1 00:00:14,014 --> 00:00:15,146 [camera clicks] 2 00:00:26,124 --> 00:00:28,457 [gentle rock music] 3 00:00:28,459 --> 00:00:32,060 ¶ ¶ 4 00:00:32,062 --> 00:00:35,029 ¶ I can feel ¶ 5 00:00:35,031 --> 00:00:40,200 ¶ Your presence echoing throughout the fields ¶ 6 00:00:40,202 --> 00:00:42,302 ¶ Where life made sense to me ¶ 7 00:00:42,304 --> 00:00:47,473 ¶ If you take away that missing part of me ¶ 8 00:00:47,475 --> 00:00:52,644 ¶ You'll still find the entrance to my soul ¶ 9 00:00:52,646 --> 00:00:57,648 ¶ ¶ 10 00:00:57,650 --> 00:01:02,753 ¶ I can see you now more than ever ¶ 11 00:01:02,755 --> 00:01:08,357 ¶ I still feel you up there smiling down on me ¶ 12 00:01:08,359 --> 00:01:13,428 ¶ I can see you now more than ever ¶ 13 00:01:13,430 --> 00:01:21,402 ¶ I still feel you up there smiling down on me ¶ 14 00:01:21,404 --> 00:01:24,471 [music] 15 00:01:24,473 --> 00:01:30,376 ¶ At times I feel like running full speed ahead ¶ 16 00:01:30,378 --> 00:01:34,847 ¶ Towards our greatest memories ¶ 17 00:01:34,849 --> 00:01:39,084 ¶ To watch them chase me home ¶ 18 00:01:39,086 --> 00:01:42,654 ¶ Where I feel safe alone ¶ 19 00:01:42,656 --> 00:01:47,291 ¶ Another step outside my comfort zone ¶ 20 00:01:47,293 --> 00:01:50,727 [music] 21 00:01:50,729 --> 00:01:55,598 ¶ I can see you now more than ever ¶ 22 00:01:55,600 --> 00:02:01,136 ¶ I still feel you up there smiling down on me ¶ 23 00:02:01,138 --> 00:02:06,241 ¶ I can see you now more than ever ¶ 24 00:02:06,243 --> 00:02:12,813 ¶ I still feel you up there smiling down on me ¶ 25 00:02:14,583 --> 00:02:19,318 ¶ Smiling down on me ¶ 26 00:02:19,853 --> 00:02:22,520 ¶ You're smiling down on me ¶ 27 00:02:22,522 --> 00:02:27,224 ¶ I can see you now more than ever ¶ 28 00:02:27,226 --> 00:02:33,396 ¶ I still feel you up there, you're smiling down on me ¶ 29 00:02:33,398 --> 00:02:37,299 [music] 30 00:02:37,301 --> 00:02:38,667 Alright, come on! 31 00:02:40,871 --> 00:02:43,905 ¶ Smiling down on me ¶ 32 00:02:43,907 --> 00:02:47,808 [music] 33 00:02:51,580 --> 00:02:55,181 ¶ You're smiling down on me ¶ 34 00:02:55,183 --> 00:02:58,717 [applause] 35 00:03:00,554 --> 00:03:01,920 Dear Mom, 36 00:03:01,922 --> 00:03:05,857 Did you ever wonder about the moment you became you? 37 00:03:05,859 --> 00:03:09,260 I've been thinking about that lately. 38 00:03:09,262 --> 00:03:11,662 I mean, the moment that decides how we forever 39 00:03:11,664 --> 00:03:13,597 look at the world. 40 00:03:13,599 --> 00:03:15,765 I remember that moment perfectly. 41 00:03:15,767 --> 00:03:17,299 Mom, what are those? 42 00:03:17,301 --> 00:03:18,600 For me, it was with you. 43 00:03:18,602 --> 00:03:20,168 They're picture frames. 44 00:03:20,170 --> 00:03:22,770 See in that one, a little boy's getting 45 00:03:22,772 --> 00:03:25,606 a bedtime story from his grandpa. 46 00:03:25,608 --> 00:03:29,742 Up there, they're putting up the Christmas tree. 47 00:03:33,180 --> 00:03:34,512 Boxes of light. 48 00:03:34,514 --> 00:03:36,213 Windows into life. 49 00:03:36,215 --> 00:03:38,949 Every frame begs me for a story. 50 00:03:38,951 --> 00:03:40,750 Uhhh... 51 00:03:40,752 --> 00:03:42,952 You okay over there? 52 00:03:42,954 --> 00:03:44,465 I don't know. 53 00:03:44,466 --> 00:03:45,977 I mean, I just don't, I feel like I'm flying blind. 54 00:03:45,978 --> 00:03:47,489 I don't know if the colors I'm using are right. 55 00:03:47,491 --> 00:03:48,890 I don't know. 56 00:03:48,892 --> 00:03:51,459 Well, if you're really nice you could ask for help. 57 00:03:51,461 --> 00:03:52,660 Really? 58 00:03:52,662 --> 00:03:53,761 Sure, yeah. 59 00:03:53,763 --> 00:03:55,362 I do this for a living. 60 00:03:55,364 --> 00:03:57,630 I mean, this. 61 00:03:57,632 --> 00:03:59,465 Do you have one of those kits that they use on you? 62 00:03:59,467 --> 00:04:01,567 Of course. I never leave home without it. 63 00:04:01,569 --> 00:04:04,436 I just got a new one yesterday. 64 00:04:04,438 --> 00:04:06,321 Kind of magical. 65 00:04:06,322 --> 00:04:08,205 It's basically the secret to my entire career 66 00:04:08,208 --> 00:04:09,874 is this little box. 67 00:04:09,876 --> 00:04:12,509 Almost anyone can use it, but no one knows about it. 68 00:04:12,511 --> 00:04:14,611 There's this really special red color. 69 00:04:14,613 --> 00:04:16,679 Comes in a little tiny box of eight. 70 00:04:16,681 --> 00:04:18,414 I could just paint that on you. 71 00:04:18,416 --> 00:04:19,915 Look at that. See you wouldn't have to do that. 72 00:04:19,917 --> 00:04:21,716 It would stay all day that crayon. 73 00:04:21,718 --> 00:04:22,717 Thank you. 74 00:04:22,719 --> 00:04:24,752 Thank you for that invaluable help. 75 00:04:26,655 --> 00:04:29,622 [phone vibrating] 76 00:04:42,770 --> 00:04:43,869 They just delivered our tree. 77 00:04:43,871 --> 00:04:44,736 Ha, really? 78 00:04:44,738 --> 00:04:46,270 I hadn't noticed. 79 00:04:46,272 --> 00:04:47,471 Have you got your one yet? 80 00:04:47,473 --> 00:04:49,739 Now why would a girl who lives alone need a tree? 81 00:04:49,741 --> 00:04:51,474 You could put my present under it. 82 00:04:51,476 --> 00:04:52,641 [laughs] 83 00:04:52,643 --> 00:04:56,611 But seriously though, like, I don't know, like, on video, 84 00:04:56,613 --> 00:04:58,446 is like, should I be wearing more blush. 85 00:04:58,448 --> 00:05:00,548 Like, should it be more colorful or less? Is this gonna... 86 00:05:00,550 --> 00:05:01,749 Look, I wouldn't worry about it. 87 00:05:01,751 --> 00:05:03,383 It's face time. 88 00:05:03,385 --> 00:05:05,351 I mean, you're basically just going to be a frozen image. 89 00:05:05,353 --> 00:05:06,552 Like an emoji. 90 00:05:06,554 --> 00:05:10,355 Smile emoji, sad emoji, raise the roof emoji. 91 00:05:10,357 --> 00:05:12,690 Your bras are going to raise the roof. 92 00:05:12,692 --> 00:05:14,558 Is there a bra emoji? 93 00:05:14,560 --> 00:05:17,327 Why didn't they send a real crew though, you know? 94 00:05:17,329 --> 00:05:18,928 Like they do for me? 95 00:05:18,930 --> 00:05:20,396 Okay, I've got an idea. 96 00:05:20,398 --> 00:05:21,397 You can do it, right? 97 00:05:21,399 --> 00:05:22,715 -I mean you love my bras. -I do. 98 00:05:22,716 --> 00:05:24,032 You just talk about how much you love them. 99 00:05:24,034 --> 00:05:26,000 Girls around the country will want you to love their bras. 100 00:05:26,002 --> 00:05:27,401 It'll work really well. 101 00:05:27,403 --> 00:05:29,436 Problem is the only thing I can describe is 102 00:05:29,438 --> 00:05:30,603 how to take them off. 103 00:05:30,605 --> 00:05:32,938 -Mm, are you ready? -No! Stop it. Stop it. 104 00:05:32,940 --> 00:05:34,306 Oh, not that ready. 105 00:05:34,308 --> 00:05:35,874 Okay, do I look okay? Is it... seriously. 106 00:05:36,676 --> 00:05:38,008 Just... hold on. 107 00:05:38,010 --> 00:05:40,844 Stop it, stop it, stop it, stop it! 108 00:05:40,846 --> 00:05:41,811 -No, no, no. -You look fine. 109 00:05:41,813 --> 00:05:42,812 Okay, okay. 110 00:05:45,483 --> 00:05:46,381 [camera clicks] 111 00:05:46,383 --> 00:05:48,015 [indistinct chatter] 112 00:05:48,017 --> 00:05:49,683 Hey, guys. 113 00:05:52,354 --> 00:05:55,388 Joining us live from her stunning home in New York City 114 00:05:55,390 --> 00:05:58,457 to talk about her new Haute Couture bra line 115 00:05:58,459 --> 00:06:02,294 that is tearing up the runways, ladies and gentlemen is... 116 00:06:02,296 --> 00:06:03,595 Georgina Scott. 117 00:06:03,597 --> 00:06:04,996 Georgina, welcome. 118 00:06:04,998 --> 00:06:07,832 Gosh, you look phenomenal and I can't even see your bra. 119 00:06:07,834 --> 00:06:09,700 Well, thank you. 120 00:06:09,702 --> 00:06:11,735 You sure know what to say to a girl. 121 00:06:11,737 --> 00:06:12,836 Thank you so much. 122 00:06:12,838 --> 00:06:14,037 I'm really excited to talk to you guys. 123 00:06:14,039 --> 00:06:16,406 My goodness, what is going on? 124 00:06:16,408 --> 00:06:18,875 Fashion week has been all abuzz about your bras. 125 00:06:18,877 --> 00:06:22,011 Who knew there was so much new to do with boob support? 126 00:06:22,013 --> 00:06:23,612 [laughs] 127 00:06:23,614 --> 00:06:25,981 Well, never underestimate a woman's love of dressing up, 128 00:06:25,983 --> 00:06:27,582 even when she's undressed. 129 00:06:27,584 --> 00:06:29,917 Now, I thought we had seen it all with Victoria's Secret 130 00:06:29,919 --> 00:06:31,919 and their diamond bras. 131 00:06:31,921 --> 00:06:34,788 Tell us, what has everyone so excited? 132 00:06:34,790 --> 00:06:37,390 Well, look, I'm a gal who loves sparkle, and those 133 00:06:37,392 --> 00:06:40,092 diamond bras are incredible spectacles and 134 00:06:40,094 --> 00:06:42,427 amazing works of art, but I wanted to create 135 00:06:42,429 --> 00:06:45,430 something that every woman could buy and own and have 136 00:06:45,432 --> 00:06:47,965 that same wow factor in their own bedroom. 137 00:06:47,967 --> 00:06:50,867 We use hand-printed silks. 138 00:06:50,869 --> 00:06:54,837 We use antique lace, uh, vintage Czech crystals. 139 00:06:54,839 --> 00:06:58,473 I wanted to sort of do a tip of hat to the most 140 00:06:58,475 --> 00:07:00,842 beautiful and ethereal styles of the past that 141 00:07:00,844 --> 00:07:02,543 inspired me all my life. 142 00:07:02,545 --> 00:07:05,679 I've never seen bras made of this fabric or design. 143 00:07:05,681 --> 00:07:08,481 They're so sophisticated, like you can wear them in the street. 144 00:07:08,483 --> 00:07:12,651 I think that every piece of clothing that goes on your body 145 00:07:12,653 --> 00:07:15,553 should be as beautiful as possible. 146 00:07:15,555 --> 00:07:19,356 Not just functional, but infused with the art of fashion. 147 00:07:19,358 --> 00:07:22,625 Now, speaking of fashion and supermodels, 148 00:07:22,627 --> 00:07:25,894 you are dating the absolutely resplendent Sebastian. 149 00:07:25,896 --> 00:07:28,062 The iconic face of Bateau Cologne. 150 00:07:28,064 --> 00:07:30,764 So, we're guessing, Georgina, that he's probably 151 00:07:30,766 --> 00:07:32,398 your first guinea pig, am I right? 152 00:07:32,400 --> 00:07:35,401 Um, let's just say that he's supportive of my work 153 00:07:35,403 --> 00:07:37,936 and leave it at that for daytime television. 154 00:07:37,938 --> 00:07:40,605 So when can us ladies get our hands on these? 155 00:07:40,607 --> 00:07:44,475 Well, all gals and maybe some guys can get their 156 00:07:44,477 --> 00:07:48,679 hands on them, uh, starting tomorrow on Fifth 157 00:07:48,681 --> 00:07:51,648 Avenue and this weekend across the nation. 158 00:07:51,650 --> 00:07:53,483 Georgina Scott, always a pleasure. 159 00:07:53,485 --> 00:07:55,952 Congrats on your success, and look, I know now what 160 00:07:55,954 --> 00:07:58,487 my wife is getting for her birthday. 161 00:07:58,489 --> 00:07:59,488 The pleasure was all mine. 162 00:07:59,490 --> 00:08:00,889 Thank you so much you guys. 163 00:08:00,891 --> 00:08:04,559 Coming up, a revealing new interview with Russell Crowe. 164 00:08:04,561 --> 00:08:06,093 You won't want to... 165 00:08:06,095 --> 00:08:07,427 Whew! 166 00:08:08,530 --> 00:08:09,629 So... 167 00:08:09,631 --> 00:08:10,997 Well, that was amazing. 168 00:08:10,999 --> 00:08:12,498 Yay! 169 00:08:15,436 --> 00:08:17,969 Well, they did all the heavy lifting, but more importantly, 170 00:08:17,971 --> 00:08:19,637 how'd I look? 171 00:08:19,639 --> 00:08:22,406 Like every man was fantasizing about what bra you were wearing? 172 00:08:22,408 --> 00:08:23,507 [laughing] 173 00:08:23,509 --> 00:08:25,709 [phone notification rings repeatedly] 174 00:08:26,078 --> 00:08:27,510 You're blowing up. 175 00:08:27,512 --> 00:08:28,944 Oh... 176 00:08:31,081 --> 00:08:33,414 [gentle piano music] 177 00:08:33,416 --> 00:08:37,184 Becca, the service is over and we're back at the house now. 178 00:08:37,186 --> 00:08:38,652 Everyone's asking for you. 179 00:08:38,654 --> 00:08:40,453 Please come. 180 00:08:40,822 --> 00:08:42,021 I know you're upset. 181 00:08:42,023 --> 00:08:43,689 I, we didn't get a chance to finish. 182 00:08:43,691 --> 00:08:47,592 I need to explain, so we just have to talk, okay? 183 00:08:47,594 --> 00:08:48,092 [kissy noise] 184 00:08:48,094 --> 00:08:49,594 Bye. 185 00:08:53,533 --> 00:08:55,866 Ms. Scott, I hope you haven't been waiting too long. 186 00:08:55,868 --> 00:08:57,734 Georgina, please. 187 00:08:57,736 --> 00:09:01,170 Couture has decided to do a feature on your spring line 188 00:09:01,172 --> 00:09:04,673 in our May issue, featuring a June bride theme. 189 00:09:04,675 --> 00:09:06,141 How do you feel about that? 190 00:09:06,143 --> 00:09:09,210 I think that's fantastic news, oh my God. 191 00:09:09,212 --> 00:09:10,778 Thank you so much. 192 00:09:10,780 --> 00:09:13,046 Good, well we're all very excited about it over here. 193 00:09:13,048 --> 00:09:17,617 In fact, I have a fan who'd very much like to meet you. 194 00:09:18,186 --> 00:09:19,285 Hello Ms. Scott. 195 00:09:19,287 --> 00:09:20,986 It is such a pleasure to meet you. 196 00:09:20,988 --> 00:09:22,988 I attended your show during fashion week and 197 00:09:22,990 --> 00:09:25,323 I just wanted to say that I thought it was so incredible. 198 00:09:25,325 --> 00:09:26,991 Thank you. 199 00:09:26,993 --> 00:09:28,759 You know, you look familiar. 200 00:09:28,761 --> 00:09:30,660 Do we know each other somehow? 201 00:09:30,662 --> 00:09:32,595 Oh, um, the Pig and Cow building. 202 00:09:32,597 --> 00:09:33,596 -Of course. -I live there, too. 203 00:09:33,598 --> 00:09:35,648 Wow, what a small world, right? 204 00:09:35,649 --> 00:09:37,699 Oh, so nice to meet you. Bye! 205 00:09:37,702 --> 00:09:39,802 Do you have any children, Georgina? 206 00:09:39,804 --> 00:09:41,603 No, no, no I don't, no. 207 00:09:41,605 --> 00:09:44,706 Well, it's impossible not to mess up, 208 00:09:44,708 --> 00:09:46,908 even when you do everything right. 209 00:09:47,243 --> 00:09:50,210 Nah, looks like you did everything right. 210 00:09:50,212 --> 00:09:54,614 Anyway, send me your sketches as soon as you can 211 00:09:54,616 --> 00:09:57,650 and we'll see what we can do to do a gorgeous splashy layout. 212 00:09:57,652 --> 00:09:58,817 That sounds perfect. 213 00:09:58,819 --> 00:10:00,218 Thank you so much. 214 00:10:00,220 --> 00:10:01,953 [gentle rock music] 215 00:10:01,955 --> 00:10:05,323 ¶ I don't ask for too much ¶ 216 00:10:05,325 --> 00:10:09,694 ¶ You can't keep up, you can't keep up, you can't keep up ¶ 217 00:10:09,696 --> 00:10:11,062 ¶ And up ¶ 218 00:10:11,064 --> 00:10:14,331 [music] 219 00:10:14,333 --> 00:10:17,667 ¶ ¶ 220 00:10:30,347 --> 00:10:32,046 Becca, come on. 221 00:10:32,848 --> 00:10:34,614 We've got the reading of the will tomorrow. 222 00:10:34,616 --> 00:10:36,949 I... will you just let me know you're okay? 223 00:10:36,951 --> 00:10:38,350 Can you call us? 224 00:10:39,886 --> 00:10:41,986 Alright, I love you. 225 00:10:41,988 --> 00:10:43,020 Bye. 226 00:10:47,725 --> 00:10:49,324 Hello? Hi? 227 00:10:49,326 --> 00:10:50,925 I'm home. 228 00:10:50,927 --> 00:10:52,126 What are you doing? 229 00:10:52,128 --> 00:10:53,360 Hey! 230 00:10:53,362 --> 00:10:55,362 Just finishing up some work. 231 00:10:55,364 --> 00:10:56,296 What are you doing? 232 00:10:56,298 --> 00:10:59,132 Just gonna cook you some dinner. 233 00:11:05,306 --> 00:11:07,005 What are you doing? 234 00:11:07,307 --> 00:11:08,372 Hi. 235 00:11:08,374 --> 00:11:09,906 We can't afford any of this stuff. 236 00:11:09,908 --> 00:11:12,041 Oh, no this is just, uh, some things we needed 237 00:11:12,043 --> 00:11:12,975 for the new recipes. 238 00:11:12,977 --> 00:11:14,209 My God, Kevin. 239 00:11:14,211 --> 00:11:16,744 Who cares about new recipes? 240 00:11:16,746 --> 00:11:20,280 Well this thing is gonna rise or fall because of the recipes. 241 00:11:20,282 --> 00:11:22,015 That's cute, that's really cute. 242 00:11:22,017 --> 00:11:25,785 Why don't you keep punning your way into bankruptcy 243 00:11:25,787 --> 00:11:27,953 and we are going to have to go and live, you know, 244 00:11:27,955 --> 00:11:29,955 with your grandma in Newark. 245 00:11:29,957 --> 00:11:32,257 Would you please stop worrying so much? 246 00:11:32,259 --> 00:11:34,892 I'm sure we're going to get a call from the loan guy really soon. 247 00:11:34,894 --> 00:11:37,394 Be able to set up that nice little space in SoHo 248 00:11:37,396 --> 00:11:39,329 -we talked about. -Who are we kidding? 249 00:11:39,331 --> 00:11:42,932 You are a straight guy who wants to sell pastries 250 00:11:42,934 --> 00:11:44,099 in Lower Manhattan? 251 00:11:44,101 --> 00:11:46,167 That doesn't exactly sound like a slam dunk. 252 00:11:46,169 --> 00:11:48,769 And meanwhile, we're almost all the way through 253 00:11:48,771 --> 00:11:51,338 our savings and you're creating new recipes? 254 00:11:51,340 --> 00:11:53,807 I hardly think a few hundred dollars worth of 255 00:11:53,809 --> 00:11:56,242 truffle oil is going to put us over the edge. 256 00:11:56,244 --> 00:11:57,276 Well that's the point! 257 00:11:57,278 --> 00:11:59,244 It's not just a few hundred dollars. 258 00:11:59,246 --> 00:12:02,447 It's a few hundred dollars over and over and over again. 259 00:12:02,449 --> 00:12:04,015 I can understand why you're nervous. 260 00:12:04,017 --> 00:12:06,283 You don't understand! 261 00:12:06,285 --> 00:12:09,219 Because I am the person who has to work an actual 262 00:12:09,221 --> 00:12:12,989 job while you get to just smell and taste your way 263 00:12:12,991 --> 00:12:15,858 into this fantasy world. 264 00:12:15,860 --> 00:12:19,061 You know this wasn't exactly what I was expecting 265 00:12:19,063 --> 00:12:22,898 when I stormed out of my parents' house to be with you. 266 00:12:22,900 --> 00:12:29,370 I wanted to stay that vibrant, irreverent person. 267 00:12:29,372 --> 00:12:32,106 And now I'm policing your groceries? 268 00:12:32,108 --> 00:12:35,876 I mean God damn it, Kevin, I really want to start our 269 00:12:35,878 --> 00:12:39,079 adult life together, and you just made me into the 270 00:12:39,081 --> 00:12:41,981 person who has to clean everything up. 271 00:12:55,395 --> 00:12:57,294 [humming idly] 272 00:13:00,132 --> 00:13:01,264 Rigby! 273 00:13:02,800 --> 00:13:04,132 Quinn. 274 00:13:04,734 --> 00:13:07,301 -Hey. -Hi. 275 00:13:07,303 --> 00:13:08,502 What's all this? 276 00:13:08,504 --> 00:13:09,736 Uh, the Vinyl Towers. 277 00:13:09,738 --> 00:13:11,504 It's a set I built for you. 278 00:13:11,506 --> 00:13:13,138 Oh, you're a carpenter, too? 279 00:13:13,140 --> 00:13:14,906 Well, lucky for us then. 280 00:13:14,908 --> 00:13:16,207 What the hell is it? 281 00:13:16,209 --> 00:13:19,009 Well, it was from an interview that I read of yours, 282 00:13:19,011 --> 00:13:21,444 where you said you related more to the golden age of rock. 283 00:13:21,446 --> 00:13:23,212 You know, '60s, '70s vinyl. 284 00:13:23,214 --> 00:13:25,047 More analog than digital. 285 00:13:25,049 --> 00:13:28,283 So it's kind of throwback, but all you. 286 00:13:28,285 --> 00:13:30,852 -Alright. -Okay. 287 00:13:30,854 --> 00:13:31,819 Come on. 288 00:13:31,821 --> 00:13:33,987 [rock music] 289 00:13:33,989 --> 00:13:35,421 Thank you. 290 00:13:35,423 --> 00:13:36,355 [laughs] 291 00:13:36,357 --> 00:13:37,289 Head down. 292 00:13:39,860 --> 00:13:40,925 Turn to the left. 293 00:13:40,927 --> 00:13:42,960 [both laughing] 294 00:13:46,165 --> 00:13:49,533 ¶ She ain't walking to the city, to the city for somehow ¶ 295 00:13:49,535 --> 00:13:50,934 Good! 296 00:13:52,070 --> 00:13:53,436 Yes! 297 00:13:53,438 --> 00:13:55,171 Wait! 298 00:13:55,173 --> 00:13:56,205 [laughs] 299 00:13:59,176 --> 00:14:02,510 ¶ Give me fire, give me water ¶ 300 00:14:03,279 --> 00:14:05,945 Good. Yes! 301 00:14:08,049 --> 00:14:10,382 Hey, Becca, where are you? 302 00:14:11,551 --> 00:14:14,852 I know you're confused and hurt. 303 00:14:15,955 --> 00:14:17,821 And I am too. 304 00:14:19,457 --> 00:14:20,889 I'm here. 305 00:14:23,360 --> 00:14:25,993 I know it makes you feel good, but you do know that weed 306 00:14:25,995 --> 00:14:27,461 is a carcinogen, right? 307 00:14:27,463 --> 00:14:30,030 Hey, cool, 'cause that's what what worries me most right now. 308 00:14:30,032 --> 00:14:31,598 Thanks. 309 00:14:31,599 --> 00:14:33,165 Don't you hate smelling like a frat house when you go to work? 310 00:14:33,168 --> 00:14:36,002 Sorry you have to see me lower myself to stoner status. 311 00:14:36,004 --> 00:14:38,270 There's a picture of you on Quinn's site from the concert. 312 00:14:38,272 --> 00:14:41,072 You should check it out, you look pretty cool. 313 00:14:41,074 --> 00:14:43,207 Please do not post that to Facebook. 314 00:14:43,209 --> 00:14:45,442 I will never hear the end of it from my mother. 315 00:14:45,444 --> 00:14:46,976 Too late. 316 00:14:46,978 --> 00:14:48,410 Your parents probably have your apartment wired with 317 00:14:48,412 --> 00:14:50,345 hidden cameras anyway. 318 00:14:50,346 --> 00:14:52,279 She's going to lose your mind when she finds out 319 00:14:52,282 --> 00:14:53,848 where you're working. 320 00:14:53,850 --> 00:14:55,182 Please. 321 00:14:55,184 --> 00:14:57,984 She would never be caught dead south of 63rd Street. 322 00:14:57,986 --> 00:15:00,853 Downtown might as well be another country to her. 323 00:15:00,855 --> 00:15:04,456 Besides, don't you want people to see how cool you look? 324 00:15:04,458 --> 00:15:06,257 I do look pretty cool. 325 00:15:06,259 --> 00:15:08,259 [phone rings] 326 00:15:08,261 --> 00:15:10,127 See? 327 00:15:10,129 --> 00:15:11,495 [laughs] 328 00:15:11,497 --> 00:15:12,963 Hi. 329 00:15:13,465 --> 00:15:15,198 Yeah, I'm fine. 330 00:15:15,200 --> 00:15:16,432 Yes, that's me. 331 00:15:16,434 --> 00:15:17,466 Told you. 332 00:15:17,468 --> 00:15:19,534 Uh huh. Got the tickets at work. 333 00:15:19,536 --> 00:15:20,368 [laughs] 334 00:15:20,370 --> 00:15:21,335 Shh! 335 00:15:21,337 --> 00:15:22,969 What? 336 00:15:22,971 --> 00:15:24,437 T-that's not a guy, mom. 337 00:15:24,439 --> 00:15:26,505 That's Tricia Williams. 338 00:15:26,507 --> 00:15:27,839 Yeah, my roommate from Andover. 339 00:15:27,841 --> 00:15:29,273 Remember? 340 00:15:29,275 --> 00:15:30,974 We're on FaceTime. 341 00:15:32,110 --> 00:15:33,576 I've gotta go. 342 00:15:37,014 --> 00:15:38,913 Yeah, she's having some personal problems 343 00:15:38,915 --> 00:15:40,614 and I'm helping her out with some stuff. 344 00:15:40,616 --> 00:15:44,583 Well, good of you to help out an old friend. 345 00:15:45,586 --> 00:15:47,252 So where did she end up? 346 00:15:47,254 --> 00:15:48,553 Rutgers. 347 00:15:48,555 --> 00:15:51,022 Isn't that a state school? 348 00:15:51,024 --> 00:15:53,524 A perfectly good waste of prep school education. 349 00:15:53,526 --> 00:15:55,092 Stop it, mother. 350 00:15:55,094 --> 00:15:56,526 She got into Yale early decision, 351 00:15:56,528 --> 00:15:58,294 same school that waitlisted me. 352 00:15:58,296 --> 00:16:00,562 -Yes. -Not everyone can afford Ivy. 353 00:16:00,564 --> 00:16:04,399 But you are a Princeton grad, in the entry program 354 00:16:04,401 --> 00:16:06,000 of Wells and Kinney. 355 00:16:06,002 --> 00:16:08,869 Yes, you know what, I did graduate from Princeton, 356 00:16:08,871 --> 00:16:11,004 where I magically made it off the wait list, 357 00:16:11,006 --> 00:16:13,873 and I did magically get into the most competitive Entree program 358 00:16:13,875 --> 00:16:15,241 in all of Manhattan. 359 00:16:15,243 --> 00:16:16,342 I have to go, mom. 360 00:16:16,344 --> 00:16:18,243 But the markets are closed! 361 00:16:18,245 --> 00:16:21,946 Look, I thought maybe we could hang out a little 362 00:16:21,948 --> 00:16:25,316 bit and, you know, I'd like to hear all about 363 00:16:25,318 --> 00:16:26,483 what's going on. 364 00:16:26,485 --> 00:16:27,985 Nope, still working. 365 00:16:27,987 --> 00:16:29,686 I'm making a delivery for one of the partners. 366 00:16:29,688 --> 00:16:31,220 Delivery? 367 00:16:31,222 --> 00:16:32,321 Yeah. 368 00:16:32,323 --> 00:16:33,405 That's how they break us in. 369 00:16:33,406 --> 00:16:34,488 Can you believe the bastards? 370 00:16:34,491 --> 00:16:35,423 I gotta catch the subway. 371 00:16:35,425 --> 00:16:36,690 I'm gonna lose you. 372 00:16:36,692 --> 00:16:38,192 Why don't you take a cab or, you know, call Howard. 373 00:16:38,193 --> 00:16:39,693 He's downstairs. 374 00:16:49,104 --> 00:16:50,570 [door opens] 375 00:16:51,573 --> 00:16:52,471 Hey. 376 00:16:52,473 --> 00:16:53,505 Hey. 377 00:16:54,541 --> 00:16:56,374 -Okay? -Yeah. 378 00:16:58,344 --> 00:16:59,710 Tony? 379 00:16:59,712 --> 00:17:00,678 Tony! 380 00:17:00,679 --> 00:17:01,645 Will you set the table please? 381 00:17:01,647 --> 00:17:03,446 Dinner time. 382 00:17:04,682 --> 00:17:06,148 Every time. 383 00:17:08,018 --> 00:17:09,584 Did you hear from Becca today? 384 00:17:10,119 --> 00:17:11,284 What do you think? 385 00:17:11,286 --> 00:17:13,352 I think it's time for me to call her. 386 00:17:13,354 --> 00:17:14,586 Don't. 387 00:17:15,188 --> 00:17:16,687 She's mad at me. 388 00:17:16,689 --> 00:17:18,755 She's gonna be just as mad at me when she finds out the truth. 389 00:17:18,757 --> 00:17:20,690 You know, this isn't just happening to you. 390 00:17:20,692 --> 00:17:22,391 I know that, Peter. 391 00:17:22,393 --> 00:17:24,059 I don't know what to do. 392 00:17:24,361 --> 00:17:26,327 Maybe we should just let her process things and 393 00:17:26,329 --> 00:17:27,528 come to us when she's ready. 394 00:17:27,530 --> 00:17:29,263 How is she gonna process it if she doesn't know 395 00:17:29,265 --> 00:17:30,797 everything is what I'm saying. 396 00:17:30,799 --> 00:17:33,099 Well she's not gonna talk to you either. 397 00:17:33,101 --> 00:17:34,533 Maybe. 398 00:17:37,070 --> 00:17:38,636 Tony, how do you feel about leaving your Aunt Becca 399 00:17:38,638 --> 00:17:40,337 a message? 400 00:17:40,339 --> 00:17:41,504 She's not my Aunt Becca. 401 00:17:41,506 --> 00:17:43,305 -Come on. -You guys are liars. 402 00:17:43,307 --> 00:17:45,040 You lied to her and you lied to me. 403 00:17:45,042 --> 00:17:46,674 Maybe if you weren't so afraid of a fight, 404 00:17:46,676 --> 00:17:49,443 we wouldn't all be living a total and complete lie. 405 00:17:49,445 --> 00:17:51,411 Don't talk to your mother that way. 406 00:17:51,413 --> 00:17:54,147 I can't believe how weak you guys are. 407 00:17:54,716 --> 00:17:56,615 You lied. 408 00:17:56,617 --> 00:17:58,583 You could've just told us the truth. 409 00:17:58,585 --> 00:18:00,217 Oh yeah? 410 00:18:00,619 --> 00:18:04,120 You have no idea what you're talking about. 411 00:18:04,122 --> 00:18:05,521 You're right, dad. 412 00:18:05,523 --> 00:18:07,456 I don't know what I'm talking about because you 413 00:18:07,458 --> 00:18:09,690 never tell me anything. 414 00:18:12,161 --> 00:18:13,393 No, no. Let him be. 415 00:18:13,395 --> 00:18:14,660 Let him be. 416 00:18:16,163 --> 00:18:17,495 Early birthday present. 417 00:18:17,497 --> 00:18:18,596 What? 418 00:18:18,598 --> 00:18:19,563 Wanna look? 419 00:18:19,565 --> 00:18:21,831 Yes! What is it? 420 00:18:25,169 --> 00:18:27,335 Is that Times Square? 421 00:18:27,337 --> 00:18:29,070 [giggling] 422 00:18:30,540 --> 00:18:32,540 But not just Times Square, this is gonna be everywhere. 423 00:18:32,542 --> 00:18:34,575 What you did on that shoot was magical. 424 00:18:34,577 --> 00:18:36,209 You really captured him. 425 00:18:36,211 --> 00:18:38,678 Quinn and his team wants your images to define him 426 00:18:38,680 --> 00:18:39,645 from now on. 427 00:18:39,647 --> 00:18:42,214 Across the planet. 428 00:18:43,750 --> 00:18:46,417 And Quinn wants to hire you. 429 00:18:46,419 --> 00:18:47,551 -No. -Mhm. 430 00:18:47,553 --> 00:18:49,719 Really? Why? For what? 431 00:18:49,721 --> 00:18:53,222 Well, um, for some more shoots obviously, but uh, 432 00:18:53,224 --> 00:18:55,857 maybe um, a sponsorship campaign. 433 00:18:55,859 --> 00:18:58,192 Mmm... great. 434 00:18:58,194 --> 00:19:02,162 Look, um, I don't wanna, you know, rain on your parade, 435 00:19:02,164 --> 00:19:03,596 but um... 436 00:19:05,600 --> 00:19:10,501 My ex and I we tried to give it another shot for the boy's sake. 437 00:19:12,371 --> 00:19:14,404 You have a son? 438 00:19:15,173 --> 00:19:16,839 And I thought you hated your ex. 439 00:19:16,841 --> 00:19:19,608 Hate is a strong word. 440 00:19:19,610 --> 00:19:22,877 You said, I hate my ex. 441 00:19:22,879 --> 00:19:24,445 Well... 442 00:19:25,881 --> 00:19:28,314 I hated the fact that I had to get married with 443 00:19:28,316 --> 00:19:30,883 her because she was, you know... 444 00:19:30,885 --> 00:19:32,351 Right. 445 00:19:32,353 --> 00:19:36,788 But Hal is here now, and I need to be a decent dad. 446 00:19:37,457 --> 00:19:39,323 I'm sorry. 447 00:19:39,325 --> 00:19:40,657 Oh! 448 00:19:41,359 --> 00:19:44,126 The truth is, you stole my thunder. 449 00:19:44,128 --> 00:19:45,827 I was gonna dump you, but then you come in here with 450 00:19:45,829 --> 00:19:49,630 this great news and now I can't be mad at you. 451 00:19:50,566 --> 00:19:51,731 Phew! 452 00:19:53,401 --> 00:19:56,368 Well, I gotta go. 453 00:19:56,370 --> 00:19:57,435 K. 454 00:19:57,437 --> 00:19:58,869 Bye. 455 00:19:59,771 --> 00:20:01,370 Oh. 456 00:20:04,241 --> 00:20:05,807 -Bye. -K. 457 00:20:05,809 --> 00:20:09,243 [melancholic music] 458 00:20:09,245 --> 00:20:12,312 ¶ ¶ 459 00:20:18,586 --> 00:20:20,919 [sirens] 460 00:20:24,591 --> 00:20:26,591 [phone rings] 461 00:20:38,904 --> 00:20:40,403 [phone rings] 462 00:20:56,887 --> 00:20:58,852 [exhales] 463 00:21:01,923 --> 00:21:02,788 -Hey. -What are you doing? 464 00:21:02,790 --> 00:21:04,256 Can't sleep. 465 00:21:04,958 --> 00:21:06,524 Me too. 466 00:21:08,427 --> 00:21:09,459 Milk? 467 00:21:09,461 --> 00:21:10,760 No, thanks. 468 00:21:13,531 --> 00:21:15,264 Oh my gosh. 469 00:21:16,367 --> 00:21:18,200 You coming? 470 00:21:18,202 --> 00:21:20,635 I'm gonna watch some C-Span actually. 471 00:21:20,637 --> 00:21:23,771 Well, better than milk. 472 00:21:25,541 --> 00:21:26,706 [phone rings] 473 00:21:40,654 --> 00:21:43,655 [phone vibrates] 474 00:21:48,828 --> 00:21:50,494 Hey. 475 00:21:51,797 --> 00:21:53,496 Hi, Pete. 476 00:21:53,498 --> 00:21:54,864 Hey. 477 00:21:56,467 --> 00:21:58,767 Thank you for calling. You okay? 478 00:21:59,936 --> 00:22:02,703 Yeah, I just uh... 479 00:22:02,705 --> 00:22:05,505 I don't know how I'm supposed to feel right now. 480 00:22:05,874 --> 00:22:08,608 Mad, confused, sad. 481 00:22:08,610 --> 00:22:09,709 Million questions. 482 00:22:09,711 --> 00:22:10,910 Everything I guess. 483 00:22:10,912 --> 00:22:13,278 Yeah, I guess that sums it up. 484 00:22:16,549 --> 00:22:18,015 Um... 485 00:22:19,585 --> 00:22:22,819 Beth doesn't know I'm calling you, but-- 486 00:22:22,821 --> 00:22:24,353 Oh, please. I can't. 487 00:22:24,355 --> 00:22:25,787 I can't talk to her right now. 488 00:22:25,789 --> 00:22:27,388 -I just-- -I know, but... 489 00:22:27,390 --> 00:22:28,922 Do not defend her. 490 00:22:28,924 --> 00:22:30,390 Jesus. 491 00:22:30,392 --> 00:22:33,426 She had thirty-three years to tell me this and she, 492 00:22:33,428 --> 00:22:36,662 she waits until my mother's funeral to tell 493 00:22:36,664 --> 00:22:39,965 me that the woman I'm grieving is not my mother, 494 00:22:39,967 --> 00:22:41,917 who is my grandmother. 495 00:22:41,918 --> 00:22:43,868 And she's not my sister, she's my mother. 496 00:22:43,870 --> 00:22:45,569 I-I... 497 00:22:45,571 --> 00:22:47,871 It's a lot to take in, huh? 498 00:22:47,873 --> 00:22:49,706 I can't. 499 00:22:49,708 --> 00:22:53,042 I don't know how to wrap my head around this. 500 00:22:53,044 --> 00:22:55,278 Well, it's a tough one. 501 00:22:55,279 --> 00:22:57,513 I've wrapped my head around it for a long time. 502 00:23:00,417 --> 00:23:04,452 Yeah, I was uh, I was wondering if you knew. 503 00:23:04,454 --> 00:23:07,922 If you knew this whole time and you just... 504 00:23:07,924 --> 00:23:10,524 Yeah, you just uh, never told me. 505 00:23:10,526 --> 00:23:11,825 You know what, Becca? 506 00:23:11,827 --> 00:23:17,896 Just hold on a second cause this is a hard thing. 507 00:23:18,732 --> 00:23:20,398 What? What is hard for you? 508 00:23:20,400 --> 00:23:23,434 Look, you remember I came back from the war, 509 00:23:23,436 --> 00:23:24,368 I started dating Beth. 510 00:23:24,370 --> 00:23:25,569 Right? 511 00:23:25,571 --> 00:23:28,972 Yeah, you met at the VFW Christmas dance thing. 512 00:23:28,974 --> 00:23:31,008 Yeah, well... 513 00:23:31,010 --> 00:23:34,644 Yeah, we met at a dance, but it was a high school dance. 514 00:23:34,646 --> 00:23:37,713 I was 17 and Beth was 15. 515 00:23:38,649 --> 00:23:42,517 And your grandmother wouldn't let me see Beth 516 00:23:42,519 --> 00:23:44,585 anymore after she got pregnant. 517 00:23:46,855 --> 00:23:48,671 She blamed me. 518 00:23:48,672 --> 00:23:50,488 I went off and joined the army to get as far away as 519 00:23:50,491 --> 00:23:51,756 I could and-- 520 00:23:51,758 --> 00:23:54,892 -Seriously? -Just listen to me. 521 00:23:54,894 --> 00:23:56,493 What? 522 00:23:56,495 --> 00:24:00,763 But I was not trying to get away from Beth or from you. 523 00:24:00,765 --> 00:24:02,564 I was never running away from you. 524 00:24:02,566 --> 00:24:04,098 What are you telling me? 525 00:24:05,701 --> 00:24:07,867 You're my daughter, too. 526 00:24:08,970 --> 00:24:11,203 How could you do this? 527 00:24:11,205 --> 00:24:13,205 How could you both do this? 528 00:24:13,207 --> 00:24:15,040 All of these years, why? 529 00:24:15,042 --> 00:24:18,777 Because it was the only way that Alice, that your... 530 00:24:18,779 --> 00:24:20,812 That your grandmother would allow us to be in 531 00:24:20,814 --> 00:24:23,898 your life at all. 532 00:24:23,899 --> 00:24:26,983 Look, I missed the first ten years of your life. 533 00:24:26,986 --> 00:24:29,619 And as soon as I got out of the army, I came 534 00:24:29,621 --> 00:24:31,487 straight home and I married Beth and we stayed 535 00:24:31,489 --> 00:24:33,188 in that house and we were around you as much as we 536 00:24:33,190 --> 00:24:34,923 possibly could be. 537 00:24:37,460 --> 00:24:40,194 How could you do this to us? 538 00:24:40,196 --> 00:24:42,229 I mean, how could you do this to Tony? 539 00:24:42,231 --> 00:24:43,630 That poor kid. 540 00:24:43,632 --> 00:24:44,731 I'm sorry. 541 00:24:44,733 --> 00:24:48,967 I'm very, very sorry. 542 00:24:50,070 --> 00:24:52,970 But you gotta know this is torture for us, too. 543 00:24:54,206 --> 00:24:56,706 This was torture for me, you know. 544 00:24:56,708 --> 00:24:58,941 And I didn't love you any less. 545 00:24:58,943 --> 00:25:02,177 I mean, maybe it was different on that outside. 546 00:25:02,179 --> 00:25:05,847 Maybe it looked different on the outside. 547 00:25:07,116 --> 00:25:10,149 But you know, inside you were always my girl. 548 00:25:12,920 --> 00:25:14,853 No, I um... 549 00:25:15,555 --> 00:25:18,856 I feel like the earth has just dropped out beneath me. 550 00:25:18,858 --> 00:25:20,123 I can't... 551 00:25:20,125 --> 00:25:25,861 Well, it has, sweetie, but you are not gonna sink. 552 00:25:25,863 --> 00:25:27,196 I promise. 553 00:25:27,197 --> 00:25:28,530 We're not gonna let you. 554 00:25:28,531 --> 00:25:29,864 Oh, don't you promise me anything. 555 00:25:29,867 --> 00:25:33,602 I don't believe a word you say to me. 556 00:25:33,604 --> 00:25:35,103 I don't wanna talk to you anymore. 557 00:25:35,105 --> 00:25:36,237 Don't call me. 558 00:25:36,239 --> 00:25:37,938 -Tell Beth not to call me. -Becca, please. 559 00:25:37,940 --> 00:25:42,776 I will have someone proxy for me at the will reading. 560 00:25:42,778 --> 00:25:44,110 Becca, you-- 561 00:25:44,112 --> 00:25:47,780 [somber music] 562 00:25:47,782 --> 00:25:51,150 ¶ ¶ 563 00:26:30,257 --> 00:26:32,090 [blowing nose] 564 00:26:41,834 --> 00:26:42,966 [camera shutter] 565 00:26:54,679 --> 00:26:55,944 Beth. 566 00:26:55,946 --> 00:26:57,612 He's at Becca's. 567 00:26:57,614 --> 00:26:59,013 He went to Becca's. 568 00:27:02,118 --> 00:27:04,585 Why did she send that to you and not me? 569 00:27:05,688 --> 00:27:07,254 She's still mad at you. 570 00:27:07,990 --> 00:27:10,023 And... 571 00:27:10,025 --> 00:27:11,791 I think it's good they spend some time alone now. 572 00:27:11,793 --> 00:27:13,926 She's worried about him. 573 00:27:13,928 --> 00:27:15,193 What do you mean? 574 00:27:15,195 --> 00:27:16,894 Did you talk to her? 575 00:27:18,197 --> 00:27:20,063 Yeah, we spoke last night. 576 00:27:20,065 --> 00:27:22,031 Did you tell her? 577 00:27:22,033 --> 00:27:23,132 I had to. 578 00:27:25,336 --> 00:27:26,335 Give me your keys. 579 00:27:26,337 --> 00:27:28,103 Jesus. 580 00:27:30,240 --> 00:27:33,040 [melancholic music] 581 00:27:33,042 --> 00:27:36,643 ¶ ¶ 582 00:27:46,320 --> 00:27:47,919 [sneezes] 583 00:27:50,356 --> 00:27:52,222 Just have a seat, please. 584 00:28:03,367 --> 00:28:05,400 I haven't seen you in a while. 585 00:28:06,302 --> 00:28:09,036 Yeah, I figured with all this weird Asian pig virus 586 00:28:09,038 --> 00:28:11,972 thing going around that I should probably come in. 587 00:28:13,141 --> 00:28:14,073 Okay. 588 00:28:14,075 --> 00:28:16,341 Still a non-smoker? 589 00:28:16,343 --> 00:28:18,142 Drinks per week. 590 00:28:18,144 --> 00:28:19,676 Depends on the week. 591 00:28:19,678 --> 00:28:21,811 Um, three to five. 592 00:28:22,346 --> 00:28:23,678 Okay. 593 00:28:23,680 --> 00:28:25,680 You definitely have a fever. 594 00:28:26,182 --> 00:28:28,749 And considerable inflammation. 595 00:28:28,751 --> 00:28:30,751 Uh, no strep. 596 00:28:31,420 --> 00:28:33,353 Probably the flu. 597 00:28:34,089 --> 00:28:35,154 Oh! 598 00:28:35,156 --> 00:28:36,889 Says you got a birthday next week. 599 00:28:36,891 --> 00:28:37,689 [laughs] 600 00:28:37,691 --> 00:28:39,791 37? 601 00:28:39,793 --> 00:28:42,226 Okay, so children maybe. 602 00:28:42,228 --> 00:28:43,227 Children? No. 603 00:28:43,229 --> 00:28:44,962 No, no. No. 604 00:28:44,964 --> 00:28:48,365 I, uh, I don't even have a houseplant. 605 00:28:48,367 --> 00:28:52,035 No, I travel way too much and when I'm home, 606 00:28:52,037 --> 00:28:53,970 my hours are insane. 607 00:28:53,972 --> 00:28:56,138 I don't even have a dog and I'd really like a dog. 608 00:28:56,140 --> 00:29:00,242 Look, Rigby, you're gonna have to find a new doctor. 609 00:29:00,244 --> 00:29:01,710 Oh, geez. 610 00:29:01,712 --> 00:29:03,912 I am really sorry I didn't come in for the flu shot 611 00:29:03,914 --> 00:29:04,979 -this last year. -No, no, no. 612 00:29:04,981 --> 00:29:06,013 You don't understand. 613 00:29:06,015 --> 00:29:07,914 I'm not an obstetrician. 614 00:29:07,916 --> 00:29:10,249 You're pregnant. 615 00:29:10,251 --> 00:29:11,750 What? 616 00:29:11,752 --> 00:29:13,752 No, that's impossible. 617 00:29:14,821 --> 00:29:17,354 Look, we'll have to confirm with a blood test. 618 00:29:17,356 --> 00:29:20,290 No, but we always used a condom. 619 00:29:21,092 --> 00:29:23,792 You ever wonder what's on the other side of that 97% 620 00:29:23,794 --> 00:29:25,260 effective. 621 00:29:25,262 --> 00:29:28,029 Welcome to the 3%. 622 00:29:31,167 --> 00:29:33,367 How long do I have? 623 00:29:33,369 --> 00:29:36,036 Jesus, it's not a death sentence. 624 00:29:36,038 --> 00:29:38,705 No, it's a life sentence. 625 00:29:38,707 --> 00:29:40,339 -What? -Okay, okay. 626 00:29:40,341 --> 00:29:42,841 I can see you're stressed out. 627 00:29:43,276 --> 00:29:46,710 I'm gonna write you an antiviral for the flu. 628 00:29:47,112 --> 00:29:52,181 And here's the name of a great OB. 629 00:29:52,183 --> 00:29:53,348 Right. 630 00:29:54,951 --> 00:29:56,483 Good luck. 631 00:29:56,485 --> 00:29:59,752 [somber music] 632 00:29:59,754 --> 00:30:02,788 ¶ ¶ 633 00:30:17,804 --> 00:30:20,337 Now can you show me which one is the red one. 634 00:30:31,082 --> 00:30:32,514 [honking] 635 00:30:46,463 --> 00:30:49,430 [music] 636 00:30:49,432 --> 00:30:52,399 ¶ ¶ 637 00:31:15,456 --> 00:31:18,023 That was pretty stupid, you know. 638 00:31:18,025 --> 00:31:19,324 I know. 639 00:31:20,226 --> 00:31:22,793 Beth's going crazy right now. 640 00:31:22,795 --> 00:31:24,194 I know. 641 00:31:25,030 --> 00:31:26,963 I just couldn't be around them. 642 00:31:26,965 --> 00:31:29,298 Kids are supposed to lie to their parents. 643 00:31:29,300 --> 00:31:31,099 Not the other way around. 644 00:31:32,135 --> 00:31:34,001 Yeah, well... 645 00:31:35,037 --> 00:31:37,037 It's so screwed up. 646 00:31:37,205 --> 00:31:38,904 [knocking] 647 00:31:53,553 --> 00:31:54,418 Tony. 648 00:31:54,420 --> 00:31:55,485 Can you give us a second? 649 00:31:55,487 --> 00:31:56,886 No. 650 00:31:56,888 --> 00:31:59,421 No, I don't wanna do this now. 651 00:31:59,423 --> 00:32:01,823 I wanted to tell you every single day. 652 00:32:01,825 --> 00:32:04,158 My hands were tied. 653 00:32:04,160 --> 00:32:07,027 I don't believe that mom or grandma or whatever the 654 00:32:07,029 --> 00:32:08,962 hell I'm supposed to call her now. 655 00:32:08,964 --> 00:32:10,830 I don't believe that she would want this for us. 656 00:32:10,832 --> 00:32:14,200 There's a lot you don't know about your grandparents. 657 00:32:15,269 --> 00:32:18,103 Well, apparently my whole life is based on a lie so... 658 00:32:18,105 --> 00:32:20,238 Make that times two. 659 00:32:21,941 --> 00:32:24,508 Is it a lie that we love you? 660 00:32:24,510 --> 00:32:26,009 Both of you? 661 00:32:27,278 --> 00:32:29,445 I wasn't strong enough to stand up to her. 662 00:32:29,447 --> 00:32:30,979 I wasn't. 663 00:32:30,981 --> 00:32:35,249 But she was my mother and I was 15 and scared. 664 00:32:35,251 --> 00:32:37,551 She took Peter away from me. 665 00:32:39,121 --> 00:32:41,187 I can't handle this. 666 00:32:41,189 --> 00:32:43,489 I have a trial in two days that I'm not prepared for 667 00:32:43,491 --> 00:32:49,194 so I can't do this with you today. 668 00:32:49,696 --> 00:32:51,095 Okay. 669 00:32:53,399 --> 00:32:55,465 You know where I am. 670 00:32:57,368 --> 00:32:59,000 Come on, Tony. 671 00:33:01,004 --> 00:33:04,405 You know what, Becca, this really isn't a tragedy. 672 00:33:04,407 --> 00:33:05,672 It's not. 673 00:33:06,408 --> 00:33:08,174 It's actually the first time I've been able to 674 00:33:08,176 --> 00:33:10,643 breathe in thirty years. 675 00:33:17,317 --> 00:33:18,482 [door closes] 676 00:33:26,558 --> 00:33:29,559 Hey, if you'd ever gotten pregnant, 677 00:33:29,561 --> 00:33:32,361 would you have considered termination? 678 00:33:32,363 --> 00:33:35,731 What a terribly strange thing to ask me. 679 00:33:35,733 --> 00:33:37,432 What do you mean? 680 00:33:38,268 --> 00:33:40,167 What do you mean, what do I mean? 681 00:33:42,638 --> 00:33:44,671 Well, what are you asking me? 682 00:33:44,673 --> 00:33:47,473 What are you trying to say? 683 00:33:47,475 --> 00:33:50,375 Well, what do you think I'm saying? 684 00:33:50,377 --> 00:33:53,344 You think I'm saying that I wanna have a baby? 685 00:33:54,113 --> 00:33:55,745 Seriously look, if I wanted to have a baby with 686 00:33:55,747 --> 00:33:59,681 you, I'd tell you, I wanna have a baby with you. 687 00:34:02,318 --> 00:34:05,185 So have you been reading my emails? 688 00:34:05,187 --> 00:34:07,220 Why would I read your emails? 689 00:34:07,222 --> 00:34:08,521 I don't know. 690 00:34:08,523 --> 00:34:10,356 Seems like an awfully strange question to come up 691 00:34:10,358 --> 00:34:12,358 -out of the blue. -It's Rigby. 692 00:34:12,360 --> 00:34:13,459 I saw her today. 693 00:34:13,461 --> 00:34:15,527 I'm supposed to keep it a secret. 694 00:34:16,696 --> 00:34:18,395 She's pregnant. 695 00:34:18,397 --> 00:34:19,662 Really? 696 00:34:20,331 --> 00:34:22,597 I didn't even know that she was seeing anybody. 697 00:34:22,599 --> 00:34:23,631 She was. 698 00:34:23,633 --> 00:34:25,232 She's not anymore. 699 00:34:26,668 --> 00:34:28,534 I guess that's why I'm just trying to figure out 700 00:34:28,536 --> 00:34:30,802 whether she wants to keep it or not. 701 00:34:44,783 --> 00:34:47,250 I got this email the other day. 702 00:34:48,152 --> 00:34:51,419 I've been trying to figure out how to tell you about it. 703 00:34:53,456 --> 00:34:54,721 Here it goes. 704 00:34:59,260 --> 00:35:02,594 Dear NM45729, 705 00:35:04,397 --> 00:35:05,496 What is this? 706 00:35:05,498 --> 00:35:07,297 Just keep reading. 707 00:35:09,467 --> 00:35:11,400 I recently submitted a request to the state 708 00:35:11,402 --> 00:35:15,237 adoption board for a copy of my family medical history. 709 00:35:15,239 --> 00:35:17,272 And I learned they had little on file, but said they would 710 00:35:17,274 --> 00:35:19,474 forward a message if they could. 711 00:35:21,077 --> 00:35:24,478 If you're reading this, then you're my biological mother. 712 00:35:29,651 --> 00:35:31,651 I don't wish to know your identity and I'm not ready 713 00:35:31,653 --> 00:35:34,854 to give you mine, but I have some questions about 714 00:35:34,856 --> 00:35:36,655 my health and I wondered if you could tell me a 715 00:35:36,657 --> 00:35:38,657 little bit about anything I should be aware of on 716 00:35:38,659 --> 00:35:40,759 you or my father's side. 717 00:35:40,761 --> 00:35:43,561 I have no record of who my father might be. 718 00:35:43,563 --> 00:35:45,429 You should know that I have wonderful parents and 719 00:35:45,431 --> 00:35:47,164 I'm very happy. 720 00:35:48,600 --> 00:35:49,498 Thank you. 721 00:35:49,500 --> 00:35:53,134 NC45729. 722 00:35:55,505 --> 00:35:57,371 I never told you about it because it was like 723 00:35:57,373 --> 00:35:58,739 a lifetime ago. 724 00:35:58,741 --> 00:36:02,642 And I like to pretend that it happened to someone else. 725 00:36:03,678 --> 00:36:07,646 It's your private life, you know, before you met me. 726 00:36:07,648 --> 00:36:10,582 No obligation to tell me anything. 727 00:36:12,786 --> 00:36:14,485 But I love you. 728 00:36:14,487 --> 00:36:19,456 So if you wanna tell me, I'm here. 729 00:36:21,359 --> 00:36:22,624 Okay? 730 00:36:23,526 --> 00:36:27,728 Twenty-three years ago, I was completely lost. 731 00:36:27,730 --> 00:36:31,865 And I uh, and I fell for this guy. 732 00:36:31,867 --> 00:36:34,400 This musician who convinced me to go on tour 733 00:36:34,402 --> 00:36:36,769 with him as his girl, so... 734 00:36:36,771 --> 00:36:40,639 We were on the road for a few months and I was not 735 00:36:40,641 --> 00:36:42,741 prepared for that lifestyle. 736 00:36:42,743 --> 00:36:47,579 I mean, there were so many drugs and there were some 737 00:36:47,581 --> 00:36:51,782 really weird parties and really... 738 00:36:51,784 --> 00:36:53,150 things. 739 00:36:55,654 --> 00:36:58,721 Anyway, after, after a couple months I couldn't 740 00:36:58,723 --> 00:37:02,458 take it anymore and I left and I went back home. 741 00:37:02,893 --> 00:37:08,429 And then I uh, I realized that I was pregnant. 742 00:37:09,198 --> 00:37:11,898 And I really couldn't say who the father was. 743 00:37:11,900 --> 00:37:14,734 I couldn't even take care of myself. 744 00:37:15,803 --> 00:37:22,540 And uh, there was no one to help me so I thought it 745 00:37:22,542 --> 00:37:27,778 would be best for the baby to give her up. 746 00:37:35,454 --> 00:37:37,687 Ever regret that? 747 00:37:37,689 --> 00:37:39,455 Everyday. 748 00:37:43,793 --> 00:37:46,460 What do I say to her? 749 00:37:46,462 --> 00:37:48,195 Hi, I'm your mother. 750 00:37:48,197 --> 00:37:51,831 I was a complete slut and I don't know who your father is. 751 00:37:54,769 --> 00:37:56,602 Do you wanna meet her? 752 00:37:56,604 --> 00:37:59,437 I don't know. I just... 753 00:38:01,841 --> 00:38:03,207 Maybe. 754 00:38:03,609 --> 00:38:05,408 You don't need to rush it. 755 00:38:07,345 --> 00:38:10,646 Give her the information she wants. 756 00:38:10,648 --> 00:38:12,414 And if you need to meet her, you'll both figure it 757 00:38:12,416 --> 00:38:13,882 out at some point. 758 00:38:17,954 --> 00:38:19,620 It's gonna be okay. 759 00:38:27,495 --> 00:38:29,561 I really want us to see each other again, but I 760 00:38:29,563 --> 00:38:32,730 don't want her to find out that we're still talking. 761 00:38:33,566 --> 00:38:35,732 It's not exactly the kind of thing that fosters 762 00:38:35,734 --> 00:38:37,767 trust in a marriage. 763 00:38:38,770 --> 00:38:40,369 Well, just give me a little bit of time to 764 00:38:40,371 --> 00:38:42,437 figure out how to make that happen. 765 00:38:44,507 --> 00:38:45,706 Me too. 766 00:38:47,242 --> 00:38:48,474 Okay. 767 00:39:01,655 --> 00:39:04,355 Oh, hey. I'm sorry I woke you up. 768 00:39:04,690 --> 00:39:06,923 No, it's alright I... 769 00:39:06,925 --> 00:39:08,524 I couldn't... I couldn't sleep. 770 00:39:08,526 --> 00:39:09,892 I was worried. 771 00:39:09,894 --> 00:39:13,394 I needed a little time to think. 772 00:39:16,432 --> 00:39:18,999 So the loan guy called. 773 00:39:20,369 --> 00:39:22,035 I didn't get it. 774 00:39:22,037 --> 00:39:24,504 Oh my god, baby. 775 00:39:24,506 --> 00:39:25,972 I'm so sorry. 776 00:39:25,974 --> 00:39:28,474 It's okay, it's okay. It's okay. 777 00:39:28,476 --> 00:39:30,509 -I'm sorry. -It's okay. 778 00:39:31,545 --> 00:39:35,480 Hey listen, I've been thinking about something. 779 00:39:35,482 --> 00:39:38,883 Um, I was thinking about what you said earlier 780 00:39:38,885 --> 00:39:43,754 about leaving your parents and you're right. 781 00:39:43,756 --> 00:39:46,056 You stood up for me, you know, you... 782 00:39:46,058 --> 00:39:48,558 You took a chance that I would be the guy that 783 00:39:48,560 --> 00:39:50,626 you'd hope for. 784 00:39:50,628 --> 00:39:53,428 Isn't that what people in love do? 785 00:39:53,430 --> 00:39:54,762 Yeah. 786 00:39:54,764 --> 00:39:57,297 Yeah, but what they don't do, or what they shouldn't 787 00:39:57,299 --> 00:40:00,600 do is ask the people they love to give up other 788 00:40:00,602 --> 00:40:01,601 people that they love. 789 00:40:01,603 --> 00:40:02,835 No, that... 790 00:40:02,837 --> 00:40:04,536 It didn't have anything to do with you. 791 00:40:04,538 --> 00:40:05,837 That was my choice. 792 00:40:05,839 --> 00:40:09,540 But I let it happen so I feel like it was our choice. 793 00:40:09,542 --> 00:40:11,642 And it was a mistake. 794 00:40:11,644 --> 00:40:13,977 Look, I know that it's very hard to trust 795 00:40:13,979 --> 00:40:17,814 anything I say right now, but since I feel like you 796 00:40:17,816 --> 00:40:23,019 have a little bit of pity for me, can I ask you a favor? 797 00:40:23,021 --> 00:40:25,788 Well, you can always ask. 798 00:40:27,659 --> 00:40:31,127 I want you to call your parents. 799 00:40:31,129 --> 00:40:32,561 No. 800 00:40:32,563 --> 00:40:33,562 Why? 801 00:40:33,564 --> 00:40:34,996 Listen... 802 00:40:34,998 --> 00:40:38,132 After my mother died, there hasn't been a single 803 00:40:38,134 --> 00:40:40,434 day that's gone by that I don't think about what it 804 00:40:40,436 --> 00:40:44,704 would've been like to share every single moment with her. 805 00:40:44,706 --> 00:40:46,739 The good and the bad. 806 00:40:46,741 --> 00:40:48,874 And it's just too much burden for me to feel like 807 00:40:48,876 --> 00:40:51,176 I am the reason that you don't talk to your parents 808 00:40:51,178 --> 00:40:53,178 and god forbid something should happen to them. 809 00:40:53,180 --> 00:40:54,045 Kevin. 810 00:40:54,047 --> 00:40:55,112 No. 811 00:40:55,114 --> 00:40:56,646 Not after the way they treated you. No. 812 00:40:56,648 --> 00:40:58,748 Look, they never treated me badly, Gayle. 813 00:40:58,750 --> 00:41:01,751 Being careful about bringing somebody into 814 00:41:01,753 --> 00:41:03,085 your family, that's admirable. 815 00:41:03,087 --> 00:41:04,586 That's not judgmental. 816 00:41:04,588 --> 00:41:06,588 And look at me. 817 00:41:06,590 --> 00:41:08,823 I mean, they were right to be worried about their 818 00:41:08,825 --> 00:41:09,857 daughter's future. 819 00:41:09,859 --> 00:41:11,892 I don't blame them for that. 820 00:41:12,661 --> 00:41:14,093 I just... 821 00:41:15,529 --> 00:41:17,595 I know that they love you. 822 00:41:17,597 --> 00:41:20,064 I know that they want the best for you. 823 00:41:20,066 --> 00:41:23,167 And I just want you to think about it. 824 00:41:23,169 --> 00:41:27,004 I'm just being selfish because I'm thinking maybe 825 00:41:27,006 --> 00:41:28,638 we can move in with your parents. 826 00:41:28,640 --> 00:41:31,841 It's better than living in my grandma's closet in Newark. 827 00:41:31,843 --> 00:41:33,509 [laughs] 828 00:41:39,550 --> 00:41:41,516 I will think about it. 829 00:41:41,518 --> 00:41:42,750 Thank you. 830 00:41:44,720 --> 00:41:46,486 How was it tonight? 831 00:41:46,488 --> 00:41:47,587 Pretty tame. 832 00:41:47,589 --> 00:41:49,655 Made some good tips though. 833 00:41:49,657 --> 00:41:51,123 How are you feeling? 834 00:41:51,125 --> 00:41:52,757 Super tired. 835 00:41:52,759 --> 00:41:57,895 I slept the whole day so now I can't really sleep. 836 00:41:57,897 --> 00:41:59,129 What are you watching? 837 00:41:59,131 --> 00:42:01,097 Just channel surfing. 838 00:42:01,099 --> 00:42:03,165 Still pretty wound up from today. 839 00:42:03,167 --> 00:42:04,599 What are you eating? 840 00:42:04,601 --> 00:42:05,900 Chocolate brownie. 841 00:42:05,902 --> 00:42:07,534 Your faves. 842 00:42:07,536 --> 00:42:09,669 I'm kinda tight with the sous chef so he made me a batch. 843 00:42:09,671 --> 00:42:11,771 Speaking of which, I'm gonna send you some. 844 00:42:11,773 --> 00:42:12,738 Thanks. 845 00:42:12,740 --> 00:42:14,239 Hey. 846 00:42:14,241 --> 00:42:16,174 Don't worry, okay? 847 00:42:16,176 --> 00:42:18,142 Someone's gonna be a match. 848 00:42:18,777 --> 00:42:21,043 You know what I'd like? 849 00:42:21,045 --> 00:42:23,211 I'd like to know what it feels like to have a man 850 00:42:23,213 --> 00:42:25,112 be in love with me. 851 00:42:26,181 --> 00:42:28,214 I mean, really love me. 852 00:42:28,216 --> 00:42:34,053 Not some idea of me or how I make him feel about himself. 853 00:42:34,055 --> 00:42:35,587 Me. 854 00:42:37,624 --> 00:42:40,524 What if I don't get to feel that? 855 00:42:40,526 --> 00:42:42,125 I think some people live really long lives that 856 00:42:42,127 --> 00:42:44,560 never get to feel that. 857 00:42:45,529 --> 00:42:48,096 I'm scared, too. 858 00:42:48,098 --> 00:42:50,698 You know why I called you? 859 00:42:50,700 --> 00:42:53,701 I mean, after all this time. 860 00:42:53,703 --> 00:42:56,670 To save me from a lifetime of debauchery? 861 00:42:56,672 --> 00:42:58,004 [laughs] 862 00:42:58,006 --> 00:43:03,142 Um, I guess because we've been best friends forever. 863 00:43:03,144 --> 00:43:06,812 You're the last person that I know that really loved me. 864 00:43:06,814 --> 00:43:09,848 My mom said that once when she came up to campus. 865 00:43:10,951 --> 00:43:14,686 You remember that weird modern dance recital that we were in? 866 00:43:15,655 --> 00:43:18,922 She said afterwards that she thought that we seemed 867 00:43:18,924 --> 00:43:20,756 like sisters. 868 00:43:24,261 --> 00:43:26,027 You know that place I was telling you about in 869 00:43:26,029 --> 00:43:29,330 Chinatown is getting a new shipment in from Hong Kong. 870 00:43:29,332 --> 00:43:31,732 I was thinking about using some of my tip money and 871 00:43:31,734 --> 00:43:34,634 going to buy some new brocade and boucle. 872 00:43:34,636 --> 00:43:36,969 Only you can get that excited about fabrics. 873 00:43:36,971 --> 00:43:38,136 [scoffs] 874 00:43:38,138 --> 00:43:39,971 Okay, I mean I was gonna make you something, 875 00:43:39,973 --> 00:43:41,272 but if you're gonna go and talk some 876 00:43:41,274 --> 00:43:44,074 trash then you're on your own. 877 00:43:52,784 --> 00:43:54,216 Sorry. 878 00:43:54,218 --> 00:43:55,817 Come on in. 879 00:44:01,057 --> 00:44:02,623 Take a seat. 880 00:44:04,827 --> 00:44:08,261 Uh, so uh, I just wanted to say thanks, uh, 881 00:44:08,263 --> 00:44:11,063 in person for what you've done for me. 882 00:44:11,065 --> 00:44:15,333 Uh, I know what I do with music, but those pictures, 883 00:44:15,335 --> 00:44:17,835 you really, you really captured something. 884 00:44:17,837 --> 00:44:19,636 Well, thanks. Thanks. 885 00:44:19,638 --> 00:44:21,304 I mean, you were the one that inspired it all so 886 00:44:21,306 --> 00:44:23,773 really were just a great team. 887 00:44:23,775 --> 00:44:25,674 I want you on my tour. 888 00:44:25,676 --> 00:44:27,175 Six months. 889 00:44:27,911 --> 00:44:29,377 Wow. 890 00:44:29,379 --> 00:44:30,845 That's amazing. 891 00:44:30,847 --> 00:44:33,097 Um... 892 00:44:33,098 --> 00:44:35,348 Yeah, it would be amazing to have that kind of time to, 893 00:44:35,351 --> 00:44:38,185 you know like, tell a real story. 894 00:44:38,187 --> 00:44:40,854 Yeah, something amazing. 895 00:44:40,856 --> 00:44:43,022 So, yeah? 896 00:44:43,024 --> 00:44:47,959 Yeah, I just have to check the dates and clear my 897 00:44:47,961 --> 00:44:50,661 schedule and... 898 00:44:50,663 --> 00:44:51,328 Yeah. 899 00:44:51,330 --> 00:44:52,295 Alright. 900 00:44:52,297 --> 00:44:53,796 Cool. 901 00:44:53,798 --> 00:44:54,997 Amazing. 902 00:45:00,904 --> 00:45:02,370 Hey. 903 00:45:02,372 --> 00:45:04,205 Don't tell me you stole Beth's car again. 904 00:45:04,207 --> 00:45:06,173 I don't think I'd try that one again. 905 00:45:06,175 --> 00:45:08,341 I took the train and she knows I'm here. 906 00:45:10,411 --> 00:45:12,677 Mom gave me this letter for you to read. 907 00:45:12,912 --> 00:45:15,812 It's uh, grandma's writing. 908 00:45:17,916 --> 00:45:21,050 Your name's on it, too. Why don't you read it? 909 00:45:33,396 --> 00:45:37,331 Um, you sure you wanna hear this? 910 00:45:39,201 --> 00:45:41,067 No. 911 00:45:46,173 --> 00:45:47,805 To my bony Becca, 912 00:45:47,807 --> 00:45:50,107 My beloved girl who bewitched me the moment her eyes 913 00:45:50,109 --> 00:45:51,842 flashed at mine. 914 00:45:51,844 --> 00:45:53,410 By now you have learned the truth and no doubt you 915 00:45:53,412 --> 00:45:56,179 are angry at me, and Beth, and Peter for robbing you 916 00:45:56,181 --> 00:45:59,315 the reality of the circumstances of your birth. 917 00:45:59,317 --> 00:46:02,051 You are no longer a girl, but a grown person of 918 00:46:02,053 --> 00:46:03,819 great mind and heart. 919 00:46:03,821 --> 00:46:06,454 I ask you to reach deep inside yourself and ask, 920 00:46:06,456 --> 00:46:08,889 what should've been done? 921 00:46:08,891 --> 00:46:11,691 A girl was not ready to be a mother and a woman who's 922 00:46:11,693 --> 00:46:13,726 not yet finished being one. 923 00:46:13,728 --> 00:46:16,995 It wasn't ideal, but I knew how to keep you whole 924 00:46:16,997 --> 00:46:18,963 so you could grow up to have all the strength you 925 00:46:18,965 --> 00:46:21,065 needed to understand that your life was filled with 926 00:46:21,067 --> 00:46:24,934 true love, not true labels. 927 00:46:26,737 --> 00:46:31,005 I loved being your mother, grandmother, and friend. 928 00:46:31,440 --> 00:46:36,309 And to my Tony, you might just be old enough to realize 929 00:46:36,311 --> 00:46:38,911 how lucky you are to have a sister. 930 00:46:39,947 --> 00:46:42,180 I hope you will be closer to her than anyone else 931 00:46:42,182 --> 00:46:44,749 because you two need each other. 932 00:46:47,019 --> 00:46:49,185 You must both forgive Beth and Peter. 933 00:46:49,187 --> 00:46:50,920 For they have been the ones carrying this heavy 934 00:46:50,922 --> 00:46:52,888 burden these many years. 935 00:46:52,890 --> 00:46:56,892 Only you have the power to lift the weight off their hearts. 936 00:46:56,894 --> 00:47:01,930 Set them free, my loves, and you will be free, too. 937 00:47:01,932 --> 00:47:06,100 Free to love any chance you get. 938 00:47:12,942 --> 00:47:14,341 What's this? 939 00:47:16,745 --> 00:47:20,480 Dear Becca, Tony Irving, 940 00:47:20,482 --> 00:47:24,450 Your grandmother, Alice Zelda Irving, has left her estate 941 00:47:24,452 --> 00:47:29,488 in the sum of $2.3 million dollars to her grandchildren, 942 00:47:29,490 --> 00:47:31,790 Rebecca and Tony Irving. 943 00:47:32,526 --> 00:47:34,759 Holy crap. 944 00:47:43,002 --> 00:47:44,401 Oh, Miss Gray. 945 00:47:46,872 --> 00:47:47,971 How are you today? 946 00:47:47,973 --> 00:47:51,507 Hi, Doctor Conrad, I'm... 947 00:47:52,943 --> 00:47:55,510 Well, I see you were referred by your internist, 948 00:47:55,512 --> 00:47:57,478 Doctor Hamilton. 949 00:47:57,480 --> 00:48:01,215 And my notes say here that you're here for a D and C. 950 00:48:02,051 --> 00:48:04,951 Dilation and curettage. 951 00:48:05,320 --> 00:48:07,253 Termination of pregnancy. 952 00:48:07,255 --> 00:48:08,020 Oh! 953 00:48:08,022 --> 00:48:08,887 Yes. 954 00:48:08,889 --> 00:48:10,288 Yes, that's right. 955 00:48:10,290 --> 00:48:13,257 But your nurse said you wanted to see me first? 956 00:48:13,259 --> 00:48:15,559 Well, yes. We take the termination of pregnancy 957 00:48:15,561 --> 00:48:17,827 very seriously. 958 00:48:18,996 --> 00:48:23,065 Right. Well, I can assure you, doctor, that I take everything 959 00:48:23,067 --> 00:48:26,268 to do with my body very seriously and 960 00:48:26,270 --> 00:48:28,903 I've done extensive research on this subject 961 00:48:28,905 --> 00:48:33,908 and, you know, I'm quite prepared for the medical 962 00:48:33,910 --> 00:48:38,913 risks and as for the mental complications, 963 00:48:38,915 --> 00:48:44,151 it's not like some pubescent teenage girl with raging 964 00:48:44,153 --> 00:48:47,454 hormones that's surprised by her condition. 965 00:48:47,456 --> 00:48:53,025 You know, and unaware of the choice she's making. 966 00:48:53,027 --> 00:48:56,461 For the record, your hormones are, in fact, raging. 967 00:48:56,463 --> 00:48:58,596 And your primary physician has noted her that you 968 00:48:58,598 --> 00:49:01,065 were indeed surprised to find out you were pregnant. 969 00:49:01,067 --> 00:49:02,199 Yes. 970 00:49:02,201 --> 00:49:03,533 Right. 971 00:49:03,535 --> 00:49:08,070 I mean, I have considered having children, but I've 972 00:49:08,072 --> 00:49:10,439 decided against it. 973 00:49:10,441 --> 00:49:11,573 You know, I'm um... 974 00:49:11,575 --> 00:49:12,974 I'm a photographer. 975 00:49:12,976 --> 00:49:16,544 And I shoot musicians mostly and I have this 976 00:49:16,546 --> 00:49:18,612 hectic schedule and I'm supposed to go on this 977 00:49:18,614 --> 00:49:22,082 major tour and it is not at all compatible with 978 00:49:22,084 --> 00:49:24,551 pregnancy or motherhood or anything like that. 979 00:49:24,553 --> 00:49:27,186 It's a difficult decision for any woman. 980 00:49:27,188 --> 00:49:32,724 You know, I mean, really it's so easy for men, right? 981 00:49:32,726 --> 00:49:34,692 I mean, they think that they have forever, but you know, 982 00:49:34,694 --> 00:49:37,961 I happen to know that after 40, men's stuff is damaged, too. 983 00:49:37,963 --> 00:49:40,596 There's a proclivity towards schizophrenia and 984 00:49:40,598 --> 00:49:44,666 um, an increased risk of suicide or... 985 00:49:44,668 --> 00:49:47,535 Maybe it's the other way around, but you know, it's just... 986 00:49:47,537 --> 00:49:51,005 No one ever tells men, you know, just settle down and 987 00:49:51,007 --> 00:49:51,739 wait for the right girl. 988 00:49:51,741 --> 00:49:53,340 That's just... 989 00:49:53,342 --> 00:49:56,343 Whatever's in a stone's throw, just grab them and do it. 990 00:49:57,245 --> 00:50:02,714 I can schedule you as soon as the new year. 991 00:50:04,417 --> 00:50:09,419 See, but I'm going on tour with Quinn after the new year. 992 00:50:12,357 --> 00:50:15,024 I'll make some time. 993 00:50:15,026 --> 00:50:19,028 Well, enjoy your holiday and after the new year, 994 00:50:19,030 --> 00:50:20,429 I'll... 995 00:50:20,431 --> 00:50:22,531 I'll take care of you. 996 00:50:22,533 --> 00:50:25,300 [music] 997 00:50:25,302 --> 00:50:31,339 Dear NC45729, To my natural daughter, 998 00:50:31,341 --> 00:50:34,208 a number seems so dehumanizing. 999 00:50:34,210 --> 00:50:37,744 I am so glad to know that you are happy and well. 1000 00:50:37,746 --> 00:50:41,280 That makes me feel the decision I made was not a mistake. 1001 00:50:41,282 --> 00:50:44,616 Even if it may not have been the best choice. 1002 00:50:44,618 --> 00:50:46,751 Of course your need to know your family health 1003 00:50:46,753 --> 00:50:49,120 history is wholly understandable. 1004 00:50:51,457 --> 00:50:54,357 I have attached a file that compiles as best a 1005 00:50:54,359 --> 00:50:57,159 complete family history that I could gather. 1006 00:50:57,794 --> 00:51:01,095 I am, however, deeply sorry to tell you that I 1007 00:51:01,097 --> 00:51:04,098 am not able to confirm with absolute certainty 1008 00:51:04,100 --> 00:51:06,200 your father's identity. 1009 00:51:06,202 --> 00:51:11,705 I was a very confused young woman and lacking in self-worth. 1010 00:51:11,707 --> 00:51:14,808 As you have put whatever worry I have had about 1011 00:51:14,810 --> 00:51:17,777 your life at ease, please allow me to do the same in 1012 00:51:17,779 --> 00:51:20,412 case you've ever worried about me. 1013 00:51:20,414 --> 00:51:23,581 I, too, am well, and have found real love and 1014 00:51:23,583 --> 00:51:26,250 self-worth in my life. 1015 00:51:26,252 --> 00:51:28,518 I feel that what little sense I did have was 1016 00:51:28,520 --> 00:51:31,187 knowing what I didn't have to give you then. 1017 00:51:31,189 --> 00:51:35,391 And now I think, perhaps, knowing you are happy and 1018 00:51:35,393 --> 00:51:39,328 have had a good home, how wonderful and lyrical to 1019 00:51:39,330 --> 00:51:42,397 realize that I was able to give you life when your 1020 00:51:42,399 --> 00:51:46,100 mother couldn't and that she was able to shower you 1021 00:51:46,102 --> 00:51:50,237 with the wisdom for which I could imagine or hope. 1022 00:51:50,239 --> 00:51:54,541 I send you the same prayer I had 23 years ago. 1023 00:51:54,543 --> 00:52:00,479 I wish for love and peace to be your everyday companions. 1024 00:52:00,481 --> 00:52:01,546 [speaking foreign language] 1025 00:52:01,548 --> 00:52:03,714 Merry Christmas. 1026 00:52:03,716 --> 00:52:09,352 Your natural mother, NM45729. 1027 00:52:20,498 --> 00:52:23,232 Everyone should have a tree on Christmas. 1028 00:52:23,234 --> 00:52:24,333 Aww! 1029 00:52:24,335 --> 00:52:25,500 This is beautiful. 1030 00:52:25,502 --> 00:52:26,667 Thank you. 1031 00:52:26,669 --> 00:52:28,602 Let's hope Santa puts something under it. 1032 00:52:28,604 --> 00:52:31,471 I stopped believing in Santa when he didn't bring 1033 00:52:31,473 --> 00:52:33,606 back my mom from the hospital. 1034 00:52:34,442 --> 00:52:38,143 Maybe we should um, give your dad a present. 1035 00:52:38,145 --> 00:52:39,644 I asked him what he wanted for Christmas and he said 1036 00:52:39,646 --> 00:52:41,579 all he wanted was his best friend back. 1037 00:52:41,581 --> 00:52:46,316 Maybe you could just spend some time with your dad. 1038 00:52:46,318 --> 00:52:48,184 Is he torturing you again? 1039 00:52:48,186 --> 00:52:51,120 I just gave her a piece of our tree, dad. 1040 00:52:51,122 --> 00:52:52,221 Merry Christmas. 1041 00:52:52,223 --> 00:52:54,423 Thank you. It's beautiful. 1042 00:52:54,425 --> 00:52:55,323 Let's go. 1043 00:52:55,325 --> 00:52:56,757 Merry Christmas. 1044 00:52:58,527 --> 00:53:01,628 [music] 1045 00:53:01,630 --> 00:53:05,198 ¶ ¶ 1046 00:53:12,339 --> 00:53:13,571 [ringing] 1047 00:53:13,573 --> 00:53:14,838 Hello, mother. 1048 00:53:14,840 --> 00:53:17,440 Hey. I was just doing some last minute shopping at 1049 00:53:17,442 --> 00:53:21,544 Tiffany's and guess who I ran into buying some guilt 1050 00:53:21,546 --> 00:53:22,878 diamonds for his wife. 1051 00:53:22,880 --> 00:53:24,329 I don't know, mom. 1052 00:53:24,330 --> 00:53:25,779 I can't keep track of all the bed hopping in New York. 1053 00:53:25,782 --> 00:53:26,814 Who? 1054 00:53:26,816 --> 00:53:28,682 Harlon Kinney. 1055 00:53:29,518 --> 00:53:31,618 Oh, come on. Did you really think I wouldn't find out? 1056 00:53:31,620 --> 00:53:32,852 I sat on what? 1057 00:53:32,854 --> 00:53:35,254 Like a dozen foundational boards with Harlon. 1058 00:53:35,256 --> 00:53:37,222 Six months at Wells and Kinney was enough. 1059 00:53:37,224 --> 00:53:38,456 Yeah, for god's sake. 1060 00:53:38,458 --> 00:53:40,157 I've actually been waiting to surprise you with 1061 00:53:40,159 --> 00:53:41,424 something else that I've been working on. 1062 00:53:41,426 --> 00:53:44,727 I had been listening to his nauseatingly insipid 1063 00:53:44,729 --> 00:53:48,297 watermelon-breasted wife horseshoe herself into 1064 00:53:48,299 --> 00:53:50,832 Valentino originals just so I could get you into 1065 00:53:50,834 --> 00:53:52,433 that entree program. 1066 00:53:52,435 --> 00:53:56,836 What could possibly be more important? 1067 00:53:56,838 --> 00:53:58,304 I'm sorry, mom. 1068 00:53:58,306 --> 00:54:00,172 I'm not ready to discuss it with you. 1069 00:54:00,174 --> 00:54:01,439 Waitressing? 1070 00:54:01,441 --> 00:54:04,775 We sent you to Dalton, Andover, and Princeton so 1071 00:54:04,777 --> 00:54:07,511 that you wouldn't have to wait on other people. 1072 00:54:07,513 --> 00:54:09,379 How can you be so insensitive? 1073 00:54:09,381 --> 00:54:11,614 You wouldn't last a day without Carmen in your life. 1074 00:54:11,616 --> 00:54:16,352 Spare me your intellectual bullshit. 1075 00:54:16,354 --> 00:54:18,887 If an intelligent, talented woman like Carmen 1076 00:54:18,889 --> 00:54:21,489 had half of your education, she would not 1077 00:54:21,491 --> 00:54:22,623 be working for me. 1078 00:54:22,625 --> 00:54:24,825 She would be me. 1079 00:54:24,827 --> 00:54:26,593 I mean, really. 1080 00:54:26,595 --> 00:54:27,660 What are you doing? 1081 00:54:27,662 --> 00:54:28,861 What? 1082 00:54:28,863 --> 00:54:32,297 Is it that, that Tricia girl from prep school? 1083 00:54:32,299 --> 00:54:35,266 I mean, ever since you have been back in touch 1084 00:54:35,268 --> 00:54:38,869 with her, you have been just completely off your path. 1085 00:54:38,871 --> 00:54:41,538 You mean, your path? 1086 00:54:41,540 --> 00:54:46,408 I have never, never seen you so ungrateful. 1087 00:54:47,878 --> 00:54:49,510 Are you on something? 1088 00:54:49,512 --> 00:54:51,645 I'll bet that she is on drugs. 1089 00:54:51,647 --> 00:54:54,714 You know, she always seemed like a stoner to me. 1090 00:54:58,720 --> 00:55:00,419 Layla... 1091 00:55:02,222 --> 00:55:03,688 What is going on with you? 1092 00:55:03,690 --> 00:55:05,723 You know what, if you must know, she called me 1093 00:55:05,725 --> 00:55:07,524 because she needed a friend. 1094 00:55:07,526 --> 00:55:08,725 A real friend. 1095 00:55:08,727 --> 00:55:09,826 And you're right. 1096 00:55:09,828 --> 00:55:11,294 She is on drugs. 1097 00:55:11,296 --> 00:55:13,663 She smokes a joint twice a day so that she can keep 1098 00:55:13,665 --> 00:55:16,399 one morsel of food down since she's been shooting 1099 00:55:16,401 --> 00:55:18,501 chemo drugs for her leukemia. 1100 00:55:18,503 --> 00:55:20,236 [scoffs] 1101 00:55:20,238 --> 00:55:21,470 Are we done, mother? 1102 00:55:21,472 --> 00:55:22,604 I don't wanna be late for work. 1103 00:55:22,606 --> 00:55:24,672 Just, just... 1104 00:55:24,674 --> 00:55:25,739 Just wait. 1105 00:55:25,741 --> 00:55:26,639 I can't. 1106 00:55:26,641 --> 00:55:27,906 I have to go. 1107 00:55:27,908 --> 00:55:29,007 [scoffs] 1108 00:55:30,510 --> 00:55:32,409 If Kevin knew I was discussing, he doesn't 1109 00:55:32,411 --> 00:55:34,244 know that I'm talking to you. 1110 00:55:34,246 --> 00:55:35,411 Okay, sweetie. 1111 00:55:35,413 --> 00:55:37,012 Well how much money do you need this time? 1112 00:55:37,014 --> 00:55:38,380 This time? 1113 00:55:38,382 --> 00:55:39,781 You know, god, this is why we don't talk. 1114 00:55:39,783 --> 00:55:41,616 It's because all you wanna do is judge. 1115 00:55:41,618 --> 00:55:42,967 No, no. 1116 00:55:42,968 --> 00:55:44,317 I wanna try to help you and your father would want-- 1117 00:55:44,320 --> 00:55:45,519 You can't tell dad! 1118 00:55:45,521 --> 00:55:46,520 Alright. 1119 00:55:46,522 --> 00:55:47,721 God, why would you even do that? 1120 00:55:47,723 --> 00:55:48,955 Okay. I understand. 1121 00:55:48,957 --> 00:55:50,756 I won't. 1122 00:55:50,758 --> 00:55:53,959 You know, this is not like the last time. 1123 00:55:53,961 --> 00:55:54,993 This is not a loan. 1124 00:55:54,995 --> 00:55:56,027 Okay. 1125 00:55:56,029 --> 00:55:57,528 This is an investment. 1126 00:55:57,530 --> 00:55:59,029 I get it. Fine. 1127 00:55:59,031 --> 00:56:02,032 You will get every cent back and more. 1128 00:56:02,034 --> 00:56:05,035 You know, you and dad invest in stocks all the time. 1129 00:56:05,037 --> 00:56:06,436 This is exactly like that. 1130 00:56:06,438 --> 00:56:08,271 Okay, it's exactly like... 1131 00:56:08,273 --> 00:56:09,472 So when do you need... 1132 00:56:09,474 --> 00:56:14,910 When do we need to um, arrange the investment? 1133 00:56:16,546 --> 00:56:17,778 I get it. 1134 00:56:17,780 --> 00:56:19,579 I see what's going on now. 1135 00:56:19,581 --> 00:56:20,479 What? 1136 00:56:20,481 --> 00:56:21,480 What are you talking about? 1137 00:56:21,482 --> 00:56:24,382 -God, I am such an idiot. -What? 1138 00:56:24,384 --> 00:56:28,718 You're only doing this so that you can get control again. 1139 00:56:28,720 --> 00:56:30,319 No, sweetheart. 1140 00:56:30,321 --> 00:56:31,887 I-I-I... 1141 00:56:31,889 --> 00:56:33,388 We want you back in our lives. 1142 00:56:33,390 --> 00:56:34,790 I miss you so much. 1143 00:56:34,792 --> 00:56:35,924 You can't buy me. 1144 00:56:35,925 --> 00:56:37,057 Okay, it's a business investment. 1145 00:56:37,060 --> 00:56:39,960 I get it. I respect it. 1146 00:56:42,531 --> 00:56:47,833 Kevin and his brother are getting into designer cakes. 1147 00:56:47,835 --> 00:56:49,734 Oh, really. 1148 00:56:49,736 --> 00:56:50,601 Cakes? 1149 00:56:50,603 --> 00:56:51,835 Kevin and cakes. 1150 00:56:51,837 --> 00:56:53,169 No, if you're gonna undermine this, forget it. 1151 00:56:53,171 --> 00:56:54,504 No, no, no, no, no! 1152 00:56:54,505 --> 00:56:55,838 Please. 1153 00:56:58,742 --> 00:56:59,874 You know, I can't do this. 1154 00:56:59,876 --> 00:57:00,908 I can't do it. 1155 00:57:00,910 --> 00:57:01,875 I can't do it. 1156 00:57:01,877 --> 00:57:03,042 Well, it's up to you. 1157 00:57:03,044 --> 00:57:04,810 No, it's up to you actually. 1158 00:57:04,812 --> 00:57:06,444 It's up to you. 1159 00:57:06,446 --> 00:57:10,581 I haven't seen you, my child, for two years. 1160 00:57:10,583 --> 00:57:12,482 And now if I don't say everything just exactly 1161 00:57:12,484 --> 00:57:15,651 right in some kinda predetermined phrases then 1162 00:57:15,653 --> 00:57:17,986 you're going to hang up on me? That isn't fair. It is not fair. 1163 00:57:17,988 --> 00:57:18,987 Whatever I've done. 1164 00:57:18,989 --> 00:57:21,589 I didn't raise you to be a bully. 1165 00:57:21,591 --> 00:57:23,057 God, what is your problem? 1166 00:57:23,059 --> 00:57:23,957 What is my problem? 1167 00:57:23,959 --> 00:57:25,692 Seriously, you ask me that? 1168 00:57:25,694 --> 00:57:28,895 Don't you realize, life is short and I love you and I 1169 00:57:28,897 --> 00:57:32,632 have not seen you for two years. 1170 00:57:32,634 --> 00:57:35,501 And that's all my fault. 1171 00:57:37,738 --> 00:57:40,504 No, probably it is my fault. 1172 00:57:45,744 --> 00:57:48,228 You know... 1173 00:57:48,229 --> 00:57:50,713 When you were born and I saw you, I didn't know 1174 00:57:50,715 --> 00:57:53,582 that I could ever need anything that badly, that 1175 00:57:53,584 --> 00:57:56,451 I could ever love anything that much. 1176 00:57:56,453 --> 00:57:57,819 Just... 1177 00:57:57,821 --> 00:58:00,521 -My life just stopped. -Mom. 1178 00:58:00,523 --> 00:58:03,056 I mean, when I held you for the first time, I 1179 00:58:03,058 --> 00:58:05,825 didn't know if it was for five minutes or five hours 1180 00:58:05,827 --> 00:58:06,859 or five weeks. 1181 00:58:06,861 --> 00:58:08,827 I mean, time just stopped. 1182 00:58:08,829 --> 00:58:10,228 -Mom. -In a good way. 1183 00:58:10,230 --> 00:58:11,963 In a good way. 1184 00:58:12,699 --> 00:58:16,634 And I know I was overbearing... 1185 00:58:16,636 --> 00:58:18,035 No, mom. 1186 00:58:18,037 --> 00:58:21,738 Yeah. I mean, it was just, you were so perfect and I was 1187 00:58:21,740 --> 00:58:24,240 so proud of myself for making you. 1188 00:58:24,242 --> 00:58:26,742 You weren't overbearing. 1189 00:58:26,744 --> 00:58:29,878 There was just so much-- 1190 00:58:29,880 --> 00:58:31,079 Pressure? 1191 00:58:31,081 --> 00:58:32,480 Attention. 1192 00:58:32,482 --> 00:58:38,818 And it was just relentless and overwhelming. 1193 00:58:38,820 --> 00:58:40,920 I just never felt worth it. 1194 00:58:40,922 --> 00:58:42,588 Oh, sweetie. 1195 00:58:42,590 --> 00:58:45,824 My ninth birthday, I don't know if you remember that party... 1196 00:58:45,826 --> 00:58:49,027 There were sixteen kids and Mr. Marquee on the 1197 00:58:49,029 --> 00:58:51,095 front lawn, two peanut allergies, and I think 1198 00:58:51,097 --> 00:58:52,863 there was some conjurer... 1199 00:58:52,865 --> 00:58:56,766 Right, uh well, when I blew out my candles... 1200 00:58:56,768 --> 00:58:59,535 Two red, three blue, four white. 1201 00:58:59,537 --> 00:59:00,869 Okay, rain man. 1202 00:59:00,871 --> 00:59:03,204 When I... 1203 00:59:03,206 --> 00:59:08,609 When I blew out my candles... 1204 00:59:08,611 --> 00:59:14,648 I wished to be good. 1205 00:59:14,650 --> 00:59:18,218 And I know that my grown up brain now says good 1206 00:59:18,220 --> 00:59:23,122 enough, but I will never forget that. 1207 00:59:23,124 --> 00:59:28,894 You know, I wanna be good. 1208 00:59:28,896 --> 00:59:31,096 And it never came true. 1209 00:59:31,098 --> 00:59:32,831 But you were. 1210 00:59:32,833 --> 00:59:35,600 You were over and over for me. 1211 00:59:35,602 --> 00:59:38,169 I mean, you were my miracle. 1212 00:59:38,171 --> 00:59:41,705 You were my miracle and if miracles are good, then 1213 00:59:41,707 --> 00:59:42,839 you were good. 1214 00:59:42,841 --> 00:59:44,874 You were good. 1215 00:59:46,244 --> 00:59:50,745 How much do you need? 1216 00:59:52,115 --> 00:59:54,181 32,000. 1217 00:59:54,917 --> 00:59:55,916 Wow, really? 1218 00:59:55,918 --> 00:59:57,617 For cakes? That's... 1219 00:59:57,619 --> 01:00:00,152 What are they, designer ingredients? 1220 01:00:00,154 --> 01:00:01,887 You know, it's uh... 1221 01:00:01,889 --> 01:00:04,856 storefront, delivery truck, mixers, and ovens. 1222 01:00:04,858 --> 01:00:07,792 It actually is a very thorough business plan. 1223 01:00:07,794 --> 01:00:09,226 Yeah, yeah. 1224 01:00:09,228 --> 01:00:10,994 Um... 1225 01:00:11,963 --> 01:00:13,295 And this is really... 1226 01:00:13,297 --> 01:00:16,031 This is what you wanna do? 1227 01:00:17,034 --> 01:00:18,233 Sure. 1228 01:00:18,235 --> 01:00:19,634 No. 1229 01:00:19,636 --> 01:00:21,936 Of course not. 1230 01:00:21,938 --> 01:00:24,605 I want to go back to college. 1231 01:00:24,607 --> 01:00:26,907 I want to teach art history. 1232 01:00:26,909 --> 01:00:28,842 Well, then let's do that then. 1233 01:00:28,844 --> 01:00:29,742 Let's do that. 1234 01:00:29,744 --> 01:00:30,943 It's easier said than done. 1235 01:00:30,945 --> 01:00:33,745 No, I bet you could get enrolled in the fall. 1236 01:00:33,747 --> 01:00:37,782 It's not about logistics. 1237 01:00:37,784 --> 01:00:42,987 It's more a question of childcare facilities. 1238 01:00:44,357 --> 01:00:47,224 Oh my god, really? 1239 01:00:47,226 --> 01:00:50,026 Oh, sweetie, that's wonderful! 1240 01:00:50,028 --> 01:00:51,227 You're not a touch disappointed. 1241 01:00:51,229 --> 01:00:52,962 No, why would I be disappointed? 1242 01:00:52,964 --> 01:00:57,866 Oh, I don't know because I never exactly accomplished 1243 01:00:57,868 --> 01:01:00,168 anything spectacular. 1244 01:01:00,170 --> 01:01:02,203 Producing a daughter is spectacular. 1245 01:01:02,205 --> 01:01:04,271 Well we don't know yet if it's a boy or-- 1246 01:01:04,273 --> 01:01:06,640 It's a girl, it's a girl. 1247 01:01:06,642 --> 01:01:11,044 -Oh, you know that for a fact. -I do, I would bet a designer cake business on it, yes. 1248 01:01:11,046 --> 01:01:12,979 Why do you think that? Seriously. 1249 01:01:12,981 --> 01:01:14,380 Have you met your grandmother? 1250 01:01:14,382 --> 01:01:15,781 Uh, yeah. 1251 01:01:15,783 --> 01:01:17,249 Is she not the sweetest woman in the universe? 1252 01:01:17,251 --> 01:01:19,117 Absolutely, no argument from me. 1253 01:01:19,119 --> 01:01:22,220 Well, I made her life miserable for years. 1254 01:01:22,222 --> 01:01:23,955 -Really? -Yup, yup. 1255 01:01:23,957 --> 01:01:25,389 -She never told me that. -No. 1256 01:01:25,391 --> 01:01:26,957 [laughs] 1257 01:01:26,959 --> 01:01:28,124 That is actually really funny. 1258 01:01:28,126 --> 01:01:31,827 I needed to have you to teach me how to be a 1259 01:01:31,829 --> 01:01:34,395 daughter to my mother. 1260 01:01:36,132 --> 01:01:37,364 Oh, god. 1261 01:01:37,366 --> 01:01:39,232 It's definitely going to be a girl, isn't it? 1262 01:01:39,234 --> 01:01:40,399 [laughs] 1263 01:01:40,401 --> 01:01:43,702 And she is going to torture me, but I guess 1264 01:01:43,704 --> 01:01:45,804 it's no more than I deserve, right? 1265 01:01:45,806 --> 01:01:48,273 It's no more than you deserve. 1266 01:01:48,275 --> 01:01:50,308 Hey, I'm home. 1267 01:01:50,310 --> 01:01:52,009 Who are you talking to? 1268 01:01:52,011 --> 01:01:54,644 My mom. 1269 01:02:01,285 --> 01:02:04,286 [soft music] 1270 01:02:04,288 --> 01:02:08,056 ¶ ¶ 1271 01:02:10,260 --> 01:02:12,259 Excuse me, is someone sitting here? 1272 01:02:15,097 --> 01:02:16,096 Miss Gray. 1273 01:02:16,098 --> 01:02:17,097 Rigby. 1274 01:02:17,099 --> 01:02:18,998 Of course, Rigby. 1275 01:02:19,000 --> 01:02:20,032 You mind? 1276 01:02:20,034 --> 01:02:20,932 No. 1277 01:02:20,934 --> 01:02:21,866 Hi, Doctor Conrad. 1278 01:02:21,868 --> 01:02:23,200 What are you doing here? 1279 01:02:23,202 --> 01:02:24,401 Eating. 1280 01:02:25,303 --> 01:02:27,169 Right. 1281 01:02:27,171 --> 01:02:30,071 Why are patients always so surprised when they see 1282 01:02:30,073 --> 01:02:32,206 their doctors in the real world? 1283 01:02:32,208 --> 01:02:36,043 Eating and grocery shopping. 1284 01:02:36,045 --> 01:02:38,045 I guess it spoils the illusion. 1285 01:02:38,047 --> 01:02:40,881 You know, we don't wanna see our super heroes forced 1286 01:02:40,883 --> 01:02:42,916 to endure the mundane. 1287 01:02:42,918 --> 01:02:44,250 Mm. 1288 01:02:45,886 --> 01:02:49,420 I'm really sorry about the diatribe about the man, 1289 01:02:49,422 --> 01:02:51,955 sperm, woman thing the other day. 1290 01:02:51,957 --> 01:02:54,123 I kinda rant when I get nervous. 1291 01:02:54,125 --> 01:02:55,791 Eh, it's fine. 1292 01:02:56,393 --> 01:02:57,792 How's the pasta? 1293 01:02:57,794 --> 01:02:59,360 It's really good. 1294 01:02:59,362 --> 01:03:00,194 -Hi. -Oh, hi. 1295 01:03:00,196 --> 01:03:01,461 What can I get you? 1296 01:03:01,463 --> 01:03:06,899 Hm, a glass of Chianti and uh, seafood marinara. 1297 01:03:06,901 --> 01:03:08,033 Thanks. 1298 01:03:11,038 --> 01:03:14,806 Rigby, such a cool name. 1299 01:03:15,308 --> 01:03:18,409 It's my mom's maiden name. 1300 01:03:18,411 --> 01:03:21,378 Her dad never had any boys so you know the story. 1301 01:03:21,380 --> 01:03:22,779 Hm. 1302 01:03:22,781 --> 01:03:25,982 Oh, I'm sorry, did you want a glass of wine. 1303 01:03:25,984 --> 01:03:28,451 Um, I thought I wasn't supposed to. 1304 01:03:28,453 --> 01:03:30,352 Oh, I thought you were going to um... 1305 01:03:30,354 --> 01:03:32,287 No, I am, yes. 1306 01:03:32,289 --> 01:03:34,188 I am still, I just... 1307 01:03:34,190 --> 01:03:36,857 I just thought maybe I shouldn't. 1308 01:03:36,859 --> 01:03:39,226 Probably a good idea. 1309 01:03:41,430 --> 01:03:43,062 Can I ask you a personal question? 1310 01:03:43,064 --> 01:03:44,863 Hm. 1311 01:03:44,865 --> 01:03:47,265 Does your wife ever mind you working so closely 1312 01:03:47,267 --> 01:03:49,200 with other women? 1313 01:03:50,836 --> 01:03:54,137 I look at the body clinically for a living. 1314 01:03:54,139 --> 01:03:58,441 I mean, lips can be used for talking as well as kissing. 1315 01:03:58,443 --> 01:04:02,511 The hands for working as well as touching. 1316 01:04:02,513 --> 01:04:07,214 The female organs for giving birth as well as conceiving. 1317 01:04:09,117 --> 01:04:13,853 I mean, the whole body can be sexual. 1318 01:04:13,855 --> 01:04:16,355 It's all about the context. 1319 01:04:17,324 --> 01:04:20,091 I don't think I'd be too happy if my husband did 1320 01:04:20,093 --> 01:04:22,293 what you do for a job. 1321 01:04:22,295 --> 01:04:23,994 Hm. 1322 01:04:23,996 --> 01:04:26,396 I didn't realize you were married. 1323 01:04:26,398 --> 01:04:27,930 -No, I'm not. -Yeah? 1324 01:04:27,932 --> 01:04:29,398 I'm just saying, if I were. 1325 01:04:29,400 --> 01:04:30,499 Oh. 1326 01:04:30,501 --> 01:04:33,335 Did you deliver your own kids? 1327 01:04:33,337 --> 01:04:35,270 I did. 1328 01:04:35,272 --> 01:04:37,338 I don't think I could do that. 1329 01:04:37,340 --> 01:04:42,109 If my husband were my doctor, I'd have to 1330 01:04:42,111 --> 01:04:45,345 keep some mystery. 1331 01:04:51,352 --> 01:04:53,051 I'm that way. 1332 01:04:53,953 --> 01:04:55,886 I'm this way. 1333 01:04:58,090 --> 01:04:59,489 It was nice seeing you. 1334 01:04:59,491 --> 01:05:00,990 You, too. 1335 01:05:03,294 --> 01:05:04,359 Bye. 1336 01:05:04,361 --> 01:05:05,493 Bye. 1337 01:05:05,495 --> 01:05:09,230 [loud club music] 1338 01:05:09,232 --> 01:05:12,166 ¶ ¶ 1339 01:05:25,314 --> 01:05:26,980 Hey, you okay? 1340 01:05:28,984 --> 01:05:30,984 Can you bring her a water? 1341 01:05:31,586 --> 01:05:33,552 And I think, she's done. 1342 01:05:33,554 --> 01:05:35,120 Okay? 1343 01:05:35,122 --> 01:05:36,688 She's pretty gone. 1344 01:05:51,938 --> 01:05:53,470 You alright? 1345 01:05:55,474 --> 01:05:57,474 [echoing] 1346 01:05:59,344 --> 01:06:01,377 Let's get you some fresh air. 1347 01:06:05,516 --> 01:06:09,217 [loud club music] 1348 01:06:09,219 --> 01:06:11,652 ¶ ¶ 1349 01:06:27,236 --> 01:06:29,035 No cameras. 1350 01:06:30,438 --> 01:06:31,537 [moaning] 1351 01:06:31,539 --> 01:06:33,372 Can't you see she's drunk, asshole? 1352 01:06:33,374 --> 01:06:35,340 Get off of her. 1353 01:06:36,009 --> 01:06:37,241 What the hell are you doing? 1354 01:06:37,243 --> 01:06:39,243 What the hell are you doing? 1355 01:06:41,080 --> 01:06:43,547 -Get the hell off my bus. -Yeah. 1356 01:06:43,549 --> 01:06:44,748 Come on. Hold on. 1357 01:06:44,750 --> 01:06:46,282 Hold on, sweetie. 1358 01:06:46,284 --> 01:06:48,517 [soft music] 1359 01:06:48,519 --> 01:06:52,020 ¶ ¶ 1360 01:06:54,090 --> 01:06:55,355 Nelson. 1361 01:06:56,024 --> 01:06:57,523 Nelson. 1362 01:06:57,525 --> 01:06:59,491 Hi. 1363 01:07:01,394 --> 01:07:02,760 Hi, mom. 1364 01:07:04,063 --> 01:07:07,564 Wow, look at you. 1365 01:07:08,433 --> 01:07:09,698 You look good, mom. 1366 01:07:09,700 --> 01:07:11,700 Mm, it's different, huh? 1367 01:07:11,702 --> 01:07:13,034 [laughs] 1368 01:07:13,036 --> 01:07:14,168 Yeah. 1369 01:07:14,170 --> 01:07:16,470 They don't let you get too fixed up here. 1370 01:07:16,472 --> 01:07:20,540 They say it's like another way to mask your feelings. 1371 01:07:20,542 --> 01:07:22,542 It's good to see you, mom. 1372 01:07:22,544 --> 01:07:25,711 Oh, I thought you'd given up on me. 1373 01:07:26,547 --> 01:07:28,346 Third time's a charm though. 1374 01:07:28,348 --> 01:07:29,480 I think. 1375 01:07:29,482 --> 01:07:31,281 I hope. 1376 01:07:32,550 --> 01:07:34,449 You okay? 1377 01:07:34,451 --> 01:07:40,421 I'm sorry I haven't been to see you, but there is a 1378 01:07:40,423 --> 01:07:43,090 new album and I just finished the tour. 1379 01:07:43,092 --> 01:07:44,391 That's really great, honey. 1380 01:07:44,393 --> 01:07:46,426 Wow. 1381 01:07:46,427 --> 01:07:48,460 Everything sounds like it's going real good for you. 1382 01:07:48,463 --> 01:07:51,163 I should've called sooner. 1383 01:07:51,165 --> 01:07:53,098 No, you're calling now. 1384 01:07:53,100 --> 01:07:56,267 Mom, I didn't just call to say hi. 1385 01:08:00,740 --> 01:08:04,808 Things got a little out of control on tour. 1386 01:08:06,745 --> 01:08:09,311 I got a little out of control. 1387 01:08:12,249 --> 01:08:15,183 I almost did something really bad. 1388 01:08:19,289 --> 01:08:21,355 I'm coming to get help. 1389 01:08:21,357 --> 01:08:25,725 I figured if my mom could do it, I can, too. 1390 01:08:26,561 --> 01:08:31,496 And after, I was wondering if you'd come and stay 1391 01:08:31,498 --> 01:08:33,364 with me for a while. 1392 01:08:34,233 --> 01:08:35,665 You know? 1393 01:08:36,701 --> 01:08:39,268 Help me get some things straight. 1394 01:08:39,837 --> 01:08:43,071 I'm so sorry. 1395 01:08:43,073 --> 01:08:44,839 I'm so ashamed. 1396 01:08:45,775 --> 01:08:48,142 Did I do this to you? 1397 01:08:48,144 --> 01:08:49,510 It's okay, mom. 1398 01:08:49,512 --> 01:08:51,378 It's okay. 1399 01:08:52,314 --> 01:08:56,849 Even if everyone else went and left us, we're still here. 1400 01:08:56,851 --> 01:08:58,183 [laughing] 1401 01:08:58,185 --> 01:09:00,218 You and me. 1402 01:09:02,255 --> 01:09:04,855 [music] 1403 01:09:04,857 --> 01:09:07,657 ¶ ¶ 1404 01:09:11,496 --> 01:09:13,095 Good morning, Miss Gray. 1405 01:09:13,097 --> 01:09:14,863 I'm going to be giving you some twilight sedation for 1406 01:09:14,865 --> 01:09:16,331 the procedure. 1407 01:09:16,333 --> 01:09:18,132 Okay, what's that mean? 1408 01:09:18,134 --> 01:09:20,167 It means you won't feel any pain, but you'll be 1409 01:09:20,169 --> 01:09:22,402 slightly aware of the room and what's going on. 1410 01:09:22,404 --> 01:09:25,471 Just kind of like you're in a groggy state. 1411 01:09:27,408 --> 01:09:29,741 May I just speak to Doctor Conrad for a minute? 1412 01:09:29,743 --> 01:09:31,442 Well, the doctor's on a very tight schedule this 1413 01:09:31,444 --> 01:09:33,644 morning so why don't you let me go ahead and get the IV started. 1414 01:09:33,646 --> 01:09:36,446 And doctor will come in and talk to you while we prep you, okay? 1415 01:09:36,448 --> 01:09:37,313 [clears throat] 1416 01:09:37,315 --> 01:09:39,114 Look, ma'am... 1417 01:09:39,116 --> 01:09:41,649 I'm about to potentially end a life here and 1418 01:09:41,651 --> 01:09:44,284 certainly change my own, so forgive me if I'm not 1419 01:09:44,286 --> 01:09:47,820 overly concerned with the schedule of you or the doctor. 1420 01:09:47,822 --> 01:09:51,890 I need to speak with him before anybody touches me. 1421 01:09:59,532 --> 01:10:01,765 Rigby, everything okay? 1422 01:10:01,767 --> 01:10:03,299 Yeah. 1423 01:10:03,301 --> 01:10:04,833 No. 1424 01:10:04,835 --> 01:10:06,668 I mean, I don't know. 1425 01:10:08,271 --> 01:10:12,573 I mean, right now, at this instant, in my life when 1426 01:10:12,575 --> 01:10:15,142 everything is under the best of circumstances and 1427 01:10:15,144 --> 01:10:20,313 I am young and healthy and I have a roof over my head. 1428 01:10:20,315 --> 01:10:23,316 Sometimes I'll take a vitamin and I'll choke. 1429 01:10:23,318 --> 01:10:26,218 Or I'll get food poisoning and I'll be up all night 1430 01:10:26,220 --> 01:10:28,453 vomiting and I'll faint on the bathroom floor and 1431 01:10:28,455 --> 01:10:32,190 I'll think what if there wasn't anyone. 1432 01:10:32,192 --> 01:10:34,458 What if no one's there? 1433 01:10:34,460 --> 01:10:37,394 You know, kinda scary. 1434 01:10:37,396 --> 01:10:38,828 I'm scared. 1435 01:10:39,831 --> 01:10:43,265 And then I think how much worse it'll be when I'm 1436 01:10:43,267 --> 01:10:47,202 not as young and not as healthy. 1437 01:10:47,204 --> 01:10:51,639 And then I think, is that a reason to have a kid 1438 01:10:51,641 --> 01:10:56,710 just so they'll be there to pick you up when you fall, just because you were there for them. 1439 01:10:56,712 --> 01:11:01,748 I mean, look at me, I am not there for my mother 1440 01:11:01,750 --> 01:11:04,784 because I am too much of a coward to look in her face 1441 01:11:04,786 --> 01:11:08,654 and see that she doesn't know who I am so I pay 1442 01:11:08,656 --> 01:11:12,891 someone to wash my mother's backside because 1443 01:11:12,893 --> 01:11:17,795 I am too afraid to see my perfect, gorgeous, angel 1444 01:11:17,797 --> 01:11:20,297 of a mother lose her mind. 1445 01:11:20,299 --> 01:11:25,701 I mean, god, I am not fit to take care of anyone. 1446 01:11:25,703 --> 01:11:28,403 Parent or child. 1447 01:11:33,343 --> 01:11:39,213 But, I mean, I mean people have been doing this since 1448 01:11:39,215 --> 01:11:40,948 the dawn of man, right? 1449 01:11:42,551 --> 01:11:45,552 They don't stop and contemplate all the what if's 1450 01:11:45,554 --> 01:11:48,755 because if they did there wouldn't be anyone here. 1451 01:11:52,761 --> 01:11:55,394 I wanna keep the baby. 1452 01:11:58,799 --> 01:12:00,698 We can do that. 1453 01:12:00,700 --> 01:12:03,700 Yeah, definitely, we can do that. 1454 01:12:06,604 --> 01:12:10,305 [upbeat music] 1455 01:12:10,307 --> 01:12:13,941 ¶ ¶ 1456 01:12:54,849 --> 01:12:56,515 Aren't they just gorgeous? 1457 01:12:56,517 --> 01:12:57,415 [laughs] 1458 01:12:57,417 --> 01:12:58,849 They're amazing. 1459 01:12:58,851 --> 01:13:01,351 Why can't you just tell your mom? 1460 01:13:01,353 --> 01:13:03,486 She could like totally help you. 1461 01:13:03,488 --> 01:13:06,055 It's just that if she helps me, I might never 1462 01:13:06,057 --> 01:13:09,358 know what part is me and what part is her and if 1463 01:13:09,360 --> 01:13:10,959 I'm gonna do this, then I need to know what I'm 1464 01:13:10,961 --> 01:13:12,860 really capable of, you know? 1465 01:13:12,862 --> 01:13:16,997 Like really capable of as in alone. 1466 01:13:16,999 --> 01:13:20,500 [upbeat music] 1467 01:13:20,502 --> 01:13:23,436 ¶ ¶ 1468 01:13:48,596 --> 01:13:49,728 [elevator dings] 1469 01:13:58,671 --> 01:14:01,638 [melancholic music] 1470 01:14:01,640 --> 01:14:04,841 ¶ ¶ 1471 01:14:45,616 --> 01:14:47,115 No, this is a disaster! 1472 01:14:47,117 --> 01:14:48,749 If you're gonna do the Gotham Ganache then you 1473 01:14:48,751 --> 01:14:50,885 have to try the Harlem Truffles. 1474 01:14:50,887 --> 01:14:52,219 -Sure. -Okay. 1475 01:14:52,221 --> 01:14:54,254 Okay, get me half a dozen Gotham Ganache and twelve 1476 01:14:54,256 --> 01:14:55,655 Harlem Truffles. 1477 01:14:55,657 --> 01:14:58,057 You heard the boss, boys. Step up the pace. 1478 01:14:58,059 --> 01:14:59,158 Let's do this. 1479 01:14:59,160 --> 01:15:02,561 [upbeat music] 1480 01:15:02,563 --> 01:15:04,963 ¶ ¶ 1481 01:15:10,903 --> 01:15:13,203 What happened? I thought you didn't wanna meet. 1482 01:15:13,205 --> 01:15:16,072 Um, no, she sent me an email saying she wanted to 1483 01:15:16,074 --> 01:15:17,840 meet as soon as possible. 1484 01:15:17,842 --> 01:15:18,941 When? 1485 01:15:18,943 --> 01:15:20,509 Right now. 1486 01:15:20,511 --> 01:15:24,079 I'm on my way to meet her at the duck pond. 1487 01:15:24,081 --> 01:15:26,648 She said that she would have something red with 1488 01:15:26,650 --> 01:15:28,683 her, an umbrella or something. 1489 01:15:29,285 --> 01:15:31,018 Oh my god. 1490 01:15:31,020 --> 01:15:33,553 I think I see something red. 1491 01:15:33,555 --> 01:15:36,222 Oh, I'm so nervous, I think I'm gonna get sick. 1492 01:15:36,224 --> 01:15:38,257 No, you're not gonna throw up, alright? 1493 01:15:38,259 --> 01:15:40,993 Look, take three deep, long breaths. 1494 01:15:40,995 --> 01:15:43,261 Remember this isn't the first time you're seeing her. 1495 01:15:43,263 --> 01:15:45,863 You're the first person she ever met. 1496 01:15:45,865 --> 01:15:46,897 I love you. 1497 01:15:46,899 --> 01:15:48,265 I love you, too. 1498 01:15:48,267 --> 01:15:50,634 Look, I'm happy for you, darling. 1499 01:15:50,636 --> 01:15:51,668 I'm happy for me too. 1500 01:15:51,670 --> 01:15:54,037 I'm gonna be somebody's stepfather. 1501 01:15:55,874 --> 01:15:58,107 Okay, bye. 1502 01:16:15,659 --> 01:16:17,625 Miss Scott? Hi! 1503 01:16:19,028 --> 01:16:20,861 It's Layla. Layla Chapman. 1504 01:16:20,863 --> 01:16:22,929 From the Pig and the Cow building. 1505 01:16:23,898 --> 01:16:25,797 We met on FaceTime. 1506 01:16:25,799 --> 01:16:29,099 You were speaking to my mother, Nina Chapman. 1507 01:16:31,670 --> 01:16:35,004 Miss Scott, are you okay? 1508 01:16:36,007 --> 01:16:37,172 I'm so sorry. 1509 01:16:37,174 --> 01:16:38,873 It's just that I'm supposed to be meeting 1510 01:16:38,875 --> 01:16:42,042 someone here, is there someone I can call for you? 1511 01:16:44,112 --> 01:16:47,746 March 15, 1991. 1512 01:16:47,748 --> 01:16:52,350 You were born at 3:22 PM, March 15, 1991. 1513 01:16:52,352 --> 01:16:56,120 It was a rainy day, you were the most beautiful 1514 01:16:56,122 --> 01:16:58,888 thing I had ever seen. 1515 01:17:00,324 --> 01:17:01,989 You? 1516 01:17:05,060 --> 01:17:08,127 [uplifting music] 1517 01:17:08,129 --> 01:17:11,697 ¶ ¶ 1518 01:17:12,800 --> 01:17:14,665 -Is it okay? -Yeah. 1519 01:17:17,336 --> 01:17:18,868 [laughs] 1520 01:17:32,149 --> 01:17:36,050 Today is Mother's Day and it's a perfect spring day. 1521 01:17:36,052 --> 01:17:38,685 And the air smells like you're perfume. 1522 01:17:41,056 --> 01:17:45,191 I'm having a baby, mom, and I can't stop thinking about you. 1523 01:17:45,193 --> 01:17:47,126 I almost didn't wanna have her because I couldn't 1524 01:17:47,128 --> 01:17:51,230 bear to love somebody as much as you and risk my heart. 1525 01:17:56,737 --> 01:17:59,771 I was so busy looking into other people's windows and 1526 01:17:59,773 --> 01:18:03,841 creating their stories, I forgot create my own. 1527 01:18:03,843 --> 01:18:06,944 [upbeat music] 1528 01:18:06,946 --> 01:18:09,980 ¶ ¶ 1529 01:18:21,392 --> 01:18:22,758 Mom? 1530 01:18:22,760 --> 01:18:24,359 In here, Layla. 1531 01:18:26,363 --> 01:18:28,730 Hi. 1532 01:18:28,732 --> 01:18:29,964 Hey. 1533 01:18:31,434 --> 01:18:33,000 Here. 1534 01:18:37,339 --> 01:18:38,671 What are you doing? 1535 01:18:38,673 --> 01:18:40,773 Well, I'm working. 1536 01:18:40,775 --> 01:18:43,041 You know, we've got that couture gala coming up and 1537 01:18:43,043 --> 01:18:47,244 I need you to help me pick a frock. 1538 01:18:48,080 --> 01:18:50,280 What are you talking about? 1539 01:18:50,282 --> 01:18:53,783 I thought that was decided by a committee months ago. 1540 01:18:53,785 --> 01:18:55,351 Aren't you wearing Zac Posen? 1541 01:18:55,353 --> 01:18:58,721 I am, that's why I never eat, but I was wondering 1542 01:18:58,723 --> 01:19:00,889 what you're gonna wear. 1543 01:19:02,359 --> 01:19:03,758 Really? 1544 01:19:04,761 --> 01:19:07,762 Well, how come you never let me go? 1545 01:19:09,198 --> 01:19:15,134 Yes, well, since then I've been privied to some new information. 1546 01:19:15,736 --> 01:19:19,471 That makes me think that it might be a good idea. 1547 01:19:19,473 --> 01:19:21,439 Why didn't you tell me that this was what you 1548 01:19:21,441 --> 01:19:23,741 were working on, hm? 1549 01:19:23,743 --> 01:19:25,275 Waitress? 1550 01:19:26,378 --> 01:19:32,782 Yeah, but Georgina helped me streamline them a little. 1551 01:19:33,217 --> 01:19:35,150 I can't believe Trisha sent them to you. 1552 01:19:35,152 --> 01:19:37,218 Yeah, well she knew you wouldn't. 1553 01:19:38,321 --> 01:19:39,853 Yeah. 1554 01:19:39,855 --> 01:19:44,057 Why didn't you tell me this was what you were working on? 1555 01:19:44,059 --> 01:19:49,128 I happen to be pretty good at launching hot, new designers. 1556 01:19:50,998 --> 01:19:52,330 Really? 1557 01:19:55,234 --> 01:19:56,266 I don't know. 1558 01:19:56,268 --> 01:20:00,970 I thought what if you hated them? 1559 01:20:00,972 --> 01:20:03,872 What if you thought that I sucked at this? 1560 01:20:06,109 --> 01:20:12,980 I wanted to earn your praise, not be entitled to it. 1561 01:20:18,821 --> 01:20:19,953 Well... 1562 01:20:25,827 --> 01:20:26,826 Hm... 1563 01:20:30,498 --> 01:20:32,097 This is the one. 1564 01:20:33,400 --> 01:20:35,800 It's sleek. 1565 01:20:35,802 --> 01:20:37,234 It's architectural. 1566 01:20:37,236 --> 01:20:39,035 It's classic. 1567 01:20:40,338 --> 01:20:42,103 It's you. 1568 01:20:45,108 --> 01:20:47,107 I like this one, too. 1569 01:20:50,245 --> 01:20:52,778 I, um... 1570 01:20:52,780 --> 01:20:56,081 I can't tell if I get it from her or from you. 1571 01:21:00,087 --> 01:21:02,387 So... 1572 01:21:02,389 --> 01:21:05,889 Why didn't you just tell me you wanted to meet her? 1573 01:21:07,259 --> 01:21:09,359 I didn't think I did. 1574 01:21:11,496 --> 01:21:14,096 When Trisha got sick, it made me wanna know more 1575 01:21:14,098 --> 01:21:19,034 about my medical history, so I sent a letter. 1576 01:21:19,036 --> 01:21:26,073 And then when Trisha died, I thought what if that were me. 1577 01:21:26,075 --> 01:21:27,307 Oh, honey, it's not... 1578 01:21:27,309 --> 01:21:29,309 No, mom, I mean it. 1579 01:21:29,311 --> 01:21:31,978 I thought what if I go my entire life without 1580 01:21:31,980 --> 01:21:35,448 getting a chance to just look at her? 1581 01:21:35,450 --> 01:21:41,887 I mean, I can't describe it, but you have no idea 1582 01:21:41,889 --> 01:21:46,558 what it's like to not know a single person who has 1583 01:21:46,560 --> 01:21:51,863 your hands or your eyes or your crooked teeth. 1584 01:21:51,865 --> 01:21:54,866 I just... 1585 01:21:54,868 --> 01:21:57,068 I just wanted to see her. 1586 01:21:58,971 --> 01:21:59,836 Are you mad? 1587 01:21:59,838 --> 01:22:01,170 No. 1588 01:22:03,440 --> 01:22:05,540 It's... 1589 01:22:05,542 --> 01:22:08,042 it's as natural as breathing. 1590 01:22:08,044 --> 01:22:13,447 Honey, everybody wants to know where they come from. 1591 01:22:14,416 --> 01:22:20,419 You know, I'm always so amused that I have that 1592 01:22:20,421 --> 01:22:25,390 same crinkle here in my nose like grandma. 1593 01:22:25,392 --> 01:22:30,594 And then I sit in the car with my purse on my lap 1594 01:22:30,596 --> 01:22:33,029 just the same way. 1595 01:22:34,098 --> 01:22:39,901 She lives in my building and she's working with you. 1596 01:22:39,903 --> 01:22:42,169 I mean, that's a weird coincidence. 1597 01:22:42,171 --> 01:22:44,237 Oh, it's not a coincidence. 1598 01:22:44,239 --> 01:22:52,178 I think it's a mother's instinct to search for her child. 1599 01:22:52,180 --> 01:23:00,251 I am sure that someway she was looking for you her whole life. 1600 01:23:03,189 --> 01:23:04,888 Thanks, mom. 1601 01:23:09,293 --> 01:23:14,029 And anyway, I'm just... 1602 01:23:14,031 --> 01:23:19,600 I'm just so dang impressed. 1603 01:23:19,602 --> 01:23:22,636 I'm so proud of you. 1604 01:23:22,638 --> 01:23:23,970 I love you, mom. 1605 01:23:23,972 --> 01:23:25,371 Oh! 1606 01:23:25,373 --> 01:23:29,208 More than, well... 1607 01:23:29,210 --> 01:23:30,375 Just more and more. 1608 01:23:30,377 --> 01:23:31,909 [laughing] 1609 01:23:32,511 --> 01:23:35,078 I love you, too. 1610 01:23:36,514 --> 01:23:39,481 [soft music] 1611 01:23:39,483 --> 01:23:43,117 ¶ ¶ 1612 01:23:47,089 --> 01:23:49,422 -Surprise! -Surprise! 1613 01:23:50,359 --> 01:23:52,058 [laughs] 1614 01:23:52,660 --> 01:23:56,428 We know it's Mother's Day, but can I still call you Beth? 1615 01:23:56,430 --> 01:23:58,129 Oh my god. 1616 01:24:00,633 --> 01:24:01,598 You did all this? 1617 01:24:01,600 --> 01:24:03,366 Well, I had help. 1618 01:24:05,069 --> 01:24:07,269 So much for soccer practice. 1619 01:24:07,271 --> 01:24:08,503 And you! 1620 01:24:08,505 --> 01:24:09,570 Aw! 1621 01:24:11,240 --> 01:24:12,539 Mm! 1622 01:24:13,275 --> 01:24:15,174 Alright, who wants champagne? 1623 01:24:15,176 --> 01:24:16,141 -I do. -I do. 1624 01:24:16,143 --> 01:24:17,075 Can I have some? 1625 01:24:17,077 --> 01:24:17,708 -No! -No! 1626 01:24:17,710 --> 01:24:18,508 Come on, you guys. 1627 01:24:18,510 --> 01:24:20,610 Here, help me. Come on. 1628 01:24:25,482 --> 01:24:26,747 I missed you so much. 1629 01:24:26,749 --> 01:24:28,315 I missed you, too. 1630 01:24:28,317 --> 01:24:31,184 And I'm sorry it's been so long, I just... 1631 01:24:31,186 --> 01:24:32,485 You needed time. 1632 01:24:32,487 --> 01:24:33,552 I did. 1633 01:24:33,554 --> 01:24:34,719 I really did. 1634 01:24:34,721 --> 01:24:36,654 You know, I'm just... 1635 01:24:36,656 --> 01:24:38,522 I'm just lucky to have you. 1636 01:24:40,092 --> 01:24:41,157 No more secrets. 1637 01:24:41,159 --> 01:24:42,124 No! 1638 01:24:42,126 --> 01:24:43,825 No more secrets. 1639 01:24:46,830 --> 01:24:49,096 Alright, toast time. 1640 01:24:49,098 --> 01:24:50,764 For you. For you. 1641 01:24:50,766 --> 01:24:52,332 No, you get the little one. 1642 01:24:52,334 --> 01:24:53,599 No, that's for you. 1643 01:24:53,601 --> 01:24:57,836 To mothers, who by any other name, just as sweet. 1644 01:24:57,838 --> 01:24:58,770 Thank you. 1645 01:24:58,772 --> 01:25:00,404 -Cheers. -Cheers. 1646 01:25:00,406 --> 01:25:02,672 [upbeat music] 1647 01:25:02,674 --> 01:25:05,741 ¶ ¶ 1648 01:25:15,752 --> 01:25:17,551 [exhales] 1649 01:25:25,227 --> 01:25:27,527 [sirens] 1650 01:25:31,765 --> 01:25:33,131 Hey. 1651 01:25:34,400 --> 01:25:36,233 How you doing? You okay? 1652 01:25:36,568 --> 01:25:37,700 Mhm, yeah. 1653 01:25:37,702 --> 01:25:39,101 I'm good. I'm okay. 1654 01:25:39,103 --> 01:25:40,602 I can do this, Doctor Conrad. 1655 01:25:40,604 --> 01:25:42,370 Call me Andrew. 1656 01:25:42,372 --> 01:25:44,772 You're gonna do great, Rigby. 1657 01:25:44,774 --> 01:25:45,839 But I gotta tell you something. 1658 01:25:45,841 --> 01:25:48,107 Hm. 1659 01:25:48,109 --> 01:25:50,275 I can't be your doctor today. 1660 01:25:51,311 --> 01:25:53,377 What are you talking about? 1661 01:25:53,379 --> 01:25:54,611 Now? 1662 01:25:54,613 --> 01:25:56,112 Now. 1663 01:25:56,114 --> 01:25:57,646 Why do doctors keep doing this to me? 1664 01:25:57,648 --> 01:25:58,647 [exhales] 1665 01:25:58,649 --> 01:26:00,749 Listen, just listen to me, Rigby. 1666 01:26:00,751 --> 01:26:02,784 I'm not married. 1667 01:26:02,786 --> 01:26:04,218 I've never been married. 1668 01:26:04,220 --> 01:26:05,485 I don't have any kids. 1669 01:26:05,487 --> 01:26:07,720 I use the ring to keep a professional distance from 1670 01:26:07,722 --> 01:26:12,124 my patients, but with you, it didn't work. 1671 01:26:12,860 --> 01:26:16,127 I don't know if you have any feelings for me, but 1672 01:26:16,129 --> 01:26:19,497 if there's even the slightest chance. 1673 01:26:19,899 --> 01:26:24,301 I can't go into that delivery room with you. 1674 01:26:24,303 --> 01:26:25,635 -Really? -Yeah. 1675 01:26:25,637 --> 01:26:29,205 I think I have to be the keeper of the mysteries. 1676 01:26:30,174 --> 01:26:31,473 Is that okay? 1677 01:26:41,351 --> 01:26:42,783 You're gonna go great. 1678 01:26:47,622 --> 01:26:49,288 Hi, Rigby. 1679 01:26:49,623 --> 01:26:51,456 I'm Doctor Barnard. 1680 01:26:54,494 --> 01:26:56,727 I'll be bringing your girl into the world today. 1681 01:26:57,529 --> 01:27:00,263 [upbeat music] 1682 01:27:00,265 --> 01:27:03,266 ¶ ¶ 1683 01:27:03,268 --> 01:27:04,800 [inaudible whispering] 1684 01:27:06,904 --> 01:27:09,905 Going to see grandma. You ready? 1685 01:27:24,821 --> 01:27:26,854 [baby crying] 1686 01:27:33,462 --> 01:27:34,861 Lydia. 1687 01:27:34,863 --> 01:27:36,596 Meet Lydia. 1688 01:27:40,201 --> 01:27:42,401 [baby crying] 1689 01:27:47,574 --> 01:27:48,673 I'll take her out. 1690 01:27:48,675 --> 01:27:49,473 It's okay, baby. 1691 01:27:49,475 --> 01:27:50,574 It's okay. 1692 01:27:50,576 --> 01:27:52,776 [baby crying] 1693 01:28:04,221 --> 01:28:06,420 I just... 1694 01:28:09,358 --> 01:28:12,592 I need to tell you I'm sorry. 1695 01:28:13,628 --> 01:28:14,927 Mom. 1696 01:28:19,600 --> 01:28:21,433 I love you. 1697 01:28:21,968 --> 01:28:24,501 I love you. 1698 01:28:26,338 --> 01:28:28,271 [soft crying] 1699 01:28:28,273 --> 01:28:29,605 Mom. 1700 01:28:30,474 --> 01:28:32,574 [soft music] 1701 01:28:32,576 --> 01:28:34,475 I had my daughter, mom. 1702 01:28:35,444 --> 01:28:37,477 She's just starting to look like something that 1703 01:28:37,479 --> 01:28:39,712 might turn into a person. 1704 01:28:41,649 --> 01:28:43,849 I was so scared. 1705 01:28:45,986 --> 01:28:47,919 But now looking back on all the lives and stories 1706 01:28:47,921 --> 01:28:52,456 of others, I know it will be alright. 1707 01:28:53,492 --> 01:28:55,892 Some people can't see the love they have until they 1708 01:28:55,894 --> 01:28:58,994 see it through someone else's eyes. 1709 01:29:01,331 --> 01:29:03,397 Some people have no mother. 1710 01:29:03,399 --> 01:29:05,399 And others have more than one. 1711 01:29:06,735 --> 01:29:10,836 Others don't see that mothers come in all shapes and sizes. 1712 01:29:11,738 --> 01:29:14,271 Sometimes there for just a moment. 1713 01:29:14,273 --> 01:29:16,940 And sometimes they remain for a lifetime. 1714 01:29:22,680 --> 01:29:25,280 Her name is your name. 1715 01:29:25,282 --> 01:29:29,350 So that when mine dissolves into Mom, 1716 01:29:29,352 --> 01:29:31,485 yours can come to life again. 1717 01:29:31,920 --> 01:29:34,720 Every time I call to her. 1718 01:29:34,722 --> 01:29:36,555 Lydia. 1719 01:29:39,760 --> 01:29:41,893 I hope your last thought before you slipped into 1720 01:29:41,895 --> 01:29:44,762 the darkness of your mind was that I would remember 1721 01:29:44,764 --> 01:29:46,697 everything about you. 1722 01:29:48,367 --> 01:29:49,432 Everything. 1723 01:29:49,434 --> 01:29:50,733 [R&B music] 1724 01:29:50,735 --> 01:29:55,337 ¶ I would never let a tear fall from your eyes ¶ 1725 01:29:55,339 --> 01:29:58,006 ¶ No, no, no, no ¶ 1726 01:29:58,575 --> 01:30:02,476 ¶ 'Cause everything you are to me ¶ 1727 01:30:02,478 --> 01:30:06,613 ¶ Ooh, I could never let you hurt inside ¶ 1728 01:30:06,615 --> 01:30:10,516 ¶ You mean so much and I'm so thankful that you're in my life ¶ 1729 01:30:10,518 --> 01:30:14,720 ¶ And I appreciate your love and all your sacrifice ¶ 1730 01:30:14,722 --> 01:30:18,790 ¶ Without you by my side, I never could survive ¶ 1731 01:30:18,792 --> 01:30:23,027 ¶ I wouldn't be the woman standing here before your eyes ¶ 1732 01:30:23,029 --> 01:30:27,064 ¶ You've taught me strength and you gave me guidance ¶ 1733 01:30:27,066 --> 01:30:31,334 ¶ Whenever faith was lost, you were there to find it ¶ 1734 01:30:31,336 --> 01:30:35,438 ¶ And all because a mother's love is unconditional ¶ 1735 01:30:35,440 --> 01:30:39,708 ¶ With all my heart and all my soul I wanna let you know ¶ 1736 01:30:39,710 --> 01:30:42,010 ¶ That I thank you, I thank you ¶ 1737 01:30:42,012 --> 01:30:43,878 ¶ And I love you, I love you ¶ 1738 01:30:43,880 --> 01:30:47,882 ¶ And I will never place anyone above you ¶ 1739 01:30:47,884 --> 01:30:50,084 ¶ Said I thank you, I thank you ¶ 1740 01:30:50,086 --> 01:30:52,352 ¶ And I love you, I love you ¶ 1741 01:30:52,354 --> 01:30:56,055 ¶ And I will never, ever place no one above you ¶ 1742 01:30:56,057 --> 01:30:58,023 ¶ You have given me life ¶ 1743 01:30:58,025 --> 01:31:00,091 ¶ And I just want you to know ¶ 1744 01:31:00,093 --> 01:31:02,660 ¶ That you're the reason I'm here today ¶ 1745 01:31:02,662 --> 01:31:06,497 ¶ I will never let go to everything that we share ¶ 1746 01:31:06,499 --> 01:31:08,098 ¶ And nothing can compare ¶ 1747 01:31:08,100 --> 01:31:10,467 ¶ I thank you, I thank you, I thank you ¶ 1748 01:31:10,469 --> 01:31:12,469 ¶ Here's what I'm sayin' ¶ 1749 01:31:12,471 --> 01:31:18,040 ¶ See, I've been blessed to be raised by a woman so strong ¶ 1750 01:31:21,378 --> 01:31:25,046 ¶ Cause even when I did things wrong ¶ 1751 01:31:25,048 --> 01:31:29,150 ¶ You would show me just the way that I should carry on ¶ 1752 01:31:29,152 --> 01:31:33,454 ¶ You kept me safe, and you protected me with all you had ¶ 1753 01:31:33,456 --> 01:31:37,825 ¶ And any time I was in need you gave your very last ¶