944 --> 00:05:14,379 I took the five finger discount on these back in Santa fe. 45 00:05:14,381 --> 00:05:17,716 --Is that not what you meant? 46 00:05:17,718 --> 00:05:20,385 -What about you? -What? 47 00:05:22,355 --> 00:05:23,922 What's the worst thing you've ever done? 48 00:05:23,924 --> 00:05:26,391 -Seriously? -Yeah. 49 00:05:30,897 --> 00:05:34,466 My mum's sister, Polly, 50 00:05:34,468 --> 00:05:36,401 died in a car accident when I was really young 51 00:05:36,403 --> 00:05:40,539 and her son Wayne was in the car with her but didn't die. He... 52 00:05:40,541 --> 00:05:42,507 He kind of turned into this vegetable. 53 00:05:42,509 --> 00:05:48,647 So... Wayne kind of became my doll. 54 00:05:48,649 --> 00:05:50,782 I would dress him up in my mom's clothes 55 00:05:50,784 --> 00:05:52,684 and plaster his face with make-up 56 00:05:52,686 --> 00:05:56,088 and I would put on these little plays with him as the star. 57 00:05:58,057 --> 00:06:00,459 I really shouldn't have been watching him, 58 00:06:00,461 --> 00:06:03,929 but I mean, there was, like, no one else. So... 59 00:06:03,931 --> 00:06:07,032 I mean, I was so young and he kind of sickened me. 60 00:06:07,034 --> 00:06:10,769 I mean, he smelt, particularly when he took a shit. 61 00:06:10,771 --> 00:06:15,374 He just constantly had this drool running down his face. 62 00:06:15,376 --> 00:06:20,779 So... I kind of started fucking with him. 63 00:06:23,583 --> 00:06:28,653 I drew a bull's-eye on his head with a red lipstick 64 00:06:28,655 --> 00:06:33,425 and I would throw soft fruit at him, like target practice. 65 00:06:33,427 --> 00:06:37,062 And when he shat himself I would just wheel him into a closet 66 00:06:37,064 --> 00:06:40,932 and leave him there all day until my mom came home. 67 00:06:42,602 --> 00:06:46,905 And I was, like, a girl interested in sex and boys. 68 00:06:49,475 --> 00:06:52,677 I would take off all of Wayne's clothes 69 00:06:52,679 --> 00:06:58,850 and, one day, I put peanut butter, like, all over 70 00:06:58,852 --> 00:07:01,686 and just let the dog come and lick it up. 71 00:07:01,688 --> 00:07:05,157 And then I would kind of jerk him off and watch him get hard. 72 00:07:07,693 --> 00:07:11,830 And... I mean, at the end of the day, 73 00:07:11,832 --> 00:07:14,866 he was covered with whatever i threw and I dumped on him, 74 00:07:14,868 --> 00:07:19,805 and I would just wheel him outside and just hose him down. 75 00:07:19,807 --> 00:07:21,206 And if it was raining, 76 00:07:21,208 --> 00:07:23,742 I would just leave him out there for hours. 77 00:07:29,849 --> 00:07:35,053 And then I would wash him sometimes in the kiddie pool. 78 00:07:36,589 --> 00:07:38,757 And I would just let him slip in the water 79 00:07:38,759 --> 00:07:42,060 until there were no bubbles or anything 80 00:07:42,062 --> 00:07:45,630 and his face would be, like, red and purple and... 81 00:07:47,800 --> 00:07:52,070 And then, you know, I would save him just at the right time. 82 00:07:55,942 --> 00:07:59,044 My mom had a boyfriend, this Gulf war vet, complete asshole. 83 00:07:59,046 --> 00:08:03,048 We were all watching TV one night and he mentioned how... 84 00:08:03,050 --> 00:08:06,685 Wayne was doing really weird things with his eyeballs. 85 00:08:08,654 --> 00:08:10,722 Wayne's dad was a marine. 86 00:08:12,225 --> 00:08:15,060 It turns out he was doing morse code with his eyes. 87 00:08:18,531 --> 00:08:23,635 He was saying, "sos, sos, sos, sos." 88 00:08:23,637 --> 00:08:27,072 I mean, over and over and over. 89 00:08:45,992 --> 00:08:49,160 Oh, my god. Do you see what I just did? 90 00:08:49,162 --> 00:08:52,130 That is the worst thing that I've ever done. 91 00:08:52,132 --> 00:08:54,699 Ah... oh. 92 00:08:56,202 --> 00:08:57,636 Let's go get a real drink. 93 00:08:57,638 --> 00:09:00,171 Yeah, let's get out of this room. 94 00:11:17,176 --> 00:11:19,844 It's a hard road we've got to travel. 95 00:11:19,846 --> 00:11:23,114 It's a road that is not fit for them 96 00:11:23,116 --> 00:11:25,350 who want to take the easiest route. 97 00:11:25,352 --> 00:11:28,319 Because the easiest route has been paved smooth 98 00:11:28,321 --> 00:11:32,190 by the tramplings of sin and perdition. 99 00:11:32,192 --> 00:11:35,827 No, the road we travel with Jesus is a road that's uneven. 100 00:11:35,829 --> 00:11:38,997 It's a road that's not to be chosen by its even-ness, 101 00:11:38,999 --> 00:11:41,700 by its length. It's a road that's chosen 102 00:11:41,702 --> 00:11:44,335 by virtue of its destination. 103 00:11:44,337 --> 00:11:46,104 Of where we're going. 104 00:11:46,106 --> 00:11:48,173 Of where we're all going. 105 00:11:52,945 --> 00:11:54,813 Scarlett? 106 00:11:56,282 --> 00:11:57,816 What are you doing? 107 00:11:57,818 --> 00:11:59,851 Did you turn on the TV? 108 00:12:07,493 --> 00:12:09,461 Are you crying? 109 00:12:12,131 --> 00:12:14,132 I thought I heard someone. 110 00:12:15,801 --> 00:12:17,836 I'm just hearing... 111 00:12:19,171 --> 00:12:20,872 Who? Who are you talking about? 112 00:12:20,874 --> 00:12:23,742 I heard someone talking to me in the room. 113 00:12:25,911 --> 00:12:28,046 There's no one in here. 114 00:12:29,915 --> 00:12:32,083 You're probably still sick, 115 00:12:32,085 --> 00:12:35,920 and all that Tequila, don't you think? 116 00:12:39,391 --> 00:12:41,392 Yeah. 117 00:12:41,394 --> 00:12:43,294 Come to bed. 118 00:12:44,797 --> 00:12:45,964 Ok. 119 00:13:10,556 --> 00:13:13,291 Hey! Was that you last night? 120 00:13:14,860 --> 00:13:16,327 You were looking up at our room. 121 00:13:21,133 --> 00:13:25,236 Hey, let's shake a tail. La is not gonna drive to us. 122 00:13:35,281 --> 00:13:37,816 How are you not hung over? 123 00:13:37,818 --> 00:13:42,086 Desrt air? Good genes? I don't know. 124 00:14:20,861 --> 00:14:22,894 They don't want you to know the truth. 125 00:14:22,896 --> 00:14:25,330 No, that fork-tongued speaker of calumny 126 00:14:25,332 --> 00:14:27,265 shall rassle you down... 127 00:14:27,267 --> 00:14:30,134 Check it out. You think that's the asshole who woke me up? 128 00:14:30,136 --> 00:14:32,170 Everything that you thought was rued shall recede! 129 00:14:32,172 --> 00:14:34,639 We shall be rassled down! 130 00:14:34,641 --> 00:14:37,242 The walls that keep you, the woman beside you... 131 00:14:37,244 --> 00:14:39,043 God, it's beautiful. 132 00:14:41,013 --> 00:14:42,380 Scarlett. 133 00:14:44,350 --> 00:14:45,884 -Scarlett? -Ah! 134 00:14:45,886 --> 00:14:47,886 Scarlett. 135 00:14:51,224 --> 00:14:53,558 -Can you turn around? -What? 136 00:14:53,560 --> 00:14:56,160 Stop the car! Stop! 137 00:15:02,235 --> 00:15:04,936 What is it? What's going on? 138 00:15:04,938 --> 00:15:07,038 I don't know, it's like I feel like I'm being crushed 139 00:15:07,040 --> 00:15:08,573 and then... 140 00:15:10,309 --> 00:15:13,678 ...like, then next I'm falling 1,000 feet from the sky. 141 00:15:13,680 --> 00:15:17,081 We... we need a doctor. 142 00:15:19,418 --> 00:15:22,220 I don't think there's a doctor for this. 143 00:15:22,222 --> 00:15:23,955 What do you mean? 144 00:15:26,592 --> 00:15:30,028 I think we just have to go back. 145 00:15:30,030 --> 00:15:32,463 What? Let's make it to the next town. 146 00:15:32,465 --> 00:15:35,400 No, the further away I get, the worse it gets. 147 00:15:37,136 --> 00:15:39,370 - Further-- 148 00:15:40,306 --> 00:15:41,973 shit. 149 00:15:43,709 --> 00:15:45,610 Please. 150 00:15:50,549 --> 00:15:53,017 Ok, I'm turning around. 151 00:16:19,979 --> 00:16:22,447 Isn't that the church from the TV? 152 00:16:22,449 --> 00:16:25,616 Go. Drive. 153 00:16:25,618 --> 00:16:27,151 Drive! Go! 154 00:16:43,102 --> 00:16:45,203 I'm sorry, ok? 155 00:16:46,271 --> 00:16:48,473 I don't know what to say. 156 00:17:01,487 --> 00:17:03,454 Is there anything i can do to help? 157 00:17:03,456 --> 00:17:06,290 No. I think I just need to rest. 158 00:17:08,193 --> 00:17:09,794 Ok. 159 00:17:09,796 --> 00:17:11,662 You rest, I'll just sit here until you fall asleep. 160 00:17:11,664 --> 00:17:15,333 No, you don't have to do that. It's sweet. You should just go. 161 00:17:15,335 --> 00:17:18,336 Go downstairs, have a beer. 162 00:17:18,338 --> 00:17:20,471 Go on, go. I need to sleep. 163 00:17:21,673 --> 00:17:23,674 I don't feel good. 164 00:17:48,233 --> 00:17:50,501 El rancho? 165 00:17:50,503 --> 00:17:52,570 Hang on a second. 166 00:17:54,740 --> 00:17:56,674 It's for you. 167 00:18:01,180 --> 00:18:02,814 Hello? 168 00:18:02,816 --> 00:18:05,550 Alex. 169 00:18:05,552 --> 00:18:06,751 Hello? 170 00:18:06,753 --> 00:18:08,486 Alex. 171 00:18:10,222 --> 00:18:11,756 Scarlett? 172 00:18:29,208 --> 00:18:31,275 I think I know him. 173 00:18:33,145 --> 00:18:36,881 Who? The guy on TV? 174 00:18:36,883 --> 00:18:38,683 I know how it sounds. 175 00:18:38,685 --> 00:18:40,351 Scarlett. 176 00:18:40,353 --> 00:18:42,854 I think he's trying to tell me something. 177 00:18:42,856 --> 00:18:45,690 Something important. 178 00:18:45,692 --> 00:18:47,592 Jesus, I forgive my children... 179 00:18:47,594 --> 00:18:49,393 Alex... 180 00:18:55,868 --> 00:18:58,603 I don't know why i feel so crazy. 181 00:18:58,605 --> 00:19:01,906 I just feel like i know this town. 182 00:19:01,908 --> 00:19:05,409 So let's just go. Let's get out of here. 183 00:19:05,411 --> 00:19:08,346 We'll be in la by morning. 184 00:19:18,524 --> 00:19:20,658 Ok. 185 00:19:42,481 --> 00:19:45,550 -Scarlett? -Oh, Alex. 186 00:19:49,923 --> 00:19:53,291 Oh, my head. 187 00:19:53,293 --> 00:19:55,693 It feels like it's going to explode. 188 00:19:57,564 --> 00:19:59,830 Scarlett, just... 189 00:20:15,847 --> 00:20:17,582 We have to go back. 190 00:20:27,960 --> 00:20:30,394 I don't want you to worry. 191 00:20:30,396 --> 00:20:33,631 We're going to find a doctor tomorrow for you. 192 00:20:33,633 --> 00:20:36,601 Call someone and get someone to come out here and pick us up. 193 00:20:44,509 --> 00:20:46,577 Promise me. 194 00:20:47,546 --> 00:20:49,780 We'll get out of here tomorrow. 195 00:20:55,854 --> 00:20:57,955 Promise. 196 00:22:49,035 --> 00:22:50,735 Front desk, can I help you? 197 00:22:50,737 --> 00:22:52,036 Hello. I wanted to see if I had any messages. 198 00:22:52,038 --> 00:22:54,105 Hello? Hello? 199 00:22:54,107 --> 00:22:56,006 --Hello? 200 00:23:36,782 --> 00:23:38,849 Scarlett? 201 00:23:53,832 --> 00:23:56,734 - Hello? - You only lost your girl. 202 00:23:58,603 --> 00:24:01,105 Well, I tell you what. 203 00:24:01,107 --> 00:24:04,141 It seems only right I should help you find her. 204 00:24:04,143 --> 00:24:06,944 -Who is this? What the fuck? -What a thing to say. 205 00:24:06,946 --> 00:24:10,548 Here I am, trying to be neighborly. 206 00:24:10,550 --> 00:24:12,716 I may be the only one who understands you 207 00:24:12,718 --> 00:24:15,219 -in this godforsaken town. -I don't know who you are or-- 208 00:24:15,221 --> 00:24:19,590 just a man, Alex. 209 00:24:19,592 --> 00:24:21,659 What do you want? Tell me. 210 00:24:21,661 --> 00:24:25,162 Let's start with you telling me your particulars. 211 00:24:25,164 --> 00:24:27,198 -What does she look like? -What? 212 00:24:29,735 --> 00:24:33,103 I hear she's a real looker. 213 00:24:33,105 --> 00:24:36,574 Don't let the red cross fool you. 214 00:24:36,576 --> 00:24:39,143 She ain't fit to... ...Of the lord. 215 00:24:40,712 --> 00:24:43,214 Of course, maybe she's sleepwalking, 216 00:24:43,216 --> 00:24:46,550 like a detached witness, as if she's watching a movie 217 00:24:46,552 --> 00:24:48,652 or listening to the radio. 218 00:24:48,654 --> 00:24:50,821 Is that girl a sleepwalker, Alex? 219 00:24:50,823 --> 00:24:52,690 Where are you? 220 00:24:52,692 --> 00:24:55,493 In there. 221 00:24:55,495 --> 00:24:58,028 In where? -In there. 222 00:24:59,231 --> 00:25:00,664 With you. 223 00:26:34,626 --> 00:26:36,827 Lose something? 224 00:26:36,829 --> 00:26:40,998 No, sir, I just thought I'd take myself a little look. 225 00:26:41,000 --> 00:26:45,970 You know, sometimes I hear even the mouse chases the cat. 226 00:26:45,972 --> 00:26:47,938 Fucking mouse. 227 00:26:47,940 --> 00:26:52,242 I tell you what, why don't we go for a little drive? 228 00:27:08,193 --> 00:27:11,061 Are you starting to feel it then? 229 00:27:15,233 --> 00:27:18,202 You're taking me to Scarlett. 230 00:27:18,204 --> 00:27:20,404 That's where you're taking me, isn't it? 231 00:27:20,406 --> 00:27:26,677 Hey! Schilter! How about you put on that radio? 232 00:27:26,679 --> 00:27:30,047 Let's hear some of that good old spiritual music. 233 00:27:47,766 --> 00:27:51,068 They sure don't make songs like they used to. 234 00:28:24,936 --> 00:28:27,905 It's louder because they know we're here. 235 00:28:29,708 --> 00:28:32,876 All this time and they never give up. 236 00:28:32,878 --> 00:28:34,712 Who? Who are you talking about? 237 00:28:34,714 --> 00:28:38,182 Well, that's the real story right there. 238 00:28:38,184 --> 00:28:41,385 Well, I never really took to people much. 239 00:28:41,387 --> 00:28:43,153 That's just the truth. 240 00:28:43,155 --> 00:28:47,024 But I didn't like to be all by my lonesome either. 241 00:28:47,026 --> 00:28:50,828 So I found people of my choosing and I took them out here. 242 00:28:50,830 --> 00:28:54,765 What I do first is I dig a hole, a nice deep hole, 243 00:28:54,767 --> 00:28:57,334 and I make them watch as I dig it. 244 00:28:57,336 --> 00:28:59,069 And then I take the person. 245 00:28:59,071 --> 00:29:01,939 Let's say it's you, or your girlfriend. 246 00:29:01,941 --> 00:29:07,411 Let's say it's Scarlett, and i take her, just for instance. 247 00:29:09,080 --> 00:29:12,082 And I throw her in the hole and I bury her. 248 00:29:12,084 --> 00:29:16,420 I bury her alive and she never ever dies. 249 00:29:16,422 --> 00:29:21,825 She lives for all eternity under a heavy darkness of dirt, 250 00:29:21,827 --> 00:29:24,962 reaping what she sowed. 251 00:29:33,238 --> 00:29:36,273 -This is impossible. -Impossible? 252 00:29:36,275 --> 00:29:40,944 Just ask them. They all have a story. 253 00:29:40,946 --> 00:29:42,946 Hundreds of them. 254 00:29:42,948 --> 00:29:44,915 Thousands. 255 00:29:44,917 --> 00:29:47,017 Oh... 256 00:29:47,019 --> 00:29:51,555 A city of pain under our feet. 257 00:29:51,557 --> 00:29:55,459 Oh, pain's a beautiful thing. 258 00:29:55,461 --> 00:30:00,030 In the end, it's the only thing we really deserve. 259 00:30:04,069 --> 00:30:06,970 It is only due to the concept of guilt 260 00:30:06,972 --> 00:30:10,440 we allow ourselves to see ourselves as imperfect. 261 00:30:10,442 --> 00:30:13,977 Our ego depends on guilt for its survival as it allows us 262 00:30:13,979 --> 00:30:16,480 to separate the world into different objects 263 00:30:16,482 --> 00:30:19,416 which we then call "good" and "evil." 264 00:30:19,418 --> 00:30:23,153 There is no good and evil. There is only perfection. 265 00:31:19,310 --> 00:31:22,246 Father, I'm gonna thank you 266 00:31:22,248 --> 00:31:25,182 for your son Jesus who died on the cross for me. 267 00:31:25,184 --> 00:31:31,255 For my sins, not only for my sins, but for my fears. 268 00:31:31,257 --> 00:31:34,558 I'm gonna thank you for your son Jesus who makes me whole, 269 00:31:34,560 --> 00:31:39,630 in my spirit, in my body, in my soul. 270 00:31:39,632 --> 00:31:42,199 I want to thank you, father, for your son Jesus 271 00:31:42,201 --> 00:31:45,235 who helped me sever the ties between previous generations, 272 00:31:45,237 --> 00:31:48,672 -from that bad blood... - Hello. 273 00:31:49,607 --> 00:31:51,441 I'm the whole operation, 274 00:31:51,443 --> 00:31:54,978 so I need to loop it if I want to take a break. 275 00:31:59,118 --> 00:32:00,918 Want coffee? 276 00:32:03,054 --> 00:32:06,490 When slocum sailed the world... 277 00:32:10,596 --> 00:32:14,698 He'd tie himself to the masthead when he wanted to sleep. 278 00:32:14,700 --> 00:32:17,134 Me, I got no such methods, no. 279 00:32:19,170 --> 00:32:22,339 My work is my word, it cannot be rigged up. 280 00:32:25,276 --> 00:32:27,010 Whiskey in your coffee? 281 00:32:27,012 --> 00:32:28,612 What is this place? 282 00:32:28,614 --> 00:32:31,148 Well, if I say it's a church then it's a church. 283 00:32:31,150 --> 00:32:32,983 If I say I speak to god 284 00:32:32,985 --> 00:32:36,019 then there is a god that is spoken to. 285 00:32:38,022 --> 00:32:40,057 There was a man. 286 00:32:40,059 --> 00:32:42,392 Dirty hands, rings. 287 00:32:43,728 --> 00:32:45,228 This smile. 288 00:32:45,230 --> 00:32:47,597 Smile, well, that's a crime. 289 00:32:47,599 --> 00:32:49,232 There's the thin wedge. 290 00:32:49,234 --> 00:32:53,236 It was cut into his face like with a knife. 291 00:32:53,238 --> 00:32:57,174 You're talking about the angel of the bottomless pit. 292 00:32:59,210 --> 00:33:01,345 That's an ordinarily fella with the wretched odor 293 00:33:01,347 --> 00:33:04,081 of a million painful deaths on him. 294 00:33:07,151 --> 00:33:11,722 But pain... Is a beautiful thing. 295 00:33:16,294 --> 00:33:20,464 In the end, that's all we got. 296 00:33:22,233 --> 00:33:25,369 You're gonna have to excuse me for just a spot, son. 297 00:33:25,371 --> 00:33:27,070 Have a look around. 298 00:33:27,072 --> 00:33:29,573 But do your best to keep quiet. 299 00:33:29,575 --> 00:33:32,275 Do me a favor, hit that record switch for me. 300 00:33:32,277 --> 00:33:34,544 Spare me the indignity of having my audience see me 301 00:33:34,546 --> 00:33:36,346 scurry up onto my own set. 302 00:33:36,348 --> 00:33:38,348 Son, I promise you, 303 00:33:38,350 --> 00:33:41,218 we will get back to our conversation momentarily. 304 00:33:41,220 --> 00:33:45,055 But first, the work of the lord, then the work of man, alright? 305 00:33:47,191 --> 00:33:48,725 Hit the button. 306 00:33:54,065 --> 00:33:57,134 And just as soon as that there sun shines down 307 00:33:57,136 --> 00:33:59,336 with its warmth and light on all things equally, 308 00:33:59,338 --> 00:34:02,806 so too will guilt enwrap you like a plague. 309 00:34:03,775 --> 00:34:06,676 And drown you in sorrow. 310 00:34:06,678 --> 00:34:11,481 Now, when we imagine things, we start creating them in our mind. 311 00:34:11,483 --> 00:34:14,117 We open the door to our hearts... 312 00:34:16,587 --> 00:34:19,589 Open your mind and then... 313 00:34:19,591 --> 00:34:21,792 You must be very careful about what things 314 00:34:21,794 --> 00:34:24,294 you allow yourself to focus on, 315 00:34:24,296 --> 00:34:26,063 lest they become real. 316 00:34:26,065 --> 00:34:28,398 Lest the ethereal becomes poor. 317 00:34:28,400 --> 00:34:31,268 Lest your fantasy becomes reality. 318 00:34:31,270 --> 00:34:34,137 You have to avoid these things. 319 00:34:34,139 --> 00:34:37,607 There is Satan waiting to open the door to your heart 320 00:34:37,609 --> 00:34:41,511 and walk in. So you have to be very careful about the images 321 00:34:41,513 --> 00:34:43,346 you allow yourself to focus on. 322 00:34:43,348 --> 00:34:45,715 And it's like one moment you're being crushed, 323 00:34:45,717 --> 00:34:50,320 and the next you're falling from 1,000 feet up in the sky. 324 00:34:50,322 --> 00:34:52,589 I don't know, it's like i feel I'm being crushed 325 00:34:52,591 --> 00:34:56,426 and the next I'm falling, like, 1,000 feet from the sky. 326 00:34:59,297 --> 00:35:01,631 -Hey, what are you doing? -How do you know what she said? 327 00:35:01,633 --> 00:35:03,233 You can't just interrupt me 328 00:35:03,235 --> 00:35:05,602 -mid-sermon. -Why is this here? 329 00:35:08,272 --> 00:35:09,706 What is this? 330 00:35:09,708 --> 00:35:12,275 It's a mememto. It's all I have left of her, 331 00:35:12,277 --> 00:35:14,511 -so mind how you handle it. -Is she here? 332 00:35:14,513 --> 00:35:18,348 Scarlett? Scarlett? 333 00:35:18,350 --> 00:35:20,617 I'm the only one who's here, Alex. 334 00:35:20,619 --> 00:35:22,552 How do you know my name? 335 00:35:22,554 --> 00:35:25,222 A better question would be: Why wouldn't I know your name? 336 00:35:25,224 --> 00:35:27,757 You've been running around with my daughter, haven't you? 337 00:35:27,759 --> 00:35:29,459 Daughter? 338 00:35:30,828 --> 00:35:33,296 Scarlett's father is dead. 339 00:35:35,433 --> 00:35:39,136 She told you that? 340 00:35:39,138 --> 00:35:42,873 Well, that cuts the patriarch right to the quick. 341 00:35:44,675 --> 00:35:48,278 I don't say i don't deserve it, though. 342 00:35:48,280 --> 00:35:50,614 It's true I knocked her around a time or two. 343 00:35:51,716 --> 00:35:52,682 But... 344 00:35:57,722 --> 00:36:01,791 My tiddling is strictly medicinal now, you understand. 345 00:36:05,496 --> 00:36:06,730 Bingo. 346 00:36:08,266 --> 00:36:09,633 Here. 347 00:36:20,578 --> 00:36:22,279 It ain't there, son. 348 00:36:26,417 --> 00:36:28,251 There you go. Hold still, son. 349 00:36:29,453 --> 00:36:31,288 You can't die if you ain't alive. 350 00:36:32,456 --> 00:36:33,657 What did you say? 351 00:36:38,563 --> 00:36:40,497 This is hell. 352 00:36:40,499 --> 00:36:42,866 -We're in hell, aren't we? -No. 353 00:36:42,868 --> 00:36:45,869 I'm dead. We're all dead. 354 00:36:45,871 --> 00:36:49,206 People tend to focus on the world that's around them 355 00:36:49,208 --> 00:36:52,409 rather than the world that's within them. 356 00:36:52,411 --> 00:36:55,645 - Oh! 357 00:36:55,647 --> 00:36:57,981 --Tell me what this is. 358 00:36:57,983 --> 00:37:00,717 -It's murder, if you do this. -No! 359 00:37:00,719 --> 00:37:02,519 --Tell me what this is! 360 00:37:02,521 --> 00:37:04,955 --God damnit, I don't know! 361 00:37:04,957 --> 00:37:06,523 --Ow, fuck! 362 00:37:06,525 --> 00:37:10,327 No, ok, ok, ok, it's a dream. 363 00:37:10,329 --> 00:37:12,395 -There we go. -I'm dreaming all of this. 364 00:37:12,397 --> 00:37:13,997 No! 365 00:37:13,999 --> 00:37:16,399 No, the divine plan is in play here, son. 366 00:37:16,401 --> 00:37:18,802 You can either take charge and fight your way through it, 367 00:37:18,804 --> 00:37:21,972 or you can continue to be a pansy ass spectator. 368 00:37:21,974 --> 00:37:24,307 What's it gonna be? What's it gonna be?! 369 00:37:24,309 --> 00:37:26,309 -I don't know. -Enjoy the ride. 370 00:37:26,311 --> 00:37:27,677 --No, I don't understand! 371 00:37:27,679 --> 00:37:29,279 You said this is all a dream. 372 00:37:29,281 --> 00:37:31,748 Yes, it is all a dream. 373 00:37:31,750 --> 00:37:34,384 But you ain't dreaming nothing. 374 00:37:35,319 --> 00:37:37,854 Scarlett is. 375 00:38:56,801 --> 00:38:58,601 Hey. 376 00:38:58,603 --> 00:39:00,337 Sit down. 377 00:39:11,615 --> 00:39:14,584 You ok, honey? 378 00:39:14,586 --> 00:39:15,785 Uh-huh. 379 00:39:16,854 --> 00:39:20,490 I have so much to do today. 380 00:39:20,492 --> 00:39:22,559 I have to go buy Isabella a gift 381 00:39:22,561 --> 00:39:25,695 and then I have to go get a manicure and pedicure. 382 00:39:25,697 --> 00:39:27,864 But they messed up the appointment 383 00:39:27,866 --> 00:39:31,534 so I'm supposed to go there for 4:30 but... 384 00:39:37,508 --> 00:39:39,109 That's it. 385 00:39:57,929 --> 00:39:59,929 Get that, hon? 386 00:40:06,971 --> 00:40:09,005 Hey. 387 00:40:09,007 --> 00:40:11,975 What, are you not gonna let me in? 388 00:40:11,977 --> 00:40:14,978 What are you doing? Where have you been? 389 00:40:14,980 --> 00:40:17,914 Hey, you don't answer your phone calls, no email, nothing. 390 00:40:17,916 --> 00:40:20,450 Jensen's pissed. And I saved your ass. 391 00:40:20,452 --> 00:40:22,685 I talked to the rancho clients myself, fuck you very much. 392 00:40:22,687 --> 00:40:26,623 -Clients? What clients? -What are you talking about? 393 00:40:27,958 --> 00:40:30,827 You said rancho? What do you mean? 394 00:40:30,829 --> 00:40:32,629 What do you mean, "what do I mean?" 395 00:40:32,631 --> 00:40:35,064 You just said rancho. What is rancho? 396 00:40:35,066 --> 00:40:37,434 El rancho estates. 397 00:40:37,436 --> 00:40:38,701 The deal we've been putting together 398 00:40:38,703 --> 00:40:40,603 for the last four fucking months. 399 00:40:40,605 --> 00:40:43,907 What's going on here, Alex? Are you ok? 400 00:40:43,909 --> 00:40:47,177 Paige, is he ok? 401 00:40:47,179 --> 00:40:50,513 Hey, come on, man, i was just trying-- Alex! 402 00:41:08,232 --> 00:41:10,233 Alex? 403 00:41:12,970 --> 00:41:14,237 What are you doing? 404 00:41:15,906 --> 00:41:16,639 Come to bed. 405 00:41:21,745 --> 00:41:24,013 It's time now for your national forecast... 406 00:41:31,722 --> 00:41:33,256 Easy. 407 00:41:35,059 --> 00:41:38,728 You want me to get you in the mood? 408 00:41:38,730 --> 00:41:41,498 Relax, Alex. 409 00:41:44,869 --> 00:41:47,504 Forget about everything else. 410 00:41:47,506 --> 00:41:48,872 What do you mean, everything else? 411 00:42:01,252 --> 00:42:04,053 What the fuck, Alex? 412 00:42:10,995 --> 00:42:14,931 For all the wrongs we have committed to one another. 413 00:42:14,933 --> 00:42:20,770 It is the single act of kindness that god requires of us. 414 00:43:28,772 --> 00:43:31,074 You're looking for a room, sir? 415 00:43:31,076 --> 00:43:32,775 Can't do much better. 416 00:43:32,777 --> 00:43:35,178 And if you can, I dare you to find it. 417 00:43:35,180 --> 00:43:37,947 I wonder, could I ask you a question? 418 00:43:37,949 --> 00:43:40,083 No harm in it. 419 00:43:40,085 --> 00:43:42,385 It might sound strange. 420 00:43:43,821 --> 00:43:46,289 Do I look familiar to you at all? 421 00:43:53,263 --> 00:43:56,699 Couldn't say. All you young people look alike. 422 00:43:58,636 --> 00:44:00,837 -I might have been with a girl. -Pretty one? 423 00:44:00,839 --> 00:44:03,139 Yeah. 424 00:44:03,141 --> 00:44:06,809 No. If I saw you, it didn't stick with me. 425 00:44:07,845 --> 00:44:09,812 Ok. A room then. 426 00:45:08,105 --> 00:45:11,240 Does anything ever happen here? 427 00:45:11,242 --> 00:45:14,377 I drove all this way and when I got here everything was wrong. 428 00:45:14,379 --> 00:45:17,146 Do you know what that's like, to drive all this way 429 00:45:17,148 --> 00:45:20,950 and have it not be what it should be? 430 00:45:20,952 --> 00:45:23,352 No, I can't say as I do. 431 00:45:54,351 --> 00:45:56,252 Where is it? 432 00:45:59,089 --> 00:46:01,224 Where is it? 433 00:46:05,195 --> 00:46:07,196 Where is it? 434 00:46:33,357 --> 00:46:35,391 Come on now, get up. 435 00:46:36,827 --> 00:46:38,961 I won't say it again. 436 00:46:44,368 --> 00:46:47,570 Now, you can't do that. This is not a campsite. 437 00:46:50,541 --> 00:46:54,343 Fine. Just tell me where it is. 438 00:46:54,345 --> 00:46:56,112 -You just get on out of here. -I'm going. 439 00:46:56,114 --> 00:46:59,182 -Just tell me where it went. -Where what went? 440 00:47:00,184 --> 00:47:02,018 The church. 441 00:47:02,020 --> 00:47:03,586 There was a church here. 442 00:47:03,588 --> 00:47:06,122 Couldn't have been too long ago. 443 00:47:06,124 --> 00:47:08,825 The church of the solid rock sufferer. 444 00:47:08,827 --> 00:47:12,228 There's no place like that around here. Not here. 445 00:47:12,230 --> 00:47:14,163 -You've got to be-- -I've got to be nothing. 446 00:47:17,367 --> 00:47:20,369 People tend to focus on the world around them, 447 00:47:20,371 --> 00:47:22,538 rather than the world within them. 448 00:47:24,274 --> 00:47:27,076 Now, you just drive on out of here. 449 00:47:29,146 --> 00:47:31,013 Ok. 450 00:48:58,235 --> 00:48:59,402 Alex? 451 00:49:00,237 --> 00:49:02,405 What the fuck? 452 00:49:02,407 --> 00:49:06,175 You just leave in the middle of the night? 453 00:49:06,177 --> 00:49:09,211 For, what, a day and a half? You don't bother calling me, 454 00:49:09,213 --> 00:49:11,213 -nothing? -Sorry. 455 00:49:11,215 --> 00:49:14,083 Oh, my god. It's fucked up but the only reason why 456 00:49:14,085 --> 00:49:16,218 I didn't call the police is because you have been acting 457 00:49:16,220 --> 00:49:18,454 so strange lately. 458 00:49:18,456 --> 00:49:21,324 Do you understand what I'm saying to you? 459 00:49:21,326 --> 00:49:25,294 That it didn't faze me that you just left like that. 460 00:49:27,397 --> 00:49:30,299 -What are you doing? -Looking. 461 00:49:30,301 --> 00:49:31,968 For what? 462 00:50:43,573 --> 00:50:47,476 Scarlett. Where'd you go? 463 00:50:52,649 --> 00:50:54,617 Why are you acting like you don't know me? 464 00:51:01,458 --> 00:51:03,292 Hey. 465 00:55:33,596 --> 00:55:35,597 What are you doing? 466 00:55:36,433 --> 00:55:38,334 I can't explain it. 467 00:55:41,638 --> 00:55:43,906 Why don't you give it a try? 468 00:55:46,710 --> 00:55:51,447 It's an idea I had. I was at the grocry store. 469 00:55:51,449 --> 00:55:55,651 I knocked over a carton of eggs and I saw this bloody yolk. 470 00:55:55,653 --> 00:55:58,620 You were buying eggs at two in the morning? 471 00:56:00,523 --> 00:56:04,360 It got me thinking about some peas. 472 00:56:05,829 --> 00:56:07,463 You hate peas. 473 00:56:07,465 --> 00:56:08,831 Well, I was looking at them. 474 00:56:08,833 --> 00:56:10,599 I was looking for something. 475 00:56:10,601 --> 00:56:14,870 I looked at them and most of them are perfect. 476 00:56:14,872 --> 00:56:17,373 Bright color, firm, good size. 477 00:56:17,375 --> 00:56:20,609 But then I found this rotten one in the can. 478 00:56:22,479 --> 00:56:26,014 Now, if, say I was dreaming... 479 00:56:26,016 --> 00:56:31,653 I know how that sounds, but let's just say I was dreaming. 480 00:56:31,655 --> 00:56:34,022 Do you really think that my mind would take the time 481 00:56:34,024 --> 00:56:37,092 to put a rotten pea in there? I mean, think about it. 482 00:56:37,094 --> 00:56:39,094 When you think about a pea, what do you think of? 483 00:56:39,096 --> 00:56:42,498 A fresh pea, right? A normal pea. Don't you? 484 00:56:42,500 --> 00:56:45,968 I really don't think about peas, Alex. 485 00:56:45,970 --> 00:56:47,936 It's not really you, it's your subconscious. 486 00:56:47,938 --> 00:56:49,772 Do you really think the part of you that dreams 487 00:56:49,774 --> 00:56:51,640 is gonna put a rotten pea in a can? 488 00:56:52,942 --> 00:56:56,111 Don't answer that. Just look. 489 00:56:58,114 --> 00:57:02,718 If I was in a dream, why would that one bad pea be in there? 490 00:57:05,656 --> 00:57:07,756 I'm gonna go to bed. 491 00:58:00,243 --> 00:58:02,211 Paige? 492 00:58:18,061 --> 00:58:19,962 Alex? 493 00:58:23,533 --> 00:58:24,666 Alex. 494 00:58:27,837 --> 00:58:29,204 What's going on? 495 00:58:37,247 --> 00:58:39,248 I don't know. 496 00:58:40,149 --> 00:58:41,984 Are you ok? 497 00:58:43,553 --> 00:58:45,587 Are you ok? 498 00:58:47,957 --> 00:58:50,192 -No. -Alex. 499 00:58:50,194 --> 00:58:52,961 Talk to me. 500 00:58:52,963 --> 00:58:54,963 Talk to me, please. 501 00:58:54,965 --> 00:58:56,298 Tell me what's happening. 502 00:59:00,637 --> 00:59:02,804 My head's not right anymore. 503 00:59:04,007 --> 00:59:07,576 I'm... I'm all over the place. 504 00:59:07,578 --> 00:59:08,877 Distracted. I'm... 505 00:59:10,813 --> 00:59:15,117 I'm obsessed with this idea that I don't think I exist. 506 00:59:17,687 --> 00:59:20,622 I don't think you or any of this is real. 507 00:59:23,259 --> 00:59:25,127 How long have you felt this way? 508 00:59:27,163 --> 00:59:30,732 I wake up and I feel like I'm still in a dream. 509 00:59:30,734 --> 00:59:33,969 If you're... If you're dreaming all of this-- 510 00:59:33,971 --> 00:59:38,006 -I'm not dreaming this. -But you just said that. 511 00:59:38,008 --> 00:59:42,644 No, no. It's worse than that. 512 00:59:44,781 --> 00:59:47,883 I think someone else is dreaming this. 513 00:59:47,885 --> 00:59:51,620 But, Alex, how can we be in someone else's dream 514 00:59:51,622 --> 00:59:54,790 if you're here? 515 00:59:54,792 --> 00:59:57,059 If she dies in this world, then she wakes up. 516 00:59:57,061 --> 00:59:59,928 Wait. If who dies? 517 00:59:59,930 --> 01:00:02,264 And if she wakes up, then we're... 518 01:00:02,266 --> 01:00:05,901 Alex, this is real. 519 01:00:05,903 --> 01:00:08,971 This is real, you and me. Nothing else matters. 520 01:00:08,973 --> 01:00:12,040 Just ignore whatever's going on out there. 521 01:00:12,042 --> 01:00:14,309 Look, stay here with me. 522 01:00:14,311 --> 01:00:18,313 Ok, you need this. This is your home. 523 01:00:18,315 --> 01:00:20,182 I love you. 524 01:00:22,151 --> 01:00:24,052 And you love me. 525 01:02:10,126 --> 01:02:11,259 Paige? 526 01:02:13,162 --> 01:02:15,263 What are you doing? 527 01:02:16,866 --> 01:02:19,801 I was thirsty. What are you doing? 528 01:02:23,940 --> 01:02:25,407 Getting something to eat. 529 01:02:27,076 --> 01:02:30,345 -Can I ask you a question? -Mm-hmm. 530 01:02:32,181 --> 01:02:35,350 When did we meet? 531 01:02:35,352 --> 01:02:38,453 That is such a silly question. 532 01:02:38,455 --> 01:02:41,056 We met yesterday. I'm your wife? 533 01:02:44,327 --> 01:02:46,428 I love you. 534 01:02:50,967 --> 01:02:52,968 Don't be too long. 535 01:06:34,557 --> 01:06:36,458 You can come out now. 536 01:06:43,399 --> 01:06:46,634 We can just skip the formalities. 537 01:06:46,636 --> 01:06:47,736 I know what you want. 538 01:06:48,771 --> 01:06:50,138 Scarlett. 539 01:06:57,580 --> 01:07:00,281 You know me. 540 01:07:00,283 --> 01:07:02,517 You know all about me. 541 01:07:02,519 --> 01:07:05,020 Yeah. 542 01:07:05,022 --> 01:07:07,288 I saw you at the supermarket. 543 01:07:08,791 --> 01:07:10,792 You're my neighbor. 544 01:07:13,229 --> 01:07:16,131 That's not what I mean. 545 01:07:16,133 --> 01:07:18,066 Tell me you remember me. 546 01:07:19,769 --> 01:07:21,569 No. 547 01:07:26,342 --> 01:07:27,709 Why don't you remind me. 548 01:07:31,580 --> 01:07:33,748 We're in love. 549 01:07:35,584 --> 01:07:37,619 If you want it, just take it. 550 01:07:37,621 --> 01:07:40,588 You don't have to ask me if it's ok. 551 01:07:40,590 --> 01:07:43,591 -What are you talking about? -You came here to rape me. 552 01:07:47,063 --> 01:07:48,563 I know what you want. 553 01:07:49,732 --> 01:07:53,268 You can say her name if you want to. 554 01:07:53,270 --> 01:07:57,539 You want to... Call out her name? 555 01:07:59,442 --> 01:08:01,376 Scarlett. 556 01:08:03,079 --> 01:08:06,681 I can be Scarlett if you want me to be Scarlett. 557 01:08:14,790 --> 01:08:17,125 No. No. 558 01:08:19,595 --> 01:08:21,729 No, you can't leave. 559 01:08:21,731 --> 01:08:23,631 You're not going anywhere! 560 01:08:23,633 --> 01:08:24,833 Fuck. 561 01:08:26,235 --> 01:08:28,670 What is this? Who is this? 562 01:08:30,439 --> 01:08:32,307 You both know who I am. 563 01:08:32,309 --> 01:08:34,309 What the fuck is wrong with you people? Why are you lying? 564 01:08:34,311 --> 01:08:36,344 He's been watching me across the street for weeks. 565 01:08:36,346 --> 01:08:37,745 I think he was trying to rape me. 566 01:08:37,747 --> 01:08:40,682 What the fuck are you talking about? 567 01:08:44,620 --> 01:08:46,788 Don't! 568 01:08:49,792 --> 01:08:51,159 Stop! 569 01:11:08,264 --> 01:11:10,632 Do you know where you are? 570 01:11:10,634 --> 01:11:12,767 Do you remember this place? 571 01:11:19,642 --> 01:11:22,877 You remember him? What happened? 572 01:11:24,380 --> 01:11:26,414 Where is he? 573 01:11:28,817 --> 01:11:30,518 Where? 574 01:11:30,520 --> 01:11:32,720 My cousin, he's... 575 01:11:34,823 --> 01:11:36,624 But who knows? 576 01:11:36,626 --> 01:11:38,860 Maybe it was for the best. 577 01:11:38,862 --> 01:11:42,030 I mean, can you imagine the kind of life he would have had? 578 01:11:44,033 --> 01:11:47,068 It was the fire pit, wasn't it? That's where you put him. 579 01:11:51,573 --> 01:11:54,575 And this is your house. This is where you grew up. 580 01:11:54,577 --> 01:11:56,744 And the fire pit, you tell me about that. 581 01:11:56,746 --> 01:11:59,047 You tell me about when you put him in there. 582 01:12:02,785 --> 01:12:05,586 Tell me. Tell me. 583 01:12:07,022 --> 01:12:09,090 Tell me! 584 01:12:09,092 --> 01:12:10,792 Tell me! 585 01:12:10,794 --> 01:12:11,993 Tell me! 586 01:12:11,995 --> 01:12:13,995 Tell me! 587 01:13:07,082 --> 01:13:08,683 Do you know what this is? 588 01:13:09,718 --> 01:13:11,886 Is this him? 589 01:13:11,888 --> 01:13:15,757 His bones buried for years in this exact place. 590 01:13:15,759 --> 01:13:17,792 Come on, Alex. 591 01:13:17,794 --> 01:13:19,527 We both know how this is gonna end. 592 01:13:19,529 --> 01:13:21,829 Can't we just skip all of this? 593 01:13:25,734 --> 01:13:28,703 No! 594 01:13:28,705 --> 01:13:30,505 I remember. 595 01:13:31,473 --> 01:13:33,941 How can that be possible? 596 01:13:33,943 --> 01:13:37,011 How can I remember? 597 01:13:37,013 --> 01:13:40,415 How can I remember the dirt falling in on me? 598 01:13:40,417 --> 01:13:43,951 You dropped him... me. 599 01:13:43,953 --> 01:13:45,686 ...into the hole. 600 01:13:45,688 --> 01:13:49,924 Until there was only my face and my fingertips. 601 01:13:49,926 --> 01:13:53,928 And then the rain came, pellets of it. Bullet-sized. 602 01:13:53,930 --> 01:13:57,732 Do you remember? You remember, don't you? 603 01:13:57,734 --> 01:14:01,936 It filled my lungs and my throat with mud. 604 01:14:01,938 --> 01:14:03,738 Even if I wasn't paralyzed, 605 01:14:03,740 --> 01:14:06,007 there was no fighting against it. 606 01:14:06,009 --> 01:14:08,643 There was nothing I could do. 607 01:14:08,645 --> 01:14:10,478 Look at me! 608 01:14:10,480 --> 01:14:12,213 I want you to know what happened to me. 609 01:14:12,215 --> 01:14:15,016 Do you know what happened to me? 610 01:14:15,951 --> 01:14:18,453 He died, of course. 611 01:14:18,455 --> 01:14:20,655 First there was fear. 612 01:14:20,657 --> 01:14:24,992 And in those last few seconds, i knew I would die. 613 01:14:24,994 --> 01:14:28,095 I felt my body slip away. 614 01:14:28,097 --> 01:14:30,932 I saw the world darken. 615 01:14:30,934 --> 01:14:35,736 I felt the weight of that mud pressing down on me. 616 01:14:35,738 --> 01:14:40,475 And my heart beat so fast until it just collapsed. 617 01:14:42,678 --> 01:14:44,645 And I left myself. 618 01:14:50,252 --> 01:14:54,121 Don't you know that you're the one that I've been waiting for 619 01:14:54,123 --> 01:14:55,890 all of this time? 620 01:14:57,226 --> 01:15:00,628 Now pick up the shovel. Pick it up! 621 01:15:01,864 --> 01:15:04,131 Pick up the shovel! 622 01:15:05,267 --> 01:15:07,869 Go on. 623 01:15:07,871 --> 01:15:09,737 Just take it. 624 01:15:13,041 --> 01:15:16,511 Can't you see that you're nothing anymore? 625 01:15:16,513 --> 01:15:19,814 You're not Alex. You're not some hooded man. 626 01:15:19,816 --> 01:15:21,916 You're not the little boy that I killed. 627 01:15:21,918 --> 01:15:24,986 -Shut up. -You don't even exist. 628 01:15:24,988 --> 01:15:30,758 You're only good for one thing, and you know it. 629 01:15:30,760 --> 01:15:32,927 So just do it. 630 01:15:36,965 --> 01:15:38,232 Just hit me. 631 01:15:39,768 --> 01:15:41,536 What? 632 01:15:45,941 --> 01:15:50,978 Just do it. Hit me. 633 01:15:50,980 --> 01:15:53,614 -I deserve it. -Shut up. 634 01:15:53,616 --> 01:15:55,750 I deserve it. I want it. 635 01:15:55,752 --> 01:15:57,718 -I want it, Alex. -No. 636 01:15:57,720 --> 01:15:59,186 -Hit me! -Shut up. 637 01:15:59,188 --> 01:16:01,956 No. 638 01:16:01,958 --> 01:16:04,825 You know, if you really were him... 639 01:16:07,062 --> 01:16:10,264 If you really were Wayne, 640 01:16:10,266 --> 01:16:13,634 I'd watch you drown 1,000 times. 641 01:16:13,636 --> 01:16:17,004 Every night I would beat you and cut you 642 01:16:17,006 --> 01:16:21,008 and drag you into another hole. And I'd watch you, 643 01:16:21,010 --> 01:16:25,813 and your eyes, your wild eyes, as earth spills in on you. 644 01:16:25,815 --> 01:16:30,284 And you'd finally understand that this is it. This is it! 645 01:16:30,286 --> 01:16:34,088 And I'm the one who's kneeling in front of you, 646 01:16:34,090 --> 01:16:35,890 filling your grave with laughter. 647 01:16:35,892 --> 01:16:38,159 -Stop it. -And I would say it again 648 01:16:38,161 --> 01:16:41,796 and again and again. A man in a hood 649 01:16:41,798 --> 01:16:45,700 came and broke in and he threw you into a hole, 650 01:16:45,702 --> 01:16:48,636 -and then he raped me. -Shut up. 651 01:16:48,638 --> 01:16:50,838 It was so easy. 652 01:16:50,840 --> 01:16:54,075 It was so easy and they would all comfort me. 653 01:16:54,077 --> 01:16:57,144 And they would make me feel so much better. 654 01:16:57,146 --> 01:17:00,848 And they would never know that you could never die 655 01:17:00,850 --> 01:17:03,284 -enough for me. -Shut up! 656 01:17:24,239 --> 01:17:26,207 " I know now I must be accountable 657 01:17:26,209 --> 01:17:29,276 for my unspeakable actions. 658 01:17:29,278 --> 01:17:33,214 "And don't worry, just death comes to all things. 659 01:17:33,216 --> 01:17:36,817 "Flesh, blood, bone... 660 01:17:36,819 --> 01:17:39,286 Are all just temporal. 661 01:17:40,856 --> 01:17:43,724 "Rock lasts forever. 662 01:17:43,726 --> 01:17:47,762 "Which is where my spirit will reside. 663 01:17:47,764 --> 01:17:50,698 "I love you. Scarlett." 664 01:18:49,157 --> 01:18:51,358 Alex.